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actually i'm anti aesthetic. actually i don't believe in living my life according to the mandate of the same 500 pinterest images. actually i think my life has some meaning, some shades of color to it, outside of a set of rules and stereotypes that are presented to me in a tidy little package. actually, maybe i'm the ugly color gradient and that means there is nuance to the way i live. actually, i don't want to JUST be a witch, or a clean girl, or a mythic bitch, or the feminine mystique, or a coastal grandmother, or a cottagecore lover of women, or punk, or rock, or death metal, or goth. actually being a girl hasn't been anything like what's been shown to me -- and so i will be a girl on my own terms. actually i think being a girl has been nothing like the movies or the moodboards. actually FUCK your moodboards and your makeup too. actually i'm nothingandeverythingcore. actually im alive im alive im alive and that requires no aestheticization. it requires no sanitization of existence. actually life is most beautiful when it is diverse. actually i will try everything and know everything and nothing will stop me; my life will be varied and beautiful and messy and chaotic and occasionally organized and exactly the way it ought to be, you FUCKERS.

Friendly reminder that it's okay to be a Swiftie and criticize Taylor. Celebrities are not gods, nor are they perfect. I have been her fan for more than a decade but she deserves to be called out on issues that concern the rest of the population. Advocating climate change while having the highest CO2 emissions for a celebrity in a year should not sit well with us. From a business standpoint, I can understand that she may charter her private jets for practical reasons but not for ethical ones. I agree that her team could have handled things better and that she, herself, could have made better choices.

She is not the biggest problem to climate change - Big corps are. But she is contributing to a system that destroys a planet when she is in a position to make more eco friendly choices (a privilege that most of the common folk do not get to have).

I am making this post as her fan. Blind loyalty should not be the case here but we, Swifties, should remind her that there are people who listen to her words and follow her actions. Despite us not having private jets or multimillion dollar homes or a celebrity lifestyle in general, it's important for Taylor to know that she sets an example on making better choices for the environment.

deleting files makes me so scared what if i Needed That

unfortunately it appears that i'm some kind of insane person

This a a reminder to not fall victim to the sunk-cost fallacy. Just because you invested time and energy into something, does not mean you should indefinitely waste more time and energy on it, if you decide it’s not what you want anymore. This goes for anything, from books, to relationships, to jobs, to hobbies, etc.

If it’s not serving you anymore, move on.

Excuse me please....

My name is Anthony Gonsalves!

the generational gap between me and the people my age who use chat gpt

I don't want more just enough. I don't want a luxury lifestyle just a proper decent one where I can afford basic joys like good housing and healthcare and entertainment.

I wish there was more time being spent teaching people from a young age that it is okay not to be rich.

I mean the statement, "It's okay not to be rich," seems really silly. Common sense should tell us that this is obvious. However, consumerism and materialism are on the rise. People scroll through their social media feeds and get depressed because they don't have the means to just randomly decide to take a jet to Paris, France because they "felt like it" like their favorite influencers do. And people seem to lack the capacity to realize that most of that stuff is fake anyway.

Most normal people would like to be a little more well-off for security reasons. I wouldn't mind a little more money solely because it would allow me to worry about fewer things and indulge in things here and there that I don't get to do, but I have no desire to be rich. I just don't see the appeal in it. I do not want more money than I can even hope to spend in a single lifetime. I would just like to be comfortable.

But this idea--that being rich is the absolute best thing and if you do not become rich, you're a failure--is being pushed on young people (and I think it's mostly pushed on young boys and men) and it's slowly turning brains into rot and it's depressing to see.