Foggy breaths and clouded minds,
Take a pull and close your eyes,
Take my head and make it dead
Vex the vultures, fool the flies
Fill my lungs til my body's cold
Sell myself for some liquid gold
Remove the logic, keep the sense
Am I alone? My muscles tense
Meaning dissolves in front of me
Do I seek peace or recompense?
Am I in prison or am I free?
I'm just paranoid, or so I'm told,
Buried in clouds of liquid gold
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"Liquid Gold" by Salem Eirny
I've been living in some of vacuum lately, keep feeling myself slipping further away from myself, from this world, from every living thing around me. I'm falling and I don't know what to hold onto anymore.
Help me, I'm afraid.
I don't feel better after crying and the dark feels kinda light lately. Like it's nothing anymore.
There's voices in my head and I don't know how to explain to them that I do want to keep living. My feet wander and I don't think I like where they want me to go.
I'm afraid.
wugh this one was a trip but I’m mostly happy with it so yibbie !!!
Night of the vulture.
Digital drawing made with Procreate. 2022.
i hope that if you ever exist that you don't feel alone in those feelings like i do right now.
Fancy 🤌🏻
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jane prentiss wip.
Vent blog, I do not encourage anyone to hurt themselves in any way shape or form, if you're not ok, there's hope. Reach out to someone, don't be like me making a secret vent blog instead
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