I know it is my father's first time on this Earth, too. And I know He had it worse when he was little.
But I was little too.
— Franz Kafka, from letters to his father
thigh riding butcher… hnngh
he will make you ride his thigh while he explains the plan to the boys
everyone is embarrassed except for him, he is thriving and not giving a fuck, while you, my dear, are dying inside from the embarrassment and the fact that this setting is actually making you turned on.
you're doing everything in your power to not let out any embarrassing noises, hiding your head in the crook of butcher's neck, biting him occasionally when it gets too much.
he loves teasing you like that
but later when he ends and everyone leaves you two alone and the speed of light?
he is on you, ripping your clothes apart, making you ride his jean clad thigh, leaving one big, wet, visible mark when you come.
he does not care that you are tired, after this, he is making you ride his dick and of you are just too tired he will manhandle you to any position he wants, like a ragdoll, fucking you on every piece of furniture he can.
my writing is more a stream of consciousness, idc that it may not make sense, it's butcher for goodness sake he makes my mind blank and full at the same time
got back to work after a month of freedom and still the only thing i think about is billy butcher's huge, rough hands around my throat and in me <3
Butcher will TALK. YOU. THROUGH. IT. He’s always saying too much in general but when he’s fucking you sometimes he just can’t seem to shut his mouth. When he’s close to cumming it’s almost incoherent. It goes from “Good girl. Your cunt feels so fucking good around my cock.” to “Good fucking cunt.” to mumbling almost words, but he’s going at it for so long you can’t really blame him. And he DEFINITELY lasts long, it’s a badge of honour for him.
oh my god, butcher talks so much during sex
he will say every single thought that crosses his mind for even a millisecond and he does not have a filter while saying this stuff, if you thought fucking him is already filthy then his dirty talk and the way he talks you through it is the filth to the power of ten
i hear Paris is so beautiful this time of year
jensen ackles: it's clear text
me:
if i play with his hair and braid it maybe it will calm him down?
got back from work
now i think about billy butcher and soldier boy
sucking butcher's dick while he drives around at night so you can have a moment alone and away from the boys
IT'S NOT FAKE
IT WAS REAL TO ME
sucking butcher's dick while he drives around at night so you can have a moment alone and away from the boys