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it’s not easy breaking your heart [x]

Underneath my outside face, there’s a face that none can see. A little less smiley, a little less sure, but a whole lot more like me.

Shel Silverstein, “Underface” (via lovelustquotes)

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What do you do?

When every day is spent telling yourself “just one more day, just make it through one more day.” When you want to scream but there’s no one to hear what you have to say. When you’re so empty inside, when you hurt everyday and spend every night awake and the only sleep you get is when you’re so physically, mentally and emotionally drained your body just passes out from exhaustion. You know you’re strong but everything begins to slip out of your hands and out of your reach you hold so tightly onto the hope keeping you alive it starts turning to mush and you start losing pieces as time continues without you. There’s no one around to hold on to there’s no one around to catch you. What do you do?

Its never been about her she’s not the reason I feel down,

I just get so fucking tired having nobody around.

I push myself to push myself and what’s it even for?

I’m looking at the future and it’s filled with broken doors,

And they don’t lead to anywhere I’m lost inside a maze.

Just trying to find a home but maybe home is heaven’s gates.

So I try and fight the feeling and I take another shot,

In hopes it clears my brain before I try and take a, shot.

Yeah, it’s a little harder than you think,

I smile for the camera but inside I feel so weak.

I talk about these fakes, but the fake is really me.

Battling depression since before I was thirteen.

And none would ever guess because I wore the biggest smile.

No one would have guessed because I’m always running wild.

But every night’s a struggle and I cry myself to sleep.

They think I’m on a diet but I really just can’t eat.

So I sit here by myself as I put my thoughts down into words,

My anxiety is killing me and my skin it starts to burn,

I try and hold it back but tears flood like swimming pools

For so long it’s been over but I hold on like a fool.

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