Me after watching Athena Begins episode
Forgive me if this doesn't make sense but
Dean understands himself. He is not drowning in internalized homophobia. He doesn't not know that he's into men. What Dean is, however, is a liar. He lies to everyone, all the time. I think this touches on the queer experience in a way we dont always see in media. We always talk about coming out and coming out scenes but what we never talk about why we come out. It's because of how difficult the lying is. But deans lied about everything, all his life. Not just about his sexuality, or things related to hunting. But he lies (directly or by ommission) about the music he likes, the clothes he likes, literally everything, just to fit into this box of what everyone expects him to be. He understands himself, you just don't have the critical thinking skills to see past his lies, you take his word at face value even though the show has told you repeatedly that dean is a liar
[at the club] me: can you play baepsae by bangtan
06-09 Sept
"When I was little
Whenever I fell, everyone wiped away my tears
But under a single line of moonlight
My silently endured tears have dried".
Lucy-Haze
Is this real???? Is John cena in the yoongii cult too??
the Cain plot was actually crazy bc wdym the writers said yes here’s Cain but Abel’s not important. What IS important is Cain had a wife and she was the only person who could stop Cain from becoming a monster (flashbacks provided). Now here’s a parallel of Dean and his “best friend” Cas that follows the exact play by play of Cain and his wife. Oh but it’s strictly platonic we’d never make Destiel happen. HELLO??????
every badass wife of the 118 comes with a lame detective firefighter
So I decided to start drawing again
A bisexual man with abandonment and self-worth issues having trouble communicating to the man he loves that he wants him to stay -
And a gay man who is haunted by his surroundings, reminded of his son who's no longer with him, thinking there's not a reason for him to stay because no one will give him one and that the only way to make amends is to leave -
Now where have I heard this before...
riiiiiiight....