Too Rotten To Be Saved.

shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

I've been living in some of vacuum lately, keep feeling myself slipping further away from myself, from this world, from every living thing around me. I'm falling and I don't know what to hold onto anymore.

Help me, I'm afraid.

I don't feel better after crying and the dark feels kinda light lately. Like it's nothing anymore.

There's voices in my head and I don't know how to explain to them that I do want to keep living. My feet wander and I don't think I like where they want me to go.

I'm afraid.

"Poem" by Langston Hughes I loved my friend.  He went away from me.  There’s nothing more to say.  The poem ends,  Soft as it began,— I loved my friend.

Alt stills under the cut:

thanks as always to Trigun Ultimate Overhaul for the Manga scans!

I try to fight it, but some days it is really hard