My-ugly-organs - Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!

Don't you see that this life is hell?!

I'm not living at all

inhale, hold

i hope that if you ever exist that you don't feel alone in those feelings like i do right now.

🔪

Gotta get to the bottom of this‼️

posted this on twit but rejected draft for a transgender horror anthology. based on my youth experiences having dinners with bigoted family members while closeted. (deemed too gorey to fit the theme)

I've been living in some of vacuum lately, keep feeling myself slipping further away from myself, from this world, from every living thing around me. I'm falling and I don't know what to hold onto anymore.

Help me, I'm afraid.

I don't feel better after crying and the dark feels kinda light lately. Like it's nothing anymore.

There's voices in my head and I don't know how to explain to them that I do want to keep living. My feet wander and I don't think I like where they want me to go.

I'm afraid.