I Shake

I shake

Awake

And cannot sleep.

I try

But why

Can’t I count sheep?

My heart burns with distant agony

And the truth is all too clear:

I’m burning all alone again

And no one holds me dear.

I want to roar this dragons’ flame out of my chest

I want to breathe in peace

I want my skin to cool again

Will this pain ever cease?

In this din

With the might of ten

My strength billows like a sail

But all alone

An unearthed stone

My heart feels deathly frail.

My blood a deadly poison

Like a fire in the night

Is burning up my insides

And sets my mind alight.

I long so very dreadfully

For rest and for some peace

Unfortunately to achieve this end

I may have to be deceased.

A terrible conclusion

My heart cannot allow

But while I live,

What I wouldn’t give

For cool hands to soothe my brow.

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1 month ago

Sleep

Now I lay me down to sleep

But Gods, don’t keep my soul

For the broken thing has no more fight-

No hope remains with me.

So let me lay myself to sleep-

To shut my eyes and miss the dawn.

Let me rest here till I am missed

And then after, with the earth.

I’d much rather go to sleep

And not wake to see the sun

Than to stay awake and see me fail

Yet again, yet again, yet again.


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1 month ago

No omg I'm sorry /gen I was joking about how like. I'd join you. I'M SORRY BAD AT TONE

If you tell fictionfolk to stop complaining about how fandom portrays them i'm legally entitled to throw rocks at your head at devastating speeds.

1 month ago

the urge is strong to harass mutuals. I love you guys that's why I do it I swear!!


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4 months ago

Psst did you find the word BAAers yet 👀 I have a feeling you might enjoy those lol

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My life has been infinitely enriched thank you oh my goodness

1 month ago

fighting god's hardest fight right now- do not write whump do not write whump don'tdoityoucanresist

woah guys AO3 is open who did- who did that am I right

why is there a new fic opened!! Who did that!!


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4 months ago

SOS WORD BEARERS FANS HELP

Guys. This is my favorite legion, so I'm going to be very upset if I've misremembered this. Lorgar isn't white, right? I've never seen any art of him white, nor heard him described as such. But I'm currently reading a collection of 3 books about the word bearers, and it describes him and all his sons as having pale skin.

AM I LOSING MY MIND??


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9 months ago
Listen Idk How I Feel About This One So We Might Be Redoing This But Here Is My Attempt At The Night

Listen idk how I feel about this one so we might be redoing this but here is my attempt at the Night Lord's icon :D


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1 month ago

ooooo, fun game to play? Am I Faking Having Headmates And It's All A Hallucination?? Extra hard mode activated: have had extra hallucinations and intrusive thoughts lately, so there's no way to tell!!


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