As Well As Being Super Busy, I've Felt Quite Unmotivated For A While Too

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funky asks

arcade: what color are your socks?

crop top: what is your least favorite word?

glow sticks: are you into witchcraft?

stereo: do you have a favorite drink?

holographic: indoor or outdoor malls?

silly string: do you play an instrument? is their anything you’d like to play?

blackberries: what’s your favorite album from the 2000s?

picnic baskets: what’s your favorite picture book?

bold: favorite font?

platform shoes: what would your dream roller coaster be?

paper crowns: if you were a color, what color would you be?

vinyl: what’s your favorite scent?

glitter: what’s a good memory from primary school?

silly bands: what’s your favorite plant?

neon: friendship bracelets?

loud: shells or sea glass?

sunflower: what makes you nostalgic?

boots: what was your favorite show as a kid?

springs: what’s your favorite material?

whiteboards: old book smell or new book smell?

pop tarts: what’s your favorite weird drink or food combo?

sequins: how do you name playlists?

lamps: what type of clothes do you like to wear?

old cars: what’s the most fun word you know?

hats: what do you like to do in cities?

Soulmate au prompts

1. Flowers

Where ever your soulmate gets hurt, you'll have flowers growing there.

2. Bands

Soulmates are connected by electric bands, if one doesn't charge their band the other soulmate dies.

3. Marks

Where ever your soulmate gets hurt, you'll have a mark there.

4. Colours

You can only see the colour of your soulmates eyes.

5. Songs

You and your soulmate have one song to that links you guys together.

6. Eyes

Soulmates have one eye colour of their soulmate.

7. Letters

Letters of your soulmates name appears on your wrist randomly.

8. Emotions

Whenever your soulmate hides their emotions, it appears on you. (Yellow: Happiness, Blue: Sadness, Red: Anger, Pink: Love, Black: Dead) . You never want black.

9. Marks

You're born with a mark only your soulmate has and once you meet them, it disappears.

10. Words

On your 10th birthday, the first words your soulmate says to you appears on your wrist

11. Tasks

You have to complete 10 tasks to find your soulmate

12. Glimpses

You can see small glimpses of what your soulmate sees.

13. Feel

You can feel whatever your soulmate feels.

14. Smell

You can smell whatever your soulmate smells.

15. Smiles

You can see how many times your soulmate smiles.

16. Distance

You can see how far away your soulmate is.

17. Colourblind

You're colourblind still you meet your soulmate.

18. Skin

You can see what your soulmate writes on their skin and vice versa.

19. Face

On a random day, you can see the face of your soulmate for a few minutes.

20. Gifts

Once you turn 15, you receive a random gift for your soulmate.

21. Hearing

You can hear whatever your soulmate hears.

22. Money

You get money whenever your soulmate gets hurt.

There's no way this isn't canon

nao probably uses a lot of emoticons while texsting (❁´◡`❁) she prob spells a few things wrong bjut thas bc she types really frantically and fast <333

reko types semi aggressively and straight to the point but it always lacks grammar and punctuation

she also sends a lot of texts in a row

because she cant make up her mind

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Love is a Fragile Dance- Song Fic

Authors notes: Okay! I’ve never written a song fic before but I figured it would be fun! But please be cautious because this has some possibly triggering topics (De//th, car crash, dr//nking)

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He's three drinks down and he's driving fast He's calling her up, but she took a cab

Saeyoung was furious. He was never one for drinking, but he couldn't handle another day like this. To make matters worse he couldn't believe she'd just leave him like that. He knew she knew how hard this time was for him, it'd been so long since he'd seen his brother, and today would be another painful anniversary of that day.

Back to their one room apartment Back to where it all started

The only place she knew in this town was the apartment from not-so long ago. Rika's apartment. He sped up, hoping to catch her before she did something she'd regret. He knew she had nowhere else to go but that God-forsaken apartment. He should've destroyed it the minute she left to live with him, he thought.

Walking up to the doorway Walking in just to realize She was long gone 'fore he got there Broken glass in the bathroom

His heart raced, and he avoided the glass shards that littered the floor. Whether she'd acted in outrage or the hacker got his hands on her, he didn't know, but he wouldn't let that mystery go unsolved for long. He couldn't let her go. Couldn't let her get hurt because of him. Not anymore.

Love is such a fragile dance This love is such a fragile dance

Sometimes he wondered if it was even worth it to keep her in his life. He felt like she only stayed with him because of his threat about the bomb. This argument proved it, he figured. If she would run off any chance they argue, maybe she never wanted to be here in the first place. But he was too selfish to let her go.

She's wondering if she was right to Leave before they got that Chance to talk it all over In a text message he wrote her

The arguments were too much. She would be lying if she said she wasn't scared. The hacker was after them, Saeyoung just got more and more closed off and angry with her. She needed to escape from all of the stress. But was it the right thing to do? Should she have just stayed and let him get everything off his chest? He was stressed, he was scared. But he only hurt her, pushing her away; the more he insisted any closeness would do it first. Even his texts were passive aggressive.

"Love is such a fragile dance Our love is such a fragile dance"

Constant reminders. They weren't supposed to fall in love, yet even after confessing, they still walked a thin wire trying to "make it work". They pretended well.

And no one knew that they were on the edge Cause life is short and love is sweet, so love until you're dead

The RFA members had no clue. Flirts in the chatroom, but never aloud; and loving words that never surfaced in reality. They thought everything was fine.

And no one knew that they were on the edge Cause life is short and love is sweet, so love until you're dead

The façade was cracking but lies came easy to him. Acting became her everyday skill. Nobody could know. But truth be told, she knew they were running out of time to make it work. She knew it could all be gone in an instant.

He's three drinks down and he's driving fast She's calling him back now he's reaching

Finally, they could talk. Finally they could work this out. Maybe they could save their relationship. Maybe they can make this work, and take it all back.

Car tires are screeching Car horns are screaming

He wanted to try, for her. He said he'd die for her.

He's wondering if he was right to Pick a fight just to argue

He just wanted to prove that she didn't really love him. He never wanted any of this to happen.

But he can't take it back now The last message he sent out Life is such a fragile dance This life was such a fragile dance

Tears spilled onto her screen. Her call unanswered, his texts, the last words.  He seemed to know. And yet, he couldn't stop it. She could never take back what she'd said. But did he know what was important? Did he know she never hated him?

Love is such a fragile dance Their love was such a fragile dance And no one knew that they were on the edge

Now he'd never know. She could never tell him. It was all her fault, and she couldn't tell him. She would live with this burden, this secret. They could never know they were struggling. They could never know she was the reason his beloved car became nothing more than rubble, and he- a memory.

Cause life is short and love is sweet so love until you're dead And no one knew that they were on the edge Cause life is short and love is sweet so love until you're dead

They never could vow "Till death do us part". They never would've meant this soon.

She's three drinks down and she's crying

Three down. Just like him. He knew better, and still he went driving. Why? Why hadn't she stopped him?

No fight is worth fighting

She was angry. Of course she wouldn't stop him.

No fight is worth dying

But she should've.

But all love is worth fighting for

He was going to see her. He was trying to explain, to change. He wanted to keep her safe, yet she still ran. She killed him. If she hadn't left him there...

And no one knew that they were on the edge Cause life is short and love is sweet so love until you're dead And no one knew that they were on the edge Cause life is short and love is sweet so love until you're dead So love until you're dead So love until you're dead

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you know that character you love so much? (you know – the one from that movie you always watch when you’re feeling sad the one from that show you’ve seen so many times you can quote the episodes the one from that book or comic you’ve read more times than you can count) think about how much you resonate with them how they’re like a mirror image to the way you see yourself how they empathize with pieces of your soul in ways that a real life human cannot how they feel like a representation of you you see so much of yourself in them and you love them so much so why can’t you love you too?  if you can find it in you  to look past their flaws  and see gold shining in their cracks maybe you can do the same for yourself after all if your favorite character is a reflection of you, and you love them more than words can say maybe its possible for you to love you too

(cc, 2020)

Nagito and Mikan with a depressed s/o

Word count: 907

Authors notes: small content/trigger warning for mentions of suggesting (non-specific) medications in both. I do hope you enjoy!

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Nagito:

The days just blended together, night and day full of wishing you could do nothing but sleep.

Of course Nagito noticed very quickly that you were staying in bed longer each day. 

He also noticed your lack of  energy, regardless of how much you slept the night before

I personally believe that Nagito is also depressed but hides it fairly well, aside from his self-deprecation

He may also feel fairly hopeless (I feel like that’s the reason he looks so hard for hope everywhere around him, so maybe he’ll start feeling more hopeful and feel better-) but you’re important to him

He doesn’t want you to also go through that

He’d be conflicted between making you get out of bed, or letting you stay in bed for longer

He’d settle for having you get up, because he knows that laying in bed won’t make you feel better, you’re just more comfortable

“Love, it’s time to get up..”

“..I’m awake.” 

“Can you at least stand up and give me a hug?”

He knows you’d stand up to cuddle him, which he hopes is enough to make you feel even a little bit better

But if you feel bad enough, he wouldn’t hesitate to get you a good therapist

Only if you’re comfortable talking to one, that is

He doesn’t want to force you, but he’s got plenty of money so he doesn’t mind paying high prices for the best in the business if it means his partner can feel better about themselves

At the very least, he would remind you that you can always talk to him about anything

He also tries to tell you how much you mean to him and how much he loves you so you know that he cares about you

If he’s taking any medications for depression, he’d offer them to you, if you’re willing to take them

Like with his therapy offer, he doesn’t want to force you so if you tell him you don’t want to take meds, he’d completely drop the suggestion

If you *do* take the offer, however, he’d make sure to set reminders and get you a glass of water so you don’t forget to take them

If you’re feeling up for it, he’d take you on walks to  give you some sunshine and hopefully serotonin from the fresh air

If you were less energetic, but still wanted fresh air, he’d take you for a drive with the windows down

On really bad days, he’ll do his best to make you feel better, but will also give you alone time if that’s what you need

He still brings you water and food throughout the day, because he knows you will probably neglect those necessities, even if you want to be alone

At night he makes sure to hold you tight so you know he’ll do his very best to keep you safe from every- and any -thing, including your own mind

Overall, he would do anything to help you feel better

Mikan: 

You don’t want to worry her, but you’ve been feeling pretty down lately

She would also notice pretty quickly.

She’d see that you’ve been taking care of yourself less and that you don’t seem to be as upbeat as usual

Because of her medical knowledge, she would try to suggest medication, and would even give you a breakdown of how the meds work and how each one helps with different things

If you deny medicine, she would heavily suggest a therapist, instead

Honestly, she wouldn’t want you to know, but she cried when she found out that you were depressed

She often suggests you two should go out to get the mail or water the few plants outside just so you can both get a bit of vitamin d, without you having to overwork yourself to do so

If you asked her to do anything, she’d do it if it makes you happier; even if it’s just for a minute

She would take you to go see friends whenever you feel up for it, because she knows the social interaction might boost your serotonin levels

“Hey S/o, I know you said you have more energy today, would you, maybe... Want to hang out with Chiaki and I today?”

“Yeah. I guess we could do that. Chiaki’s pretty calm, usually.”

She would try to buy you small things like a few more plants to take care of, just so you don’t get bed sores from laying in bed all day 

(On a side note, please tell her you appreciate that she’s trying to help you feel better because she really just wants to see you be okay)

Even though she isn’t a therapist, she’d try to help you work out what might be causing you to be so down; whether that be something that’s upsetting you, or just a chemical imbalance, and do what she can to help accordingly

She’d make sure to remind you to take care of yourself and to remember how much she loves and cares about you

She would also hug you, sit on your bed and just rub your back on really tough days, letting you cry on her shoulder and vent it all out

And afterwards, she would always have a glass of water for you so your throat doesn’t hurt

She’d also let you cuddle with her for a bit, and maybe even take a nap together, afterwards