please my heart š„ŗ
Hayden Christensen quote Ā© āŖStill, to this day, I pick up a lightsaber, and I canāt help it. It just happens.ā«
extra af ponytail Anakin
he is so beautiful itās not fair
Random Star Wars [10/ā]
hey lovely! it doesn't look like your ninjago blog has an ask box set up
oops. my bad, thank you for letting me know! i think it should be fixed by now. š iām still an absolute noob to tumblr, lols
NAH YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO BE THIS FINE STILL WTF
āIt was such an incredible journey playing Anakin Skywalker. Of course, Anakin and Obi-Wan werenāt on the greatest of terms when we last saw them⦠It will be interesting to see what an amazing director like Deborah Chow has in store for us all. Iām excited to work with Ewan again. It feels good to be back.ā
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ā Hayden Christensen on returning as Darth Vader (x)
How dare you leave out the accompanying photo, oh my GOD:
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Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker (2019)
Snips & Skyguy
Iām a lot more active on Instagram!
did you finish/are you going to finish 19 years later?
i havenāt finished, but at the moment writing isnāt really my priority. i have a wip where the reader and vader meet right now currently but thatās about it. iām sorry! i plan to finish it, i just donāt know when
iām so freaking excited for this fanfic, holy shit. iāve had this idea since April 2020 and i decided to say fuck it since you guys seemed interested. i hope you enjoy it!!! get ready for an angst and sex train, cause itās coming in hot š„µ š
Index:
prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2 [Coming soon]
Warnings: None
WC: 1.3k
People say love is a forever thing. But for Y/n and Anakin Skywalker, their time together was cut short the day Darth Vader murdered Anakin almost 20 years ago on Mustafar.
Y/n remembered the day so vividly - it was the scariest, saddest, and all the same happiest day of her life. It was the day her twin children, Luke and Leia Skywalker, were born; and it was also the day the love of her life was killed.
Y/n didnāt remember much of that, between the two events. According to Obi-Wan Kenobi, he had said that Anakin was behind the attacks at the Jedi Temple, and the man behind the murder of countless Jedi. Y/n couldnāt bring herself that the man she was married to could do such a horrible, despicable act.
She didnāt believe it until she saw first hand his anger - the way his voice changed, how cold his gaze had become. He tried to sugarcoat his villainous words to her, speaking gently, āObi-Wan is trying to turn you against me.ā
But when he had noticed Obi-Wan was on the ship alongside Y/n, Anakin lost all sense of reality and tried killing her.
The last memory she had of seeing her future husband was tainted with fear - the sight of him angrily raising his fingers to choke his lover.
When she awoke, she felt her body give in and start to writhe from excruciating labor pains. The pain she felt throughout her back and belly, however, were nothing in comparison to the never-ending ache in her heart that started when Obi-Wan muttered the words, āAnakin is dead.ā
Barely able to cling to life, Y/n was able to deliver two healthy children, whom she had named Luke and Leia. Obi held her hand gently, smiling testy eyed, āAnakin would be so happy to see his little family. I promise Iām here to support and protect the three of you.ā
Tears from pain and sorrow streamed down her cheeks as she cradled Leia close to her breast, sobbing as her body shook.
He should be here. I should be squeezing his hand, not Obiās. He should be holding his son, not Obi. I shouldnāt be a widow.
When she found out the truth about how Anakin died, she was even more torn apart. Anakin didnāt even get a chance to explain his actions at the Temple - he was murdered by a man named Darth Vader before he could repent. She lost her husband to a murderous sith lord.
Obi-Wan took it upon himself to take care of Y/n, Luke, and Leia and got them a home on Tattooine. He knew that Y/n was never good on her own - even though she was a Jedi, she hated being alone. So he stayed with them, helping her raise Luke and Leia with just the two of them.
Knowing they were a target from Darth Vader, Obi-Wan knew that theyād had to change their names. He changed his to Ben Kenobi, a nickname an old lover gave him; and Y/n changed her name to Cecelia Jonas, a drastic difference from Y/n Skywalker. When it was just them, they would refer to each other as their old names for old timeās sake.
Raising twins without their biological father was very, very hard. There were many nights Luke or Leia would ask about their beloved late father, causing her to get teary-eyed remembering.
Nights when Luke would play around with the droids, speaking with C3-PO and laughing reminded Obi and Y/n of Anakin.
Having a son who looked just like a young version of Anakin was no help to her healing heart. Yet, no matter what she swore to never remarry ā her heart belonged to Anakin Skywalker, and Anakin Skywalker alone.
By now, it was 19 years since Anakin had died. The Galactic Empire was rising, and the Rebels rose in contradiction, hoping to defend the Galaxy.
Meanwhile, Darth Vader stormed around his Death Star ship in an angry stance, slicing anyone who dared to comment on his more-so than normal angry aura.
He crossed his arms, looking outside the Death Star, āWhat do you mean you lost the plans?ā His breathing labored and heavy as usual. The mask wasnāt even needed for him ā the cocky bastard just wanted to come off as more intimidating.
āSomeone... someone had sold the plans. And now General Jonas-ā
Vader grunted and raised his fist, beginning to force choke the man mercilessly, āFind me who sold the plans and bring them to me. I want their death slow and painful. And find me General Jonas, I want to have a chat with them.ā
The manās eyeās rolled back as his vision blackened, then he collapsed onto the floor, gasping for air.
Vader strutted off, his signature Skywalker strut all the more prominent and powerful enveloped in his robotic suit of armor.
Ever since his fall, Vader had one thing on his mind. Completing out his Masterās will so he would finally teach him how to bring people back from the dead.
Vader reached his quarters and shut the door, locking it using the force with a simple flick of his wrist. He begrudgingly walked to the bathroom, slamming the door shut and hunched over the sink, his breathing getting more rapid until the noise irritated him to let out a yell in anger.
He took off his black mask in frustration and slammed it down on the countertop, his hands gripping itās sides so tightly he felt his flesh hand feel numb. He looked up in the mirror, his ear-length brown hair dampened down with sweat as he looked at himself in the mirror.
āWho the hell even are you,ā he grumbled to himself, running his gloved fingers through his hair. He sighed heavily and shook his head, the memory of her gasping for air replaying in his mind as his anger grew, āItās my fault. Itās my fucking fault you and our child are dead!ā he yelled to no in but himself, tears beginning to prick his yellow eyes.
With shaky hands, he dipped into his pocket and took out the necklace he crafted for her all those years ago, smiling sadly down at it as he rubbed it with his thumb.
āThis is all for you, my love bird. All of it, so I can bring you home to me.ā His voice trailed as he kissed the necklace, putting it back in his pocket gently as he let out a heavy sigh, wiping his tears quickly.
Vader thrived on pain now. Once he found out his wife was killed by his own hand, he lost all sense of himself. Anakin died when he knelt and took Darth Vaderās name, but Anakin truly died the moment Palpatine uttered those words.
āIt seems, in your anger, you killed her.ā
āShit husband I was,ā he growled, putting his glove back up on his flesh hand after he glared at his wedding band.
It gave him a mixed feeling - he missed his wife dearly, but yet it was also a deadly reminder how much of a horrible man he was.
The separated couple went to bed in tears that night, wishing and praying that somehow, someway they could be reunited.
But the both of them knew the only way that would happen is if they died, which was out of the question.
So they laid there awake in agony, their heart crying out to be reunited with their lover once more.
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