people ask me how i am and i say "oh i'm fine" knowing damn well if i opened up i'd be involuntarily summited to the local psych ward
something old from my journal that i like
Daily Drawing #69
spoiler'd for blood n gore. Human muscles and organs and... mush.
with a phrase thats just... been in my head for a while.
My doctor after hearing me describe my symptoms
BONES, BONES, BONES!!! LET ME SEE YOUR BONES!!!!!! WELL, I DON'T WANNA KNOW IF THE FEELING FOLLOWS HOME!!!!!!!!
It would be simpler if conviction burned away everything else. But it doesn’t make consequences disappear; it just straightens your spine when you force yourself to look at them.
— Leslie Jamison, Splinters: Another Kind of Love Story (Little Brown and Company, February 20, 2024)
Vent blog, I do not encourage anyone to hurt themselves in any way shape or form, if you're not ok, there's hope. Reach out to someone, don't be like me making a secret vent blog instead
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