Based On The Lament For Icarus

Still thinking about “We are not getting a fish”.

“There will be peace when you are done”

Brotherly love …

Cigarettes and sadness, a little bit of madness Mixing with the chemicals in my brain 

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Deancoded in that my day immediately gets better when Cas is there

heheh silly spn things

Mellow is the Man by marquiavelli

dean stealing cas’ trenchcoat (gone… wrong?)

i got some buzz on my instagram over a little mspaint doodle i did of dean in cas’ trenchcoat, so i decided to expand on it a little because they’re unfortunately still wriggling around in my head

Part 11 of "Back the Future" AU

You'd think retirement would've made S16 Dean rusty, but you can't really unlearn certain things

There's always work to be done and monsters to kill. Dean knows that, has always known that, and he knows he needs to have Sammy's back, even when he's a soulless bitch

So when a case lands on their lap (Mysterious disappearances and kidnappings), Dean finds himself falling back into certain... behaviors

The Mark of Cain may be gone, his time in hell may be a distant memory, but the scars they left behind still run deep, deeper than bone.

There is no lust for blood

only residual anger that carries him

Sam witnesses Dean at his worst a lot earlier. He was expecting to tease his older older brother about being rusty and slow

Never did he think Dean would move in such violent ways, staring at danger and death with wide eyes and a sickening determination to finish what was started

The most interesting part was watching Dean get punched and blink away the impact like it was nothing

The aftermath was just as fascinating, as Dean stands over the corpses of monsters he's slain with a rusty axe. Sam keeps his mouth shut when they salt and burn the bodies and merely observes Dean as if he is an entirely different person. Different from the brother he grew up with, and definitely different from the happy, jolly man he came back as

Though Sam does cringe when Cas arrives from Dean's prayer and watches his not-brother-brother act all mushy and sweet with the angel

Castiel is merely confused, while Dean insists they should hug after he gets healed up

Sam thinks Dean let himself get punched

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