Erotic Fantasy: My Meds Work For Once In My Fucking Life. I Am Able To Perform Basic Tasks And Not Being

please so tired im tired I fear this will never come true My doctor doesn't bother with a diagnosis and much less finding a medication that works Is it too much to ask to be able to live without relying on substance abuse? Weed has been the only thing that's helped through this depressive episode but i fear i could become addicted to it I do believe this illness is biological and that i need the right medication to help me But for that i need to know whether its bipolar or bpd And my doctor is not helping much in getting a diagnosis Even though i've asked he hasnt made any tests or anything The only thing he's just doing now (my next appointment) is he's gonna interview people close to me But i've asked for a diagnosis since i first started seeing him