Sleepy deer man
YESSS THAT IS WHAT I NEED
Experimenting with pixels 🔆
Terfs & Radfems dni 🚫
El otro día dejaron esta conversación en el chat de simply plural, y como me hace gracia quería compartirla 🤣 — Ángel
Oh, yes
Loki doesn't tear you down and build you back up.
Loki doesn't force you into anything.
Loki tests you.
Loki sees what you can handle.
He doesn't catch you when you fall, but he helps you back up.
He stays with you when you just want to curl up and cry.
Not speaking, just being there.
He cheers you on when you're able to stand up again.
Loki grabs you by the hand and tells you a story.
And he helps you forward.
No, he doesn't tear you down.
He helps you up after you've fallen. He helps you to grow.
And he guides you as you rebuild your world after it's all come apart. Stronger and better.
And if that's what they mean when they say I'm inviting chaos into my life
Then come on in, Loki.
Let's do this together.
date spots
My adolescence in a nutshell (??)
As an Alastor fictive, i have been doing this kind of stuff for years so... i truly recommend it. Thank you for enlist such a wonderful tips. //genuine
If it helps anyone... Lately, I add the activity of recording short ""podcast"" to send friends, talking them about thoughts or anecdotes. That puts myself infront of the microphone and gives me comfort — A.🎙
Hello, my name is Alastor. I am a fictive from Hazbin Hotel.
I've been feeling dysphoric about the (female) body recently, so I decided to write things that I do to help those feelings, in case any other versions of me are looking for ways to help themselves.
Wear semiformal/formal clothes. Any colors work for me, but red/black is prefered.
If you can, do crafts that help you feel better (this could be anything you feel you're missing that could be easily accomplished) or buy things online.
Try to make your voice sound more flat when you talk.
There are lots of radio filter softwares, and programs to make your voice sound like Alastor specifically. I've spent a great deal of time just talking through the filters and then listening to myself. I'm weird, I know, but it helps.
Listen to the radio! Doesn't matter what it is, music or just talk stations.
if there's a time when you're talking into a microphone (whether it be theatre, making a podcast or blog, etc), imagine you're doing your radio show. If you actually do radio, even better!
If you can with friends, or when you're alone, refer to modern things in an old-timey way. It's hard to explain, but you know what I mean.
Listen to music. There are many hazbin playlists, or just listen to jazz or whatever helps you feel in the right mood.
And lastly, remember to always wear a smile!
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WOW I REALLY LOVE IT!! this is AWESOME! AND THE QUOTE IS EPIC!!
My new tattoo today. I came up with the quote on my own.
Lost innocence.
Okay, before I go on my rant, there are manga spoilers from the Arcs that are ahead of where Anime is, so you are being WARNED.
It kind of makes me sad that everyone hates Lizzy nowadays. Like idk what people expect from her. She is 14.
Freaking 14!
You know what we are doing at 14? Worrying and losing shit about our exams and not having good looks at 14.
Like, put yourself in her shoes. The girl lost not only her fiance but also two of her best friends, her uncle and aunt who would have dotted on her with how we know Vincent and Rachel were. She lost them all, and then after a month, one of her cousins came back saying he was her fiance, and this went on for three years.
I'm not saying Our Ciel is a bad guy here or anything. He had his own reasons. But think of it from Lizzy's side. This is supposed to be the boy who she sacrificed so much for. The boy for whom she exchanged beautiful heels for flats, appeared frail and girly because her supposed fiance had been scared of strong women since he was a child and she didn't want him to hate her or be scared of her, so she hid away her natural talents so he wouldn't think of her as the same way he thought of her mother. This is the girl who cried while trying to save the supposed fiance from walking corpses because she thought he'd hate her for being able to protect herself and him and not being girly.
Like has anyone thought about the fact there might have been things that Lizzy and Real Ciel might have discussed that Our Ciel wouldn't know about? Like for this instance here, from Chapter 66 when they are celebrating Easter.
This is seriously something to put into consideration that Lizzy is infact talking to him about something that she had told him before the fire at Phantomhive manor. And he doesn't knows it. And she is shocked. And she is shocked to the point that for the first time in what we have read the manga she asks that what happened to him in that ome month that changed him so much.
And then, all of sudden she is reunited with the guy who knows exactly what she and him talked about when they talking of their future. Mind you both Ciel were 10 and Lizzy was 11 at that time.
Do we even put it into thought that maybe Real Ciel might have given her a whole detailed version of what actually happened when he was killed, like how Our Ciel got the Phantomhive ring and all the gruesome details, and God knows would have told her what else?
And idk if you get it or not, but the fact that she's actually beating herself over is that she couldn't find any difference between Real Ciel and Our Ciel, which, again, if you put yourself in her shoes, will make sense that her reaction is right.
Source: Chapter 144
And even after that, her thoughts first go to how our Ciel might be mocking her or not then she tells Edward what she actually thought at the moment.
These two boys who she played with since they were kids, these two boys who were her best friends, and she couldn't find a difference between her fiance and his brother. It's not anything but traumatizing and something that anyone would feel tremendous guilt over. And even then she is feeling far more guilty over the fact that if she had known the truth, she could have ended up hating Ciel because he wasn't her fiance.
Reminds you guys of something?
Source: Chapter 11
She knows she would have turned bitter and we possibly would have seen the same reaction we did when Madam Red attempted to kill Our Ciel. Something which did happen when we saw her attacking Sebastian when he tried to retrieve her from the Sphere Music Hall. And if not that she feels guilty of playing part in what happened with Our Ciel and the Scotland Yard being set on his tail.
She feels hurt, guilty and confused all over not knowing what to do or who to side with because the guy who was okay with her being a strong woman was not her actual fiance but his younger twin.
Overall. Give the girl a break. She's 14, confused, and emotionally traumatized. Get that we love Our Ciel. I do too. But let's not get angry at a 14-year-old girl and allow her the liberty of having emotions like any real 14-year-old is allowed because let's accept it her situation ain't anything pretty.