One Day You Think: I Want To Die. And Then You Think, Very Quietly: Actually. Actually. I Think I Want

I just impulsively bought about 2kg of wool for 70€ because the idea of a "Lover" inspired cardigan popped up in my head.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

Anyways, I'll keep you posted on how it turns out

#Whatwouldmariedo, if she had to take a math test on Wednesday about a, b and c, but in her math lecture they’ve only ever talked about subject a and b and will certainly not cover subject c before next week, so she is not sure, how to solve problems involving subject c

"Cherie, keep walking. Shut your eyes. We are headed for the bridge. We are going to cross it."

-Joyce Carol Oates, After the Wreck, I Picked Myself Up, Spread My Wings, and Flew Away

It‘s kind of hard to romanticize studying during a long train ride, when the train conductor thinks you’re in the middle of a heat wave and leaves the AC running. ✨Only my tablet’s overworked lithium battery keeps me from slowly freezing to death. ✨

I just bought a Ticket for Olivia Rodrigo? Holy shit I'm so happy right now 😭💙

Obsessed with this song lately

Talked to a friend with major depression and anxiety who is currently in treatment about what we consider as normal thoughts and apparently most healthy people don’t think they are a total failure? They don’t panic when talking to their classmates?

Sounds made up, but okay 🤷🏻‍♀️

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it breaks my heart a little when i get blog recs on my dash and their last posts were months ago ;w;

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being in your 20s is truly just living ibuprofen to ibuprofen

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.