Feeling Very Happy After This Week!!!! So This Week On The 2nd My Winter Break Ended And That Was My

i’ve talked about this before, that i’m not very able to go to school. i have disabilities and mental illness blah blah. it makes school a really tricky thing, don’t get me wrong, i’d live in mr.k’s classroom if it meant i could always be around him! but i haven’t been to school in a month, and haven’t seen mr. k since last semester!

i’m getting greedy. i miss him and i keep rereading his emails and looking at pictures of us. i am genuinely missing him like he’s oxygen and when we last spoke i asked about his new classes, he said “they’re not you..but they’re nice”. i was in one of his first ever classes. this man had never taught solo before last semester and i was one of the first.

i miss him. i’m jealous of all the girls who sit and listen to him everyday. i sometimes wish i would’ve failed his class just so i could retake it. i wish i’d asked more questions, gave him full attention no matter what. i miss him so much.

i really need to go outside and get attention from a man jesus christ it’s like i’m a woman who lost her husband in the war

something something everyone helping each other through their scars something something you dont have to face your traumas alone your friends love you and want to help something something wally clocking mr manfredo rhonda repeating to wally that none of it was real charley picking up the deathplay football when wally couldn't keep a grip on it all of them staring down the table full of charleys and not letting him near the vending machine alone

something something I can't carry it for you but I can carry you.

Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

hi guys🤭

so full update of the current school situation i have.

i’m completely not going to school, i’ve missed so much of this semester and i’m not mentally or physically capable of attending, so we’ve switched me into a credit recovery class and i will probably do summer school (maybe?)

but that’s not what i’m here to say,

i emailed Mr.K and as we know, he’s the cutest thing on earth.

i emailed him, here’s the bullet points

im not coming to school anymore

are your new classes as good as my class

hehe that’s silly no class can compare to mine ;)

i went on a date with a boy who was in our shared class with mr k

it was awful

i miss you

hey do you think i’ll regret not going to prom and graduation and such

do you? (he didn’t finish high school he went through a GED course)

advice?

love you miss you

and i finished it with a wholesome meme/picture of two bunnies and it said “no bunny compares to you”

and the next morning he emailed me back with

omg i missed you too

sad to hear you aren’t physically capable to come in for school

classes are good

definitely not you tho ;)

sorry about that date

i never liked that kid either

i do regret not going to prom and those experiences

but it worked out for the better

no matter what you choose i know you’ll be great

miss you bye

and signed off with a ~Mr. K

all cutesy like 🤭

i just love the kindness he naturally exudes.

anyway i love love love him, i really wish i could see him every day like last semester but emailing will do for now

I fucking fell for it

when i get to heaven the real gun emoji will be there waiting for me

Fighting these demons

Every single day the voices in my head whisper to me that I should get a spine tattoo…they’re getting more convincing

i’m just a girl \o/

the tc girlies that can see their teachers as solely platonic or friendly crushes are honestly so REAL but i cannot look at that old fucking dude without wanting to suck his dick. i’m just a girl.

runaway with an older man

i want them all.

💌❤️‍🩹