Misfortunedevil - READ VANITAS NO CARTE

i type in depression on tumblr and a message pops up wth 

i realize that the reason why i don't have any motivation is because i see no future and i'm just demoralized and it's hard to get out of that cycle.

and i find myself jealous of those who can be open with their thoughts and feelings cause that has never ever been me. and i feel like if i was able, it'd alleviate some of this sadness and loneliness. but i just can't.

this is my downfall and it's sad.

reminder to read spy x family 

banish the idea that platonic love is a lesser form of love

if you go through life not investing in your friendships the same way you invest in romantic relationships, you will always be looking for love, feeling lonely, completely blind to the love all around you

friendship is not a lower level relationship. it is not a lesser form of love.

I’ve got beef with spotify cause they are holding my account hostage. 

Bloom🌸 by cyt

reposted with permission

I haven’t posted here in nearly a year and STILL NO NOBARA COMEBACK????????????????????????????

I love Nobara Kugisaki

Just thinking of Nobara right now. I miss her. 

Throwback to that time Yuji’s classmate visited.

today is the third of december which means it’s heather day, i think.

i just remembered yesterday... so nice of my memory.

now heather is gonna be on my mind the whole day lol

also on repeat cause i got spotify premium for the next three months!