C.D. Wright

if i see a group of men laughing i just know its not funny

Ad Reinhardt Color Grid, Photograph(Hands) 1958

they invented a new low just for me

inside you there are two wolves

1202

i want to grow out my eyebrows and become the jellyfish woman with a blowfish tongue. i want to be the yellow teethed sun, smiling back at my own anger. i want to use my tears as a blanket and drape them over every heartache i have ever felt until the colors of my pain dilute into a disgusting brown puddle. then i will bathe in it. when i was sad about how slow i was moving through life i found comfort in the late-blooming trees, until i read that they are not really at a disadvantage compared to early-blooming trees. then i got mad. i had a dream of chopping off all my hair and leaving it on your doorstep. i want final proof that loving me never even crossed your mind. i want final proof that i will drive away the wrong people by being as ugly and loud as possible. i want to protect myself from becoming someone's saint.

Joseph Zbukvic (b. 1952, Zagreb, Croatia, Australia based) - Monet’s Lily Pond, Giverny      Paintings: Watercolors

My apathy is bc it costs 1 billion dollars for everything but its all simulacra of real things clothes haven’t been clothes since 2009 food is fake weird protein surrogate for real icecream everything is hollow and ugly and spiritually bankrupt but more expensive than ever and you have some clown on the internet talking about how i should go into debt for hailey bieber x dunkin donuts bukkake babe lipliner collab