“DONT YOU GET TIRED OF BEING NICE ALL THE TIME? DONT YOU JUST WANT TO GO APESHIT?” — Acrylic With

Lotus pond

Zenkoji temple, Nagano, Japan

Don't you see that this life is hell?!

I'm not living at all

Adding to this,

YOU ALSO CANNOT HATE YOURSELF INTO A BETTER PERSON

i repeat

YOU CANNOT HATE YOURSELF INTO BECOMING A BETTER PERSON.

REMEMBER THIS.

what im learning is that you cannot avoid your way into a life you enjoy

aneur. gouache watercolor

Joanna Macy, from a preface to Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God

One Need Not be a Chamber - to be haunted, Emily Dickinson // I am Not Clinically Crazy Anymore, Brenna Twohy // Cyanotypes, Emilio Hernandez Martin // Ghost I, Christina Marie Brown // Who’s There?: Every Story Is a Ghost Story, Ed Simon // Her Body and Other Parties, Carmen Maria Machado // Agamemnon essay @nedlittle // Photo: Messier, quote: unknown

Sorry guys, I listened to Abbey for the first time and now I’m Fleshposting again.

Loved that new episode...got inspired by some of the “plants” so here are some illustrations of them.