watching videos of people explaining why somebody who watched a video and had a bad opinion of it is wrong and why you should watch their video on why that video is good instead. watching movies make fun of movies and books make fun of books and everyone is wrong all the time and you should buy my product, fuck my fleshlight, eat my food and hate everything else.
if you don't, you're wrong and you need to get off the internet, snowflake. grow the fuck up, liberal. you communist dickhead, you nazi scum. you chronically-online bastard, you don't understand anything if you don't agree with me.
oh, you don't like the way something is? get over it or kill yourself. who cares about inflation? on Shein, it's only two dollars. who cares about child labor or sweatshops? it's not like buying the clothes from this store does anything. who cares about what I do? I'm a minuscule part of the universe. the ocean cares. the landfill cares. the atmosphere cares. the people selling useless shit to you care.
so why don't you care? you're desensitized because you watched porn when you were five, because you saw a guy's head get blown off in a third world country online when you were eight. because you've got your unicorn sour lollipop watermelon blue raspberry nicotine and you're not even planning on living that long anyway so what difference does it make, do you make.
what does it fucking matter anymore? why do we try? who cares? who fucking cares?
...
why do you care about that, it's not like you'll make a difference anyway? why do you try to help people when there's bad people out there? why do you clean your room if it's just going to get dirty again? why do you try if you're going to fail?
...
"It takes great courage to see the world in all its tainted glory, and still to love it" - Oscar Wilde.
we must try. we must care. we must listen and grow and heal. we must be better. be the goodness you want to see around you, inspire what you desire. forgive yourself, move on and fix yourself. change is possible, in fact, it's the only thing that is. we can do better.
we are the power, we are the world, we are the change. we are good.
Do you support minor self diagnosis?
I started cracking my knuckles in fifth grade. My parents asked me why, and I told them it made the pain go away. My parents told me that I was too young for my joints to hurt, and that I would ruin them if I kept cracking them.
By the time was fourteen or fifteen and entering high school, I hadn’t stopped cracking my knuckles. The hurt more, and the relief was more. I was convinced that I had arthritis.
My parents told me that I was too young to have arthritis.
Fast forward thirty seven years when my joints take a dive and I cannot even get out of bed on some days. I take chemo therapy pills twice a week, and I have two injections of chemotherapy ever four months. I have to take two medications every day just to manage the pain the chemotherapy doesn’t cover.
This at least allows me to get out of bed and on most days it allows me to go to school. It doesn’t make the pain go away, and on bad days I want to cry it gets so bad.
The diagnosis? Early Onset Rheumatoid Arthritis.
It went unchecked for twenty five years, my immune system eating away at my joints like a buffet even though I wanted to go to the doctor from day one.
If I had gone to the doctor and I had been wrong - they found nothing - well, we would have been out a few bucks for the doctor’s visit.If I was right - and I was right - I would have been treated for 20 years.
If I had gone to the doctor on my insistence that I had arthritis at fifteen, I would not be in pain today. This would have been treated twenty years go.
Do I support minor self diagnosis?
Yes. Absolutely.
I would rather a minor self diagnose and be wrong than a minor ignore their body and suffer for 20 years like me. No one is harmed by listening to a minor and taking their concerns seriously. But that minor might be harmed for the rest of their life you ignore them.
My choice is always to listen to the minors about their bodies.
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
uhh i forgot if I requested this already but Nagito cuddling hcs?
Aaa i dont think you have but yes yes!!!
So I've redownloaded mystic messenger a few days ago and maaaan the nostalgia really got to me;;;;
Here are a bunch of sketches I drew lol it was super fun to draw some of the characters again / for the first time~
Thank you! :)
@multiplefandomsblog @s-serendipit-y @katavicbun @mysticmikalla @thelemoncoffee @nagito-komaeda-enjoyer @gluttonousfruit @ohkorekiyo @plushey
Not 15 but I dont follow that many blogs haha
I feel like I always tag the same handful of blogs but I do really want to see more of the amazing blogs out there!!
Tag a quality blog, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how many followers you have. Send this to 15 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them. ♥️❤️💛
ok lemme just
@weird-questions-from-an-infp-t @situationallyintelligent @lust-the-patches-ito-simp @always-bi-myself-anxiety @make-things-make-sense @going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi @littlemoondarling @marvelandnothingelse @fluxite @virgil-sanders-the-gay-emo @chaoticwitch22 @rxd0nmyledger @i-am-an-abyss-of-gender @10x02 @pond-porridge
i really hope that's 15 but i have no math skills. but anyway. these are some of the nicest people i've ever met. love y'all (/p)
I've seen a few theories about Gin being a traitor/the "mastermind" because we've never seen his collar, but I personally cant believe it from what we've seen so far lol
But in 3-1, Gin and Hayasaka are connected through their collars.
We also dont know his trial, so it's possible they had to work together somehow? (I havent played in a while and don't remember all the details, so I may just not remember if they mentioned it lol)
But I think they've got something to do with each other more than just the collars
Maybe thats how he knew then? Because he witnessed it firsthand?
Yo yttd fans i just realized smth
Spoilers for 2-2 and 3-1, the characters i mentioned are in the tags
Okay so this is when we're opening the dummies's coffin at the beginning of 3-1, after we opened Midoris and found nothing, another coffin appeared and it was Hayasakas
Then Gin said...
KGOkev XD
After the first picture, Sara only said that Hayasaka is one of the victims of the first trial
And to be noted
Then Gin said what he said at the 2nd picture
It's... Pretty accurate for someone who doesn't watch the victim video...
And to be noted again
Just a reminder
Maybe Gin went inside there before Sara and Keiji went in there and watched Hayasakas video? Idk but the more i think about this the more i've been convinced that this is probably pointless lol
Feel free to talk abt this with me tho
Word count: 309
Author’s note: Sorry for making you guys wait so long, I was out of town for the past few days. I’m back now though, so I’ll be able to catch up and keep working. I also wasn’t sure how to just focus on her reaction without it being a single sentence, so I hope my take is okay. Please enjoy!
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At first when you told Kaede you had something important you wanted to tell her, she was really nervous
I mean you guys, at this point, were just best friends so obviously you two told each other everything
When you actually told her you were a lesbian, she couldn’t contain her excitement, for two reasons:
The first being that she was proud that you know who you are and that you can trust her enough to tell her too
And secondly… She felt like maybe she wanted to be more than best friends with you, but didn’t think she had the chance before
She would wrap you in a huge hug
“S/o that’s awesome, thank you so much for telling me”
You were super glad she accepted you
She already knew what that meant, so she didn’t really have any questions for you about it
“Hey s/o? Um, since we’re on the topic of telling each other things, I sorta.. Think I like you. But if you don’t feel the same, that’s okay, I’m still proud of you telling me I just thought-”
You cut her off by hugging her tightly again, and admitting your own feelings
Now when you guys walk down the halls together, she holds your hand tightly; and even goes with you for moral support when you come out to others (if you’re comfortable with her being there, but of course you are)
She’d offer to buy you a lesbian pride flag for your room, and tons of little things in lesbian colors
Like bracelets, stuffed animals, shirts, and tons of other things too
Oh, and she definitely proudly tells anyone, who wants to know, that you’re her girlfriend
Overall, she’d treat you the same as before because you’re still her best friend, but now also her girlfriend, and she couldn’t be happier
Hajime: Me and Nagito are nothing alike
Me: Holy, dude both of you sacrificed yourselves for hope, you literally became Izuru for Hope's Peak and then your despair came in when you were coerced by Junko into literally making despair
That shit is basically Nagito's life in a nutshell
Hajime: Well, that's one thing-
Me: Also, you both react the same way in almost everything, both of you have hard times coping with trauma (Nagito uses hope constantly and desperately as a coping mechanism to keep hope in himself while you just either faint or sleep in your room when you've had too much)
In short, both of you can't handle too much pressure and despite slowly losing your minds internally, both of you put up a front and make it seem like you are fine with it when in reality you are horrified 24/7
(Nagito makes it seem (mostly not on purpose) like he is okay with the killings and makes it seem like he still believes in hope despite him actually having constant paranoia and constantly denying how he really feels, WHICH IS THE EXACT SAME SHIT YOU DO)
ON A NORMAL DAY, NAGITO IS PARANOID ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHING 24/7 AND SO ARE YOU
Hajime: Well I-
Me: And jeez, you two sure love forcing your views and beliefs onto others. Nagito of course with his hope speeches and black and white views and you, YOU LITERALLY SAY THE SAME SHIT EXCEPT YOU THINK IT'S AGAINST WHATEVER THE FUCK NAGITO SAYS
YOU EVEN KEPT PUSHING THAT IF YOU SEE SOMETHING AS WRONG, IT'S WRONG
THAT'S WHAT NAGITO DOES ON A DAILY BASIS AND SAME WITH YOU
Hajime: When?
Me: Like whenever you argue with Nagito for some reason about how you find the things he does unforgivable, which is the same way Nagito does it btw, or when you guys had to starve for days and you kept pushing on about how you wouldn't eat and would rather die, in the same way Nagito would say he would rather die than serve despair
Hajime: Well-
Me: And holy shit, you both love to deny things when they don't make sense in your head or with your principles, like how Nagito couldn't fully accept that he loves you despite you being a reserve course student, mastermind, and remnant of despair
and how you keep denying that you still care about Nagito despite YOU CONSTANTLY WORRYING ABOUT HIM WHENEVER SOMETHING HAPPENS
Hajime: HE COULD'VE DIED FROM THE DESPAIR DISEASE
Me: HE HAS LUCK, MIKAN, AND FUYUHIKO
AND EVEN YOU KEPT BITCHING ABOUT HOW YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE EXCITED FOR HIM OR WORRIED ABOUT HIM AND DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE FUCKING CARE TO ACTUALLY STAY WITH HIM WHEN HE ASKED YOU TO
Hajime: Well...
Me: And how Nagito keeps thinking that all he needs is hope and to help others spread their hope and get their goals in life but in reality just needs somebody's love
And for you, it's basically the same shit except you hide it and deny it by putting a confident facade all the fucking time and keep pushing that you deserve so much better and deserve to have talent when in reality you are actually very insecure
Hajime:...
Me: And don't get me fucking started on when both of you found out about the remnants and Izuru
Hajime: Hey! Nagito tried to kill us all-
Me: AND YOU ALMOST PRESSED GRADUATE SO JUNKO CAN TAKE OVER YOUR BODIES AND SPREAD DESPAIR
AGAIN
HOW THE FUCK IS THAT ANY BETTER THAN WANTING TO KILL A BUNCH OF TERRORISTS?
Hajime: THEY WERE OUR FRIENDS!
Me: AND YOU WERE GONNA HAVE THEIR DEAD BODIES TAKEN OVER BY JUNKO ENOSHIMA
Hajime:...fair...
Me: And the fucking sprites...
Hajime: There is more!?
Me: https://64.media.tumblr.com/a84dec2caa89a1fc679f8940da1f9e33/tumblr_owqg8vOhGc1r4pc1qo1_500.gif
Hajime: Oh my...
Me:
Hajime: I-
Me: And you both react the exact same way when you feel betrayed, when you thought "Nagito manipulated you," you kept denying that you still care about him throughout the game despite constantly worrying about the guy and constantly thinking about him even when he died
And Nagito does the same exact shit when he found out you were Izuru, except he actually admits shit in the end
Hajime: ....
Are there anymore?
Me: This isn't even half
Hajime: Oh god...
!!IMPORTANT!!
I know this is normally the first time I am actually kind of mad at this kind of shit. But I just had to let it out for now
Listen. About the NSFW requests people request in other writers inboxes such as @ensemblestarscafe receiving 2 NSFW requests from one or two anons. Normally we assumed that it was a troller. Now trollers who do this kind of shit let me say this. People aren’t going to think this is funny because they have things they are for sure uncomfortable with. And it sickens me to see people think this kind of shit is funny without even knowing the person itself. Anons who dont read the writers rules. I would suggest reading the rules NOW, because we writers are not going to be writing everything you want, because we have FEELINGS and we are HUMANS. Not to mention we have our RIGHTS to deny the request. I am pretty sure the other people who have spoken themselves said this many times. I assure you we will NOT repeat it once more. Once again, ONE LAST TIME. We writers are HUMANS. Not robots. Nothing that is inhuman. We are humans, that means we have our own feelings and thoughts. Keep in mind the people who have their own blog. It is their OWN blog not yours. I would prefer not to treat them like they serve you. I just wanted to spill this out because I am tired and angry of this kind of shit that people think its so funny but no it isnt because people have their own things that they are comfortable with and not comfortable with.
Thank you for listening.
- Akari ~ <3
Word Count: 727
Author’s notes: I had fun writing these, please let me know if you’d prefer a story instead of headcanons or if you’d like me to change/rewrite anything. :)
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Angie:
When she’s busy doing art, she doesn’t really notice whether or not you’ve been taking care of yourself.
But when she decides to take breaks or if she notices you haven't eaten or drank anything in a while, she’ll nudge you and tell you Atua said you were forgetting to do something, so you could remember to eat or drink.
If you don’t take the hint she’ll let you know what “Atua thinks” you’re missing.
“S/o, Atua wants you to remember to drink something. He doesn’t want you to get sick, you know!”
She would go over and get a drink for you and insist you drink it.
“You don’t want to be cursed riiight?”
You know she just cares about you but she’ll be pretty forward and stern about taking care of yourself, sometimes even saying that you are outright disobeying Atua by not taking care of yourself.
Usually she won’t let you get out of doing so unless you absolutely resist, but even then, she’ll come back later and remind you again to take care of yourself.
You don’t often resist though, so that’s not really a problem.
In terms of showering, she will run a bath or shower and tell you Atua told her you need to bathe to appease him.
She may even try to “help” you undress if you question it, but will back off if you tell her you’ll do it and don’t need help.
Afterwards, she’ll praise you and tell you that Atua is pleased and that you're free to do whatever you want, now that you’ve “cleansed yourself”.
Mikan:
Mikan, being a nurse, definitely notices when you haven't been eating, drinking, or sleeping well.
She tries to remind you to eat and drink, though she apologizes after, since she thinks you’ll be mad at her for pointing it out.
“Hey s/o? Your blood circulation looks off today. Have you eaten a good breakfast yet? Or maybe you haven’t had enough liquids today?..”
Of course, she probably knows which is more likely to be the case, but she also wants you to be able to acknowledge that you probably should go eat or drink something
Usually, she gets a little nervous to point things out to you, but when it comes to your health, she wants the best for you.
Oftentimes if you don’t immediately respond or go to get food or take a nap, she’ll say something like “Oh! I’m sorry, I don’t want you to feel faint or get a headache, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable...”
You’re never mad though, and you make sure to thank her for reminding you.
You don’t often have to remind her to take care of herself, but sometimes you invite her to nap with you or get some food together so you’re both well taken care of.
When it comes to showering, she doesn’t outright say anything because she doesn’t want you to think she’s saying you stink, but she does offer the shower to you before she plans on getting in, so you can get the hint and not end up getting infections from not cleaning yourself.
Yasuhiro:
Let's be honest here, he doesn’t often take great care of himself either.
But he does still care about you so he’d probably start leaving sticky-notes around that just have small reminders to eat/drink/shower, etc for you both.
Whenever he gets super hungry or thirsty, he just makes an extra sandwich or pours an extra drink and brings it to you so you can both be taken care of, and you do the same.
Because of this, you guys are usually in sync when you’re hungry so when your stomach growls, even if you’re in a different room, you know his most likely did too.
I feel like he’d buy new soaps every time he goes to the store because he thinks you guys are low, but in reality you’ve got like 5 nearly-full bottles in the shower at home.
Usually that reminds you both to take more showers, but it doesn’t last long before you fall back into not showering for a bit.
‘Hey s/o, I bought another body wash, since we’re low.”
“Yasu.. We’re not low in any bottles in there”
“..Oh. Speaking of which, we should probably start using those, huh?”