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content warnings: shibari, sex, intense emotional connection, anal fingering (male receiving)
summary: i love shibari with my entire soul and i feel like we as a society donโt talk about it enough โ particularly about how emotional it can be if done right.
๐ชข BANG CHAN.
Chan would like tying you up but would mostly enjoy being tied up himself. I feel like when you first proposed the idea to him, he was nervous but decided to try for you anyway and ended up loving it. Heโs a guy that is constantly dealing with stress and anxiety, so itโs almost a healing experience to fully let go of control and letting you do whatever you saw fit. It usually ended with you riding him gently, and heโll be the type to tear up a little after you both cum because the time youโd just spent together was so deeply emotional.
๐ชข LEE KNOW.
He himself doesnโt get tied up, but I feel like he would like tying up his partner using the shibari method. I feel like he would enjoy it quite a lot, especially if it leads to some electrifying, intensely emotional sex once the tying part is done. Like heโll be thrusting into you deeply yet slowly, massaging all the sensitive spots he knows of while doing so. He wants to hear your moans that sound so preciously different from the way it sounds during regular sex โ this one comes from the serenity of your mind, itโs everything you feel pushed into the soft sounds he coaxed out of you. Your face, the sounds, the way your body moved in rhythm with his despite the restraints โ heโll cum and keep going until heโs had several orgasms and he canโt anymore, nothing turns him on like being like this does.
๐ชข CHANGBIN.
Tie him up. Heโll tie you up every once in a while, but mostly him, especially if done in front of a mirror. I feel like heโd be the kind of guy to enjoy watching himself being tied up with pink rope, and the way youโd leave a trail of kisses everywhere. He adores having sex with you like that, and heโll cum if you play with his hole just right. Heโs so soft, so buff and strong but heโd look so stunning tied up like that, whimpering your name as he grows more and more needy.
๐ชข HYUNJIN.
I feel like this might be a genuine kink that he has, but it might be reserved to the lovers he shares the deepest, most intense connections with. Something about the way he describes himself as an emotional guy, his artistic perspective, his gentleness โ everything makes me feel like heโd love this as much as I do. His touch would be so tender, and heโd caress your skin with every knot he made, and once youโre all tied up he just pulls you onto his lap while youโre both naked and he just holds you for a moment there. Like itโs not necessarily a sexual thing for him, just the amount of trust it takes to be in that type of mindset while tied up like that. Itโs a form of bonding for him. He also likes being the one tied up by his lover, and heโll be extra clingy and would need all the praise in the world before, during and after.
๐ชข HAN.
He would definitely be the one to be tied up, heโs just the kind of guy who adores being at the complete mercy of his partner. Itโs the ultimate sign of trust and intense love for him โ he trusts you to care for him when in such a vulnerable state, and therefore that shows how much he also loves you. Constant eye-contact is very much needed, he needs to see your face, your expressions, everything. Kissing is more than encouraged as well, just call him a good boy or a pretty baby and heโll be melting on the spot.
๐ชข FELIX.
Something in my gut tells me that he would be the one to briefly bring it up as a kink heโs heard about before and found interesting, but then once you do research and seriously suggest trying it, he would be nervous. Perhaps itโs the level of intimacy, or the fear of doing it wrong โ but he would need some time to think on it. Eventually, heโll agree and itโll lead to the most mind-blowing sex either of you have ever experienced. His hands are just so soft and gentle as he ties you up, and then when he finally fucks you, itโs all praises and eye-contact and him just fully catering to your every need for as long as you wish.
๐ชข SEUNGMIN.
Doing shibari with him would be a bit more rough, I think. Heโll be domming you, but itโs a mixture of stern and soft. The time spent tying you up would be soft and heโd have his twinkling brown eyes on you the whole time while making you laugh a little with his jokes to soothe you. But once heโs inside of you, itโs like an animal takes over and heโs thrusting in and out of you at such an รญnstense speed, you have no other option but to scream his name as you cum several times before he does.
๐ชข I.N.
The first time you both experiment with shibari, heโs the one getting tied up. Heโs not much for physical affection, but something about it made him grave for kisses and squeezes as often as possible. He needed constant reassurance as you worked, he was evidently nervous since it was new to him. It didnโt lead to sex though, because as soon as you wrapped your hand around his cock, he was feeling a little overstimulated but he didnโt want to be untied; he just wanted you close, to feel your skin on his while his mind floated away. Like with Hyunjin, shibari served as a bonding experience for the two of you.
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โ In which two disabled idols find comfort in each otherโs arms.
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๊ฐ ๐ ๊ฑ ใ Longer note at the end! I hope you guys enjoy, reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! โโ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฒ )
๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Han deals with a lot of anxiety and depression, reader has fibromyalgia, constant mentions of being in pain, love-making, cussing, lots of angst, MDNI.
( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ข๐ง ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ )
๊ฐ ๐ซ ๊ฑ ใ Tip Jar!
โ OOโ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
Lady of the night, come out and kiss your stars
Whisper to the moon, and show us where you are
A sea of souls sang to you, their red lights piercing through the deluge, holding their beacons aloft as if to guide you. The rain pelted them like relentless bullets, yet they stood steadfast, their voices rising above the cacophony of thunder and your own racing heartbeat.
In the shadows deep, where the lost souls weep
You dance alone, in the dark so far
The microphone slipped from your trembling grasp as those from backstage rushed forward, but you lifted a hand, bidding them to halt. Slowly, you raised your gaze, meeting the crowd's eyes. Time seemed to stop, air turning scarce as their expectant faces filled your vision. They continued their song, perhaps waiting for you to join them, but motivation eluded you like a distant star.
Oh, Lady of the night, with your eyes so bright
Guide us through the endless night
Your body screamed in protest, every nerve alive with pain, yet you found the strength to sit up, pulling your legs from beneath you to sit properly, heedless of the dress unsuited for such a posture. The rain attacked your body, but your heart and mind were soothed by the sound of your first song, sung by hundreds of voices you feared would abandon you. But they stayed steadfast.
With your spectral light, take us to new heights
Lady of the night, be our silent guide
Those who had rushed to your aid now stood aside, poised to move at your command. Your manager, face red with fury, glared at you with a burning intensity, but his rage couldn't penetrate the serene bubble enclosing you.
Winds begin to howl, as you make your silent call
Through the ancient trees, your ghostly footsteps fall
In the midnight air, thereโs a longing there
For the dreams you weave, in your silver shawl
As the song went on, your heartbeat steadied, no longer threatening to burst your veins. For the first time in weeks, you knew peace. The world spun at a gentle pace, your thoughts stilled, and air filled your lungs like a cool drink on a sweltering day. Your eyes fluttered closed, and a soft smile graced your lips.
Unconsciously, you mouthed the words that had sparked your career, finally grasping the lyrics you had penned yourself.
Lady of the night, won't you come out and kiss your stars
In your tender light, weโll forget our scars
As the song reached its end, you reached out to someone nearby, their touch grounding you as you rose to your feet. The audience's voice swelled, their energy lifting you, and tears you hadn't known you'd held back flowed freely.
Till the morningโs hue, weโll dream with you
Lady of the night, wherever you are
Oh, what a time to be alive.
posted: 06 โข 01 โข 2024
๐ฌ a note from green;
by popular vote, i present to you: TFFA! iโm so so happy to be back guys, yโall have no idea the amount of stress iโve been feeling and all the shit i had to deal with. i am quite literally penniless, am back home where all the stress and crap i try to avoid throughout the semester just sits there, waiting and now i gotta do something about it. iโm justโฆlowkey not okay haha.
anyways, iโm happy to be writing again! i know this one in particular is probably the shortest thing iโve ever posted BUT more will come, this is just a snippet of the shitshow thatโs coming and iโm honestly so excited.
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๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ( xdinary heroes )
โ As you step into a new, more masculine identity, your nerves are eased by the unwavering support of your friends and boyfriend.
๐ค๐ฐ๐๐ค ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ค + trans boy reader เณฏ ( ๐จ๐ง๐-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ )
๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 1.9k ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐: 7 mins
๊ฐ ๐ ๊ฑ ใ This is probably one of my favorite pieces I've written, it was so self-indulgent as a masc non-binary fan of XDH, so I absolutely adored this request (made by my wonderful ๐ฉท Anon! I hope you guys enjoy, reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! Requests are currently open! โโ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฒ )
๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Established relationship, Y/N recently came out as a trans guy, mentions of wearing a binder for the first time, the rest of the members of Xdinary Heroes are dressed femininely to support you since it's the first time you go out in public dressed so masculine, mentions of anxiety, mentions of people staring.
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๊ฐ ๐ซ ๊ฑ ใ Tip Jar!
You anxiously pace around your apartment, your steps quick and uneven, a reflection of the turmoil inside you. The clock on the wall ticks loudly, each second echoing your mounting nerves. Every few moments, you dart back to the mirror, adjusting the binder Jiseok had surprised you with and smoothing out the more masculine clothing youโve chosen for the first time. The reflection staring back at you is both unfamiliar and oddly liberating, but the anxiety still gnaws at you like a persistent shadow.
Jiseok, lounging on your couch, watches you with an expression that blends amusement and tenderness. His phone lies forgotten in his hand, abandoned in favor of observing your restless movements. His eyes, filled with warmth and affection, follow your every step, a silent but reassuring presence amidst your growing apprehension. Despite his frequent reassurances that you look undeniably handsome, the unease remains, a gnawing uncertainty that refuses to fade.
This moment is significant for you, a departure from the familiar into uncharted territory. The binder and the new style represent more than just a change in wardrobe; they symbolize a step toward embracing a more authentic version of yourself. Yet, even with Jiseokโs repeated affirmations, the anxiety of stepping into this new self is palpable, a heavy weight that clings to your chest.
You cast another glance at your reflection, searching for flaws, for something that might unravel the confidence youโre trying to muster. The mirror shows a version of yourself that feels both empowering and vulnerable, a delicate balance that is hard to navigate. Each adjustment of your clothing, each smoothing of your hair, is an attempt to find comfort in this new skin, but the anxiety persists, whispering doubts into the corners of your mind.
Jiseokโs eyes, however, remain fixed on you, his amusement softened by a deep, unwavering support. His presence is a quiet counterpoint to your inner turmoil, a constant reminder that you are not alone in this journey. Though the anxiety continues to gnaw at you, the steadfastness in Jiseokโs gaze and his gentle reassurances offer a flicker of hope and a promise of acceptance.
Suddenly, your lifelong best friend and boyfriend excuses himself into your bedroom. You barely have time to wonder why before a knock on your front door interrupts your pacing. Heart racing, you sprint to answer it, only to be rendered speechless by the sight before you. While you had expected to find your friends, you hadnโt anticipated their striking transformations.
Gunil stands confidently at the forefront, his cropped top revealing a sliver of toned midriff, and his eyes accentuated by grungy makeup that sharpens his features. His bold look radiates a daring defiance, setting the tone for the unexpected ensemble before you.
Jungsu catches your eye next, sporting a mid-thigh length plaid skirt that sways slightly with his movements. His shirt is neatly tucked in, giving him a polished yet rebellious air, and his hair is adorned with colorful clips that contrast playfully with his otherwise composed appearance. The sight of Jungsu, usually so serious, embracing this vivid and whimsical style stirs a mixture of surprise and admiration within you.
Seungminโs outfit is equally captivating, his cropped top paired with a flowing black skirt that grazes just above his knees. The eyeliner framing his eyes adds a dramatic flair, highlighting his expressive gaze. The combination of soft and edgy elements in his look mirrors the complex layers of his personality, leaving you both intrigued and impressed.
Hyeongjun, in a long denim skirt you've seen him wear before, exudes a quiet confidence. His hair is styled into a half-up, half-down look, softening his features and adding a touch of elegance to his casual attire. The familiar yet refreshed appearance of Hyeongjun brings a comforting sense of continuity amidst the surprising changes.
Finally, Jooyeon stands out with his short plaid skirt paired with fishnets, his hair styled into playful space buns. The juxtaposition of the classic plaid and daring fishnets creates a bold statement, and the space buns add a whimsical charm to his look. Jooyeon's daring fashion choice radiates a fearless confidence that resonates with your own journey of self-expression.
As you take in the sight of your friends, each embracing their unique styles with unapologetic confidence, a wave of emotion washes over you. The anxiety that had gripped you moments ago begins to melt away, replaced by a profound sense of camaraderie and support. Their bold transformations echo your own struggle and triumph in embracing your true self, reminding you that youโre not alone in this journey.
Your heart swells with gratitude and admiration for your friends, who have shown up not just in presence, but in spirit, celebrating your courage with their own. The sight of them, so different yet so authentically themselves, fortifies your resolve and fills you with a renewed sense of confidence. With a deep breath, you step forward, ready to embrace the evening with the unwavering support of your lifelong friends by your side.
"You all look amazing," you manage to say, still trying to process the vibrant array of styles before you. As they step inside, your eyes remain wide in shock and admiration. Their response is immediate and heartwarming; they shower you with genuine compliments, each remark about how handsome you look in your new style making your cheeks flush a deep crimson. The sincerity in their voices and the pride in their eyes fills you with a warmth that eases your earlier anxiety.
Just as you begin to relax into the moment, you hear Jiseok clear his throat dramatically behind you. Turning around, you gasp at the sight that meets your eyes. Jiseok stands there, still wearing the striped sweater he had on before disappearing into the bathroom, but instead of jeans, heโs now donning one of your old, long black satin dresses underneath the sweater. The elegant fabric sways slightly as he moves, creating a surprising yet strangely harmonious blend of casual and formal.
The absurdity of his outfit doesn't stop there. Perched atop his head is a plastic tiara, catching the light and adding a whimsical touch to his ensemble. His lips shimmer with glittery lip gloss, completing the playful and unexpected transformation. The sight is both ridiculous and endearing, a perfect encapsulation of Jiseok's ability to make you smile even in the most unexpected ways.
A light chuckle escapes your lips as you take in the full extent of his getup. The laughter bubbles up, mingling with the lingering remnants of your earlier anxiety, and suddenly, the room feels lighter, filled with an unspoken understanding and acceptance. You step forward, closing the distance between you and Jiseok, and press your lips against his in a tender kiss. The glitter from his lip gloss transfers slightly, adding a touch of sparkle to the intimate moment.
As you pull back, your eyes meet Jiseok's, and the look you share speaks volumes. In this small, affectionate gesture, there is an acknowledgment of the journey you've both been on, the courage it took to embrace your true self, and the unyielding support you have from him. Surrounded by your friends, all uniquely expressing themselves in your honor, and with Jiseok by your side, you feel a profound sense of belonging and love that fortifies you for whatever comes next.
Once the flurry of compliments had settled, you all made your way out the door, heading to a nearby restaurant as planned. The group walks in unison, a vibrant parade of diverse styles and unapologetic self-expression. As you move through the streets, you notice the curious and occasionally puzzled glances from strangers. However, the once-daunting stares no longer feel as terrifying with your friends and boyfriend by your side, their bold attire a testament to their unwavering support.
Gunilโs grungy makeup and cropped top, Jungsuโs plaid skirt with colorful hair clips, Seungminโs flowing skirt and eyeliner, Hyeongjunโs elegant denim skirt and styled hair, and Jooyeonโs plaid skirt with fishnets and space buns create a striking visual that draws attention. Despite the occasional odd look, there is an undeniable sense of solidarity that envelops you, making the world feel a little less intimidating.
The endearing sight of your friends and boyfriend dressed so uniquely to support you fills your heart with warmth. Every step you take is lighter, buoyed by the camaraderie and love that surrounds you. The anxiety that had once gripped you now feels distant, replaced by a profound sense of acceptance and belonging.ย
As you approach the restaurant, the looks from passersby seem less significant, their judgmental gazes overshadowed by the strength and unity of your group. Your heart swells with gratitude, knowing that these extraordinary individuals have not only embraced their own authenticity but have also empowered you to embrace yours.
The evening air feels crisp and invigorating as you walk together, and with each passing moment, the bond between you and your friends deepens. Their willingness to step out of their comfort zones and dress in a way that challenges societal norms just to support you is a testament to their love and friendship. The thought fills you with an overwhelming sense of pride and joy.
Jiseokโs hand remains firmly intertwined with yours throughout the entire walk, his touch a comforting anchor amidst the sea of emotions swirling within you. Every so often, he leans in close, his breath warm against your ear, and whispers how ridiculously handsome you look, how he canโt get over the transformation. His words are like honey, sweet and soothing, each one sinking into your heart and settling there.
He tells you how obsessed he is with you, his voice filled with a sincerity that makes your heart flutter. Each declaration of his pride in you, his honor to be your boyfriend, sends a fresh wave of warmth coursing through your veins. The intensity of his feelings is palpable, wrapping around you like a protective cocoon, and you can't help but blush profusely at each affectionate confession.
With every step, Jiseokโs grip on your hand tightens ever so slightly, a silent reassurance of his unwavering support. His presence, his whispered affirmations, create a bubble of intimacy amidst the bustling streets and curious onlookers. Itโs as if the world fades away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in a moment of pure connection and love.
His words are a balm to your anxiety, each one meticulously chipping away at the insecurities that have long haunted you. The way he looks at you, with eyes brimming with adoration and pride, makes you feel seen in the most profound way. Itโs not just about the clothes or the outward changes; itโs about the courage to embrace your true self, and Jiseok's endless support amplifies that courage tenfold.
Every time he leans in to murmur his adoration, your cheeks heat up, a blush spreading across your face. The sincerity in his voice, the warmth in his eyes, makes each compliment feel like the first, filling you with a sense of joy and affirmation that you hadnโt realized you needed so desperately.ย
As you walk together, hand in hand, Jiseokโs unwavering support and constant reassurances weave a tapestry of love and confidence around you. His pride in you is evident in every word, every touch, and every glance. With each affectionate whisper, the bond between you strengthens, reinforcing the belief that together, you can face anything the world throws your way.
By the time you reach your destination, the anxiety that had once threatened to overwhelm you has dissipated, replaced by a profound sense of love and belonging. Jiseokโs constant reminders of how handsome you are, how proud he is of you, and how honored he feels to be your boyfriend, have fortified your spirit. Blushing and beaming, you step into the restaurant with him by your side, ready to face whatever comes next, knowing that with Jiseok's love, you are unstoppable.
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hi itโs green again ๐
iโve been thinking a lot about han and his line on the volcano song: โyeah you can hurt me, i donโt care / yeah you can burn me / yeah you can hurt me, i donโt care / yeah you can burn me / unlike those who run away from you, iโll embrace youโ
i just think itโs so raw and so so beautiful, but i have no idea what to write with it. try as i might, i canโt come up with a solid idea right now. so i was hoping you could? i loved what you wrote for my last request, so i thought of you โค๏ธ
Pairing: Bestfriend!Han Jisung x gn!reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Mentions of getting burned and stabbed (figuratively)
Words: 601
Summary: Jisung could never shake his crush on you, even when you were younger. His feelings grew with each passing second. But, as they say, love is painful.
A/n: This ignited something within me, because I immediately knew I wanted to do a forbidden love type of thing, and I wrote this all in one sitting. Uhh, hope you like it! Thank you for being so amazing, green!
Volcanos are one of life's most dangerous beauties. They erupt glowing orange lava that you could stare out for hours, but get too close and you'll get burned. The best you can do is watch from a safe distance. It's a bittersweet experience, really. You get to witness something so beautiful, and while that may he enough for some people, it's not enough for others.
That was the one word that always popped into Jisung's head when he was with you: volcano. You are the most beautiful person he's ever known, and he always feels warm around you... but he knows he can't get too close. You're his best friend, you have been for years, but he can't get too close. Not when he knows what would happen.
You're not his- this is something he had to come to terms with years ago when you got together with your current boyfriend. No matter how much he wishes he could have you for himself, finally be able to bask in your warmth without worrying about the consequences... he can't.
So he has to force himself to be content with just being your best friend. Someone you have and love, but not in the way he wants. He can't touch you or hold you in ways that he dreams of, and while that crushes his heart, he knows it's for the best.
Seeing you smile when you talk about your boyfriend is such a bittersweet experience. He gets to witness your beautiful smile, but he knows he's not the cause of it. He knows that someone else, someone who gets to kiss you and hold you the way he's only ever dreamed, loves you and has you forever.
The worst part is, you're right there. You're so close yet so far, and it breaks him into pieces. He gets to be near you, and talk with you until the sun goes up, but he doesn't get to truly show you how much you mean to him. How much he thinks about you every day and every night of his life... because you're not his.
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"Hannie, look what my boyfriend got for me! He remembered that I was looking at this sketchbook when we went to the mall, so he got it for me. Isn't that so sweet? He also got me a new pack of markers to go along with it," you spoke with a wide grin on your face, which made Jisung smile in return, even though he had to bite his tongue.
Every time you spoke about him, gushed about him, he felt like he was being stabbed in the heart. Each new gift he got you was like a twist of the knife, and he felt himself bleed out. You gave him life, with your warm smile and beautiful eyes, but you also killed him, slowly.
"That's thoughtful of him," he spoke softly, his eyes scanning over your features like he has thousands of times. Despite the fact that he has every little detail of you memorized, he still takes his time to make sure your face was tattooed into his brain. As if he was nervous you would slip away from him at any moment.
So yeah, you hurt him every time you talked about your boyfriend, but you also cured him like no other medicine could when you smiled or laughed. He knew he couldn't have you in the way he wishes he did, but he was okay with that. Because like a volcano erupting beautiful lava, he had to watch from afar.
Or he would be burned.
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