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âGonna give you all my babies,â Choso mutters, jolting your body with every deep thrust he continues to push into you, and you feel yourself clench at his sudden confession, growing wetter by the second.
âYeah?â You slur, âyou wanna fuck a baby into me?â
His hips shutter slightly, groaning at your dirty words, his sudden slip-up leaving his mind just as fast as he noticed it. Chosoâs warm hand slowly snakes up to your stomach, stopping just below your belly button, to softly push down on the slight bulge of his cock deep within you, making you cry out at the sudden pressure.
âRight here,â he nearly whimpers, âgonna give you a baby right here.â
Heâs tracing the outline of his cock through the skin of your tummy, pressing down just at the right moments, making you cry out at the pressure. You can barely breathe right, as unbearable heat rises in your stomach, pussy clenching around him even tighter, wanting nothing more than for Choso to keep good on his promises.
âPlease,â you mewl, âplease cum inside me.â
His hand grows harsher on your hip at the dirty words youâre spilling, and he doesnât even bother pulling outâŚ
I mean why would he?
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Monika x GN reader
Everyday, I imagine a future where I can be with youâŚ.
The screen hurts your eyes. It burns them. Youâve been looking at it for hours. Scrolling through pictures, so many pictures. All of them used to bring you such joy but now, looking at the person in them only brought you to tears. After all, you were looking at a person who no longer existed.
It had been two days since the accident. The funeral was still being planned. Some people came to check on you, but others guessed that you didnât want to see anyone. Which was true. The only person you wanted to see was (s/oâs name). Your beloved s/oâŚ.
S/o, who would soon be buried in the ground.
The worst part of it all was how out of nowhere it was. Youâd had no time to prepare, no time to come to terms with their death. Two days ago the world made sense. S/o was still alive, and you were so happy. You wish you had told them not to go to work. You wish you had told them to stay home. Why hadnât you suggested they just walk to their job? There were so many things you could have done to stop it, but now it was too late.
Not even they had expected it. In a sick way, it was almost funny. Your s/o, who had driven perfectly all their life, never even gotten a speeding ticket, killed in a freak driving accident. They did nothing wrong, it wasnât their fault a glitched red light on the other side turned green. It wasnât their fault they didnât see the car coming from the otherside. It wasnât their fault they didnât have enough time to stop the car.
Once again, you turned your weary eyes back to the pictures of you and your s/o on the screen. You had been strolling through memory lane for almost the whole day. All of the sudden, a sound broke through the silence of your room. An eerily cheery theme played from your bright computer.
âDoki Doki~ <3â
You must have accidentally loaded up your new game, Doki Doki Literature club. You had only played a little, mainly because your s/o often teased you about replacing them with a computer girlfriend. You had suspected they were even a little jealous of a character in the game, Monika. The moment you saw her she instantly became your favorite. Your s/o must have felt a bit flustered at your liking of the game character, because whenever your character had a moment with Monika your s/o would come over and try to distract you slightly.
You needed a distraction, and you had enjoyed the game well enough. So you clicked back into your save, and were greeted by the familiar characters. You were only on day 3, and we're a bit disappointed. You kept changing who you wrote for, because all you really wanted to talk to in the game was Monika. You kept hoping she had a hidden route you didnât know of yet.
* Okay everyone! Time to share our poems.
You talked to Natsuki, then Yuri, Sayori, and finally Monika. The rest of the girls had talked about what they thought about your writing, either complimenting it, or gently giving criticism. However, Monika seemed a bit different. She said your poem was fine, but immediately switched the topic, which surprised you.
* Are you alright Y/n?
You answered yes to her question, trying to keep at least your game persona happy.
* Are you sure? Itâs just, you seem a little sad recently. Did something happen?
Your eyes began to water. You knew in your heart that this was probably just programmed in the game as a kind of check in. Monika was the tutorial character, so the creators had probably given her this dialogue to make their audience feel better about whatever depressing feelings they had been having. Monika wasnât made to make you feel better about your s/oâs death. But it was nice to imagine she knew.
* Iâm sorry if Iâm pushing too hard Y/n. I just really care about you. I- I have something to tell you.
The Monika sprite was now blushing. Ah, makes sense. This was a romance game, even a character without a route had to be in love with the MC. You sighed, and rolled your eyes slightly. Whatever comfort you might have gotten from Monika was ruined. She wasnât your s/o. Having a game character confess to you wasnât going to make you feel better.
Was it your imagination, or did the Monika sprite just change without you doing anything. It must have been some kind of timed thing. Her sprite now looked a bit flustered, but mostly nervous. It wasnât what you expected out of a confession.
* Nevermind Y/n. Itâs not important. Just know Iâm always here for you. If you ever feel overwhelmed, make sure to just hit the brakes for a little while, okay?
âŚ
What?
Are you kidding me?
Out of all the things she could have said? âHit the brakesâ?!
You ignored the rational part of your mind that told you she was programmed to say that no matter what. You threw your head between your knees and began to sob.
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Monika silently cursed at herself through the screen. Seeing you sobbing through the monitor camera made her heart break in two. Once again, she cursed her low self control. She couldnât help making the joke. She never liked your s/o to begin with. But she wasnât planning on getting rid of them. Just to replace them. She would make you fall in love with her, and then you wouldnât even want to be with your s/o. She didnât want any blood on her hands unless she was forced to. It was only when she had realised they were trying to distract you from her.
Monika had tried to justify herself before it happened. Two days ago, she went through your partnerâs account on the computer she lived in. Monika found nothing, but had convinced herself what she was doing was right.
To Monika, everything was a red flag. Your s/oâs friendly texts with their bff had to be cheating. When your partner talked about finances with their parents, Monika just knew they were using you for their money. But deep down, Monika knew her true reason. All over their account, they had so much proof they loved you. They would take you away forever. Monika couldnât let that happen.
It was hard for her AI to hack the traffic lights. But Monikaâs passion fueled her, and eventually she figured out how to get everything just right. Changing the light's color became child play. In truth, your partnerâs death was just a well timed coincidence. Monika had something else planned for your s/o, but the opportunity came up that morning too perfect for Monika to pass up.
Monika once again turns her attention back to your sobbing form through the screen. She was almost scared of all the emotions running through her. Guilt, fear, love, passion, jealousy, sadness. Such a combination of emotions, like nothing she had ever felt before. Her world was so much bigger now that you were in it, and she wasnât going to let that change. She had gotten rid of her biggest threat to you, and now she wasnât afraid to do anything to keep you anymore. It was going to be just you and her, and if the other girls got in the way she would have no problem disposing of them.
Monikaâs darkest truth is that she was proud of what she did. She loved you deeply, and getting rid of the threat gave Monika a strange sense of pride. Thatâs really why she made that joke. In a way, Monika was taunting your dead partner. She had almost won, she was so close.
You got up for a few moments to close out of the game, but it didnât matter. She was always watching you. She would make you log back in again. She would make you love her just as much as she loved you.
Monika smiled darkly to herself, deleting half the photos you had of your s/o. Monika paused for a moment on a picture of you smiling widely at the camera.
* Donât worry Y/n. They wonât be much more than a memory soon.
* My love will heal you, my dear. It will lift us both high into the clouds. I will never let you go. Ever.
* I didnât want it to be this way. But they forced my hand. It feels bad now, but soon it wonât.
* I promise you wonât even remember them. They wonât even be a thought in your mind. It will just be me.
Monika saved the picture of you to her files, humming a tune she had been working on just for you.
Everyday, I imagine a future where I can be with youâŚ.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just memorized your coffee order because it was the most basic decent thing to do. not because it gave him an excuse to talk to you, even if it was for two minutes.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just always kept a spare hair tie with him because you once mentioned that you always forget to bring an extra with you during missions. not because he always remembered every little thing you had ever said.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just didn't particularly like gojo, especially when he was making you laugh. not because he wanted you to laugh like that with him.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just felt his heart drop to his stomach when you got injured on a mission because that's what he'll feel for any other colleague. not because he couldn't bear the idea of not seeing you ever again or hearing you call him 'kento, my angel.'
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just asked to be paired with you because you spoke the least amount of nonsense and you proved to be a good company. not because he was slowly losing interest in talking to anyone else who wasn't you.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just read the books you recommended because they were already on his reading list. not because he wanted to talk to you all the time about everything and anything under the sun.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just brought you your favourite food whenever you seemed in a bad mood because he needed you to focus on the task. not because he didn't like seeing you upset and the thought of you being all sad and teary-eyed made his heart hurt.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just hated the idea of you loving someone else.
being nanamiâs baby girl
"TWITTER PORN LINKS: PT2" â jjk men.
â cw : multiple nsfw twt links about your favorite men. afab reader & minors do not interact. ( make a request here <3 )
â featuring : jjk nanami kento, geto suguru, higuruma hiromi, toji fushiguro, satoru gojo, and choso kamo ÂĄ!
â note : comments and reblogs are appreciated! mwah <3
â NANAMI KENTO â
handjobs make him tremble so sweetly !
being so good for him while trying to take four fingers !
he's so lovely, taking his time to devour you !
five seconds of spine appreciation because of yes !
y'all know you're in for it whenever you wear cute stockings !
â GETO SUGURU â
eating you out on the counter !
making out skin to skin !
suguru adores seeing how deep he can go !
body worshipping with suguru !
grinding on his throb is your fav pastime ! ( love this clip sm )
â HIGURUMA HIROMI â
jerking him off while he's restrained !
he loves it when you ride his face !
groping and fingering with hiromi !
there's something actually intimate about couch sex !
yourself on the shelf is always gonna feel good w him !
â TOJI FUSHIGURO â
tighjobs with toji !
he won't admit it, but he likes it when you tie him so bad !
he really is a tits typa man ! ( read here <3 )
big dick toji certainly knows how to rearrange your insides !
part 2 of the one above bc omfg !
â SATORU GOJO â
overstimulation with satoru !
handjobs make him tremble so sweetly ! ( part 2 )
and a part 3 because I can't stop finding the cutest shit !
tit sucking while you ride him !
letting gojo taste himself while riding him !
â CHOSO KAMO â
letting himself be fingered for the first time !
trying to go slowly because he's just so big !
pt2 of trying to be gentle while fucking you w his huge cock !
he's just so obsessed with fucking you on his hand !
sweetheart choso being so in love with you and your lips !
Š tojisdove 2024. please do not copy, modify, translate, or repost my works on any platform without my permission.
Imagine you and Mark broke up because he still had lingering feelings for Eve. So now you're sitting in your dorm room late at night when...
"(Y/N)?" A familiar voice calls from the other side of the door. You put your phone down and move from your bed. You hesitate to open the door. Not because you don't want to see the person on the other side, but because it's really late and usually Mark taps on your window or texts you first.
"(Y/N), are you in there?" Mark asks. "Please, I...I need to see you. I need to know you're okay." Your heart shatters at the desperation in his voice. You reach for the doorknob and open your door.
"Mark?" The lightning in the hallway is dim, but you can tell that your ex-boyfriend is wearing his hero suit. You quickly pull him into your room and lock the door.
"What is wrong with you?" You ask. "What if someone saw you?" He doesn't answer. Instead he pulls you into a tight hug.
"Oh god, you're okay," He says. His voice was barely above a whisper. "You're safe." You reluctantly wrap your arms around him. You've seen Mark cry before, but never like this.
"Yes, I'm safe," You tell him. "But what are you doing here?" Before he can answer, your window shatters. Your pushed to the ground and your ex-boyfriend is pinned against the wall.
"Mark!" You exclaim. You rub your head, and your eyes try to adjust to the dark scene. Mark was being pinned to the wall by...Mark? You rush to the light switch and flip it on. Held against the wall was Mark in a black and blue suit, but his whole face his covered. And holding him against the wall, was another Mark, in his new blue and black suit, but you were able to see his face.
"Don't fucking touch her," Your Mark growls. His hands tightened around the imposter's neck.
"Get off of me!" The imposter's says in between coughs. His head is bleeding, and the blood starts to roll down his face. The imposter turns to you.
"(Y/N)," The imposter says. "You're not gonna let him kill me, are you?" You stutter out a sentence, your mind moving faster than you can process words. You look between the two, unsure what to do.
"Don't listen to him," Your Mark yells. "He came with other variants of me. They're evil. They only live to kill." You want to believe him, you really do. But the Mark against the wall is in so much pain. And if he wanted to kill you...why didn't he? Without thinking, you begin to move to the two Marks.
"Let him go, Mark," You say. Your Mark glares at you.
"Seriously? Did you not hear what I said?" His words are harsh, but his voice sounds hurt. "He'll kill you! What? Just because we're broken up, you'll be with another version of me! I'm trying to save you!"
"I know what you said!" Your anger scares both Marks. Neither of them have ever known you to raise your voice before. "Let him go, please." You say quieter. Your Mark curses under his breath before letting the imposter go. The Other Mark sinks to the floor, gasping for breath and holding his neck. He looks up to you. He crawls on the ground and hugs your legs.
"I'm sorry," He cries. "Please! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to! Please forgive me!" You look back at Your Mark who's standing behind you with his arms crossed. He scoffs and turns away from you. You look back down to the Mark on the floor.
"It's...it's okay," You reassure him. "I'm safe, remember. I'm not hurt." The Other Mark nods his head.
"Yes, you're safe," He repeats. "I'll make sure you'll always be safe." A rush of wind hurls past you. Before you can even blink, the Other Mark is standing on the other side of the room with his hand balled in a fist. Your Mark holds his chest. Blood gushes from his mouth, and he falls to the ground.
Your eyes widen in shock. You're sure you screamed, but you can't hear anything. You rush to your ex-boyfriend's side, kneeling beside him. Blood quickly pools around him.
"Mark? Mark!" You scream. The Other Mark lifts you from the ground.
"Don't do that," He says, his voice strangely calm. "You could get an infection. What if you got sick? Do you want me to be alone again?" You struggle to get out of his grasp, but he won't budge. He floats above the ground and flies the both of you out of your window. You beat against his body in protest as you scream for Your Mark.
"It's okay, (Y/N)," The Other Mark says. "You're safe with me now."
feature: choso, nanami, gojo, geto, sukuna, toji
content: 3.3k+ wc â pssy eatin, spnking, degradation, sqrting [request are always open] mdni + not proofread
Devours you every chance he gets as if heâs going to die if he doesn't.Â
His eyes were tired and his back was slumped when he arrived home like usual. On the days when he needs to leave for work and return once more, his muscle memory always searches for you before anything else.
He came in, forgot to take off his shoes, his phone in hand and an exhausted look on his face.Â
âBad day Choâ?â you asked.Â
âMâjust tired.â He hummed out.Â
âAww iâm sorry Choâ how can I make you feel better?âÂ
âCan I see her?â
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âMmngh can never get enough of your pretty pussy, babyâ please.. sheâs shoâ mghn delicious..âÂ
Choso is a man who makes you tremble while he cries as he proceeds to eat your soul out. A man who cums in his pants just by looking at your pussy as if it were his first time seeing it. Because he doesnât want to do anything but eat your pussy and make you feel good.
It was over the moment you allowed this man to taste you. His only desire nowâwas to have his face permanently pressed into your folds.Â
Choso keeps his face inside your pussy as if he were scuba diving, fuck the goggles. He thinks eating you out only ended successfully based on how messy he was when he finished.Â
With both palms keeping you spread open nice and wide for him. Like thereâs a reward beyond the coma inducing orgasm destined to be achieved for the both of you when heâs done. He wants to see your cunt in full view, and access to every nook and cranny possible.
Heâs needy and messy, heâll stuff his face like he lost his house keys in your cervix. And doesnât see himself done until, your juices are soaking more than just the bedsheets. He aims to see the mixed cum and saliva dripping down his chin and far past his stomach.
He just canât help it, he wants to make you feel so good he's a pussy pleaser.Â
âF-fuck baby mmnghm, am i doinâ ghud p-pretty?..â he whines, his eyes hazy and lusted as his tongue makes rounds on your clit. Sucking and mumbling with his mouth full.
ây-yes jusâ like that choâ so good fâme mmmâŚâ you struggle, your palms ruffling through his hair for support. Â
âS-so good..thank youâmnuh thank you..â He slobbers sweet nothings to himself as the thousands of taste buds on his tongue individually roam in and out of your folds. Leaving no bare of your skin un-sampled. Tasting everything there is to taste without fail.Â
âUhng, choâ r-right there mâso close..!â
Abusing your clit with ease as he promptly twists and prods his fingers out and back in. âyou gonna come? n-not yet, mâ not doneâkeep going just a little more..baby pleashh~âÂ
Caresses you with one goal in mind, that is the satisfaction that comes with making you finish.
When you knocked on his door and made your way inside, he was in a virtual conference.
The mere sight of him making your pussy excruciatingly wet.
His arms were visibly exposed, and his sleeves were rolled up. His clothing appeared tighter, especially with the veins on his skin throbbing. The buttons on his shirt could have easily burst from the way they were begging to be undone. Â
He glanced at you and motioned silently for you to come sit on his knee while he muted his call.
"baby, what's wrong?" he asks, sliding a hand to your waist to hold you in place on his thigh.
âNothinnnâ just miss you is all,â you lie, leaning down to give him a quick kiss to his temple.
âIs that so?â he questions, his glasses slipping down just enough to reveal his content eyes.
âMhmm I reaaally missed you kenââÂ
"I can feel you rocking your weight on my thigh, so don't lie to me."Â
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âSit on my face babyâlet me take care of youâ
Although Kento Nanami is always pent-up, he is able to maintain his composure. He can, has, and will keep going for hours. He will drop to his knees and encircle your thighs with his huge arms the moment you ask him to. With his face burying deeper into your cunt as if he were employed on a graveyard shift from 9 to 5.Â
After all, he's a gentleman, which means that he's hooked on seeing your body shake just by making out with your cunt. The boulder in his pants twitching with every lustful movement the scene in front of him causes.
Heâd never stop until you finish, making sure you emptied all you had on his tongue, before he makes you do it again on his dick.
âUmnghâ that feel good sweetheart?â He goes on, your shaky legs being forced apart by his grasp so they are unable to get in the way of his view.
âMhmmâkeep going kenâ feels soo good..â you moan.
Kentos a clit lover. He never concludes these sessions until your clit is puffy and your pussy is gaping from his fingers.Â
And every time you are at a loss for words, frantically seeking for something to cling onto, he leaves a mental note that makes you whimper when he does it again.Â
He stones both his middle and ring fingers inside of you despite never once letting go of that puffy clit he deems so tasty. He sucks, strokes, and makes out with your pussy like a natural.Â
Heâs the type to have an area 51 lockdown on your thighs, the type to let you grab a fistful of his hair and let you ride his face at any tempo your little heart desires. His palms rubbing circles on the inside of your thighsâleading you to your final destination.Â
âYouâre doing so goodâthat's it, make me taste how good im doing love...âÂ
Loves the way you give up under his touch, fighting against the orgasm heâs gonna take from you.
âSatoru Gojo, knock it off..!â you huffed out. you had enough of him toying with you all day.Â
He asked to go with you on your errands and promised not to get in the way.
Yet heâs been teasing you all day, telling you how good heâs gonna fuck your brains out. Putting his hand on your thigh in the car, just to play coy and âaccidentallyâ slip a finger through the hems of your panties.
Even as you were trying to reach an agreement on a new game for you and him to play, he made attempts to grind your ass against him.
"Huuh? Satoru Gojo? Whoâs that? Mânames toru," he chuckles.
"Weâre in public, Satoru. Youâre being so annoying." you groan rolling your eyes at him, before moving on to the next row. Â
"Whattt, a man canât love on his girlfriend nowadays?â he exaggerates, following immediately behind you, copying your steps.Â
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âP-Put it in already toruââŚ!â you whined.
âYou weren't this eager for me earlierâŚâ he gasped dramatically, kissing up your thigh, pulling your panties down in the opposite direction.
âQuit teasing Toruâ jusâ need you in me...âÂ
âIf you wanâ it inside, gotta show me how eager you are to cum on my face baby...â
You won't believe how sloppy and vulgar this man is when he's eating you out.
Your eyes will be drawn to the back of your head by him. He'll put his blindfold over your eyes and make you only able to see stars.
His thick and lengthy fingers have enough ability to take the wind right out of your lungs and reach farther than any toy could alone.Â
âHah..c-canât toruâ,â struggling to catch your breath, you try to push his face away.Â
Heâs a man who makes sure to pleasure you first. And makes you cum no less than twice on his tongue. He swallows everything he can, and makes you cum again if he didnât get it all the first time.
"C'monnn babyâmmnm, know your pussy got another one in her, tell her to give it to me.." he laughs.
Satoru loves to watch your body unfold under him. He adores the way your throat reaches the highest octave you can afford to give. The way he pulls countless moans out of your throat, causing your voice to crack. He loves to hear how much your âcan't take it toruââ fuel his ego just so he can get ready to show you just how much heâll make you take it.
He finger fucks you like crazy. Maintaining the pad of his thumb on your clit while stuffing your cunt onto his fingers in a rhythmic motion. He never wastes time to put his mouth to work.
âToo much toruâ gonna squânghmm..!â you yelp, getting cut off by the way he scoots your ass closer to his faceâallowing him to focus on the deep areas within your pussy, causing you to squirt then and there without the ability to stop.Â
âGood fuckinâ job babyâwouldve mmhp- brought an umbrella if I knew it was gonna rain today,âÂ
â...â
He takes his time eating you out, he just wants to see how desperate you can get for him.
"You were moving so much, love. What's the matter? Had a nightmare?" Geto asks out to you.
Gaining consciousness slowly, you watch the strands of his hair fall, concealing his half open eyes, before he pushes them back over his head.
Initially he turned away from you in an attempt to cool down your side of the bed since he believed you could have been feeling too hot. But when you kept shuffling under the blankets, he decided to wake you up.Â
"Mmm, no, it was more like auhh..." you pause, pondering on what youâre going to say, sitting up to rest against the headboard of the bed.
"Like what?" he inquires, positioning himself to align with your stance.
"You know..." You feel a little ashamed at the thought, but you avoid his gaze until you hear his laugh fill the room.Â
âAw my pretty girl havinâ wet dreams about me?âÂ
Throwing a pillow at his face as you huff out, âItâs not funny Suguâ, I genuinely couldnât sleepâŚ!â
âWhy donât you show me what I did in your dream then, hm?â Â
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âGo on uhmngh, letâs make your dream come trueâas much as your pretty mmh.. pussy desires,â
Geto wants to see how horny you really are for him. He adores nothing but to see how desperate you really are to get off.Â
âuhhuhnn r-right there baby..â your breath hitching, while you ride up and down his mouth.
He watches you mindlessly use him like youâre the one in control. Heâll let you fuck his fingersâyour nails clenching the strands of his hair, undoing the bun he wrapped up prior.Â
He feels the way the heels of your feet are snug deep in his broad shoulders. And he doesnât care, because all Geto can care about is the way youâre haphazardly slamming your pussy in his face without loss.
Heâll agree when you say you need a moment, only to slam you back down on his face when your movement starts to slow. Heâll latch around your waist with the fore of his arms, and shove himself deep between your thighs.
âSuguâ mnghnâslow down p-please..!â Playing dumb on how your vindications for him slow down fall on stone-deaf ears.Â
âMmmnghm you said faster? sure thing baby..â Smirking into your clit while he devours youâhis grip only gets tighter, mocking the same way your fingers begin to tighten against his scalp.
âMmmn suguââŚdonât stopâŚc-cumminâ nghh-guh!âÂ
Geto damn near inhales your cunt at this point, giving himself no air as he breathes and digests everything that comes out of your pussy, emphasising the slurping noises his lips bring as they're mingled in your folds while you squirt in his mouth.Â
âAtta girl..Canât sleep now though, might as well keep goinâ till sunrise.âÂ
He wants to drain the thoughts from your mind and watch you falter under him.
âWhy are you ignoring me?â you press, but get an annoyed sigh in response.
Youâve asked him to let you accompany him multiple times so you could watch him box-train, and while usually he says noâtoday he said yes as an excuse to show off his pretty fiancĂŠ. Yet, he was pissed when he watched a group of shirtless scumbags surrounding you with brags about their meager accomplishments.
He saw you giggling up a storm but you werenât laughing because of him and that thought alone made his blood boil.
"I was just beinâ nice Kunaâ, so I'm not sure why you have an attitude."
"Maybe it's caus' you wanna go around flirtin' with every guy in the damn gym." Sukuna scolds, pulling his duffel bag out to put away his glovesârolling his eyes in advance as he slams his locker door.
"I did not try to flirt! They came up to me, asked about you and then the talk continued. A cordial discussion some might say," you joke.
âOh yeah? What were they sayinâ then?â he scoffs, raising an eyebrow at your remark, leaning against the locker doors, an action forbidding you to walk away.
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âT-They weâre just sayingnn t-that you..âyou mghn!âÂ
Sukuna either goes all out or doesnât, and when it comes to you, going all out is just the tip of the iceberg.Â
Heâs a man who hates getting dirty, but when itâs your cunt? You know itâs ate right when your mattress is stained through like a sponge.Â
âI-I what brat? Spit it out." he spites, making fun of your efforts to speakâhis fingers breaking and entering you with ease.Â
Sukuna's cruel and wicked, if you will. He has your pussy leaking and accessible to him completely. Eating and finger fucking you enduringly.
The filthy squelches and slurps fill both your ears whilst he fingers you till your internal juices coats his fingertips.
âThat youâhahâŚw-win lots mphmâŚK-kuna pleash..!..canât breathe..please..â you begin to writhe beneath his lips, swallowing in shock at his ruthless touch.
You can tell him to let you breathe and that you can no longer cum, all you want, but he doesn't bother to listen.Â
The palms of his hand repeatedly make contact with your ass, torturing the skin below them and causing acute pain on your cheeks, leaving no place for pity.
âYeah? sâthat why you were gigglinâ and given fuck me eyes?âÂ
He makes it his mission every time to eat you so good no matter what you do itâll never be enough. Heâll make sure those half assed attempts to get off alone donât result in a happy ending without him.
âMmgnh n-no! I wasnâtâah..promiseâI p-promise k-kunaâ please it hurts..!âÂ
âYou wanna play bimbo while Iâm traininâ, but actinâ all innocent when weâre alone?â he hisses.Â
With his tongue stretching deeper than any man could ever hope to, he gives himself the advantage to tongue-fuck you all over by moving his palms under your lower back, titling your pussy deeper on his face.
âN-no!...gâ mmm g-gonnaâ cum..! soâclose kuna..â
He finds it amusing how sensitive you are. âmnnguh âŚcum bratâsince that's all yâwanna be good for.â
âK-Kuna m-mmmnghâ!...â
Only allowing you a few moments to return to consciousness before he's prepared to fold you again like an expert origami master at work.
âWho said I was done? Open your legs nâ give me another one whore.â
Wants to humiliate you as you squirm and watch him violate your folds.
Toji didnât play when it came to his gym routine and to have you with him every night as his gym partner was even better. He said he would take care of it for you, when you looked into what to wear to the gym, and he did just that.
He got you a matching colored windbreaker and Nike biker shorts. He wasn't giving it any consideration at first, merely noting that it'd be more breathable.
Up until the moment he realised he was staring at your ass each time you got on the treadmill. Addicted to the way the material made your ass appear, as you passed by his station.Â
His cock tensed because of the way the dark velvety material flaunted every curve of your pussy when you moved. Â
Sensing you approaching him as he was finishing up a set on the weighted arm raisesâhe dwelled more on the way your ass seemed to converse with him while he watched you slip into his line of sight.
"Hmm?" he hums, completing his final rep. He goes to get a complimentary wipe from the cleaning station and walks back to wipe down the machine. Leaving it sanitised and ready for itâs next use.
âToji baby, sorry to interrupt but can you spot me next?âÂ
"Oh, I see," a sneer lifted on his scarred lips as he continues; "finally doin' it today huh?"
You put on a smile and take over his former position. âindeed, I decided to give some new workouts a go today! Iâm pretty excited yâknow?âÂ
He nods, "there's no rush, jusâ go slow, lemme know if it's too much."Â Â
âYeah yeah yeahâŚI got this [...] wait Toji, arenât you supposed to be by my arms?â
                                                 ŕ¨ŕ§Â
âThought you were excited a minute ago, all that energy go to your pussy?âÂ
Toji Fushiguro, experienced and tongue-talented. You'll be cruising to the finish line like a race car thanks to him. He takes good care of your pussyâforcing you to understand how much he will always know your pussy far more than you and anyone else could.
Especially how the tiniest of friction from him that causes your walls to spasm on his taste budsâconfirmation in itself.
Heâll force you to keep your eyes open and watchâas he makes love with your cunt.Â
âKeep your eyes open dollâ mâ tryna see them turn whiteâ
âHmmph! T-TojiâŚWhat if someone comes in?...ngh, ahââ
âThe only one cumminâ is you,â he retaliates.
With his left hand, he pulls back both of your legs as he utilises his right. Your whole-body quivering amid him from his constant clit assaults. Â
He finger fucks you swifter than previously, and immediately senses your insides clenching around his fingers, forcing you with no choice but to be filled to the brim, and disoriented due to his tongue. Â
âThe thought of you beinâ caught spread open on a weight bench got yaâ pussy pulsatinâ huh?â
âMmngh a-absolutleey..notâŚ!âÂ
Studying as a wave of humiliation passes over your expression, he puts a couple harsh palms to your ass with a SMACK. Making the area sting over and over, as the air creeps to irritate the burn.Â
âDenyinâ with a straight face as if I canât feel you smotherinâ my fingers? Fuckinâ slut,âÂ
âMâ not a slu-nghâ! Tojiâ...mmmhâ, whimperingâyou reach for the edges of the weight bench looking desperate for support.
âWanâ..mmm wanna cum TojiâŚplease,âÂ
âYou wanna cum?â
âMmhm!ââ you cry out, your voice wavering in response.Â
âOnly sluts get to cumâmmmh, ptuihâbut yer not one of emâ are yaâ?â he tests you, spitting on your clit as though your sopping pussy hasn't already caused enough fluids to run down his throat.
âMmâmâ n-notânnmugh!"
 âYou know what I wanna hear maâ say it.â he demands, adding another finger to the two, fucking you fuller.
âI-Im a s-slut tojiâŚmgnhm a slutâa slut for you, please let me cummmngh!ââ you babble out, not even sure if it's for him anymore; the words bring nothing but a warning to anyone who hearsâunable to stop. Feeling yourself reach your limit against his tongue.Â
âSo needyâmmngh cum like a good lilâ slut then,â
siren! rafayel x female reader
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Waves crash against the rocks.
Sea salt shoots up and stings your cornea, your knuckles going white around the wooden ledge they grip onto for dear life. And to be perfectly accurate, that is what this is- life or death- something youâre not entirely certain youâll make it to the other end of. With a frantic prayer, you plant your heels under the thwarts and try to find balance as the little canoe rocks violently.
Froth builds up around it; towering waves cresting over and leaving behind liquid dust, the air thick with it like a mist.
You squint your eyes to blot out the pelting rain; keeping them open for too long is a near impossible task anyway, what with the burn.
This was stupid, you know that. Whether or not it was a wise decision was never the question in your head.
No, the only one present- overarching all other thought, making it physically impossible to function in your day to day life- was if your fiancĂŠ was still alive. Or if what all the townsfolk gossiped about in whispering peels during brushes with them on the cobbled path was trueâ
If the waves got to him. If he was really lost at sea.
Stupid or naive or plain crazy (as one onlooker labeled you without so much as a care to just how worn-out this whole ordealâs made you)- you donât care. Truthfully, you think youâre a little beyond the point of it, of self doubt or second guessing.
The only room left is for action: the strong men at the tavern and the local fisherman you clumsily rallied together were helpful in some ways, but their help only lasted so long until exasperation kicked in and they called it quits.
The choice to do something is yours and only yours.
Look, girl. We combed the port front to back. Turned over the barrels and crates and all, found nothinâ. And weâve been hauling out them nets for weeks nowâ wouldnât you be surprised-? nothinâ there, either. Your fiancĂŠ's gone. Iâm sorry, butâ
You didnât stay to hear the rest, embittered by it.
Theyâd done you a kindness, carving time out of their strict schedules and afternoon, beer-induced naps. And youâll always be thankful for that, that despite knowing deep in their hearts that you were a lost cause, they stepped up to bat regardless, butâ
Thereâs no returning home for you. Wiping your brow of its sweat then throwing a towel over your shoulder, heading in for the night.
The spot beside you in bed is eerily empty and cold; you wake from nightmares in sheer darkness and swat a hand to feel him but youâre met with wrinkled sheets and a silence that sneers. Without him, this place is empty.
The town is beautiful- small- but beautiful- with its glittering fairy lights strung from shop to shop, worn paths branching off into pebbled ones that lead to the shore and the peer, the more developed side of it farther down the sandâ and it used to feel comforting. Like home.
Now, thereâs no lantern aglow on the porch banister to point you in the direction of home. Youâre aimless and sad. Like a ship without a sail.
The first week afterward (the news that his crew never returned from their trip), you hid away in your room crying all day, the better part of you half expecting his footfalls to echo down the hall. Though, they never did. Itâs fine, youâd reasoned with eyes clamped shut, splayed over his half of the mattress, heâll be back tomorrow.
Tomorrow came. It went, too.
And heâ
Heâs still goneâ
Worried neighbors flitted by and left steaming pastries by the door. You hardly had an appetite for them, though, delightful as they were sat outside your cracked window, the smell of pecan pie drifting under billowing, sheer curtains.
Itâs encroaching on around a month now. A month of loneliness and denial and the cruel, pitying stares the locals level you in the times you seldom leave home.
Your fiancĂŠ's absence, as unexpected as it was devastating, has stretched on long enough to kindle a sort of determination in you. You pile your bones off the bed and set out for the shore with a small, leather bag at your waist and sandals that hang off your feet, nervous but hellbent.
That bag, now: floating off in the distance, whisked away by whirling winds and swallowed up by the sea. One valiant flipflop remains hanging off your big toe, but you question, albeit with little concern for it, for just how much longer it will last.
Your fingers shake as they peel hair from your temple. You canât see, canât see anythingâ the boat shakes and croaks as the bottom steadily fills, and you have the dreadful realization that you are slowly sinking and cannot stop it.
Through bleared eyes, you watch several, ringlet-like waves form on the horizon and disappear behind rolling, closer ones. You brace endlessly for impact, but another wave bulges and effortlessly lifts your canoe- a temporary respite from the others that come crashing over.
When it lets you down, you quickly squint to see whatâs coming for you next and immediately pale.
Itâs massive. Dark, cobalt, scraping the underbelly of the black sky. Another tall wave (but a small fish in comparison) interlopes into it and is swallowed within a blink. It only worsens it, feeds it.
You have no chance. None at all. Itâs over. Itâs over and despite it all- the pointed meddling of your neighbors and all the chatter meant to maim the stubborn belief you held that your to-be husband was still alive- a small hope flares to life in your chest.
It says maybe dying here wouldnât be so bad. Maybe, if all of them were right after all, youâd be able to see him again.
As that unbeatable wave draws nigh, seemingly moving at a snailâs pace- casual in its approach but so terrifyingly powerful- it droops at the top and paints you in an opaque shadow.
You canât see, canât hear. The deafening roar of thunder and the foamy tide clapping against itself is tuned out. Your eyes see nothing but darting smears of lightning and the hurt of heartbreak and sea salt.
Itâs happening. Itâs over.
You give your fingers one last twitch to remind yourself that, for the moment, remarkably, youâre still alive. They feel fat with the cold, hardly budging.
Your last flip flop gusts over your shoulder and your ribcage rattles with a chill.
Your teeth chatter out one final prayer and perhaps a choked sob- although you canât tell if itâs the brine gathering at your feet, rising with a gurgle- And you watch with wide, teary eyes as that tsunami finally descendsâ
A flash of color, indigo and bright, bobs above the slanted tide.
âYou. You shouldnât be out here.â
Your eyes widen. Milliseconds before the boat is hit, a slosh from the side tips it and youâre catapulted into the open water.
It feels like an open flame.
Arctic temperatures freeze you to the bone. Youâre reminded of hellfire as the cold licks away at your skin, limbs warping around you in violent currents.
You let out a scream of despair and watch as it turns to suds.
You know it was stupid, you know it was stupid, you know it was stupidâ But you were hurting. And that life back at town- now devoid of the man you thought to be your veritable soulmate, who you were convinced youâd spend your final breaths with- is not the one you want to continue on with.
(But⌠you donât wanna die.)
You dig to the surface with a sputter.
You manage to keep yourself afloat for all of two seconds before the oceanâ or something that feels oddly like a fistâ latches onto your ankle and pulls.
Consciousness is a slightly longer affair⌠but that, too, fades.
Teal blips across your spasming eyes. A vivid, long tail flicks along your arm, almost curiously, before curling behind you and disappearing.
Bubbles erupt from your jaw and shoot up, up, up.
Maybe, you think vaguely as the world blackens, quietens, youâll find your missing fiancĂŠ lying at the seabed. The thought, surprisingly, isnât as comforting as it is disturbing, but you suppose a reunion only in death would be better than none at all.
âSilly human. Donât worry, I got you.â
âšâšâš
A voice breaks the quiet of night. Dulcet, lamenting.
The ocean whirs in his ears endlessly, his tail gliding below him in a dull swish. A school of fish passes by, and then another. A curious, blue one swims at his side and he biffs it dismissively.
âNot now, fishie.â
Rafayel isnât concerned about the life swirling around him in colorful dots of assorted sizes, floating above the seabed, no- thatâs all ubiquituous to him. Itâs that songâ that smooth sound drifting like a dirge from somewhere on the surfaceâ that stirs something deep in his chest.
It was like that last night, too, and then a few nights before.
After over two decades of swimming in unbroken boredom- with each day bringing about the expectation of nothing more than waking up to see another- the siren feels a shift.
Something is breaking the monotony.
An excitement, existing deep in his chest but incipient, is invoked within him like an ancient god brought to wakefulness. Rafayel feels his bones rouse with the phantom aches of a slumber he never fell into- but the feeling is all the same. He rubs the disbelief from his eyes and pushes aside waving reeds before rocketing upwards.
When the waves kiss the morning foam,
From beneath the surface, the crescent moon is lopsided and shakes as Rafayel gets closer to breaching it.
The dainty shadow of a hand cuts in front of the white orb, as if wanting to capture it, before falling back to her side.
A gentle splash.
From up here, he can hear the things of land- the crickets and cicadas of summertime- purr from afar. Thatâs not what he came here for, though, whatâs been stringing him in from the depths like fish in a trawl or moth to a flame.
And still, in the span of the last week, Rafayel has yet to get her name... (Something that definitely has to be remedied sooner or later, he quietly decides- despite the other half of him still holding onto the pride of coasting solo, the embarrassment at being led off by a mere voice. A land creatureâs, at that.)
He latches onto the long, thick leg of the peer and props himself just under the overhang of it, laying his nose flat in the water but opening his eyes above it. Itâs amplified now, that pretty noise, and the only thing separating the two- him and the human- is the planks of wood overhead.
Her feet rest on it. He hears her sandals squelch before she toes them off, sits down, and loops her legs over the edge.
Rafayel, with fluttering lashes and an interest so unexpected but strong itâs paralyzing- watches her heels make ripples just beside him, his heart thumping wildly. It could be out of the thrill of doing something this unusual, or the silent anticipation of maybe getting caught (although, he doubts he will, for the main reason that his kin donât lack in cunning).
Maybe itâs just out of delight- the fibers of his being tingling with invisible sparks ofâŚÂ something. It makes him feel a little clumsy, innocent and fumbling like when he was a young merfolk just learning how to evade a rip current.
Similarly, she pulls him under. Drags him far out. Her voice is the tide and heâs all too willing to drown.
Itâs⌠certainly not the first time heâs seen them- human legs- and heâll be the first to admit that he wasnât so sure about them initially- but he thinks he likes hers the best. Itâs starting to grow on him, but just a little.
Sheâs soft. Smooth. At least, thatâs how she appears- though he canât say for certain because heâs never tested that theory, yet.
Heâs extra careful to keep his hands to himself, intrigued as he is, lest his nails pierce through and break her. Itâs a more common notion underwater, shared between much of the fishfolk, that humans are meant to be broken. Pieced apart in hungry hands or brought to the depths for a more extended, decadent death.
To be fair, heâs not a firm denier of that...
But this human, this girl whoâs collided into his infinitely bleak life with all the grace of a ship wrecked hours off from shore, and whatever the hell sheâs singing aboutâ Rafayelâs not quite stupid enough to break her, no⌠Heâs not quite willing to, either.
When the scent of roses pierces the lungs, The fish stranded at your fingertipsâŚ
For the rest of the moonlit evening, Rafayel floats beneath the peer at her (unwitting) side and listens to her languishing until she stands to her feet and retreats down the beach, disappearing into a cluster of warm, tiny lights in the distance.
Blood,
Blood,
Blood covers the sea.
Rafayel, with an inexplicable pang of sorrow- unable to fight the influence of her songs- canât help but wonder what has made the girl so sad.
Itâs not in their baser nature, the sirens, to commiserate, least of all with the humans. Itâs a weakness, to cry, an open wound that his kind is all too susceptible to deepening- so they avoid it entirely. Call it preservation. But for as much as Rafayel loves the ocean- and yes, to an extent, his people- he was never all that interested in their society, and if showing a little bit of heart for the landfolk means escaping the bland shadows of the sea, then maybe right now is a good time to start.
âŚBefore she swims away, anyway.
âšâšâš
Silence sours the balmy air of your home, but you swear you hear something singing to you.
It was real.
It had to be, what happened just a number of days ago.
When youâd been retrieved from a bed of seaweed on the shore with little memory of what happened, you had retained just enough to know that something wasâŚÂ off.
That something having to do with the violent storm at sea and your lack of succumbing to it- the darting shadow that appeared by the boat and was there when you went underâ wasnât adding up.
YouâŚÂ shouldnât be alive.
That thought was present even in the thick mist of early morning as boats began unmooring from the docksâ stark epiphany, realer than the concerned hands of the fishermen as they helped you into town, your legs hardly capable of carrying you there on their own. Much less your frazzled mind; you didnât quite miss the way theyâd stared at you during the trek off shore, throwing frantic looks over your shoulder even as the sand gave to the reedy path leading into the village.
The rolling waves got flatter as you drew off from it, but something in you- like some inexplicable base instinct- was telling you to run. Away or back to it, you donât know, but you feel the frigidity of the sea still in your chest, lapping away at your sanity as days pass.
The burn is surreal. Nothing makes sense.
You should be dead- scraping there at the bottom of the sea, drifting with your supposedly dead fiancĂŠ in a place where the light doesnât dare reachâ
But youâre not.
The earth feels shapeless beneath your feet. A perpetual dizziness in your skull that makes you feel like youâre swaying on a dock- but your toes are planted in dry land.
Youâre alive. The scale tipped against you but it didnât matter. The sea spat you out, didnât want you.
Surprisingly, you take the whole ordeal in stride. The first days after being plucked from the shore are rocky and dreamy, but you find your footing and with it comes an unexpected hope.
If you survived, your fiancĂŠ mustâve as well. Heâd always been the stronger of you two, anyway, more stout and determined.
The waves did not drag him under. Couldnât have.
The canoe you took out to sea is gone, not to your surprise. It was more or less reduced to splinters. But you wonder if it was even real to begin with, if the canoe ever existed that day when you unroped it from its notch and embarked on the perilous journey. Down to the very point where you pattered off your porch steps and made the choice to look for your fiancĂŠ yourself- the whole sequence of events is wrapped in a forgetful fog.
But deep down, despite the whispers of doubt surrounding you and your own mental haze, you know it happened. All of it.
It was real, and something
Is singing to youâ
(Wet hands descend the span of your belly. Sand feels like gravel beneath you, soaked and cold beneath a yellowed moon as night fades. Reverent, curious. Long nails carefully unravel algae from your fingers and thighs. The debris is tossed away, thrown down the shore without thought.
-âŚ. in good shape, cutie. Is there anyone on land whoâd sing for you if you disappeared? A gentle laugh- but even in your state of unconsciousness, you pick up on the note of disdain there. I guess if there was, you wouldnât turn to the sea so much.)
Hands. Curious hands kneading into you like wet clay on a spinning wheel. Reshaping. Admiring. Thereâs painterly intent in every touch, every brush. Something between the cove of your legs gives a wanting throb and your tongue feels like cotton. Fire licks from your belly to your brain and makes it benumbed, pleasantly heavy as the gentle, rhythmic lull of the tide cools the tips of your toes.
Salt burns your throat.
You wake with it sore.
Rubbing it groggily, you come to before dawn fully does, the horizon flickering with a diluted, white-orange beneath a starry sky.
It gets to be too much. The emptiness of your bed, the suffocating drivel of the townsfolk and the lack of certainty in what happened to you.
Dubbed crazy or not by all around you, youâre past the point of caring. You have to leave. Worried neighbors advised you against it, adamant that you ward off on visiting the peer at least until your mind fog lessened; preferably, youâd wait an extra few months so the wound of heartbreak would seal over, but it seems they know better than to ask that of you.
Heâs still out there, your to-be husband. Heâs got to be.
You think something else might be, too. The thing that saved you. Although, the reasons it has for doing so are beyond you.
Go back, a lilting voice sings somewhere in the back of your head, a dull throb like a separate, beating heart. It thumps in your skull and sends a thrill through you. It speaks in urgency, like itâs warning you not to disobeyâ but all the sharpness of it is masked in dulcet chords.
Go back, back to the sea.
Crazy or not, you think itâs calling for you.
The lyrics lead you to the front door. Maybe you ought to think this over more, sleep on it (God knows youâre failing at that seemingly simple task). But something is driving you, picking up and physically moving your limbs for you as if your settings have been switched to autopilot.
You shrug on a thin cardigan to stave off the crisp air of early morning, not bothering to lock your door behind you.
A weird, eerie voice in your subconscious- hardly sounding like yours- says you wonât be coming back anyway.
Thankfully, you have half the mind to shoo it away and steel your nerves. Of course youâll be coming back home. Youâll find your errant fiancĂŠ and burst through the little blue-painted door with celebration. All the village will cough up their sheepish apologies for the things theyâd said- the faithless assumptions they made- and raise a mug to his return.
The key to finding him is finding that other thing, first. The thing with a watery fist and roaming nails, the glinting coral-red eyes that blurred beneath coiling waves and the tail that youâre sure swam you back to safety.
The locals can say all they want about you: The ruddy, fading ring of scratches wrapping around the bone of your ankleâ
Thatâs all the proof you need to spur you onward.
Onward is the ocean.
âšâšâš
Water gushes against the rocks at the seaside.
Dark and slate-grey, they dry up under the sun immediately. Seagulls caw overhead. The sand is warm- not cool as it was in your last visit- near scalding as you head towards the shore.
You hiss and donât make it halfway until you start leaping, bare feet burning. You hurry into the water, standing only ankle-deep, and mentally scold yourself for forgoing shoesâ but to your defense, your sandals had been lost to the abyss that was the sea just barely seven days ago.
The horizon is blinding. Sunlight bounces off the plane of the sea and glistens, just as bedazzled as a wealthy womanâs neck. Itâs a far cry from what it was last week- all whorling ridges and roaring waters- and for that youâre thankful.
That storm, and being launched into the hellish currents of it, will remain in your dreams for a long time coming.
Even now, just looking at it from far out takes your breath a little.
Itâs horrifying. Itâs⌠beautiful.
âŚAnd itâs singing to youâ
âI know youâre there,â you whisper.
Your voice is just a breath at first, hushed as you toss a squirrely look down the beach- where the fishermen drudge around as little specks- and straighten your spine.
Youâre alone here, though. Youâre allowed to be as crazy as you want.
You speak louder, forcing down the lump of embarrassment in your throat that says your voice is falling on deaf ears. And you know the ocean doesnât have ears, or eyes; it hardly had the heart to spit you back out of it.
But that thing that snatched you into its arms and left you boneless on the sand does.
With hands bunched, shaking, you declare, âI know, youâre there.â
Nothing.
A short whitecap curls over the tips of your toes and stretches a few feet behind you before receding.
It melds seamlessly into the blue.
Nothing, and then-
Yards off, a colorful blur warbles. As it swims closer, you hold your ground, squint to assure itâs not a sea turtle or other creature (albeit, no typical marine animal is that shape or size), and let out a little gasp. Its head pops above the surface gracefully, and itâs full of hair, a vibrant shade of indigo that strikes a familiar chord in you instantly.
âItâs you,â you startle, almost out of breath. The fingers clutched tightly at your sides unfurl. Your heart picks up its speed, an abrupt surge of emotions- shock, relief, and confusion- leaving no different an effect than a stungun would.
âYouâre real, I- I knew itâ!â
âShhh,â is his first word, coral-blue eyes narrowing with apathy as he palms himself closer, about knee-deep in the water now. And yet you step away, applying some distance as you stagger because for whatever reason, the knowledge that his creature-Â or fish-man-Â saved you doesnât take the cake when it comes to self-preservation.
You donât even have a name to put to his face (or tail), and up until now, you were certain mermaids and unicorns and fairies only existed between the pages of whimsical books or the imaginations of children.
Right then, you think, they also existed in the sage warnings of the Greeks before they sailed off to sea.
The quiet epiphany plays with your nerves.
âYou donât have to be so loud, you know. I can hear you just fine, thanks.â
Ear-length, wavy hair bobs with the movement as he tilts his head. You canât help but feel estranged from the idea of caution, though, as he drifts a bit closer and gives you a petulant pout.
He gets as close as the sandbar will allow before pausing, broad shoulders jutting above the ripples.
And heâs childish still, the picture of harmlessness as he looks up at you, squinting in the sun, and murmurs, âbuuuut, I admire your enthusiasm, cutie... Were you looking forward to our reunion that bad?â
You blink, lashes fluttering. A breath youâd been holding finally escapes you, a whit of that unease ebbing out just like the cool tide underfoot.
Youâre⌠hardly a sailor, anyway. Youâve no ship to be wrecked; no, the man that served as the anchoring element in your life is missing. The boat in your life has gone AWOL. With it your warmth and love. Itâs why youâve even come out here in the first place, the flights of fancy belonging to a grieving woman or not.
The reminder of your lost fiancĂŠ steels you.
You lift a shaky hand to use as a visor against the sun, blotting it out so you can peruse the man-fish without obstruction.
âYou saved me,â is all you really know to say. Youâd had all sorts of lofty plans coming back out here, but youâd never fully considered what youâd do if your new friend (he is a friend, right?) did show.
He lets out an amused, dry sound. The ghost of a smile curls at his pink lips, though. He canât quite hide that one from you.
âI did. Have you come to show me your gratitude?â He lowers his gaze then, glancing at your shins momentarily before peering behind you, at the grassland stopped just after the shore and right before the village.
He grumbles, âOr will humans with pitchforks show up any minute, intent on slaughtering me and my kind?â
For some reason, the most you take from that statement is the very end of it, quickly saying, âT-Thereâs more of you?â
He looks up at you. Makes a scoffing sound but it only holds half its bite.
âWell, of course there is. Silly girl,â he comments, that little grin returning with a vengeance as behind him, something teal shoots up from the water and pelts a small flurry of droplets your way. You close your eyes and turn, the gentle sound of his laughs ringing out.
When you look back at him, a long tail- gorgeous and as pigmented as turquoise paint- flicks under the sun and glitters no different than rhinestones.
âIt was only me that was generous enough to save you, though. Thatâs the most important part.â
âšâšâš
Trust is a big word, it is.
But there is no doubt in your mind that you wouldâve succumbed to a watery death if not for the merman-Â Rafayel, heâd informed with a coy flap of his tail- intervening, and youâre grateful to him for that. His saving youâ it means something. And you owe him.
You head for the shore each morning with a silent debt hanging over your head, but he never demands anything of you in return. During lazy afternoons by the cove trading pretty, swirled shells and at first tentatively getting in the water with him to swim at nightfall, you wait for the catch to come, for him to name his price.
You think itâs only fair. Rescuing something as valuable as a life is nothing to scoff at: youâd cough up the change.
He never holds out his hand.
If anything, Rafayel seems wholly uninterested in that.
Youâre not entirely sure why you formulated your ideas of merfolk around blood-thirst and thievery (perhaps because of the myths), but the one youâre befriending is nothing like that. Heâs playful and sassy and a little bit flirtatious but you suppose- if the legends of sirens luring sailors to the depths are really true- then it adds up. Itâs only natural heâd be a whit on the provocative side, right?
Rafayel is friendly, clingy even when you convince him that you have no intentions of alerting the village any time soon of his presence. You tell him with a wry laugh that theyâd hardly believe you anyway because everyone thinks youâve lost it.
You see it in his pleasant face- the blip of interest that passes by- that he wants to ask why, but he holds off on it when you pour him with questions about what goes on in the deep blue and if his kind really eats fishermen.
He huffs, propping his elbow on the half-submerged rock heâd helped you onto, still in sight of the shore but more intimate a setting.
âWhat kind of question is that? Do you really think I could do something like that? Look at me,â he balloons out his cheeks and puffs. âIâm an innocent little fishie.â
You laugh, and drop the interrogation in favor of a more lighthearted one. You ask Rafayel what life off land is like.
With a mischevious twinkle in his marbled, red-blue eye, he tells you about what lurks in ocean trenches first, painting vivid imagery in your head of glowing bulbs in the dark and rows of jagged teeth that peer out of deep crevices.
You blanche and he canât help but chuckle softly, a dash of something in his gaze that resembles ardor as it flits appreciatively along the curve of your face.
Itâs not all horrifying, though, he eventually concedes.
He scoops shiny things up from the sand lining the ocean floor and gifts them to you in your following meetings. He tells you that the fish- sleek and chromatic- dance around him in schools where everything is crystalline. They sleep on beds of coral under-tail and stick close to the fins of whales, apparently having nothing better to do. Sometimes they get a little clingy, he admits, and he has to shoo them away, but the little creatures are friendly- and his underwater world is nothing short of beautiful.
Rafayel loves the sea. Itâs his home.
âAnd what about you, cutie? Whatâs your home like?â
That gives you pause, but just for a moment.
You know what home is like; youâd only dwelled there, in the tiny village off the shoal, since you were a little girl.
And home is niceâŚ. Or, it was. Now, itâs a husk of the warmth you once knew. Days drag by in drab monotony and the added, very much unwanted reminder that your fiancĂŠ has yet to return. Seagulls squawk outside and tricycle bells ring. Concerned neighbors knock on your door but this place feels dull. No more face to put to this snuggly seaside village.
With a small smile- one that Rafayal thinks is more wistfully sad than anything- you tell the merman about the things you cherish here, deliberately omitting what you desperately miss.
Memories of childhood circle back to you in fuzzy fragments: Despite the present, you can still at least cherish the past, right�
Listening to you recount gems of your youth with a smile, itâs evident to Rafayel that you love it here.
Just⌠he understands that maybe itâs not as much as you used to.
His face takes on more of a sober look then, his cheeks, dappled with teal scales that break the surface in some spots, dusting a soft pink. You donât really understand why- perhaps a mild case of sun burn- but he asks,
âAnd what about in it? Is there⌠Someone whoâs special to you, who brings it warmth? Even underwater, in order to survive, we merfolk need a suitable temperature, you know.â
Ah. That.
You offer a hum of acknowledgment before glancing off, far out to where the flat whitecaps stretch into nothingness. Lounging around by the coast with your new, unlikely friend, the scenery is idyllic here.
You almost will yourself into forgetting what youâre really here for, what hurled you face-first into this predicament.
Sorrow hangs in your heart. The visage of your fiancĂŠ passes in your head rapidly, kaleidoscopic, his smiles and the tender moments spent with him, the sound of his laugh.
You are less and less certain of yourself. You are not sure if the gossipping townsfolk are correct or not to assume the worst, but what you do know is that itâs creeping up on two months and not one shiphand has returned. Not even an errant oar has washed ashore.
âYes. ButâŚâ A pause. You swallow thickly and give your head a belated, uncertain shake. Tears form in the back of your throat and you pile them down, frustrated theyâd showed up uninvited.
Perhaps youâre more weak to all the bleak murmurs than youâve let on.
You laugh, but the sound lacks humor. âEveryone thinks heâs dead, all the people at the village.â
ââŚYou wanna share?â
You shrug and draw one knee to your chest, the other still bent over the rocky ledge, dangling in the cool water. Theyâre still today, the waters, relatively levelâ but inwardly, you warn yourself against being so easily deceived by them: they looked more or less the same the day you rowed out.
The storm was nothing short of terrifying, yes, but you think the lack of expecting it somehow made it more devastating.
âWell, thereâs not much to,â you respond, tongue in cheek. You donât mean to sound uninterested in this conversation all of a sudden, but you suppose itâs a defense mechanism. Rafayel props his elbows on the rock and listens intently, giving his brow a little quirk at your tone.
âBut my⌠fiancĂŠ,â why the words are suddenly hard to get out, you donât know, âhe went off to sea. Hasnât come back yet.â
At your knees, Rafayel is noticeably quiet, but you get the inexplicable sense that heâs invested.
âI guess heâll come back with lots of fish whenever he does,â you sigh. Your attempts to remain lighthearted just barely working.
Quickly, you try to breeze past the topic, but the merman chimes- âA fisherman? You were courting a fisherman?â
Courting. The word sounds a little funny, medieval almost, but you hum.
Itâs his turn to make a tongue-in-cheek comment, lifting his scaly fist to support his chin. âHe mustâve been a real prize to deserve all that singing... What do I get for saving you?â He says playfully, almost pettily, but you get the weird idea that this is more serious to him than he lets on.
You want to heave a laugh at his pouting words, but confusion stops you. You snap your head to him.
âYou-?â
Quickly, Rafayel quips, âYes, just about the whole sea can hear you at night. Why is that surprising?â
For some reason, a whit of hope warms your chest throughout. If Rafayel is cognizant of something as trivial as songs from above the surface, surely he mustâve been privy to a shipwreck or the hurried shouts of sailors as their boat went down.
Not that you believe it did, justâ
You scramble upright, planting your palms on the rock in a kneel as you say- in a voice youâre not keen on sounding as desperate as it comes out-
âHave you ever heard anything else? A- A boat sinking? People drowning or- orââ You stuff out an anxious breath, all the worries and doubts youâd been housing for weeks now bubbling to the surface. You suppose if anybody has garnered your confidence, though, itâs the merman that saved your veritable life.
Still, a lump of unease burns in your throat. Thick and acidic. It makes your voice shake but you ignore it, leaning over the edge. If you fall in, heâll save you again anyway. If not a friendship (but you definitely treat it as such), there is still a mutual fondness between you two- a silent trust- and youâre sure, beside the marks on your ankle he left by accident in the heat of the moment, he would not let harm befall you.
âBecause they say heâs goneâ my loverâ they say his crew got hit by something- like a plague or a storm- and succumbed out there. But maybe- maybe you heard something? Rafayel- did you hear or see any group of fishermen out there?â You bluster, before adding on like an afterthought, âtwo months ago?â
The longer your mouth moves, the wider Rafayelâs eyes get.
And then, you think itâs something likeâŚÂ recognition that skips across multihued eyes.
Heâs quiet for a moment, mouth ajar. His bright turquoise tail, the tip jutting out from the tide as it sways idly, stops midway in the air and floats awkwardly.
Your brow furrows. You fear the worst. Your nails dig into the gritty surface, fingerpads whiting as you shake your head.
âRafayel-? W-Whatâs wrong?â
Curtly, he shuts his mouth. An easy smile replaces his momentary surprise.
When he speaks, itâs in a familiar, somewhat sarcastic but harmless tone, and his tail sparks to life behind him, albeit quite unsteadily.
âNothinâ, cutie,â he lifts an arm to adjust his perch on the rock but it slips. His face dusts pink, his brows twitching together; all of it, the clearly disturbed signs of his composure, he ignores. Your heart thrums.
âI was just thinking how brave you were to venture off to sea after him. Heâs lucky to have someone like you still waiting at home for him.â His compliment is overlooked. Youâre too caught up in the rush of unease that sweeps through you- the niggling feeling that says thereâs something more to this youâre not seeing- that you can hardly utter a bashful thanks.
âBut- did you happen to hear anything, or-?â
Rafayel adds casually, âIâm sure the guy is fine wherever he is, though. And no, cutie. But Iâll let you know if that changes.â
Something like hesitance grips you as you watch, with silence, the friendly merman lose the better part of his mirth. You wonder if youâve said something wrong as his exterior hardens cooly, if youâve divulged too much of your emotions and quite possibly lost your final companion. Maybe youâre overthinking it- but if thatâs the case, if even a fish-man from the sea has taken the same opinion as the land-living locals, then some drama seems warranted.
You donât want to be alone again. And Rafayel- Rafayel was starting to really grow on you despite all your differencesâ
He strums his fingers against his jaw, painting the picture of boredom, and puffs out his lips, eyes drifting away almost flippantly as if heâs dead to the wounded look you send him.
A yawn. He unfolds his lean arms and ducks under the water.
âWait- Rafayel-?â
âSorry, princess, the fishies are calling me. They said itâs getting late now, and that Iâll see you tomorrow.â
âButââ
âHop on my back, let me take you back to shore. Your little legs can only doggy paddle you so far,â he lets out a light laugh but you donât miss the dash of mockery there, as if youâre some unfortunate soul cursed with four limbs and warm blood. Still, you bite your tongue- and the unbidden pang of unease in your chest- and slip off the rock.
You loop your arms around his middle, his muscles flexing in response, lean and tight, and keep your chin above the tide as he floats towards the sand bar.
âRafayel, are you okay?â
âOf course, cutie. Why, arenât you?â
âY-Yeah. Itâs just-â you poorly stifle a sigh, still a bit taken aback by his sudden desire to truncate your meeting. That, and his odd behavior when you asked about any possible shipwreck.
You eventually settle on, âPlease just keep it on your radar. If you hear or see any ships, call me, okay?â
âWe donât have shellphones under the water, you know. How am I supposed to alert you?â You canât see the face heâs making, saddled on his back as his long tail gusts through the gentle currents, but you realize heâs teasing.
âI- I donât know,â you admit clumsily. âMaybe Iâll just know if you say my name.â
I mean, itâs not too crazy an idea, is it? You felt a stirring towards the ocean- real and audible- would a creature living in it really be so different?
Perhaps the townsfolk are right in their claims made against you, that youâve lost it.
Thereâs nothing left in you that cares, though.
Rafayel lets out a small chuckle but sounds oddly endeared. âHow romantic.â
âRafayelââ
âYeah, yeah, Iâll let you know if anythingâs up. Donât worry!â
âšâšâš
From the shipdeck, the water is beautiful, even as it takes you down under, swallowing up the thick hull in a lazy gulp.
A white moon pours down. The waves sparkle like sequins. Itâs⌠hypnotizing, in a way. Your fist flies to your collar when the sails tear, the harsh rip of it reminding you of the breath still in your lungs, and you hold the locket there like itâs a lifering.
The crewhands scramble for them- and for the tiny boat hanging off the side. Another powerful slosh to the boat sends slippery hands in a fray; you hear the vague sound of wood cracking, planks you thought to be sturdy splintering. Youâre no more than a raft drifting, victim to the elements.
The emergency lifeboat whistles as it drops, freefalling from the ropes and into the coiling sea.
It has no heart for mercy, the sea, but youâve still one for home, a deep-seated urge within to return that has your nails digging bluntly into your palms, blood drawing in the paths of them.
âŚH-Home.
Sailors scream around you.
Someone, you realize with a flash of confusion, in the chaos- in the maelstrom of wind and shooting rain- is even singing.
The sound of it chills you to the bone.
Dazedly, you think they mustâve lost it. To be fair, thereâs no blame thereâ men have drowned in waters far flatter: your crew is miles from the nearest chunk of land and the vessel canât withstand this weatherâ youâre all gonna die and the crewmate must know. He knows and heâs singing.
Crashing waves silence heavy thunder. The sky glows endless white, one last fissure of lightning darting down before the deck lights bright gold.
Fire surges. It dances in your eyes and you swallow a scream.
Sheâs waiting at home, still. It canât be over, it canât be, it canât beâ
Fiery yellow, and then everything spins, your world going lopsided as the ship groans and you tip.
And then, itâs all blue.
Dark, vast cerulean interpolated only by flotsam that drifts away the moment you reach for it, fingers desperately clawing for the surface.
Up, or downâ youâre not sure which way youâre swimming.
You do know, though, that you never find your buoyancy.
Hands. Hands on you and dragging you down, down, down, and then itâs clear the wrecked pieces of the ship are getting further away, not closer. A deepness surrounds you. Cold, quiet. The stormâs effects are mitigated the lower you sinkâ itâs counterintuitive, you think, because surely youâll drown regardless, but a strange sense of calm washes over you as the air peters from your lungs. They spasm as you choke.
But you got to get home, you must get home to herâ
The tips of your boots touch the sandy floor.
Itâs tranquil, under the sea. The reefs are vivid, swaying with bubbling marine life. Navy blue swirls around you and is limned with muted fire light, displacing itself with every wild movement of your limbs. You flail them helplessly but somethingâ
Something is holding you down and itâs singingâ
From afar, and through bleared eyes, the coral looks like upright rods of colorful bone, yellow and blushing-orange. An opaque red smears over themâ curling and wavering into smoke-like trails. Itâs reminiscent of black and white marble. Beautiful, in a way.
A long, glittering tail scrapes across your leg.
You realize itâs blood- your blood- and then in a heartbeat, a pair of talons pierce through the veil andâ
A gasp.
You come to wakefulness with a frightened noise.
That dream- youâd been having it for days now, each more fragmented and blurry than the last⌠But this time, itâs strikingly clear.
Horror frosts your eyes over, glossy and wide as you undo the covers bound tightly around you, standing to shaking feet.
That awful, awful dreamâ itâs not in your point of view, you realize, itâs in your fiancĂŠâs, and that same claw that had been gracious enough to scoop you up and save you from stormful, roaring swellsâ
Dragged your lover down to the depths, burying him in liquid oblivion.
As you shrug on a thin cardigan and hurry outside, dashing under moonlit lawns with the single-minded focus to reach the beach, you vaguely wonder if youâre being unreasonable, if all these little dreams and visions and songs youâve been experiencing are nothing short of delirium. But this is too coincidentalâ Rafayel had smoothly shirked all your questions days ago, and you realize now that the dull look in his eye wasnât boredom but jealously, ugly and sudden, masquerading under disinterest.
Knowledge of that- and your naivety- comes to you in piecemeal.
Youâve been stupid. Youâd been holding onto the feeble hope that your soon-to-be husband was somewhere out there, scraping together shellfish on an uncharted islet or lost at sea with his crew-mates but alive. Deep down, you always knew it was the dreams of a fool.
But damn it all if youâd justâŚÂ stopped yourself for one fucking second to nudge aside your denial and take a good look at your marine friend, youâd have seen the lack of common sense in it. Your loverâs met no different and no more painless, as much as it horrifies you- a fate than the sailors depicted in all those whimsical tales of old.
You sing out to the sea. Anger warms your chest like a fleece, cardigan be damned, fists clenched so tight your palms swell as you cry out.
Panic, subtle but niggling, speaks to you from underneath thick layers of hate and pain, but youâre beyond the point of reason. No, you need to hear it from the siren himself just what the fuck happened to your other halfâ if he can hear your lamenting after dark without issue, surely he wouldâve at least caught wind of some devastation off the coast or spotted the debris in his own watersâ
But heâs been keeping something from you.
âRafayel!â You cry again. Itâs impossible to swallow the lump in your throat; it seeks to climb to the surface but for now, with a remnant of control that surprises yourself, you manage to keep from spitting it up.
Nausea turns in your belly, but you keep it at bay. Just barely.
Unshed tears burn your cornea. âRafayel!â You donât scream, no, your lungs are too wounded and overwhelmed by the simple task of drawing air to, but itâs a near thing.
Furious, beginning to think heâll conveniently not show or heâs merely ignoring you, your feet splash into the water until youâre shin-deep.
You hiccup. âR-Rafayel! I know youâre there!â
Eventually, a head bobs above the tide, infuriatingly nonchalant, and a turqoise fluke appears not long after it, twinkling just barely under a clouded, night sky.
He doesnât look as tired as youâre sure you do- and not by a long shot quite as disturbed. If anything, he looks a little pleased with himself.
Wet indigo waves give a little bounce as he lazily approaches, watchful eyes glimmering with something youâre both too enraged and emotional to name. Something like betrayal courses through youâ distracting you from the very real fact that the siren is drawing closer.
He says nothing as you shake your hands emphatically, eyeballs practically bulging out your head. They might pop out and roll. âYou-! You knew!â You accuse, momentarily stunned at the broken sound of your voice. âYou knew all along b-because you did it, didnât you? Youâve been lying to my face this whole timeâ You killed him! Y-You ripped him apart I fucking saw itââ
Your tirade is clipped short with a hiccuping gasp as you fully erupt into tears. You donât bother to wipe them or even hang your head, brows furrowed as Rafayel regards you with a contemplative, almost curious look.
An undercurrent of desire, dark and intense, exists under it, though, and you canât will yourself for any longer to view him as the same harmless, aquatic humanoid whoâd rescued you.
You find yourself for both a lack of coherency and also gratitude; he couldâve left you to decay at the bottom of the ocean for all you care, or thrown you to the hands of Neptune or the feeding pit of sharksâ itâs almost preferable to this.
Rafayelâs face, admittedly handsome, in a pretty way (albeit, youâve no idea why your brain is suddenly forming opinions on his appearance, especially now of all times), is relaxed, devoid of emotion. You recognize the impatience there, though⌠like thereâs been a string that youâve pulled taut.
The silent truth that has been overarching your life for the past couple months- you donât want to come to terms with it or you might break otherwise.
For the life of you, you canât even understand what his goals were in all of thisâ
You hurl your anger at him and flail your arms and shout until your trachea feels like aggregate when you swallow, and he waits it all out with an ease that gets you impossibly riled up.
You suck in a sharp breath and shudder when you open your eyes again, color seeming to reenter your periphery, and measure the distance Rafayel has bridged.
Gasping, you go to take a step back, knees knocking together like newborn foal as a distinct sense of panic rips through you- not right, it screams, and, you messed up, you messed up, you stupid, stupidâ
âSilly girl,â
A loud splash. A resistance.
Rafayel lurches his arm, belly almost brushing against the sandbar, and takes ahold of your ankle.
You let out a yelp, instantly reaching down to try to unlatch him from you, dismay robbing you of oxygen, but itâs too late for that. Each of your clumsy attempts is precluded. Faded scars line the knob of your ankle and Rafayel presses into them with the smooth pads of his fingers- forcefully, but heâs mindful not to use his nails. Heâs learned since the last time.
He gives one good tug and you stand no chance, falling with a slosh.
Pulling you towards him, heâs fully confident now that youâre in his liquid domain, slowly dragging you away from the shallow end, from home- or at least, the shriveled, sad remains of it.
Mortified, and still very much resisting himâ the merman surprisingly gentle, cognizant of your frailty despite the iron grasp he subdues you withâ you throw a frantic glance up and watch as the shore shrinks.
âNo!â Heâs very careful to keep your head above the tide, but youâre choking still.
This is not the first time heâs helped you into the ocean and swam recreationally with you, usually with the addition of little trinkets and pretty shells you bring to swap, but itâs definitely the first time heâs trapped you in his arms, lean and impossible to swat away, and ignored your asks to return to land.
You remember your front door then, funnily enough, how you left in a tizzy and far too shaken to lock it, and burst into another sob.
Youâll not be returning, will you?
âPlease!â You blubber with all the grace of a fish out of water. You squirm like one, too. âPlease, donât kill me, Rafayel, donât- donât eat meâ!â
A laugh, breathy but humored- cruel in its softness- rings at your ear. Gorgeous tail folded in front of you, brushing against your rear and the underside of your thighs as they fruitlessly kick out, Rafayel uses it to propel you both backwards, treating your kidnapping like a pleasant stroll.
âOf course I wonât eat you, princess,â he coos, placing a painless but clearly posessive- like heâs marking his territory- nip to the juncture of your neck and shoulder. It makes you shiver. âDonât you understand by now?â He frowns, âYouâre mine. The oceanâd sooner dry up then watch me lay a fin on you.â
Thereâs exactly zero things funny about this situation, so with a pang of wrath, you donât know why heâs laughing. Maybe at the irony, because in any case, he most certainly has laid a fin on youâ
You feel angry at yourself next in the seconds that follow, managing to bite into the flesh of his scale-dotted forearm and slip out of his gripâ thrashing away without ceremony before he hisses and curtly regathers you.
âYouâre a slippery fishie, huh, cutie? You canât seriously think Iâll just let you swim away though, right?â His tone darkens then, deepening with a quiet warning you canât help but feel is incongruous to the generally mild, sassy but otherwise friendly merman youâd grown to know.
When you try to break free again, the exertion summoning a state of near dry-drowning, Rafayel drops all efforts at patience and seizes you by the throat.
His hand curling around your neck, almost playing at the idea of testing just how tragic your power dynamic really is, he lets out a frustrated noise behind you. He knocks his nose into the side of your face, tealy lamella spotting the surface of his cheek and scratching against yours.
Unfamiliarly low, he grumbles out, âYouâd better stop fightinâ, girl, because if you spin out of control, thereâs no guarantee whatâll happen to you. Youâre hurting yourself. Stop it, now, I said.â
That fully frightens you. The scream buried within your throat dies, withers into nothing.
Attenuated, pointed nails graze the soft flesh of your jugular, reminding you of all the horrific, brutal ways he could sunder you in two, but they donât draw so much as a drop of blood.
âP-Pleaseââ You sputter, desperately digging at his forearms that make an X over your midriff and collarbone, your toes launching out of the water. Your fight, for as valiant as it is, is sapping you of an impressive amount of energy and at an alarmingly fast rate.
But you canât stop. You refuse to buckle to him- because to bow your head and agree to give in would be like finally surrendering to the cold reality that has, as of a number of weeks ago, completely shrouded your life.
Y-You canât admit heâs deadâ that youâre entirely crazy, widowed, and in the strictest definition aloneâ
âAh-ah, princess,â he murmurs as you heave wildly, âdonât you think thatâs enough running away? Itâs not fair if I canât come on land at all, you know. Come and swim with me for a while.â Rafayel coaxes, resuming his more mild demeanor within a blink.
He releases a somewhat exasperated, yet thrilled sigh. It shakes as it leaves his damp lips, blue and fuschia-red eyes glittering with barely repressed delight as he lifts his chin from your shoulderblade.
Then, he leans in towards your ear, and he sings.
âšâšâš
Everything is dream-like.
Birds soar overhead in a breezy circle. They offer a few, occasional squawks that help you to the conclusion of seagulls: paired with the rhythmic, wet purr enveloping you- and the warmth flushing your cheeks- youâd wager youâre at the ocean.
Perhaps a relaxing beach day with your fiancĂŠ. Heâs laid out the cloth (albeit, it feels oddly⌠hard, smooth as if the sand beneath is without lumps), and youâve just stirred from a long nap set to the backdrop of light, gusting sand and crashing whitecaps.
Something in your core throbs.
A particularly tall wave in comparison to the other relatively flat ones smacks against the black rock and cools your skin. Sweat beads at your forehead, the center of your thighs offering a sequence of dull aches that have you feeling weak, wanting nothing more than to let your eyes roll back and stay that way.
You make an incoherent noise as the metaphorical fog clears, buttery, white light warming you. Dawn, you realize hazily, lashes fluttering open gradually, itâs dawn.
âŚBut when youâd last blinked, it was late into the night.
Memories pour back in, a potpourri of muddled events tracing back to this moment- uncertainty startling you upright asâ
A hand, firm and a little slimy, presses your belly down.
It bars you from most movement, strong but gentle. A tongue- long and flat and fucking mind-numbing as it laps at your pussy- swirls experimentally against your clit and vibrates with a low, satisfied moan.
Not yours; but the next one that rings out, high and aroused and very, very afraid, is.
You can hardly recognize the sound of it. A thick beat of silence passes before you finally do, brain struggling to reconcile with this startling, admittedly idyllic panorama laid out before you.
A disoriented glance tossed down tells you all you need to know to confirm your fears, a sickness churning so deep in your gut you think itâs plausible you could puke up yesterdayâs supper. What spills out from your slack jaw is another helpless, pleasured mewl instead.
Rafayel, mostly submerged in the water but with his upper half braced against the flat rockâs ledge, drapes your legs (trembling, you confusedly note, as if theyâve been positioned that way for a while now) over his broad shoulders to better present his prize and feasts on it like a man starved. One large hand serves as like an anchor on your abdomen, keeping you moored as you positively lose your mind, the other carefully thumbing apart your slick folds.
Somewhere between the span of late last night and very early this morning, heâs gotten them puffy and unbelievably wet, your tight hole clenching around absolutely nothing as his lips- just as swollen and needy- suckle on your tiny bump of nerves.
You rest your head back against the smooth surface of the rock, lukewarm but not quite scorching yet- the sun still moseying its way up the sky, clouds parting to reveal a diluted yellow canvas behind them. Resignation weighs you down better than any hand ever could.
You bite down another moan mixed with a sob and leave dents in the tender tissue of your bottom lip.
He parts with your pussy for just a moment, hesitating like heâs sad to step out from its warmth, knuckling over your labia with a reverence you feel is misplaced considering the circumstances.
Heâs cruel when he lifts his eyes to yours, heavy-lidded and utterly transfixed.
The sincere, amorous glint in them is like a bucket of ice water dumped over your head, something you couldnât prepare for or adapt to in time, his head dipping down briefly to pepper a lingering kiss to the gooey seam of you. Mine, everything about the way he gazes up at you says, and, if you donât believe me then let me prove it.
âYouâre gorgeous,â he groans, the dark sphere of his pupils spilling out like ink onto a multicolored canvas. Heâs worshipful in nature, but curious- tentative to every little twitch your fatigued face gives, wondering how to push your buttons just right- perhaps above all, just desperate to know if your slick cunt will keep supplying him with that sweet, hot nectar- but itâs been so generous to him thus far, so he figures heâll just keep on taking.
âIt looks just like a seaflower,â he murmurs, breath ragged over the placid lull of the tide as he strokes your flesh, âLike the ones Iâd grab from the ocean floor to give you, but so much prettier... Sweeter.â
Rafayel is careful not to hurt you- you can tell, somehow, that heâs fighting tooth and nail with his inner animal, his baser instincts, to keep the last modicum of his control. Hurting you, no matter how accidental or quick, would be detrimental. He knows that. Heâs felt it. And to be perfectly honest, heâs quite enjoyed itâ but you donât fall under the category of food or paltry entertainment, no, youâre so much more than that to him.
The pretty, kind girl who kept the brainless town out of your unlikely relationship, who sang her way into his heart and stole it despite himself. His best friend, his sweet little playmate andâ
âŚMate. Yes, his mate.
âHave you been feeling me?â He asks suddenly. âAt home, in bed? Iâve been trying to call out for you,â he relays in an affected pant you wish to unhear as he resumes suckling at your shamefully wet pussy.
You hate this, how worked up heâs managed to get you, how pliant your own body has become as it all but sells itself to him- guilt and confusion swelling in your chest. âIâve been trying to get you to see how much I like you, princess. B-But itâs like youâve been shooing me away or somethingââ
You hardly give any mind to what heâs muttering about, the point of his nose nudging against your sensitive nerves and expediting your release as he licks eagerly at your folds, your whole body trembling with delight. You donât think you really want to know, anyway.
Sea salt shoots up against the rock, licking your limbs with a cool spritz. He muffles a low breath of amusement into you. âBut youâre here now, I guess. Mngh- and youâre so delicious. Youâre⌠fragile though,â he pants, prodding his long, hot tongue against your tiny clenching hole before delving inside it with a violent shudder, his cheeks bright red. âYou might have to help me inside, cutie. I donât exactly wanna break you.â
That stuns you. His words, single-minded and husky, remind you of just how fucked up this all isâ and a panic crosses the involuntary fog of your head as you snap it down to get a good look at him.
You were sure merfolk had their own means of reproduction, but itâd never been more than a passing curiosity until now, your heart in your throat as you squint to make out just what heâs working with beneath the water.
Lazily, he looks up to you and smiles when he discovers what youâre doing. Itâs a hungered, smitten one, sharp teeth peeking out and all. All your squirming is nothing more than an attempt at self-preservation, unsure of just what heâs endowed with but vaguely knowing- by the size of his tail and difference of species- you sure as hell wonât be compatible with it.
The need to escape is puissant and your limbs begin to moveâ but they feel oddly leaden, less like flesh and more like stone.
âYou wanna see me, pretty girl, yeah? Whatâre you planning to do?â He coos, swilling away at your watering cunt, nursing from the endless stream of juices like a man possessed. Your fiancĂŠ's face flashes before your mind and you make a choked sound.
As if sensing your thoughts, Rafayel lets out a little contented noise and nuzzles against the soft inner portion of your shaking thighs.
âHe screamed, just so you know,â a low chuckle rumbles from his chest and warps into a pretty moan. Itâs too light and dulcet for comfort, and it feels disproportionate to the general sting of it all. You loathe the unbidden current of arousal that gushes through you at it, wetting his slender fingers as it trickles down the thigh he cuffs.
One final shlick of your throbbing pussy and the merman maneuvers with relative ease onto the rock, his thick tail flopping off at the edge and disappearing into the crystal water. And thereâs nothing exactly large about Rafayelâs stature, but he feels heavy as he hovers over you, elbows flanking either side of your head, and the appendage that seems to summon itself between you, drooping with engorged need over your stuttering bellyâ
You donât want to look. Too afraid to.
You suppose you donât have to, anyway: Rafayel grabs your face and cradles your jaw in his smooth palm, hot, labored breaths warming your slack lips. The sun is lifting higher, now, a clementine-gold sky burning like blood low on the horizon. Soon, the temperatures- and his touch as it charts out the most intimate parts of you- will begin to bake your skin.
âHe was all bubbly under the water,â he groans with a trace of humor, âbut I saw the worry written all over his face. Back then, Iâd always wondered why he looked so concerned... not afraid, concerned. But I guess⌠it was âcause he had you to get back home to, huh, cutie?â
Saccharine sweet, he dotes before wrenching your chin up in a desperate, heedless kiss- the action all too cathartic too him but world-stopping for you- and you feel the fat head of something foreign bob between your folds.
âPoor guy,â he moans, voice absolutely ruined as you lurch helplessly beneath him, back arching to accommodate the impossible stretch. You expect it to hurt- to be a searing pain as his massive, inhuman cock spears you apart- but a near blinding delight racks through your body instead as he worms his way inside your walls, wet and primed, your eyes fluttering back.
âBut at least his death served a purpose. Youâd never have sung for me otherwise. Would never have- went out looking,â he shudders, hanging his head against the sweaty column of your neck, his brilliant-blue tail sloshing in the water on its own accord.
âItâs all thanks to him,â he growls out, tone oozing possession- the innocent little merman you befriended dematerializing before your very eyes. âYouâre mine now. Mine.â
And when itâs all said and done, strong, toned arms gathering you up with a low splash as the docks rupture with gradual life, the boots of fisherman croaking over waterlogged wood, and Rafayel takes you under the water- giving you breath with a deep, intimate kiss-
Youâve the feeling that your dreams of reuniting with your lover will fulfill themselves in their own roundabout, warped way.
But you know Rafayelâs not ever letting you go as he undresses your finger of its sparkling ring and tucks you away in his underwater coveâ placing you in his nest with reverence before prying apart your numbed legs with rekindled hunger.
Curling across your face, a soaked lock of your hair drifts absently in the still waters and Rafayel thumbs it aside, clipping it back with a little clamshell fashioned as jewelry. He leans over you contentedly, whole body and fluke swallowing you up without difficulty or protest, and happily feeds you oxygen from his lips.
You cling to him helplessly and have no choiceâ several hundred feet below land levelâ but to hungrily nurse from him every few hours and pray he wonât make the sudden decision to deprive you of it.
Something in his rippling eyes tells you he wonât, though.
He dips down to paste a lingering peck into your temple, the pad of his thumb roving appreciatively under your eye.
âDonât you think youâve seen enough of the land, princess? The brainless humans up there donât want you anymore, and thatâs okay,â he whispers, tiny bubbles floating like balloons before popping. âYou belong down here, with me. Who says you need a tail or fins to be one of us?â Mistily, you wonder just what exactly heâs trying to say and who heâs trying to convince of its veracity, a blip of frustration marring his pretty face before it retreats.
âIâll give you life for as long as I live,â he vows, mouth brushing tenderly against yours as his cheeks puff out and he blows.
âSee? Just like this, princess. Just keep holding onto me.â
hi! i hope youâre doing well. just discovered your blog and i love it already!
but yea for my request i was really hoping for an NSFW gundham story where heâs pretty well experienced, and he takes his S/Oâs virginity? maybe heâs super dominating or something. /.\
thank you so much lol
Notes:Hey you! So sorry for taking forever on this request, I still have a case of writers block but I gotta do my request đŠ
Warnings: NSFW, (AFAB body type;; apologies)
Characters: Gundham Tanaka
âIs that all you wanted?â Gundham looked at you puzzled as if you had asked the most normal question. You on the other hand were embarrassed and trying to act calm about what had happened.
âYeah, so can we? Of course if you donât want to itâs completely ok!â
âWe can.â You were in complete shock with how chill your boyfriend was being. This topic is not one to be taken lightly in a relationship and to be completely honest Gundham was excitedâno, honored to do this âritualâ with you, his S/o.
You turn to see him undoing his scarf and taking off his shoes. You were lost, not sure how to start. When you look back over his jacket was off as well.
âAh! Gundham, should I-?â
He cut you off with a deep passionate kiss. He slowly guides your hands to his head deepening the kiss. After a few seconds he releases you so you can breathe, giving you kisses on your neck and up your jawline
âMmm, that feels, Ah!â Letting out a quiet gasp Gundham chuckles lowly. Leaving a few marks he trails back down to your collarbone and pauses. Lifting up your shirt he starts to take it off.
âMy Queen, I must ask of your consent before continuing this ritual... or if we must we can stop here.â Giving your lips a soft kiss, he stares passionately into your eyes. With slightly parted lips you nod.
âKeheheh, Then prepare for this! I shall pound all of my love, and lust... into you!â
Embarrassed by his word choice you let out an airyďżź sigh. You lifted up you hand and placed it on his cheek, smiling at him.
He continued to take off your clothing until you were left in only underwear... which was soaking at this point.
âHey- why arenât...you getting undressed.â
âPatience my dear, I still havenât pleasured you yet... now, take off this cloth, it is only being in the way.â
Doing as told you took them off while Gundham moved you to the edge of the bed. Once you were situated and got off the bed and in front of your dripping pussy. He slowly moved his mouth to your clit giving it a few teasing licks savoring the taste.
âMhhhm~â the low vibrations of his voice sent a small shock of pleasure to you causing you to let out a sharp gasp. Gundham smiles at this reaction and starts to push his tongue in and out of your hole.
âMhm- Ahhhh! Gundham Please!â Feeling your walls clench Gundham keeps going, savoring this lewd moment.
Gundham kept going until you came. With an amazing feeling that washed over you, you sigh with a satisfied smile.
âKeheheh! My queen, I shall make sure you feel like the royalty you are. Now then let us get started.â
With bold words Gundham finally finishes undressing himself. Looking up from your lidded eyes they instantly dart down to his erect cock.
âGundham... itâs big.â Gundham smirks and positions himself at your entrance not needing any lube because of how wet you are, he slides himself in.
âAh!â
âGhh- so tight.â
Gundham grabs your cheek and gives it a kiss before slowly pounding himself into you. The sound of soft moans fill the room.
âMm- Ahh! More, ah! Please- Faster!â
In a blink of an eye Gundham lifts up your legs and starts to pound himself into you at an incredible speed. You can feel his dick penetrating your sweet spot.
âMy queen, Iâm almost there.â
âMmm me t- to.â
He kept on pounding into you trying to let you both reach your orgasms. A few more thrust and you came, tightening around his dick.
âGahhhh-â
You felt Gundhams cock twitch, and he released his cum into you. Slowly pulling out he gives a smirk of pride and chuckles.
âIt seems you are satisfying, correct? Now then, let us commence with the aftercare!â
He slowly up and starts a bath for the two of you to relax.
âI love you Gundham.â Caught off guard by your sudden statement of love he freezes
âI- I reciprocate those emotions as well.â
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