sorry but I am officially a joel miller apologist. the fireflies knock him out & as soon as he regains consciousness marlene breaks the news to him that ‘yah sorry you’re never going to see your daughter again bc the surgery is lethal. but here’s her knife as a keep sake <3′ i’m sorry marlene but u thought that was going to go over well? you thought the insanely dangerous and firearm proficient man was who obviously bonded to ellie was going to go calmly? she should have sent ten men to escort him out. thirty. she should have just shot him in the head while he was unconscious. but of course she underestimated how much he cared. what he would do for ellie. bc she knew mean gruff self serving survivalist joel not father joel. she didn’t even let joel and ellie say goodbye to each other. was planning on killing ellie without even telling her for an experimental procedure they had no proof would work. didn’t even give joel the option to see her one last time. “would u kill 1 person to save 100?” they didn’t even allow a fourteen year old the agency to answer that question. team joel
"there's no straight explanation for this' but there is always a queerplatonic explanation, you just aren't ready for that conversation yet
Messy doodle for @boopernatural adult ellie au again bcus i’m predictable
God is more flexible than whatever you stupid fundamentalists think and more nuanced than whatever you stupid liberals think. And more mercurial than whatever you stupid centrists think. God shares my exact views but with more beauty and truth.
task I've been dreading and putting off for weeks took literally four minutes and a very pleasant conversation
I will not retain this lesson
God Bless the Palestinian Muslims who are celebrating Ramadan. God Bless the Palestinian Christians who are celebrating Lent. God Bless the Palestinian Jewish people who are celebrating Passover.
I hope God makes this time of fasting easier on them and that they get closer to God. I pray that someday God will grant them rest and safety.
i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.
With how distant Ellie has been do y’all think Joel Thought he was hallucinating Her being there in the end? like as a dying comfort. Do you think he just wanted to see his daughter again? Do you think he died thinking he was alone? Not knowing it was really her? Do you think he even thought Ellie was unwilling to try and save him? And it was just his subconscious playing tricks? Do you think-
i feel like being in a fandom long-term has a very specific repetitive cycle that kind of looks like this