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[description]: jax teller x fem!reader
[wordcount]: 2.4k
[cw]: 18+ only, smut, jealous overprotective Jax, angst, short fight scene (if you can even call it that), car sex, oral f receiving, teasing, unfinished sex
[authors note]: I had this idea floating around for awhile and then this request inspired the rest! thank you!
âIâm sure you say that to all the ladies.âÂ
You were along the bar, chin in palm, blinking your lashes at the man sitting beside you. He smiled back wryly. He was pretty perfect. Clean cut, slightly muscular, no tats covering him from top to bottom, no bike sitting in the parking lot. He was a little cocky, aware of his good looks, and in all honesty, any other day heâd be the type of guy youâd usually find pretty boring. But for tonight, heâd be a welcome distraction.Â
âSo youâre really here alone?â the man asked, looking around as he took a sip from the glass in front of him.Â
You smiled back, twisting a strand of hair into your fingers as you sipped your beer, âthat surprise you?âÂ
âSomeone like you doesnât come around here often. Can't imagine you havenât been snatched up yet.âÂ
Technically, he was right. Jax and you hadnât spoken in days, and although the mutual silence was a regular occurrence, you somehow always found a way back to each other. It never had been made âofficialâ, but it never really needed to be. You both stuck to each other like the end poles of magnets, impossible to keep apart yet impossible to stay together. You and Jax were a burning flame amongst a sea of trees condemned to an endless drought. Your love was toxic and infuriating, and it pained you both how hurtful you could be to one another. Yet for some reason, you always went back. Youâd reconnect, one of you would fuck up, and then it was back to square one all over again.Â
âHavenât found the one yetâ, you teased.Â
He gestured to the bartender with his hand, âcan I buy you another beer?âÂ
You smiled politely back at him, âyou can buy me as many as you want.â
You picked up your drink and pulled his hand with your other as you led him to one of the quiet booths settled at the back of the bar. You spent the next hour cosying up to your stranger, soaking in the attention he gave you. He was overly attentive and extremely polite, almost a little too nice for your liking. No roughness on the edges, no fight in him. Just a gentleman through and through. You sat inches from each other, tension building as the drinks continued to appear.Â
âCan I kiss you?â The man asked as he leaned in, hovering above your face. It wasnât often you were asked to be kissed. You stared into his eyes through your long lashes, nodding in approval.
He smiled shyly into your lips as they pressed against his. He was gentle, his hands slowly moving to your waist, never straying further.Â
He laid back into the bench, taking a sip from his beer. âYou know I never did catch your name.âÂ
You didnât want to share anything with this stranger, the anonymity bringing less questions and expectations.Â
âLater.âÂ
You cupped his face in your hand, grazing his jaw with your fingertips as you brought his mouth to yours again.
He was nice, but the longer you spent kissing your gentle stranger, the more you yearned to be in the hands of your depraved biker. Jax was urgent and desperate for you each time you were in his arms. There was a mutual desire that turned you both into crazed maniacs when you were together. It was something youâd searched for every time you were with someone else, because nobody youâd ever come across had given you that same feeling.Â
Jax had a way of turning you into the only girl in the world. Until he was fucking the next croweater who threw themselves at him the following day.Â
Tonight, you were going to allow yourself to enjoy the gentlemen in front of you. You leaned back into the bench, trying to edge him on top of you as you sunk into the bench against his lips.
You were so entangled in your stranger that you never even noticed him arrive with half of The Club. It wasnât until you were interrupted by the break in your lips as he was pulling the man off you by his shirt, forcing him to the floor as he was knocked flat on his back.Â
âJax!â
âDude! What the fu-â he tried to stand up, but Jax placed his shoe directly on his chest, crushing him to the ground. The man grunted under the weight, failing to pry the shoe off of him. âWhat the fuck are you doing!?â
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â He pressed down into the manâs chest harder, restraining himself from crushing his rib cage all together.Â
The stranger looked at you with wide eyes, trying to speak through the force compounding his lungs, âshe said she was alone!âÂ
Jax smiled at him as he laid spread out on the dirty bar floor.Â
âI donât give shit what she said. Your time is up, pretty boy.â Â
You were ashamed to admit that you thoroughly enjoyed watching Jax furious with envy over you, but you did feel bad for the innocent guy beneath his sneaker.Â
âGet the fuck off him, Jax.âÂ
He glanced up at you, taking a long look at your flushed pink cheeks and swollen lips.
The crowded bar was now zoned in on your table, watching and entertained by the drama unfolding. Chibs, Juice and Bobby guarded the table, ensuring no onlookers got in the way of Jaxâs jealous fuelled rage.Â
He picked the man up by his collar, pulling him to his feet as he threw him against the wall. Jax gripped at his jaw, lifting his chin to force his eyes towards you at the bench. âI suggest you apologise for bothering my girl.âÂ
âJax donât be ridiculous-âÂ
He ignored you, glaring at the man in his grasp, tightening the grip on his collar.Â
âIâm sorry, okay!âÂ
âNot to me, asshole. To her.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, watching as he tormented the innocent stranger you had set yourself upon.
âIâm sorry I bothered you.â His voice cracked from the hold Jax had on his collar, draining the circulation from his neck.
Jax shoved the man off the wall, releasing him as he was once again flown across the laminate. He stumbled to regain his balance before he started running, bolting for the exit. He disappeared at the speed of light, chuckles from Juice and Chibs echoing through the bar as he ran.Â
You stood up from the bench, storming off in anger for the door.Â
Jax followed you into the empty, dark car park outside the bar. His hands stuffed into his pockets as he watched you slump against the brick wall, sliding down to sit on the pavement. You put a cigarette to your mouth as you searched for a lighter in your bag. You hadnât felt tipsy until the air hit you, realising your head was spinning.
He paced over to you, crouching forward with his lighter, igniting the cigarette between your lips.Â
âYouâre such a prick sometimes, you know that?âÂ
Jax slid down the wall beside you, his legs bent slightly at the knees as he sighed to himself, lighting his own cigarette. âNot gonna argue with that.âÂ
He exhaled a large cloud of smoke as he spoke, âbut you were basically fucking that guy in an open bar, y/n.âÂ
âFirst of all, no I wasnât.âÂ
He chuckled, amused by your irritation.Â
âAnd second of all, what the fuck has that got to do with you? Youâre the one who decided to get knee deep in Ima last week, again.âÂ
âI told you I was drunk.âÂ
âAnd now Iâm drunk tooâ, you protested.
He shook his head as smoke escaped his lips, fingers twirling the silver lighter in his hands. âThat isnât going to happen again.â
Your head fell back as you groaned at his promise, leaning against the hard brick behind you. âYeah, âcause I havenât heard that one before.âÂ
He smiled, nudging your leg with his playfully. âYou know I mean it. Doesnât matter who Iâm inside, there's only one face I see.âÂ
You turned your head towards him, leaning your face on his shoulder. âIâm tired of this, Jax. You and your mommy issues are giving me whiplash.âÂ
âYeah, well your baggage ainât so easy to handle either.â He placed a hand over the back of your head, stroking your hair as he spoke.
You responded with a punch to his knee, swaying his leg. âYou canât just keep beating men up because theyâre interested in me. That guy was actually sweet.âÂ
He threw his cigarette across the pavement before he grasped his hands into your hair, entangling his fingers between the strands. He crushed his lips against yours, his tongue lapping into your mouth. His fingers smoothed against your face, the feeling of his cold rings brushing against your cheek. Your foreheads connected as your eyes closed, resting silently along each other. âI can be sweet too.âÂ
You chuckled, playfully biting his lip. âYouâre a sweet, jealous prick, Teller.â
He pulled into you once more, pecking your lips slowly before escalating into your lips, pulling you on top of him. You straddled him there in the lot, surrounded by empty parked cars in the dead of night. His hands gripped at your waist, pulling your body tighter to him, the feeling of his erection pressing into your jeans. Your hands twisted into his hair, holding his head against yours. He smirked against your lips, trailing his hands lower to your ass, as he secured his hands in your back pockets. He stroked your cheek with his nose, kissing the pink tinted skin.
âI just donât like sharing whatâs mine.âÂ
Your mouth found his as you raised your eyebrows, mumbling into his lips, âthen take what's yours.â
He grinned, lifting you in one swift motion from his lap, standing you up against him. He pulled you across the parking lot as you stumbled drunk, trying to keep up. He led you to your car, opened the back door and pushed you flat against the back seat.Â
Jax laid above you, planting himself between your legs. He angled himself between the seats, crushing his mouth against yours. His touch was ravenous, ripping the buttons from your jeans waistband as he pulled the denim from your ass. You giggled as he struggled to get them off entirely between the leather of the flat seat. You lifted yourself up, helping as he removed them. He pulled at your shirt, lifting it higher to expose the skin around your stomach as he leaned into you, gnawing at the skin in short pecks from your navel to your now exposed panties. You grasped at his hair as he claimed you with his warm mouth, suffocating himself into the fabric that covered your mound.Â
âJesus Christ, youâre fucking soaked for me.â He groaned at the taste of your slick pooling into the cotton, pulling your panties to the side. He circled his tongue against your clit, watching you, utterly mesmerised as you whimpered at the sensation. He rolled his thumb against your dripping fold, âthis pretty cunt is mine.âÂ
Vibrations filled your entire being as he nuzzled into your mound, lapping his tongue repeatedly against your slick, his hands lifting your ass to push deeper into you. You tugged at the roots of his blonde hair, drunken moans of his name filling the car park as you struggled to keep quiet. He pulled away, his face glistening from your juices as he smirked at you, caressing his fingers against your pussy. âYou want your sweet guy to finish you off?â
Your head fell back at the taunt, âcâmon Jax, donât- stop-â
He pulled your panties down your ass, exposing your cunt entirely. His tongue stroked you, prodding at your swollen nub, before hesitating again. âTell me youâre mine.âÂ
âFuck, Jax- Iâm- yours. Iâm only yours.â The words trailed slowly from your gritted teeth, your head swirling from the feeling and the beer. You chased for his mouth, drawing your hips up closer to his face.
âLook at me when you tell me.â
You used all your might to lift your head from the seat, finding his eyes staring into yours, fire blazing within them. You spoke between your sharpened breaths, trying to form a coherent sentence. âI said- Iâm yours.â
âI canât hear you, darlinâ. Youâre only what?âÂ
Your head collapsed into the leather seat, cries escaping your lips as you squirmed your hips higher to find his mouth again. âIâm yours- Jax- shit-â
âThatâs my pretty girl.âÂ
He stoked his tongue against your clit, enjoying every moment as you pleaded through your moans for him to take you to your climax. He was revelling in your anguish as he teased at your cunt. He played with your folds again, his fingers caressing the soaking skin.Â
âNo other man comes near my pussy, isnât that right?â
You groaned in response, his claim on you sending you further into spiral. âNo- no one else.â
His lips reconnected to your cunt, whimpers of desperation pouring from your lips. His fingers finally found your entrance, rewarding you as he slid into your seam, pushing you towards your release.Â
He muttered into your mound, âyou only cum for me.â
Your body exploded at his instruction, collapsing onto his fingers as they curled against your sweet spot, his mouth soaking in your orgasm. He delighted at your unravelling, his hands travelling your body as he found your breasts, kneading into the soft skin.
âThatâs it, pretty girl. Let go for me.â Your thighs shook around his face uncontrollably, squeezing his head into your cunt.
He released his hand from your mound, hovering over you as his lips laid flush against yours. He danced around your mouth, forcing you to taste your slick that covered his tongue. Jax straddled over your hips, holding himself up against the headrest of the seat as his throbbing cock found your entrance. He positioned himself, sliding between the folds, a squeal escaping your throat as he filled you entirely.Â
Before he could fuck you senseless, a loud repeated bang was heard against the hood of the car, startling you both.
âJackie boy! We gotta go!â
Jax collapsed against you, groaning in frustration. If you werenât so drunk from Jax and the beer, you wouldâve been furious. Instead you giggled, amused by the interruption, âChibâs and his impeccable timing.â He sighed, his head resting against your chest.Â
He pulled out from you, as you rushed to put your underwear back in its place. He smirked against your mouth as he kissed you one last time, parting your lips between his, "guess Iâll just have to finish claiming you later.â
read part two here
Hereâs the machine you get when you call the âEaster Eggâ number that was shown on Mayans MC S01E03! DO NOT REMOVE MY CAPTION.
Welp that's gotta suck
inexpensive reg haul
đdollar store:
cute kids cups (disney//MLP//cartoons)
mini coloring book packets
dolls, stuffies n other small toys
baby supplies!!! oils/lotion/bathing stuff
patterned socks
kids story/activitie books
mini paint sets
stickers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seasonal decorations (valentines day is my favorite!)
cute hair accessories
đfive below:
$1-$5 toys, dolls/outside/other
cute graphic tees
bath bombs/face masks/scrubs
art supplies! (crayola included)
super fuzzy journals
glitter phone cases n accessories
room decore!!
small totes/bags
beanie booâs
do-your-own kits!
đfamily dollar:
mini pool w/ inflatables
$5 movies
kids makeup/ accessories
bubble bath/ detangler
candels
kids bedding/pillows
cheap pajamas w/ cute prints
paintable picture frames
crafts!!
squirt guns/ water toys
đwalmart:
pet fish!
kids undies//socks
toy section!!!!!!!
baby snacks (gerbee puffs/ yogurt)
craft supplies
posters
$5 movies/video games
decorative pillows (body pillows around $12 but super cute!!)
fresh flowers
foam crawler mats
masterlist
word count: 1645
warnings: smut
music: i'm on fire by bruce springsteen
He lit a cigarette and took the first drag when he heard the footsteps. His ears were already tuned to that specific trot, the ears of a disgruntled hunter that felt like this was going on for too long.
Usually this business takes one day. He clocks the chick, approaches her, makes her laugh, and shows them both good time, all under twelve hours. Here, this was already past a week. The conversations, the dancing, the smiles and flirting was all very good, but the longer Chibs dragged it out, the more difficult it would be to sever the ties later. He tried not to think of the future, readying his feet, as he listened to her approaching footsteps. Straight into his den, main office, she went. Probably confused it with the accounts room, the doors looks similar. His mind wandered lazily, reminding him that Jackie did ask her to help out a little.
You opened the door and stepped in, and it took you just one second to see Chibs, to immediately understand that you're screwed.
Shit, said the tiny voice, as you stepped back again, closed the door and started running away.
"Nope", he snapped. His eyeballs already took the picture: loose hair, summer necklace and a fucking green sundress. With tiny little flowers. Maybe daisies. He jumped up and all but tore the handle out as he opened the door. He caught you midway, lifting you above the floor with one arm.
"No, you're going to pay for this now", he rumbled lowly into your ear, pressing his face into the nape of your neck, as he dragged you back into the office. You giggled, losing your breath, as you swooped through the air, when he finally married you back with the floor. You stumbled a couple steps back, until the opposite wall cut your escape. You looked at Chibs who was closing on your like a wolf. No, the dog that's been tugged too violently. You weren't sure you hated it completely.
"A week and a half you've been clicking on me nose", he said, "you didn't really think you'd get off?"
You offered him a brave smile, your heart racing like this was an armed robbery. Chibs' face mirrored the smile, but darkened. A step at a time, he approached you, taking in every little detail of the body he was about to violate.
"Whatever am I going to do with ya now?"
"I hope you won't make me dance", you chuckled.
"Now don't give me ideas, you bratty mink", he rattled, grabbing you by the arm and then almost releasing, so that the hold is not too firm. He slid his hand up and down your shoulder, then tickled the ribs. His breath burned your temple, then your face flushed as you finally felt his mouth moving against yours. Chibs kissed you, aggressively at first, just like his touch was, to show how he felt about the whole situation. Then you could barely register what was happening. His tongue, filling your mouth, and one hand, sliding down the thigh and sneaking under the skirt; your knees caved in a little and you couldn't hold a stifled moan. He licked your trembling mouth properly, before letting you take a breath, and then sharply twirled you around like a puppet. Pulling a desk closer, he laid one hand on your back.
You were so wet at this point it was getting uncomfortable. Chibs took his time, probably thinking about how you pulled him apart, vein by vein, a big offense in his eyes; his wounded hand stayed down, massaging your thigh and cluthing on one buttcheek, almost too hard. The other, tugging in your hair, pulled your head back, and you closed your eyes.
"I hope you don't mind me asking", he croaked gently into your ear. His voice gave you shivers, and you twitched under him, the body screeching for some development. The office smelt like smoke, sweat and candy.
"But I'd like some context on that one time when Ned tried to fucken choke ya", you breathed through your mouth, the tip of your tongue restless, "cause I get the same impulse about once a day now".
"I thought you were better than that", you laughed out, excited.
"Didn't take ya for someone who only sees good in people", he uttered, before placing a small kiss on the back of your shoulder. His beard was delightfully tickly. You gasped as his other hand finally reached the hem of your underwear, before slithering inside.
"Oh, you got something for me", he whispered, "don't ya, baby".
You didn't feel like saying anything, arching your back so hard, asking silently, like you were trying to snap your spine. As his fingers started caressing you, you swayed your hips, your hands clenching his forearms.
"What is it? What is it that you want?" he mocked, keeping you in place with one hand on your neck. You laid on the desk, a rash thought visiting you, that you completely forgot why you were here in the first place. And where was, here. This was so good, as he demanded, you had to scramble for words.
"Tell me, what is it that you want from yer dog, Y/N", he insisted. You let another moan leave your lips, moving your hips, and yet his fingers refused to slip inside, because he was bringing his revenge on you.
"If you... don't fuck me now, I'll come anyway, and you won't have your fun", you whispered, your mouth dry. His low laughter vibrated into your back:
"You just can't bring yourself to ask, can you?"
You shook your head, then moved your body to let him know you wanna turn, but Chibs didn't budge.
"No, you'll stay here, sweethear. Now we're doing it my way".
You heard the buckle of his belt clink, and braced yourself. Chibs lifted up your dress, tracing the lines of your body with an open palm, as he gave a little soft squeeze to your shoulder, comforting, he slid inside of you, making you yell out with surprise, and pleasure.
He knew it would be good, but now he was finally celebrating. The view of your arched back, with this soft green dress, and the hair, the walls of your vagina pulsating fevereshly around his cock the second he was there; - he had to slow down for a second at first, searching for the pace, but it was all like a fever dream. Like he was high; the convulsions the body in front of him was going through, made it almost impossible to contain himself. The girl was so starved, so utterly untouched that he almost felt dirty; hell, he was dirty, a dirty bastard, and that's why he got this excellent, wet, hugry cunt. He always got the best one; a matter of skill, but this was pure heaven of reciprocity. He couldn't restrain the desire to bend onto her and taste the skin on her back; nipping, nibbling, as he went faster and faster. You were gasping for air, letting out only a small yelp every time he pushed into you, holding on for your dear life. You stood on your toes to change the angle slightly, so that his cock would slide against the clit every time, and felt the climax approaching. His hand cupped your chin so gently, in contrast with how he was hammering into you, and you mouthed his name on the verge of your might:
Filip, Filip, Filip.
You loved hearing his voice into your ear, low, like he was finally nibbling on a bone he's been chasing. You were almost that. Twisting your neck to an inhuman angle, you caught his mouth, and he filled you on both ends, and you finally came, tensing your whole body around his throbbing cock, and he hummed approvingly. You couldn't believe the relative quiet he demonstrated, as opposed to the whirlwind of sensory overload you just experienced. Panting, catching for air with your mouth, you still felt the electric clouds of mellow pleasure in your body, and Chibs turned you around like a toy again.
"You are very easy to please", he murmured favorably, the sight of his face making you blush again. You tried to shrug, which made him chuckle at the awkward movememnt. You threw your head back, unable to focus just yet. Your lips moved, with only a shade of a phrase. His hand was cupping one of your breasts through the dress, pressing lightly.
"What was that?" he bowed above you, took your hands and wrapped them around his neck. He wasn't done yet.
"Am I forgiven?" you whispered. The sound of his laughter made you wheeze with joy,
"You could never do wrong, my good girl", hand caressed the side of your face as he pushed his cock back. You felt like you saw something you weren't supposed to; the teeth, his smile, pulling his mouth open, his black eyes drilling you before he went on and pressed his face into the anterior of your neck. He started thrusting harder, his hands clutching your thighs, and you felt the second orgasm almost coming. There was a scent of violence in the last several seconds before he gave a big sigh, releasing one of your legs. You both went quiet for some time, and then Chibs went straight to kissing, plucking pecks like little targets onto your collar bones, your chest, neck, your face.
He did win, but he also felt like he fell into one of the snares. He had a distinct feeling like he was thigh-deep in it, because holding you was so nice. He would have to talk about it with the youngster for sure. Filip was an experienced human and he knew that, out of all the ways to kill, a woman knew the most intricate ones.
"Tickles", you yelped, shivering, and he helped you sit up.
"Kiss me".
He obeyed.
To prevent nightmares:
đteach your stuffie an anti-nightmare song so they can sing it while you sleep, but make sure they donât fall asleep on the job!
đcuddle with your stuffie, theyâll protect you
đsame goes for blankets
đa calming smell, like lavender, before bed can relax you
đdonât drink caffeine or alcohol too close to bedtime (2 hourish range) and donât eat too much sugar
đdonât watch or read scary or upsetting movies, shows, books, etc.
đdonât stay up too late (personally if Iâm up after 3 I get nightmares)
đget enough sleep EVERY night or close to it, sleep deprivation can really effect your dreams
đget tucked in if you have a caregiver, or tuck yourself in with plenty of blankies and stuffies!
đknow that nightmares are normal, it isnât real, and that it canât physically hurt you
đdonât eat too much sugar or consume alcohol a few hours before bed
đpro tip: remember that monsters are scared of monsters!
đtry not to go to bed when really angry, scared, sad, or feeling strong negative emotion
đget a dream catcher
đhaving a nightlight can assure you that thereâs nothing in the dark before bed (I get kinda scared before I go to bed if there isnât a nightlight)
Going back to bed after a nightmare:
đ€keep that nightlight plugged in!
đ€call your caregiver if possible
đ€practice breathing and grounding exercises
đ€stay up for a little bit if you really canât fall asleep - just donât go on your phone because of the light
đ€essential oils can also be calming (an essential oil diffuser is highly recommended)
đ€drink sleepytime tea, hot chocolate, or warm milk (or any calming drink w/o caffeine)
đ€wake up the stuffie you taught the anti nightmare song to - they probably fell asleep on the job, so they need to be woken up via cuddles
đ€donât try to force yourself to go back to bed, or go to bed before youâre fully calmed down
đ€write down your nightmare if you can remember it, so when you wake back up in the morning you can reprocess it to see if it meant something
-on the same note, if you have them frequently and go to your doctor, youâll have a good record of them
đ€turn off your lights and turn on a fan or white noise for background noise, it makes it easier to go back to bed
đ€have your caregiver rock you to sleep (if possible)
đ€cuddle with your biggest stuffie
đ€roll yourself up into a prince/princess/little burrito to be extra comfy!!
đ€cuddle with pets if you have any
đ€practice progressive muscle relaxation (fancy words for slowly tensing and relaxing your muscles to relax your body)
-Pumpkin and Blueberry đ§Ąđ
idk. just a hooman trying to live life ig? đ€·đ»đ€·đ»đ€·đ»
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