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geto supposes this is a bit oddβhe doesnβt usually race to apartments and knock on doors incessantly at three am, he doesnβt usually show up in a wrinkled t-shirt and mismatched socks, and he doesnβt usually have his hair in a low bun thatβs threatening to fall out any second.
but then again, heβs not usually staying up late at night and thinking about how the dude you called cute in your philosophy class is planning to ask you out tomorrow.
βsuguru, what are youββ
βi love you,β he interrupts, a rushed and panted out statement, making your eyes widen. you stare at him, blinking as the light from the hallway stings your sleep hazed eyes.
βwhat are youββ
βi really fucking love you, and i think you should date me.β
and he does. geto suguru has been in love with you since the day you move next door to his childhood home. heβs been in love with you since the day you step foot on his lawn and tell him he needs a haircut. heβs been in love with you since the moment you worm your way into his life and bring your unwarranted opinions and know-it-all attitude, and he thinks that heβs the only one who deserves to love you at all.
the guy from philosophy (whatever his name is) doesnβt deserve your playful banter and witty remarks. he doesnβt deserve your random fun facts and ceaseless rambles. he doesnβt deserve your late night texts and whispered facetimes, and he doesnβt deserve you. not like geto does, at least, and geto suguru is not letting a mere schoolgirl crush come in the way of his carefully nurtured love.
βsuguru, itβs three am,β you say in disbelief, rubbing the sleep from out of your eyes as you decide to acknowledge his (rather bold) statement after your brain starts functioning.
βthatβs okay. i still love you at three am,β he shrugs, pouting to himself. he eyes your appearance, tries not to stare too hard at the way your shirt is a little low at the neckline, tries to avoid glancing at the plumpness of your lips for too long as you process his words with a soft frown.
βoh, really? you should know iβm rather grouchy when iβm sleepy,β you warn him, and then he cracks a smileβbecause thatβs all he needs to hear to know you feel the same.
and he supposes itβs not hard to figure out that you do. itβs not hard to see that thereβs love in the way you flick his forehead and tell him to piss off, or the way you curse him out as he steals your food with a scowl, or even the way you promptly leave him on read after every petty argument you have over text.
because thereβs fondness in the way you fight back a smile as you roll your eyes, and thereβs fondness in the way you slightly push your plate closer begrudgingly, and thereβs fondness in the way you text him first the next day and ask if heβs ready to admit heβs wrong because you miss him.
and itβs an odd mix, the two of you, but your sun soaked fingertips against his moonlit skin feels as right as the sound of his name dancing off your lips, and he thinks you were made for him in every regard. so if he has to stand before you at three am and risk your wrath for waking you up, then heβll gladly do thatβso long as no asshole from philosophy is scoring a date with you tomorrow after class.
βyeah, i know,β he snorts, βyouβre kind of grouchy all the time,β he adds, hand outstretched and carefully pressing against the curve of your cheek. you lean into his palm, let the roughness of his skin soothe over the longing in your heart.
βand you still want to date me?β you raise a brow.
βof course,β he says instantly, βso say you want to date me too. or iβll resort to plan b.β
βwhatβs plan b?β
βkilling the dude from philosophy that wants to ask you out,β he hums, βand everyone else that follows until iβm the only choice left.β
βi guess i have to say yes to avoid a lot of bloodshed then, donβt i?β you ask playfully.
but then your fingers smooth back loose strands of dark hair behind his ear, and your hand rests behind his head and pulls him closerβand he thinks maybe youβd have been inclined to say yes either way.
βoh definitely,β he grins, youth brimming over his features as your lips brush over his and seal the deal. and geto suguru has been in love with you since the day you move in next to his home, and he thinks heβll love you just as much the day you move in next to his spot in bed too, arms circling around his waist and lips mapping his skin.
βin that case, lucky for them, i love you too.β
this is painfully cheesy but i want a soft childhood friends to lovers / boy next door trope with suguru so bad SOBS
Sobbing
this is kisaki (dead)ass
ISLEIGH
"Why? Why I didn't safe Khaenri'ah? Surely you know why. I didn't safe anyone because I was gone, killed by my own people - your ancestors - who denounced me as their god just to get a piece of my divinity for themselfs, cutting off any duties and responsibilties I had to them with their own hands in the process.
Being nothing, not even an existant being, nevermind a conscious one, I never could have even known that anyone was in danger, nevermind actually help.
And then, when I came into being once again, you tried to kill me again. I have absolutely no duties to you. You're not my people nor will you ever be."
- The Creator after being hunted as an impostor.
Happy pride month to all of yall but especially to asexuals, aromantics, straight trans people, and everyone who's in the closet
Rest in fucking pieces
Imagine teasing a horny demon in heat inside of a salt circle, stripping for him before masturbating oh so close to him. Youβre literally just out of his reach while heβs panting and shaking and growling the ways heβs gonna break you and breed you and make you beg for mercy
And then you accidentally break the salt circle
This is how the Marcoses and Dutertes manipulated Filipinos into forgetting our own history and whitewashed their crimes and human rights injustices.
Citizens like the caller -- Josh, who sold us out for 2.5 Million Pesos a year.
Fuck you, Josh. Hindi ka Pilipino. Wag mong sabihin a job's a job kung ang trabaho mo ay nakatulong sa paglimot ng libo-libong namatay at tinorture sa rehimen ng mga Marcos at Duterte.
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Sobbing at 2am rn
βWe havenβt even tried to talk this out yetβ
le pain π€π»π₯
behold all my stick figures
he only exists in my dreams . Ϋ« κ£ΰ§ . mine