-> t. law đ§
SUMMARY: y/n likes to go live & flirt with her horny audience for money - but her bf hates it, so he decides to give her a lil scare (heâs insanely jealous)
WARNINGS: mdni, smut, camgirl!y/n, stalker!law, mask kink, fucking on live, dom!law, degrading, teasing, possessive!law, creampie, missionary, doggy
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ââyouâre so pretty.ââ you gleamed up at your destop camera as you read the comments flowing through your feed, making sure your silhouette showed all your right angles as you replied sweetly. your viewers were obsessed with the innocent little act you put on for them.
your stream was going great as always, meticulously showing off glimpses of your cleavage and speaking in a way that made your glossy lips pout â it was such easy money.
your night was was breezing by, effortless earning hundreds of tips just from entertaining lonleg men in the night. the sultry smiles never left your dolled up face, until something one of the comments made all the color from your face disappear.
anonymous6627: i have her address. watch my live in two hours
more and more comments flooded your feed, discarding the image of the previous comment. but you saw another one.
you knew it was probably nothing but the what if thoughts replayed in your mind.
the comments from the unnamed account kept coming.
anonymous6627: watch yourself y/n
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anonymous6627: cuz iâm always watching you :)
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you scoffed. âstupids internet trolls, bet you wouldnât say that off anon.â
sometimes peopleâs comments got to you, but it was never that serious. you continued on nonetheless.
you said your goodbyes as you were finishing up your stream, growing tired from hours of entertaining and answering questions.
in the next two hours it was your time to destress, cleansing yourself from todays work. a nice hot shower and herbal remedies to put your mind at ease. you were in your more comfortable clothes and rested peacefully with a warm cup in hand in the confinements of your home.
but you heard a knock at the door , you shuffled over in your fuzzy slippers and peeped through the little hole in the wood, feeling safe enough to do so through your locked door. or so you thought.
there stood a man in a mask, hiding his face like a coward. he stood restlessly waiting for you to answer, but you never did.
he slammed against the wood harder, jiggling on the door handle when you didnât answer the second time.
âopen up y/n-ya!â
his voice released the tension that was holding tight on your heart. âshit!! law is that you?? you asshole!â you opened to door to meet his figure, smacking his chest and pulling off the black sack mask he wore to hide his face.
your hits didnât even phase your tall boyfriend, he just laughed in your face.
âwhat babe? you scareddddd.â he pulled you inside your apartment.
âi just wanna show those chronically online losers whatâs mine.â
what did he mean by that?
he took out him phone and propped it up high on one of your shelves to show the entirety of your bedroom, not quite pressing record yet. he ignored you when you questioned him.
âthey were getting too bold in your comments, y/n ya~ âiâll make you do backflips on itâ?â he shook his head in disbelief. heat rose to your cheeks as he mocked the people in your comments, you couldnât meet his eyes.
he laughed again.
âplease, theyâre speaking as if they could even satisfy my pretty girl~â
he grabbed hold of your chin to force you to look at him.
law knew how to make you squirm, he was embarrassing you on purpose, and he knew you liked it. the way he talked down on your poor choices and belittled you made the ache in your abdomen tremble.
he just wouldnât let it go.
âsuch a fucking skank for entertaining those pathetic idiots⌠you like it donât you?â his grip on your cheeks fell as he set up to press the little red âLIVEâ button.
âpraises from touch-starved basement dwellers, want them to fuck you baby? think they could make you cum?â
he faced you with his back towards the camera, ripping back his mask from you and putting it on before turning to the lens and giving it a thumbs up.
âthe truth is, you like the attention, huh? letâs just see how badly you want it.â
you pleaded. hoping he would reconsider but there was no sign he was going to change his mind. was this a punishment?
âlaw, baby waitââ
ânuh-uh, get on the bed y/n-ya⌠think i can let you talk to those guys like that? your actions have consequences my love, letâs give your fans a show, youâd like that huh?â
you fell to your bed aimlessly, his words coaxing you to follow each command. but really, you did want them to watch how well he fucked you, the idea made the knots in your abdomen tighter than they already were.
before you knew it he was on top of you and between your legs, pulling up your thighs and removing your pants for you. mind already dizzy from adjusting to his fast pace, it was happening too fast, you were whimpering for him.
so rough, and the mask, ugh it did something to you.
his fingers found your clit in seconds, playing with it just barely before slamming fully into you. you yelped.
âlaw! oh my god!ââ
âfuck, thatâs it. make noise for them, tell âem how good i fuck your tight little holes.â
he held you down as he jackhammered your tight cunt, the sensation of being stretched and then empty again made your head spin. the pleasure making you spew nonsense, the only thing law could understand was just mindless and filthy moans.
âyou fuck me so good baby, please, ahh!â keep going!â your hips met his with each quick thrust, smacking sounds and muffled moans filled the speakers of everyoneâs phones who was tuned into your stream. you had forgot that was even happening but it made you weak, having your fans watch you squirm from the touch of your crazy boyfriend. you were going to cum, hard.
hundreds, no, thousands of comments fled through the feed.
there were creeps begging for a closer angle and some were disgusted. in the moment, you couldnât care less what people were saying, you just wanted to feed the hunger growing within your cunt.
law kept up his pace, his thick cock kissing deep in your warmth. âgonna cum for me baby? cream around my cock?â
âuh huh, ahh!â keep⌠g-going gonna cum-â your fingers clung to the clothes he wore on his back, bracing yourself for the deep contractions that were to come with your orgasm.
âfuck!âgonna fill you baby, make you mine, youâre mine.â
âyes! god, yes!! cum in me law! âmmm coming!
he pulled out, smirking under his mask as he did so, you cried out. âbabyyyyyyyy p-please⌠was so close..â
âass up.â he motioned to do so with his fist closed and his index finger pointing upward.
in his lust filled eyes, you were taking too long. his strong arms latched to both sides of your ass and forcefully flipped you over, pushing your face into the pillows of your messy bed.
âyou look so pretty for me baby, gonna fuck you good. okay?â his fingers traced up your ass before plunging them into your sopping cunt. âlaw! auhhh!ââ you whimpered into the pillow, falling apart at the touch of his hands. he swirled his digits around meticulously before taking them back out again.
the tip of his cock slid between your slick folds, coating it with your sweet juices. your walls hugged him perfectly as he filled you back up again. âya- fuckkk⌠such a perfect pussy, princess. holdin me so fucking tight, fuck!â
he felt his own high approaching, pre cum spilled within you and his cock throbbed hard. he was at the crash, forcefully stuffing your achy cunt until he heard your cries.
âFUCK iM GONNA C-CUM!â
âwait for me y/n, iâm iâm right fuck. iâm rightt there. shhhiiiiitâ âm coming baby.. s-scream my name for them.â
you forgot about the audience once again but it was so fucking hot seeing you man get off to fucking you in front of thousands, your fans⌠you screamed for him.
âlaww!! so fucking good!â you fucked back on his hips as he had you bent over, smacking against him as your arousal consumed youâyou creamed around his cock, white substance dripped from your stretched hole.
even more poured from your sopping cunt as your man came inside you, moans and whines fled his mouth, your sweet name and many profanities.
you laid there for a moment, completely fucked out, waiting for law to get the towel and run to turn off the camera. once it had stoped recording he came to your side and removed his mask, tenderly kissing your warm skin and cleansing any remaining liquid.
âround two? the cameras off baby.â he kept kissing you, his sweeter side coming through with the absence of the mask. he snickered.
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Description: Jason and Roy take the reader home and sexcapades ensue
Warnings: badly written smut, cursing, p in v, male and female recieving oral, reader is black as always, also Jason and Roy are roommates
Word Count: 2.4k
Clubbing in Gotham was either the best thing in the world or the riskiest thing that a single woman could do. That's why Y/N came out with her best friend. The buddy system had never failed them before. There they sat in the corner of the dark club, sipping some watered-down and overpriced cocktail.
"I think those two guys are watching you, "Her friend noted a tall ginger with tattoos and a taller dark-haired man from across the club.
"They're not," Y/N tightened the ponytail of her box braids that were in a half-up half-down style. Y/N knew she was attractive but to attract two men who looked like they stepped right out of Gotham Times? That'd be something new.
"They are," Her friend reached over and adjusted the cleavage of Y/N's dress before smiling and being pleased with her work. The dress was already out of Y/N's comfort zone because of it being short, low cut, and sequined. However, the silver sequins only made her more desirable under the strobe lights.
"No, they're not," She wrongly assured her friend.
"They're coming this way! Have some fun tonight," Her friend slid out of the booth and disappeared into the dancefloor with a wink. Y/N swore she was gonna get her back for this.
"Hi, beautiful. I'm Roy, and this is Jason," The ginger named 'Roy' slid on one side of her while Jason slid on the other. Roy's arm was wrapped around her but his energy was so inviting that she didn't mind him touching her.
"Hi, I'm Y/N," She smiled softly at the two men, still feeling a bit unsure about what would happen next.
"See, Jason and I had a little bet going on which one of us was more your type." Roy started while looking into her eyes. His green eyes were so inviting and friendly, that she couldn't help but be trapped in his stare.
"Winner gets to try and take you home for an 'eventful' evening with your permission, of course," Jason spoke for the first time and winked at her.
"I don't think I could choose," She said looking back and forth between the two men. Roy had a certain charm to him that made him appealing but Jason had a mystery about his aura that left her wanting more. As for physical appearance, both of the men were not lacking in that department. Jason was clean-shaven with jet-black hair that was dangerously close to his eyes. He wore a jacket but she could tell his muscles were aching to be free. Roy had a bit of stubble growing in and had a mop of red hair that was cut into a mullet. Unlike Jason, Roy wore a short-sleeved shirt that didn't conceal his muscles or his tattoos.
"Oh, that's fine. We don't mind sharing, do we, Jason?" Roy's eyes never left Y/N's face.
"Not at all," Jason agreed with Roy while putting one hand on Y/N's bare thigh.
"So, sweetheart, do you wanna have some fun with us?" Roy asked her with a small smirk as if he already knew the answer. She could only nod, her throat and mouth suddenly dry.
"Use your words," Jason chided her as he turned her chin towards him.
"Yes," She said a little too excitedly.
"Good girl," Jason whispered into her ear before leading her out of the club. The three of them took a brisk walk to a car that Jason owned. He was in the driver's seat while Y/N and Roy took to the back. It was only a few more moments later before Roy placed a kiss on her shoulder, then her neck, her jaw, and her cheek before finally hitting her mouth. His tongue prodded along her lips before she opened up.
Roy wanted to take it slow so he didn't spook her but she was so damn tempting. Before he knew it, his hand was creeping up her thigh. She spread her legs slightly to give him better access. He smirked before pulling away from her mouth. He helped her slip out of her panties before tossing them up towards Jason, who was eyeing them in the rearview mirror. One of his hands was on the wheel while the other was palming the tent pitching in his pants.
Y/N was in complete bliss while Roy's fingers continued to trail up her thigh. She gasped as he pressed against her wet heat. His fingers played with the outer lips of her pussy before skillfully dodging her clit. A small whimper fell from her lips as she caught Jason's eye in the review mirror.
"What about him?" She practically panted.
"It's okay, he likes to watch," Roy reassured her before pressing another kiss to the side of her head. He pried her legs open as wide as he could in the back of Jason's car.
"This wet already? It's like you were made for us," He spoke as he slipped a finger inside of her. He was sure she was dripping onto Jason's seats at this point but he didn't care. Roy added another finger and her pussy clenched around him as he found his rhythm. It didn't help that it felt like Jason was purposely hitting every pothole in Gotham.
"How many can you take? Three? Or Four?" Roy slipped four fingers into her tight pussy, pumping them in and out while his thumb massaged her clit. He could tell she was going to fall apart any second. His fingers began to do a curling motion against her g-spot and she knew she was done for.
"I'm gonna-" She could barely get anything out before her pussy began to spasm around his fingers. This didn't stop Roy. He continued to stroke in and out of her pussy removing one finger at a time.
"That's it, baby, cum around my fingers," He whispered as Y/N's breathing slowed. She felt like she was floating on cloud nine but it was interrupted by feeling the car be put in park.
"We're here," Jason smirked as he noticed how fucked out Y/N looked and this was only the beginning.
"Jay, you wanna taste?" Roy offered his hand which was still covered in pussy juice to his best friend.
"Hot," Y/N mumbled as she watched Jason take Roy's fingers into his mouth. The three of them managed to stumble out of the car without committing any more public indecency. Well, Y/N had to hold down her dress but Roy was insistent that if her pussy was exposed, he'd immediately get on his knees and eat her out.
"Who's apartment is this?" She asked after Jason unlocked the door to the large condo. It was surprisingly well decorated but it looked like men had lived there.
"Ours," Jason said tossing his jacket over the back of the couch. Her eyes were immediately drawn to his arms. She was right his biceps were bulging. To be trapped under those, she thought to herself.
"Are the two of you dating?" She asked noticing the shared pictures of them on the walls. Some had other people in them but it was usually one of them.
"We're just roommates with the same taste in women," Roy explained before walking towards her. She walked back until she hit the counter of the kitchen. Roy smiled down on her as he lifted her so she sat on the counter.
"Oh," There was a small gap in between them before Roy kissed her again. She felt like her breath was being taken away. It wasn't long before Roy broke the kiss and disappeared down a hallway. Y/N's eyes followed him before her view was blocked by Jason.
"Hi, princess. I wanna taste you s'more. That okay?" Jason tilted her chin up so that she was looking at him.
"Mhm," Y/N couldn't formulate words at the moment, not with what was about to happen.
If Y/N were to imagine heaven, she would think that it would consist of Jason's mouth on her pussy. His hands were relaxed behind his back and only his tongue was working. She swore that if she focused enough then she could feel him spelling out something but she wasn't sure what.
If Jason were to imagine heaven, it would be Y/N's pussy. The taste of her that he had in the car wasn't enough. He needed more. He didn't care about how much of a mess her wetness was making across his chin and face. No, no, she tasted too good for that. The sloppy slurping sounds hid her moans but Jason could feel her thighs straining to stay open.
"Jason, please," She moaned as her hands tangled in his hair. She pulled him closer to her aching pussy. Her hips subtly grinding on his face as she tried to chase her high. Jason was nothing, if not a people pleaser, so he let her cum on his face before carrying her to his bedroom where Roy was waiting.
"Take your dress off, baby," Roy said as he crawled next to her on the bed. In one fell swish, the dress was off of her and she was completely naked. Feeling slightly more sober than before she reached to cover her chest but Roy stopped her. He crawled on top of her and lowered his head to take one of her peaked nipples into his mouth. Her hands flew to his hair while he was holding her waist.
"Who do you want first? Me or Roy?" Jason asked stroking her face softly. Roy's tongue flicked her nipple with a pleasing smile.
"Roy," She moaned.
"You heard the lady," Jason nodded as he removed his shirt. He took a seat in the chair across the room. When his pants and boxers lowered, his cock sprang free.
Roy quickly relieved himself of his jeans and briefs. He grabbed a condom from his back pocket and put it on his already hard dick. His dick was pale at the base but his tip was red and dripping with precum. He wasn't sure how long he'd last because he had been hard since he fingered her in the backseat of the car. He carefully rubbed his cock's head between her folds before he began to push into her.
"Fuckin' hell," He muttered as he slid into her inch by inch. He wasn't bigger than Jason but his thickness would stretch her out like never before.
"S'not gonna fit," She whined as her back arched off of the bed ever so slightly. Roy just leaned down and kissed her once more. While she was distracted, he used this opportunity to fully sink into her.
She moaned into his mouth. His strokes were a bit sloppy but he managed to hit her G-spot every time. Jason sat in the corner watching and stroking his dick. From his angle, he could see her reaction to every stroke and movement by Roy. Her moans filled the room along with the sound of slapping skin.
Roy held onto her waist tightly as he pummeled into her. Her walls gushed and squeezed around him with every movement. He knew she was close to finishing when her legs locked around his back. He threw his weight behind him and began to push down on her stomach slightly.
"C'mon and cum pretty girl," Jason spoke from the corner. His hand was pumping faster than before. His stomach felt tight but he wanted to cum with them. Roy drew more moans out from her and nearly came as soon as her pussy fluttered around him as she came. Jason moaned as he came on his stomach. He wiped the sticky fluid onto his fingers and walked over to put it in her mouth.
"You're doing so good for us," Jason said as she sucked his cum from his fingers. Roy chuckled a little as he sat near the top of the bed. Y/N was still taking deep breaths as Jason stood at the edge of the bed.
"On your stomach," Jason tapped her thigh and she did as instructed. He placed a light smack to her bottom before lifting her hips and helping her arch back just like he wanted her to.
"Open up," Y/N looked up to see Roy's cock still hard even after cumming. She began slowly by teasing the head of his dick by licking his mushroom tip. Roy's face flushed red as she took into his mouth.
"Shit," Jason grunted softly as he pushed his cock into her. Y/N gagged on Roy's dick from the pressure building at the bottom of her belly. Roy kept one hand at the top of her head, slowly guiding her up and down until she got used to his size in her mouth.
If Y/N had thought that Roy was big, then she couldn't describe the words of Jason tearing her pussy apart. Every stroke felt as if he was just shy of kissing her cervix. His girth alone made her think about how she would struggle to walk in the morning.
"Mouth feels like heaven," Roy spoke as Y/N moaned around his dick. He wasn't gonna last long nor did he care.
"You wanna swallow?" Roy lifted her mouth off of his dick so she could answer. All she could do was nod from Jason's mind-numbing backshots. Roy held her down the full length of his cock so that she could swallow his nut. The warm fluid flowed down her throat with only a little spilling out of her mouth. Jason was getting close to cumming and he pushed and drove her further into the mattress. Y/N held onto Roy's thighs for stability as Jason completely wrecked her pussy. He felt her cum around his cock and gave a few more strokes before cumming himself. He smacked her ass one more time as her body fell limp onto the bed.
"Bathtub?" Roy asked while looking at a very fucked out Y/N. The bathtub would be the place for everyone to get cleaned before turning in for the night. Maybe even squeeze in one more round if Y/N was willing.
"Bathtub." Jason agreed.
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Summary: After Jacobâs Trial everything had changed for Andy Barber. He lost his wife, he almost lost his job and his son. Nothing seemed right in his life. Nothing but YOU.
Word Count:Â 16,090 (Sorry kids, itâs a long one.)Â
Warnings:Â Some Spoilers from Defending Jacob. Mentions of a car accident. Interoffice Romance. Brief mentions of a murder. unprotected sex, Multiple Point of Views. Boss|Assistant dynamic. Cursing. Mentions of cheating. Divorce. Mentions of being in the hospital. Laurie being a bitch. Neal being an asshole. Angry|Andy. pet names. Over protective Andy. Marking!Kink. Having a crush on your boss. Idiots in love with each other. keeping secrets. Mentions of Drinking. Self Doubt. Dirty Talk. Very Brief Hand job (if you squint.). fingering. Oral (f). edging (if you squint.). Consensual Sex. Regret. Second thoughts. Jealous Neal. Slightly possessive Andy. Brief Mention of Andy Getting Himself Off. Teasing. Mentions of Spanking. Mentions of mental health. Bipolar disorder. borderline personality disorder. Over protective Dad!Andy. Guilt about feeling happy. Toxic misogynistic male behavior. Some Ex-Wife Drama. Getting punched in the face.(PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I MISSED ANYTHING)
A|N: Hello! Just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who reads this and or any of my stories. I hope you enjoy. please feel free to let me know your thoughts. Also I apologize for the length of this one I kind of got carried away. :) enjoy friends. (Pics for the moodboard came from pinterest. I do not own.)Â Â
âAssistant District Attorney; Andy Barber?â a voice from behind you calls. You turn around to see a tall gentleman standing there behind you. There was silence for a minute before you spoke. âMr. Logiudice, Mr. Barber is in a meeting with the DA.â you say, a firm tone in your voice. He smirked. Like you had just said something funny. Which you had not. âDoll, how many times do I have to tell you to call me Neal.â he stepped towards you.. The door to Andyâs Office swings open. Thank god. You exhale. âLeave her alone Neal, how many times do I have to TELL youâŚâ Andy turns and gives you a flirty wink and nod. You couldnât help but blush. You sit back behind your desk. Neal sighs, rolling his eyes. âBesides Neal, youâre not her type anyways.â he shoots a blue eyed gaze your way and you practically melt into your chair, biting your lip.Â
You werenât going to lie. You had a crush on the ADA⌠who didnât? He was incredibly gorgeous, smart, powerful and sweet as hell, but donât fuck with him. He didnât take shit from anyone and everyone knew it. Youâd been ADA Barberâs assistant for five years and well it had been a rough last couple of years for him, especially with his sonâs trial, and the aftermath of it, his father, through getting divorced from his wife, the accident, the long nights spent at the hospital with Jacob in a coma. It had been a pretty fucked up time for Andy to put it midly. But through everything you always stuck by him, no matter what he needed you were there for him; youâd developed a pretty close friendship. and he never forgot what youâd done for him.Â
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Part 2 of All The Reasons We Can't
Pairing: Tim Bradford x fem!reader (Lucy's roommate)
Summary: After you move in with Lucy Chen, you show Tim Bradford that some things are worth fighting for, especially when there are plenty of reasons it will work.
Warnings: unspecified age gap (r is younger than Lucy), angst, fluff, banter, spoilers for s6
Word Count: 1.2k+ words
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Tim looks miserable. He seems to think for far too long before he speaks, and you hate that he isnât enjoying himself. It took weeks to actually go on your first date. Now that youâre here, you canât decide if heâs regretting agreeing to go out with you, his ex-girlfriendâs best friend and roommate, or if heâs simply worrying about all the reasons he thinks your relationship wonât work.
âWill you be ordering dessert tonight?â the waiter asks.
âCould you give us one moment?â you reply with a smile.
Alone, you look at Tim.
âDo you want dessert?â he murmurs.
âThis isnât working, Tim,â you decide. âLetâs just go.â
Tim nods but doesnât speak. Internally, heâs convincing himself that you have realized what he originally said â that a relationship between you will never work because too many things are working against you. The age difference, Lucy, and so much that he hasnât even voiced are all direct threats to what youâre trying to make.
You lead Tim to your car and gesture for him to get in. The drive to your favorite ice cream parlor is silent but not completely awkward, somehow. After you arrive, you order and sit at a quiet booth in the back of the hole-in-the-wall, family-owned restaurant to wait for your desserts.
âYou are incredible, Tim,â you begin. âYou care about people, and you do whatâs best for them even if it hurts you. Youâre a great hugger, but thatâs not where Iâm going with this.â
âWhere are you going with this?â he interrupts. âI thought you said this wasnât working.â
You smile and take Timâs hand across the table. âThe date wasnât working, Tim. Look, if youâre scared that this wonât happen â that we wonât happen â then it wonât, because your fear and your feelings are going to keep getting in the way. If youâve decided that you just donât want to try, we donât have to.â
âI want to try,â he assures you. âI just⌠I donât want to ruin this like I ruined everything else.â
âThen work with me, Tim. Not for me, or against everything else. Work with me.â
Tim nods, and you add, âBesides, you didnât ruin everything. Youâre still gorgeous and have a really cute dog.â
Tim smiles and asks, âAnd Iâm a good hugger, right?â
âThe best,â you answer with a wink. âSo, if you want to take Lucyâs roommate, Iâm inviting you to. I meant what I said before: anything you need, Iâm here.â
âYou asked how I was when we met,â Tim reminds you. âAt that moment, I decided that I was missing something, and it was you. ButâŚâ
âYou still have feelings for Lucy?â you guess softly.
âNo. I will always care about her, but itâs not like it was before. I want you. The risk of losing you too terrifies me.â
You nod and tap your fingers against the table. âYour original concerns were that youâre older than me, that you broke my roommateâs heart, that you kept secrets, almost lost your job, and then some, right?â
Tim nods, and his hand in yours seems to tighten.
âI donât care that youâre older than me. If anyone else does, theyâre jealous of me for landing you.â
âI donât think-â
âShh,â you demand playfully. âSo, donât care about the age. You dated my roommate, then dumped her. Sheâs over it and gave me to go ahead because even she could see that weâre good for each other. Besides, she can get anyone she wants, no offense. And then the whole keeping secrets thing seems completely irrelevant because theyâre not secrets anymore, and Iâve only known you for a few weeks. If youâre hiding a family of seven, however, thatâs a deal-breaking secret.â
âWhat about a family of five?â he counters.
âDepends. Are the kids as cute as you?â
Tim smiles and says, âMy heart is still telling me yes.â
âAnd youâre still paying, and Iâm still here. I care about you, but that has to be enough. Iâm not going to start this relationship if itâs just going to be me comforting you until those reasons get to you and you leave me.â
Tim nods. He understands that kind of bond is not a relationship; itâs a dependency, and it will lead to a lot of unnecessary pain and dispute.
âHow many scoops of ice cream do you think they serve each day?â you ask.
âThousands,â Tim answers. âWhy?â
âYou listed three specific reasons we canât be together. There are thousands, if not more, that I can think of proving we can work. But thatâs only if weâre willing to try.â
âDid you just compare our future relationship to ice cream scoops?â
âYes, I did. So, are you ready to get your scoop a little dirty, or are we going to just be friends who share hugs sometimes?â
Someone brings your dessert to your table, and Tim thanks them before he holds your hand again.
âLucy said she wanted you to be with someone else because you deserve someone you can be yourself with,â you say. âIâd love to be that person, but I think Iâd benefit from it a lot more if I got to kiss you.â
âAre you always like this?â
âIf by this you mean wonderful, attractive, smart, and practically perfect, then yes,â you joke. âTim, we work. Tell me you canât see that and Iâll drop it until youâre ready to see it.â
âI see it,â Tim promises. âShould I start listing the reasons I can see?â
âLetâs just raise a spoon to all of the reasons we can.â
You raise your pink plastic spoon and tap it lightly against Timâs green one. He smiles at you before taking a bite of his dessert, and your date suddenly becomes perfect.
âYou know what I need?â you ask as you exit the ice cream shop hand-in-hand with Tim.
âI couldnât begin to guess,â he replies honestly.
âAnother hug.â
Tim smiles as he spins you back toward him. He hugs you as he had in your kitchen the day you met, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist as his head drops toward your shoulder. With your lips beside his ear, you whisper, âThank you.â
âWhere have you been all my life?â
âWasting time until we met mostly,â you answer. âWhich you can thank Lucy for, by the way.â
âNo chance,â he argues as he pulls back, wrapping his arm over your shoulders. âSheâd never let me forget it.â
âYouâre different than I expected,â you admit.
âIâm sure you heard about some of my worst moments, so Iâd hope so.â
âNo, I mean, I heard about the good, too. But⌠youâre special, Tim Bradford.â
Tim tilts his chin to the side and raises his brows.
âAnd you know what Iâve just decided?â
Tim shakes his head, and you raise your hands to cup his cheeks. Pulling yourself against his chest, you angle your moth towards his and whisper, âIâm going to show you just how special you are,â before your lips meet.
Bonus:
Timâs arms tighten around your waist, and he moves you back gently against the side of the car. Sirens whoop behind him, and you hide your face in his jacket as Lucy rolls the window of the police car down.
âYou are so welcome,â she calls. âAnd I better get all of the details.â
âThis is weird,â Tim says, âyou know that, right?â
âA lot of perfect things, things that work, are,â you reply, looking through your lashes at him.
Summary: part 2 of whatever happens . after the events you are in a coma and tim is desperate for you to wake up
Part 2 was originally requested by @fyodorssimp1 . i'm sorry it took so long and that is not that great...
Warnings: : hospitals, coma, reference to torture, kidnap, ptsd.
Notes:
Sorry for the grammatical errors. Iâm new at writing so feedback is appreciated. Thank you for reading. do not translate or appropriate my work
Comments and kudos are highly appreciated :)
words: 2400
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Part 1
Tim had not left your side since you had got out of the ICU. It did not matter how much Angela and Lucy had pleaded him to go shower or take a bit of fresh hair. He would not leave your hand for one minute.
You were in a coma but the doctors were positive you would wake up as soon as your body had recovered a bit. He just had to wait.
After much persuasion from Lucy and Angela Tim had asked the hospital to have you two moved to a double room, so that at least he could stay on a hospital bed considering he too was full or burns and bruises and with a broken leg. The room had a bathroom too so it was easier as tim could go without worrying someone would get to you to harm you while he was away
Tim could not sleep, when exhaustion took him over while he was holding your hand, flashbacks of you being tortured and shot while he could do nothing to help you continue playing in his mind waking him up.
After two weeks he was exhausted and you still had not woken up.
Your office, the national defence, had sent officers to guard your door and to question Tim on what had happened.
He had lied, he told them you had said nothing, and that is why you had ended up like that. He was thankful that the computer with the list of agents they had written down had been shot during the recovery mission with no hardisk to recover. All the agents were safe, after what you had endured, speaking only to save him, not yourself, he could not have you loose your job or worse go to martial law.
Angela, Lucy, Jackson, Harper, Nolan and the Gray had come visit him daily. Angela and Lucy staying for hours to keep him company or bring him some food.
Tim felt useless. Less than when they had attacked you as he could not protect himself and you and now he could do nothing to help you as you fought to recover.Â
Tim talked to you. They told him it could help you wake up and so he does, he talks about anything and everything, he reads you your  favorite books and puts on your favorite music. Anything that could get you to wake up.
-.-.-
The weeks pass and he starts to lose hope. Doctor after doctor says he just needs to wait that eventually you will wake up, but he is losing his mind. After one month the doctors change opinion, that the situation is more critical than they thought, that by now you should have woken up.
Timâs word collapses, he cries, he had not cried much ever before but in these weeks he did more often that he would like to admit. The funny thing is that you would be proud of him, as you always said he should allow himself to feel his emotions more.Â
Tim Bradford never begs, but for you he does, he would do anything for you. He asks you everyday to please wake up, that he canât do it without you, he makes promises after promise.
And on a late night he is at it again, on a chair next to your bed holding your hand as he begs you to open your eyes.
âsweetheart you need to wake up please. Itâs been a month, iâm losing my mind baby.â He asks you eyes lucid kissing your hand as he looks at your broken form in the hospital bed
âyou are my world and my sanity. I know I failed you, I did not protect you, I did not protect our home, but please I beg you. Donât leave me. I need you. I need you to make fun of me, to compliment my cooking, to scold me when Iâm too harsh with lucy, to kiss me when I had a hard day. to watch trash tv with me as I hold you pretending I hate the latest show you  got obsessed with. To knock me down when we are sparring, to leave your heels in the middle of the living room to have me trip over them. To making me feel love and complete when everyone else just sees my tough side and as you call it grumpy side. I need to hear your voice, your laugh again, to look at you as you do anything and everything. Please baby. You need to wake up, I beg you. Please for meâ
He kisses you hand again, his lips lingering on it as he tries not to sob, you are so fragile and broken in that bed, a far different form of what he used to see you as. The bruises healed but the casts for your broken bones are still there.
âI donât think I ever told you, but when you got taken all those years ago when we were both serving in the military, I was so scared, that we were never going to find you in time, that you would die not knowing how much I loved you.  Because as we sneaked around I had been a coward and not told you how much I loved you. And when I found you, all scared and bruised in that hut, I have never been so relieved. It didnât matter what they did to you because you were alive. I had never been so scared in my life as in those days while you were gone. then I had never been so relieved as when back then you jokingly scolded me asking me why it took me so long to tell you I loved you once I found you. I have never been so scared again until now. Baby Iâm so scared for you to not wake up, to lose you, to never hear your voice again. and as back then you ended my fears by showing me you were alright I need you to give me that relief again by waking up.â he says wiping silent tears
âyou are the strongest person I know. That time you held up, you recovered physically and mentally in a way I had never seen before. I wish I had half your strength. you proved time after time how strong you are. and you did again when you held up saying those names. What you did, resisting so long, was something I did not think any human was capable to. but I need you to be strong again now to and to wake up. Iâm begging you y/n. I will do whatever you want, I will even resign and spend the rest of my life soley taking care of you, I will transfer anywhere you want, the only thing I need is for you to wake up, we will figure out the rest from there. Please baby, please wake upâ he pleads you crying as sobs run freely now
âI swear I will never ask for anything again. if you come back to me again I will never ask for anything else, pleaseâ
It's fileable but tim feels it, your hand trying to squeeze his. He shots his head up to look at you your Eyes are still closed with no strength to open them.
ây/n?â he asks voice heavy and full of hope
 you manage to press his hand again. only slightly but that is enough for him
he gives a laugh that is kind of weird and ecstatic as he runs to the button next to your bed shouting for help as the nurses run in. they push him out as angela arrives for her visit of the day seeing the commotion
âwhat is happening?â she asks in worry  running to tim and placing her hand on his arm
âshe touched my handâ he says in a mix of excitement and worry and angela hugs him never having seen him so happy
-.-.-
after a few hours when the doctors had finished run their checks, they let tim enter your room, he had never left the corridor as he and angela waited for the doctors to allow him in. You were awake and the doctors confirmed that you would have a total recovery even if it would take a few months, angela smiled at him and gently tapped his shoulders as the doctors told him he could enter the room
you were finally without tubes and awake, your voice was almost none existent as strained by the weeks with the machine helping you breath and by not having used it , you were still very weak but you were alive
âhiâ you manage to rasp looking at him but your eyes are heavy struggling to be kept open
Tim let out a breath of relief as he rushed to your side, broken leg permitting, kissing your forehead a single tear running down his cheek. he is afraid to touch you being you still heavy injured
âthank god you are awake baby, you scared me thereâ, he looks at you afraid if he tears his eyes away you would be in a coma again , he sits next to you taking your hand âI love you so muchâ he tells you kissing your hand again
âI âŚtooâ you manage to say, eyes still heavy and voice almost unherdable
âits okay rest, Iâm here, Iâm not going anywhere babyâ he reassures you squeezing your hand as you sleep for a bit, he stays there silently happily crying
.-.-.-.-.
You sleep for another couple of days, tim never leaving your side as the doctors reassure him that you are out of the coma and just resting. when you wake up again you are much better
âhey babyâ tim tells you as you open and blink your eyes, he scoops nearer carefully caressing your head afraid to hurt you
âtimâ you say, voice still hoarse but better
âIâm here sweetheart, what do you need?â he asks you as you start to tear up
âthe agentsâŚâ you manage to cry out
âthey are okay. The list never made I out our living room. They are safe thanks to youâ he reassures you
âthank godâ you say closing your eyes in relief âI will resign tomorrowâÂ
âno need to, no one knows that the name got out, I lied. They will question you, so stick to my version and all will be fineâ he reassures you, whispering and turning around to check that the guards outside your door cannot hear you
âI donât deserve to keep my jobâ you say shaking your head
âyes you do, the way you held up baby, no one would have been able as you did. you are so strong. You are a hero y/nâ he tells you meaning every word, you just nod
âI should have protected youâ he adds guilt eroding him âno tim, I should have protected youâ you reply shaking your head âits all my faultâ you add tearing up again at the memory of what they did to him of how they almost killed him to make you talk
âhey, hey sweetheart. No. none of this was your fault, you hold up and you saved me okay?â he tells you voice firm, you nod again. âbut you need to promise me something, never and I mean never again try to trade your life for mine again, okay? I cannot live without youâ he tells you now more serious as he tears up too at the memory of you asking the intruders to take you or kill you instead of him
âI could not let them kill you, not for my life or this country, all loses importance if you are in danger timâ you tell him shaking your head, the way they tortured him and almost shot him if the police had arrived a minute later, would hunt you for life, the image of the gun to his head as you were helpless to save him
âyou matter more, to me. More than my life and more than everything. Okay? Now donât think about it, we are okay. Rest. You need to recover, I will be here every step of the way, no matter how long it takes, okay?â he reassures you caressing your head as you nod and settle back In the hospital bed.  He presses a kiss to your head as he then sits back in his chair, he draws cirlces on your hand with his fingertips trying to suit you, considering most of the rest of you is still with a cast because of the may bones you broke
âeven new York?â you ask him after a bit of silence
âwhat?âÂ
âI heard you. Everything you said, every day I heard you. It felt like a dream but I heard you, you helped me come back timâ you explain, eyes heavy again
He is silent taken back from your admission â I meant every word, anywhere you want sweetheart, I love you. So much, you are all that matter to me. You want to move? Good for meâ he tells you giving you a sad smile before kissing your foreheadÂ
âI love you too tim. And you love los angeles you always say there is nothing quite like it, you have been here your whole lifeâ you reply as he pecks your lips and he wipes away your tears with his thumb
âyes but I love you more. now rest. Iâll be here when you wake and then we will do watherver you want. Okay?â he reassures you. You nod
âlove youâ you say as you close your eyes easing back to sleep finally feeling safe
âI love you too sweetheartâ tim says as he too now sleeps on the chair holding your hand, for the first time in a month finally fully resting knowing you are okay
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Pairing: Jim Street x fem!reader
Summary: You overhear Chris and Molly giving Street a hard time and ignoring his boundaries. When you encourage him to make his own decisions and remind him that you are with him, he realizes how different you are.
Warnings: spoilers for and dialogue from S.W.A.T. 4x7 "Under Fire", angst to fluff, Chris and Molly, love confession, kissing
Word Count: 3.8k+ words
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âLuca needs to get back from Germany,â you bemoan. âIâm starving.â
âThereâs this crazy new thing called cooking for yourself. You should try it sometime,â Hondo replies with a smile.
âI have tried and itâs not the same.â
Hondo rolls his eyes and pats your shoulder as Lieutenant Lynch enters S.W.A.T. HQ.
âWhat are you doing here so early?â she asks you.
âNothing better to do.â
âWow. Thanks for that,â Hondo interjects. âIâm not going to let you visit Street anymore if youâre going to treat me like this.â
âYou should blame yourself for sending Luca away. Iâm irritable because Iâm hungry.â
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Across town, Street is facing a similar problem of being hungry in Lucaâs absence. Heâs taken a different approach: less complaining and more cooking for himself and Molly.
âMaybe not as tasty as Lucaâs special breakfast burritos, but, uh, as long as heâs in Germany, itâs gonna have to do.â He sees the time and adds, âIâm running late. Would you mind plating these? Iâll be right back.â
âPlating?â Molly repeats. âThink maybe we need to stop binging those cooking shows.â
As she moves the food from the pan onto the prepared plates, three plates she notices but doesnât stop to wonder why, Jimâs phone begins vibrating on the table.
âBabe, your phone!â Molly calls. When she doesnât receive a reply, she looks at the caller ID: State Prison Lancaster. âI think itâs your mom!â she adds.
After two more vibrations, she answers and says, âJim Streetâs phone.â
âThis is a collect call from state prison inmate Karen Street. Will you accept the charges?â an automated voice asks.
âYes.â When the line connects, Molly begins, âMrs. Street, my name is Molly. Iâm Jimâs girlfriend.â
While Molly answers his phone, Street gathers his things and thinks of you. Youâre supposed to stop by the station this morning to visit, and heâs planning to take you some food because he knows you miss Lucaâs incredible meals as much as he does. Upon returning from the bedroom, he sees Molly on the phone and asks, âIs that my phone?â
âYes,â Molly answers, covering the microphone. âJust a sec, Mrs. Street. Hereâs Jim.â
Street takes the phone and ends the call before sliding it into his pocket. He returns to the kitchen and shakes his head at his momâs antics.
âJim, what are you doing?â Molly asks. âThat was your mom.â
âYeah, I know. Why would you answer that?â Street replies.
âWhat if it was an emergency? Which it was. Sheâs really sick. Says theyâve got her at the prison infirmary.â
âSheâs fine.â
âShe didnât sound fine.â
âI promise you itâs just another one of her scams to suck me back into her life.â
âIf youâd talked to her, weâd know for sure, wouldnât we?â
âThereâs a reason that I never mention my mother to you. Iâm done with her. Sheâs out of my life. I donât want her anywhere near me, and I definitely donât want you anywhere near her. Believe me, itâs for your own good.â
Molly stands in her place, unable to see where Street is coming from. She doesnât understand why he is so comfortable leaving his mother alone, especially when she calls to tell him sheâs not doing well.
âYou know,â Molly says after a moment, âIâm going to be late. Iâll grab breakfast at work.â
âMolly,â Street calls after her. âJust wait a second, Molly.â
He sighs as the door closes behind her and sets the empty pan to the side. Street has never been great at relationships, but after Molly ignores his reasons and wishes, heâs not sure she is the woman worth fighting for, anyway.
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âGood morning,â Deacon says as he looks over your shoulder.
You turn quickly and smile when you see Street walking toward you. He extends a covered bowl of food, and you gasp excitedly before thanking him. His close-lipped smile immediately clues you into the fact that something is wrong.
âAre you okay?â you ask softly.
âYeah, Iâm good. Enjoy the food.â
You nod and thank him again before he walks away with his team. After their morning meeting, you hope to spend a few more minutes with Street and get to the bottom of whatever bothers him. Years of friendship have brought you incredibly close to him, and you want him to know that you support him, no matter what he is going through. However, you also know that he is with Molly, so you respect that boundary, too. While you want to hug him, hold him tight, and promise that everything will be okay, that isnât your place. Until he invites you in, you are happy being an onlooker in Streetâs life.
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âYou made breakfast,â Chris muses as she shakes her head. âGuess that means Molly stayed over.â
âHowâs that going?â Deacon asks. âYou planning to settle down sometime soon?â
Street inhales before he shrugs. âI guess weâll see how it works out.â
âHey,â Hondo calls as he gestures for Street to hang back and talk to him. Once the rest of the team is out of earshot, Hondo says, âI havenât heard much about your personal life recently. Your momâs not still giving you trouble, is she?â
While you look for Street to thank him for the delicious breakfast, you accidentally stumble upon him talking to Hondo about his mom. You stop in a nearby hallway, and prepare to turn around to let Street finish his conversation privately. He tells you a lot about his life, and though you donât know how big that is for him, you think you probably already know what heâs going to say: he has everything under control, even if he doesnât, because he has trouble asking for help.
âI got it all handled," Street answers as expected.
âThatâs not an answer. Talk to me,â Hondo replies.
âShe tried to call me this morning from prison. Molly answered, she didnât know any better.â
On that note, you do turn and walk away. Molly is not your friend, Street is, so now that the conversation has shifted, you feel wrong about eavesdropping further.
âThat doesnât sound handled. Your mom still locked up?â
âYeah. Violating parole shouldâve been just a year, max, but sheâs still there, so it can only mean sheâs still screwing up.â
âYou donât talk to her?â
âNo. I mean, I did, early on a couple times. But itâs always the same old BS with her⌠How sheâs a victim, how the C.O.s or the other prisoners arenât treating her right. Nothingâs ever her fault.â
âSheâs still blaming you for being there?â
âProbably. She was never exactly the forgiving type.â
âAll right, look, kid. Iâve always tried to have your back where your momâs concerned. Now, we banged heads over it early on, but when it comes down to it, you got to do whatâs in your heart.â
Street nods, but lately, what his heart wants goes against what everyone around him thinks is right.
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âCâmon,â Chris says, âI have to do the boring part of the job and I could use some company.â
You nod and follow her into the kitchen and dining area of S.W.A.T. HQ. Technically, you were supposed to leave a while ago, but youâre still worried about Street and want to stay close in case he needs a friend. Yes, his teammates are also his friends, but since you donât work with him daily, it is easier for him to open up to you. Or, at least, thatâs the reason as you see it.
Chris gives you a few directions so you can help her and make the project go twice as fast. You work side-by-side and talk about your plans for the weekend. Even though you arenât on the team, Streetâs teammates always make you feel like part of the family when you stop by.
âSo, any big weekend plans to tell Street how you actually feel?â Chris asks.
Luckily, the door opens before you can reply.
âOh, hey,â Street says when he enters.Â
He smiles and asks what youâre still doing here, but you donât get to answer before Molly walks in.
âMolly, whatâs up?â Street asks.
You return your attention to your task, and you and Chris speed up to get out of the room as quickly as possible.
âI know youâre busy, but I called the prison to check on your mom.â
Once you hear that Molly crossed such a clear boundary, you freeze momentarily before growing desperate to escape this conversation.
âYou did what?â Street demands.
âShe wasnât lying, Jim. I talked to a doctor, itâs something with her liver. Theyâre transferring her to a hospital for tests. Itâs bad.â
âI told you, I want nothing to do with her. You know our history. Her- her drug abuse, alcohol, violence.â
âEvery one of those things is consistent with her being abused,â Molly argues.
âDo not go making her a victim.â
You finish what youâre working on and look at Chris. She picks everything up and points hurriedly at the door. A tiny part of you wants to hear where this is going, but you and Street are too close to throw away your relationship over something he will tell you when heâs ready.
âWell, that wasâŚâ you begin as you walk into the hallway.
âItâs going to be a long day,â Chris sighs.
âNot what I was thinking,â you murmur.
You look back over your shoulder at the door and wish you could go in and encourage him to do whatever he wants, whatever he thinks is right. But Molly is in there, and you trust Street will always do the right thing no matter what she says.
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Street watches you leave and wants to follow you, but Molly continues arguing.
âBabe, your mom is a victim. I deal with women like your mother all the time, their lives destroyed by the trauma of being abused and never getting help. Twenty years ago, she needed treatment, and all sheâs had is a life of black eyes and incarceration.â
âThis is my fault for having her locked up again?â Street questions.
âNo. But, Jim, this is the woman who gave birth to you.â
âAnd dragged me through hell every day since. She betrayed me, she lied to me, she stole from me, she almost cost me my career at S.W.A.T. I canât believe youâre taking her side on this.â
âIâm not taking sides.â
âDonât you think maybe you should be? You know what? I canât do this right now. Iâm at work, okay? I justâŚâ Street turns and walks toward the door as he finishes, âCanât do this.â
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You leave the station soon after Street returns from his conversation with Molly. You plan to visit again when he gets off and remind him that youâre here for him, but he is at work and has more important things to focus on than his mom, girlfriend, or you. Thereâs a brief moment where you consider calling Luca and asking him to talk to Street. You decide against it because Jim probably doesnât need anyone else in his business right now.
When you arrive at the station, Deacon sees you in the parking lot and insists you go inside. He noticed Streetâs off attitude, too, and thinks you're the cure.
âAre you sure?â you ask quietly.
âHe needs a friend. Thatâs you.â
You nod and walk into HQ. Street isnât around, so you sit beside the locker room and are soon unintentionally eavesdropping for the third time today.
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At the end of the shift, after a long day of saving firefighters and finding a shooter, Chris and Street are in the locker room and preparing to leave. Street wants to go home, maybe call you, and then enjoy some alone time without anyone asking him what he is going to do, or worse, tell him what he should do.
âYou figured out how youâre gonna make it right to Molly yet?â Chris asks.
âHow Iâm gonna make it right? Iâm not the one who needs to apologize," Street replies.
âWe got out of there as fast as we could, but I heard enough to know, you⌠Youâve got some fences to mend.â
âYou also heard how she totally went behind my back with my mom.â
âHer motive being, what? Compassion? Giving a crap about women whoâve had a messed-up life?â
You pull your phone from your pocket and press Streetâs number. He doesnât answer, and you frown before standing. You donât want to hear more than you have to, so you walk to the parking lot and wait beside Streetâs bike. He exits the building alone and is clearly in no mood to talk, but you must ensure he knows that Molly and Chris are wrong. They have no say in his personal life and are never willing to be there for him.
âHi,â you greet. âI know youâve had a crazy day and youâre ready to get home, but I need to say something first.â
âLet me guess,â he begins defensively. âYouâre going to tell me that I should go see my mom or apologize to Molly. Why not make it better and say both?â
You fight down a smile at his response. At least he hasnât lost his personality in the day heâs had.
âActually,â you reply, âI was going to tell you that Chris and Molly overstepped. None of these decisions are theirs, and, in the end, itâs your choice. Because your life is the one being most affected. I just thought you could use a reminder that no one gets to make these calls for you. Itâs your life, Street. I, for one, am with you no matter what you decide to do.â
âWhat if I make the wrong decision?â he whispers. Every trace of defensiveness is gone in his clear doubt about the choices he faces.
âThen youâll find a way to learn from it. I donât think there is a wrong decision here; unless, of course, itâs not yours.â
âI really donât want to talk to my mom.â
âThen donât. You know you and you know her, so you know what is best for you and your relationship with her. If thatâs no relationship, thatâs your choice.â
âI donât know.â
âBut you will,â you promise. âYouâll make the best decision for the right reasons. You choose for you, not for anyone else, okay?â
Street nods slowly, and you wish him goodnight before you turn toward your car. Suddenly, you remember he is facing one more decision and spin to face him.
âOne more thing, Street. You didnât do anything wrong, you just stood up for yourself, so donât apologize unless you think you need to. Donât let anyone thatâs not in your relationship into your relationship.â
âThank you,â he calls after you.
You donât see Streetâs smile return as you enter your car, but your statements help him more than you thought they would.
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When Street texts Molly and asks her to come over, he fully expects her to say no, so when she knocks on the door a few minutes later, heâs surprised.
âThanks for coming,â he says as he invites her in. âI wasnât sure you would after today.â
âIâm here, soâŚâ Molly begins. She trails off and waits for Jim to do something.
Thereâs an apology somewhere inside Street, where he says he was a jerk and makes excuses for his actions. However, your words are fresh in his mind, and he decides not to apologize. As he looks at Molly and compares what she said and did today to your words and actions, Street realizes something.
Whenever he thinks of taking the next step with Molly or one of the guys asks where he sees the relationship going, he canât get past this point. Hondo joked that it was his inner playboy, but Street sees now that the issue was never him or a fear of commitment. It was Molly the whole time.Â
Since the beginning, Street knew that Molly wasnât the right one, but heâs finally ready to admit it. Molly was never really there for him, never listened to him â still doesnât, Street thinks â and she has never been respectful or careful of his boundaries.Â
âYou may be expecting an apology,â Street says, âbut I donât think I need to give you one. I asked you to leave it alone, and you didnât. I know you mean well, Molly, but I canât keep doing this if youâre just going to go behind my back and ignore everything I say.â
âSheâs your mother!â Molly argues. âYou still have time to fix things with her.â
âThatâs just it, though. Iâm- Iâm not sure I want to. Listen, Molly, I know that you lost your mother, and how devastating that was for you, but itâs not the same situation for me.â
Streetâs mind drifts to you. He remembers what you said earlier and realizes it has always been you. You are the only person in his life who has always been with him, listened to him, supported him, and respected his feelings. You respect him and his boundaries no matter what. Unlike Chris and Molly, youâve never tried to decide for him or make him see your reasoning, but youâve been there to talk or listen when he needs it.
âMolly, look. I love you; I do. But not in the way that you deserve to be loved, or that I need to love whoever I spend my life with,â Street explains. âYou will always be special to me, but I have to make my own choices.â
Molly wipes a tear as she asks, âLike what?â
âWhen to go get the girl,â Street answers quietly.
Molly nods and rushes out of Streetâs house. He sighs before he follows her.
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A loud knock pulls your attention from the book in your lap, and you set it to the side before you slowly walk to the door.
âItâs me,â Street says from the other side.
You release a breath and open the door. Itâs late, and youâre confused about why Street is knocking on your door when heâs supposed to be with Molly, but you let him in anyway. When he stops beside your table and stares at the book you left on it, completely silent, you grow less confused and more concerned.
âStreet,â you say. You lay your hand on his arm and ask, âYouâve been different today. Whatâs bothering you?â
âYou,â he whispers.Â
After you pull your hand away, shocked and heartbroken at his answer, he rushes to explain himself.
âNo, listen,â he begs. âWhat you said earlier changed everything. You told me that it was my decision and that I didnât have to do anything I didnât want to, all that. But, when I was talking to Molly about how she doesnât respect my decisions or my boundaries and tries to force her opinions about what I should do without knowing my reasons, I remembered you.â
You furrow your brows, and Street raises his hands to hold your shoulders.
âI appreciate you, so much. Not just for telling me what I deserve but for being that and so much more. You are the only person in my life that just lets me do what I need to do, and youâre by my side through all of it. Everything that you said I needed, I have in you. Thank you.â
âOf course. Itâs your life, Street,â you reply. âBut that doesnât mean you have to do it alone.â
âYou-â Street begins again before trailing off. He doesnât know how to express his feelings because heâs slowly realizing what he feels for you.
âSpit it out, Street,â you say with a smile. âIâm here to listen.â
Street shakes his head but lowers his voice to do as you say. âI loved Molly, but- but Molly didnât just love me back. She tried to tell me how to love. And Chris- I donât even know what Chrisâs problem is; some days she wants to love and others she just wants to be loved, but never at the same time. Itâs exhausting to deal with, but then she argues about what love looks like even though she canât possibly know.â
You nod along, not sure what Street needs or wants to hear. Staying silent seems like the best option while he works through these thoughts. Heâs saying the word love a lot, but never in the present tense or as an active feeling, you notice.
âBut you⌠with you everything is shared. You love without expecting love in return, and you listen and remember. There has never been a moment with you where I felt pressured or ignored, and I love that about you.â
You smile and open your mouth to tell Street youâll always be here for him, but he cuts you off.
âI love that about you,â he repeats. âI love you because you are everything I donât deserve, but you make me feel deserved.â
After your eyes widen, you make a noise that sounds like a sob and a laugh. Street waits for you to say something, but you canât beat the speech he just gave, so you raise your hands to his cheeks and nod. His eyes widen to match yours when a tear slides over the bump of your cheek as your smile returns.
âYou said itâs my life, but I donât have to do it alone, right?â Street murmurs as you step closer to him.
âRight.â
âThen, I think that Iâd like to make you a bigger part of my life.â
You donât hesitate to kiss him, and as he meets you in the middle, you think about how long you have wanted to be part of his life. Being near him was beautiful, but being by his side through everything will be an entirely new and perfect experience. You love Jim Street, and now that he loves you, too, you feel like a part of his life, not an accessory to it.
âI love you,â you say against his lips.
Streetâs arms tighten around your waist, and he tilts his chin to kiss your forehead before standing.
âDid you break up with Molly before you came over here?â you whisper.
Street nods, and you bite your bottom lip before saying, âSo, youâre giving me her position?â
âNo,â Street promises with a laugh. âIâm giving you the position I should have given you a long time ago.â
You kiss Street quickly and laugh when he tries to follow you for more. âI promise to fill my position well, and to always listen to you, respect your boundariesâŚâ
Street ducks his head, and his nose brushes against yours as he replies, âMaybe we could remove a few of our boundaries.â
He kisses you again, and you find that you like your new position in Jim Streetâs life more than you ever anticipated.
Pairing: Tim Bradford x fem!singer!reader
Summary: You and Tim Bradford have secret lives, but when you see one another, the desire to wear a mask disappears.
Warnings: attempted violence against reader, mostly fluff!
Word Count: 3.3k+ words
A/N: There was a brief period where I wanted to be a songwriter, so the bad lyrics in this are mine! I've been listening to even more music than usual lately so if you have (or need) any song recs, please drop them in my inboxđ¤
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âWhat exactly are you telling me?â you question.
âYour front row security team refused to sign the NDA,â your manager Wendy explains.
âSo, I donât have stage security for tonight? The show that starts in less than six hours,â you clarify.
âRight.â
You sigh, rubbing your jaw as you think. âDo they have to sign one?â
âTheyâre required to have backstage access via all access passes to be in that area between the crowd and the stage,â she explains. âSo, yes.â
âAnd we canât get a security team vetted, signed, and prepped that quickly. What are we supposed to do?â
âI donât want to suggest we cancel the show, but our options are incredibly limited.â
âThat is not an option,â you say. âThese people paid for tickets; theyâre already lining up. Absolutely not.â
âLegally, I cannot let you on that stage. As your friend, I wouldnât anyway, it is not safe.â
âThen we need to start brainstorming.â
Your makeup artist enters, greets you kindly, and begins clipping your hair away from your face.
âI have one idea,â your manager says several minutes later. âBut youâre not going to like it.â
âCanât be as bad as cancelling,â you murmur.
âWe could call the LAPD for assistance.â
You shake your head, meeting her eyes in the mirror. âThey have better things to do.â
âThen we ask for a few trustworthy cops who are off duty and make it well worth their while.â
You hesitate but answer, âFine. But give them double what we were going to pay the last team.â
âWhatever you say, Scinan.â
You grab a used makeup wipe off the vanity and throw it over your shoulder at Wendy. She laughs as she dodges it, then walks out of the room. You apologize to your makeup artist and sit back to have your transformation completed. Because you remain entirely anonymous on stage, there are a lot of security and legal measures that someone has to consider. Luckily, you have an entire team of people you trust.
Letting your eyes close, you review your set in your head, then start daydreaming new stories and shifting them into songs. The hours leading up to a concert used to be stressful and anxiety-inducing, but after several weeks of sold-out stadiums, youâve learned to find the peace before the madness. Besides, you love what you do.
âIf thereâs a bunch of cops in the front row,â your makeup artist muses, âI might stay and fall in love.â
âOnly if you wait for a decent song to kiss, give the people in the front row something worth filming,â you tease.
Less than an hour before the doors open and SoFi Stadium fills with fans, Wendy knocks on your open door and steps into the green room your host set up before you arrived.
âGood news?â you ask.
She looks at you for a moment, then shakes her head. âSorry. Youâd think Iâd be used to the difference, but it still throws me off a little bit when I see the costume.â
âWell, at least I succeed in looking like a different person,â you reply.
âI do have good news, though.â
She offers you a small stack of papers, and you flip through the signed and dated NDAs. Theyâve been notarized, so you return them and thank her for the quick thinking.
âWhat did the LAPD say when you called?â you ask.
âThe Sergeant I talked to was more than willing to pass the offer along, even recommended a few officers he knew had tonight off. They now make up four-fifths of your security team.â
âAre they here?â
âYes, theyâre getting familiar with the stage area.â
âI want to meet them before the doors open.â
âFollow me,â Wendy says.
You walk onto the stage and immediately spot the officers. Theyâre wearing similar dark tactical pants, boots, and matching shirts reading âSECURITYâ on the front and back. The three men before you have black ball caps tucked in their back pockets.
âOfficers,â Wendy calls. âIâd like to introduce you to Scinan.â
âHi!â one of the female officers says, waving excitedly. âIâm a huge fan, but I promise Iâm not you know, a crazy fan.â
âYou sound a little crazy right now,â the woman beside her points out.
âI am excited,â the first woman says under her breath.
âScinan,â Wendy begins, âthese are Officers Chen, Lopez, Thorsen, Nolan, and Bradford.â
âOh, first names, please,â Officer Thorsen says. âThatâs Lucy, Angela, Iâm Aaron, John, and Tim.â
âItâs very nice to meet you all,â you reply, smiling. âI canât thank you enough for making time to be here.â
âItâs an honor, thank you,â Aaron says.
âYouâre Aaron Thorsen?â you ask.
âYeah,â he answers carefully. âWondering where you know me from?â
âSort of,â you admit. âIs your dad Lincoln? From Flex and Flow?â
âHe is.â
âYou know Flex and Flow?â Lucy exclaims. âMake Da Noise is my go-to karaoke jam.â
âNot this again,â Tim grumbles.
âIâve never considered singing it at karaoke,â you reply. âNot that I ever actually do karaoke, but, you know.â
âYou could sing your own songs, and no one would know,â Angela points out.
âI only have the confidence to sing in character,â you respond. âIâm more myself when people see a face that isnât mine.â
âIt works,â Lucy says. âYour fans â the ones who like you and your music and the stories â also like your mind and your heart, and your voice, obviously.â
âThank you,â you whisper. âHelp yourselves to the merchandise, itâs on me. Show your security badges at the snack bar, and you can get food, water, anything, free of charge.â
âThere are also refreshments just off stage left,â Wendy offers.
âRight,â you agree. âThank you all again, and Iâll see you all night.â
âGood luck,â Angela says.
âYou donât need luck,â Lucy adds.
âThanks,â Nolan says. âMy wife loves you, so Iâll get to take her at least a t-shirt.â
âGo get her one now,â you encourage. âOr one of each, seriously, itâs all on me. I canât thank you enough for being here. This show quite literally would not be happening without you.â
You nod to Tim, the only one who didnât speak directly to you, then turn to exit the stage. When you return, youâll be fully immersed in your character, living a story similar yet wildly different to your own. Maybe youâll have the courage to do more than look at him then.
The stadium is dark when you take your place at the microphone. Phones are up, cameras pointed toward you, yet you feel hidden, fully confident, and bright. Scinan, your stage name, is the Old English word for shine, and though your music is often referred to as dark, moody, and raw, you seek to bring some light to the darkness of reality. As you weave a narrative through your songs, albums, and the shroud of mystery around your character, youâre telling a story of moving through the dark, navigating life with a purpose rather than wandering blindly.
âWelcome to the City of Demons,â your voice says through the speakers. Itâs distorted, played from the opening of your song Fear. As you wait for your cue to begin singing, the band starts playing, and the crowd cheers.
âScinan!â the crowd yells.
You can hear some audience members quoting the songâs opening monologue, and you smile beneath your hollow ceramic mask. A few years ago, you wouldnât have imagined youâd make it here. Now, you never want to leave.
âDarkness engulfs me like a blackened shroud,â you sing.
The lights behind you begin twinkling, reminiscent of a field full of fireflies.
âIn this dark, I am forever alone.â
The stage lights slowly begin to glow, illuminating the meticulously designed stage. You look out into the crowd, invisible yet fully exposed.
âEven the sun canât be seen through the cloud, and no one hears my broken groan.â
As the drummer picks up the tempo, you pull the microphone from the stand, walk to the edge of the stage, and wave to the crowd, inviting them to join you in the darkness as you lead them to the light. You squat behind Tim Bradford, watching him from behind your mask.
âThe fear has kept me bound in its chain,â you sing.
The beat drops, and you join as the crowd yells, âSo I pull it to my side!â
âIâve got one surviving memory of when you walked away, taking everything,â you sing, stepping purposefully across the stage. âBut past that I donât remember a thing.â
âScinan!â a man in the front row screams, waving a vinyl record cover.
You carefully jump off the stage and smile as you walk between the crowd barrier and the stage.
âDo you remember what it felt like when it was real?â you continue, accepting a pen from Officer Nolan to sign a few things.
When you reach the man who drew your attention, you scribble your autograph across the top corner of your most recent album cover. You step back, but he wraps his hand around your wrist, pulling you toward the barrier. Before you can glance over your shoulder, Tim Bradford is between you. You feel the man release you and step back, letting the crowd sing the chorus. Tim turns toward you, carefully steering you away from the front row as Nolan and Angela unceremoniously pull the man over the barrier and shove him toward the exit.
You pick up his forgotten album cover as the song ends. A young woman who'd been standing behind the man looks frightened, so you write a note on the cover and offer it to her with a smile.
"Are you okay?" Tim asks, holding your shoulders.
"Yeah," you answer. "Thank you."
Tim exhales like he's relieved you're safe. "Let me know if that changes."
âYou know that video is going to be all over social media, right?â you whisper to Tim.
He taps the bill of his cap and winks before he helps you back onto the stage. You shake your wrist out and get right back into the show. With Tim so close, you have nothing to fear, not even the demons you fight through your music.
The final song on your set list is one of your slower songs but is among the most highly rated. You took to Instagram when the tour was first announced and allowed your followers to assist you in building the set list, and this was nearly unanimously voted to finish the show.
âWhoever you love,â you say into the mic. âTell them before itâs too late. Sing it, scream it, whisper it, show it. But donât risk what couldâve been for what mightâve been.â
As you sing the first verse, you remain close to the side of the stage where Tim is. Youâve been drawn to him all night, and itâs time you take your own advice. Even before he stepped between you and the overeager fan, you saw how special Tim was behind his mask. You can relate to that, but you also know that for the right person, removing the mask is more than revealing your appearance; it's baring your soul and your heart to someone worthy of seeing it and treasuring it.
You shift to sit on the catwalk, letting your feet hang over the edge. The crowd cheers, undoubtedly filming you and the moment youâre having. You lean forward and tap Timâs shoulder. When he turns to you, you slip your arm across the back of his shoulders and tug him closer. Tim doesnât fight you but steps forward to stand between your legs. You sing to him like thereâs no one else around. There are 70,000 people in the stadium, but only one has your attention.
As the song ends, you lean back, pulling your palm lightly along Timâs jaw before you stand and walk to the end of the catwalk. The song ends, and the lights go out. The crowd cheers, bringing another smile as you return to the mark where you started. With your custom-made, glowing blade in your hand, you press the foot pedal beside your mic stand and wait for the sword to alight. Cheers and screams fill the venue, and you spin it carefully before propping it against your shoulder.
âOne more song for the road?â you ask as the bassist strums the opening chords of Blade.
âI canât hear, but that was so worth it,â Lucy says too loudly as she pulls her earplugs out of her ears.
âBailey was right,â Nolan muses. âSheâs better live.â
âWait, why didnât Bailey come?â Angela inquires.
âSheâs going to the San Diego show with a few friends next week.â
Aaron nods, and then his jaw drops. âTim, you got a little somethingâŚâ
Tim raises his hand to his neck, rubs it lightly, then looks at his fingers. Theyâre stained a yellow-tinted grey, clearly from where your painted skin touched him. Heâd been face to face with you, his hand on your hip where the crowd couldnât see, and it felt as if you were singing to him, about him.
âI would actually pay for her to sing like that to me,â Lucy sighs dreamily.
âWell, the paint is incredibly hard to remove, so now I feel bad,â you interrupt.
Tim turns first, looking up at you where you stand on the stage.
âSorry,â you offer.
âItâs okay,â he assures you.
You glance down, but Tim shakes his head. He raises his arms and holds your hips. Bending forward, you place your hands on his shoulders and let him lower you onto the floor.
âThank you,â you whisper before you step away from him.
Your outfit has been exchanged for black sweatpants and a Deftones shirt that is too big for you. The body paint covering your arms and neck has worn off in several places, but your face is still covered.
âYou were incredible,â Aaron applauds. âWhat a show.â
âI really appreciate that,â you reply. âMy security team made it special.â
âWeâre yours now?â Lucy asks, bouncing in place.
You smile, but Tim answers, âEasy, Chen. Donât drool all over her.â
âSorry to interrupt,â Wendy says. âDo you need copies of your NDAs?â
âI do,â Angela replies. âMy husband would kill me if I didnât bring him one.â
âIâll take mine, too,â Aaron adds. âThank you.â
Nolan and Lucy also ask for copies, but Tim politely declines.
âItâs legal documentation,â Lucy points out. âYou may need it.â
âYou can call or email Wendy if you need it later,â you offer. âShe can send it from anywhere.â
Lucy shrugs, but Aaron narrows his eyes. He shakes his head as Nolan and Angela begin speaking again, and whatever suspicion he had passes.
âIf any of you are interested in security jobs or free concert tickets, please let me know,â you say. âIâve got some stuff to do before we leave tomorrow, but it was very nice to meet you all.â
âYou too,â they reply.
âGood luck with the rest of your tour,â Lucy adds.
You nod in gratitude, then step back so they can leave. When they walk toward the exit, it feels a bit like losing friends.
âWhatâs your favorite song?â Tim asks from beside you.
âYou know the answer to that,â you reply, smiling at him. âI didnât mean to paint you while I sang it, though. Sorry about that.â
âNot the first time Iâve had to wash this stuff off.â
You shake your head, raising your hand toward his face. Tim catches your wrist and wags his finger in a no motion.
âSing about painting me or something, donât actually do it.â
âMy songs have to be authentic,â you groan. âI canât sing about it if I havenât experienced it.â
âAfter your last show, then,â Tim stipulates.
âYouâre coming to San Diego with me?â you ask excitedly.
âIf thatâs alright.â
âIâd let you go everywhere with me, handsome.â
Tim taps your mask, and you tip your chin up. After pulling it away from your face, Tim carefully removes the strap from around your wig. He cups your chin and replies, âBeautiful.â
âThe sweat streaks in the paint really sell the look, right?â you joke. âSpeaking of which, Iâm pretty sure Aaron knows.â
âIf any of them caught on, it would be Angela.â
âHe noticed that Wendy only had four NDAs.â
âIâm going to fire her.â
âNot your call.â
âThey want to talk to you again,â Wendy calls from the right wing. âCan I bring them back in?â
âYeah,â you reply. âGive me ninety seconds.â
âGot it.â
âIâm going to tell them,â Tim says, tugging the strap on your mask to put it back on.
You lift your hands quickly to stop him. âAbout what?â
âLucy keeps trying to set me up on dates.â
Biting back a laugh, you nod and allow Tim to finish. As you face your returning friends, you murmur, âTell them now.â
Tim looks at you but canât reply before Aaron, Angela, Lucy, and Nolan return.
âI was wondering where you went,â Aaron tells Tim.
âWeâd like to go to the San Diego show,â Angela explains. âWhether you need security, or we buy tickets, weâd love to be there.â
âI can hire you to work, or I can get you VIP passes,â you offer. âIâd love to have you there.â
âMy wife is going,â Nolan tells you.
âSend Wendy her ticket info, Iâll get them upgraded and put you near each other, if you want.â
âYouâre the sweetest person in the world,â Lucy says. âI love you.â
âLucy,â Tim sighs.
âOoh, Tim, you should bring a date.â
âStop.â
âBut, it would be so good for you!â
âChen,â Tim interrupts firmly. âIâm married.â
The stadium falls quiet, no more voices to echo as Timâs friends stare at him with wide eyes and slack jaws. They seem to repeat his statements internally as you watch them process his reveal.
âTo whom?â Angela asks, clearly forcing her voice to stay level and calm.
âWhy didnât you tell me?!â Lucy demands without taking the same care to control her reaction.
âYou all seem like very trustworthy people,â you murmur.
âWe are,â Nolan says. âWhich is why I donât understand why youâd keep this from us.â
âEspecially me!â Lucy adds. âIâve been trying to set you up!â
âYou are a catch,â you tell Tim. âHope your wife doesnât care that youâre wearing my mark.â
âWill you stop?â Tim whispers.
âYou two do know each other,â Aaron realizes. âThatâs why Tim didnât sign an NDA.â
You give Tim an I told you so look through the mask, and he rolls his eyes.
âCan I tell you guys one more secret?â you ask.
âAnything,â Lucy answers. âIâll take it to my grave.â
âWhat is wrong with you?â Nolan asks her.
âIâm starstruck, I think.â
You smile as you pull your mask off. With your face exposed to your new friends, you say, âI donât usually look exactly like this.â
âAre we best friends now?â Lucy inquires.
âI think so,â you answer. You introduce yourself and finish with, âTimâs wife.â
Youâre met by the same slack-jaw looks Tim had received. Only when they snap out of it this time, itâs much louder.
âWhoa, whoa,â you chuckle. âOne question at a time.â
âNo questions,â Tim amends. âItâs midnight, and we all have stuff to do tomorrow.â
âItâs nice to meet you,â you repeat. âHopefully we can actually meet soon.â
âDinner after San Diego,â Nolan says, pointing at Tim.
âWeâll see,â Tim answers. âNow get out.â
âI canât believe youâre married to her,â Lucy tells Tim.
âWho do you think Jacket is about?â you whisper conspiratorially.
Tim shakes his head yet again as he pulls you back. You wave before you let him lead you toward the back door of the stadium.
At two a.m., after you have showered and come down from the post-concert high, you lie in bed beside Tim and press your ear over his heart.
âNice to see you again,â Tim murmurs, rubbing his hand along your spine.
âI missed you,â you reply. âThank you for coming tonight.â
âThanks for finally confirming that Jacket is about me.â
You lean forward to kiss Timâs jaw, then close your eyes and relax against him.
âI love you,â Tim says, tapping your ring.
âI love you more,â you reply, falling asleep before you hear Timâs argument.
sanji has been wondering what this day would be like for years and he's sure he could die a happy man after a night with you âĄ
18+ ACCOUNT/CONTENT SO MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
warnings: sub sanji, men whimpering yeahhhhh, sex for the first time, afab reader!, lots of commanding sanji
sanji pants heavily when you pull off of his cock with a pop, a pathetic whine leaving him when you press a sloppy kiss to the tip. "such a good boy. don't even have to tell you to behave." you giggle as you pump him with your fist, another cry leaving him as he watches your hand and grips the sheets underneath him. you stop only a moment later, crawling into his lap and leaning down to kiss him as you slowly grind back against his cock that's leaking pre-cum and flushed red at the tip. "c-come on, baby, pleasepleaseplease.." he gasps out, his shaky hands finding your waist and squeezing it. you playfully tut at him, taking his hands off your waist much to his dismay; a quiet cry leaves him when you instead place his hands on your breasts. "gotta take it slow, sweetheart. don't want you cumming just yet." you say with a hum, reaching back to lead his cock to your entrance.
the two of you moan in unison when his tip pushes just past your folds, staying like that as he throws his head back against the pillows with a loud moan. his face is flushed red with lust, lips slick with spit as he tries to stop himself from drooling at your heat around his tip. "don't be shy, honey, i want to hear alll your sounds." you giggle as you finally lower your hips with a long moan, sanji unable to hold back the embarrassing cry of a curse that leaves him. his hips buck up into you on instinct, another whine leaving him when you push his hips down with one hand. "let me take care of you, handsome. you already help me so much." you say, lifting your hips again; you bite your lip to hide the growing smile on your face when you don't lower your hips, relishing in the desperate look in sanji's eyes. "pleasepleasepleasepleaseohgodspleasebabyplease"
you pick up the pace of your hips as you lean forward enough for sanji to force you further down, groaning as he buries his face in your breasts; had this been any other moment, you would have laughed but sanji's eagerness even for his first time only turned you on even more. "such a good boy, puppy, so so good." you whine softly as he squeezes your breasts further against his face. without warning, he starts to buck his hips up into yours in a way that sends a chill up your spine, setting a fast, steady pace that makes a choked moan leave you. he babbles strings of praise to you and what you think is an apology; "feelsofuckinggood, 'm sorry.." he whines as his hands find your ass and squeeze it, using it as a way to lower your hips to meet his.
way too soon for sanji, he feels himself getting close and he can already tell it's going to hit him hard. "b-baby, 'm soclose, please, w-wanna cum inside.." he pants heavily, looking up at you with this look that makes you let out a small whine: how can you possibly refuse him when he's looking at you like you are god herself? "let it allll out, honey, give it all to me." you whine as you start to move your hips to meet his, feeling your own release coming. sanji's sounds only grow louder and more pathetic with every stroke inside of you, calling out your name like a mantra. it isn't long until sanji finally cums, letting out a loud, low groan as his hips speed up into an almost impossible pace much to your pleasure. he goes limp against the bed as you ride out your own high, head tipped back and soft gasps slipping out of you as you milk sanji for all he's worth.
im ngl to yall, i finished this at almost 2:00 am so sorry if anything sounds weird LMFOAM
Part 2 of Words to Die By
The Rookie x Criminal Minds Crossover
Pairing: (FBI!)Tim Bradford x fem!BAU!reader
Summary: Months after you kissed Tim, you have to save him and yourself without letting your emotions get in the way. His past follows him to the FBI, and you must decide if you want to be part of his past or his future.
Warnings: angst, canon-typical content, violence, near-death experiences, fluff and banter, literary references and spoilers for Revival by Stephen King, canon-divergent Monica Stevens
Word Count: 10.6k+ words
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The air buzzes as a hooded figure walks through the dewy grass. Hair stands on end as the city seems to shake within itself. A door closes silently, and less than an hour later, the figure returns to the static-filled wilderness of Teague, Texas, leaving wreckage in his wake.
Quantico, Virginia
âThatâs great, baby girl, but itâs too long,â Derek chides gently.
âNo, it isnât,â Penelope argues. âThis is a correct sentence.â
Derek clicks his tongue, then straightens from Penelopeâs side.
âHistorically, the longest sentence ever printed was 823 words long,â Spencer interjects from his desk. âVictor Hugo put it in Les MisĂŠrables.â
âWell, Iâm going to be more miserable if we donât cut some words out of this,â Derek complains. âWhereâs the bookworm?â
âMe?â you ask from Hotchâs doorway.
âNo, Frankenstein,â he deadpans.
âActually,â Spencer says, âFrankenstein is-â
âThe doctor,â everyone in the BAU bullpen finishes together.
Spencer raises his hands in a dramatic surrender, and you heed Derekâs beckoning and walk to his desk. He points at his screen, and Penelope sighs as she pushes his chair back. You drop your chin forward to read the briefing on the screen and then look at Penelope with your brows furrowed.
âWhatâs the problem?â you inquire.
âItâs too long. That sentence takes up four lines!â Derek exclaims.
âItâs a report,â Hotch calls. âNot a contender for the Pulitzer.â
You shake your head at Derekâs dramatics, then point to an accurate but lengthy transition phrase. âRemove this, add a period, and fix the capitalization on the right side.â
Derek lifts his arms in victory as Penelope does as you instructed. She hums, pleased, and submits the report to Hotch.
âYouâre the best reader in the world, sweetheart,â Derek tells you.
âCareful, Penelopeâs right here,â you warn.
âWe can share him,â she assures you. âFor now.â
âIceland is probably home to the best readers,â Spencer tells JJ. âThey have the highest per capita book reading rate in the world and a literacy rate of about 99%.â
âI bet Iceland is quiet,â Derek muses. âWhat with all the reading, not so much time to talk.â
âWas that aimed at me?â Spencer replies.
âConference room!â Hotch barks. âNow.â
You abandon your post beside Derekâs desk and follow him into the conference room. As you lower into your seat, Hotch leans over the table and puts the phone on speaker.
âSSA Hotchner,â he greets. âI have the BAU here with me.â
âPleasure,â a man with a moderate thick southern accent says. âIâm Deputy Sheriff Neilson of Teague, Texas. This morning, we discovered a man dead in a hotel room.â
âMurdered?â JJ asks.
âWeâre not sure,â he replies. âME took a preliminary look and reckons the victim was electrocuted. But weâre having⌠We have reservations about actually entering the crime scene or moving the body.â
âWhy?â Hotch says.
âThe room is spotless. By which I mean, itâs too clean.â
âDo you have CSI photos? Any photos?â Spencer inquires.
âEmailing those now. Photographer got in and out pretty quickly, but the photos should show you how odd this seems. Even the vents are clean, as far back as you can see.â
Penelope types something on her laptop and then casts the images onto the large television screen behind Hotch. He steps out of the way and listens to Neilsonâs account of the distressed 911 caller: a housekeeper who entered the room with a master key.
âItâs way too clean,â you murmur.
âThatâs beyond what any hotel maid is trained to do,â Spencer adds.
âOr paid to do,â Derek says.
âPenelope, can you go back?â you request after she clicks another image.
You stand and round the table to view the wide-frame photo of the hotel room. Thereâs something off about it â even more than the cleanliness.
âIs there another picture of the nightstand?â you ask. âCloser?â
Penelope exits the full-screen view and scrolls through the files before she finds one. After it loads on the television, you point to the Bible on the nightstand.
âThat should be in the drawer,â Hotch says. âNielson will call back in a few minutes. I gave him the go ahead to have CSI process. I doubt thereâs any physical evidence left to disturb.â
âThe Bible should be in the drawer, yes,â you agree. âBut thatâs not what I noticed.â
âIs that bed frame waxed?â Derek interrupts, peering over your shoulder.
âYouâd notice,â Penelope jokes.
âHotch, I can call the cleaning staff to find out if thereâs a reason the room is that level of clean.â
âSure,â Hotch agrees. âMake sure you ask about the air vent, too.â
Derek salutes as he exits the conference room. After he leaves, you point to the Bible's top and bottom edges.
âThe pages arenât big enough,â you point out. âWhatever is in here, I donât think itâs the Bible. I think itâs a paperback in a Bible binding.â
âWhy would someone do that?â JJ asks. âAside from the obvious.â
âIn a scene this clean, it has to be a signature,â Hotch answers.
âWe need to know what book it is,â you say.
Hotch calls Nielson back while you, Spencer, and JJ look through the rest of the pictures. Itâs a weird scene, something you havenât seen before, but itâs carefully constructed. As close to perfect as youâve ever seen a criminal come.
âHey, whereâs your boyfriend?â JJ asks you.
You turn your head slowly, then scoff. âTim is not my boyfriend.â
âNo, they just use my office to makeout sometimes,â Penelope interrupts.
âThat was one time,â you argue. âAnd weâve barely seen each other since then.â
âBecause heâs moving to the FBI and across the country,â JJ points out. âFor you.â
âNot for me.â
âThatâs not true,â Spencer states.
You, Penelope, and JJ turn toward him together. He shrugs and continues examining the photos. Spencerâs comment doesnât change your mind, though. Tim Bradford is part of your life; you have feelings for each other, but it ends there. It has to.
âWe wouldâve done something already if we were going to,â you admit softly.
âYou did. You pulled him out of the bullpen and into a rom-com worthy smooch fest,â Penelope says.
âWho did what?â Hotch asks as he returns.
âUh, Spencer found a loose screw on the bed frame,â Penelope lies.
âNo, I didnât,â he defends, standing to his full height.
âOh, then I misheard.â
âIâll assume I did too, then,â Hotch deadpans. âCSI said you were right. Itâs not a Bible. Itâs an annotated copy of Stephen Kingâs Revival.â
You close your eyes and pinch the bridge of your nose. âFantastic.â
âThat means something to you then,â Derek muses as he returns. âHotel said there is absolutely no way their cleaning staff did that. Bonus, the hotel was closed for two weeks before it reopened four days ago, when our vic checked in.â
âWhy was it closed?â Spencer asks.
âLet me guess. An ant infestation,â you say.
Derekâs brows raise as he begins to clap slowly.
âRevival is a nod to horror classics like Frankenstein and Lovecraft,â you begin. âItâs the story of a Methodist preacher who discovers âsecret electricityâ that can heal people. Jacobs decides that it can take him into the afterlife and â as in most Stephen King novels â loses his mind in the process of trying to get there.â
âHow do ants play into this?â Derek asks.
âHow does murder play into this?â Hotch amends.
âJacobs has an unhealthy obsession with Jamie, a boy he met while he was still a preacher, before his family died and his decline began. When they meet, Jamie is playing with toy soldiers on an ant hill. When they open the door into the afterlife, neither heaven nor hell greets them. Instead, itâs something called âThe Null.â Inside, ant-like creatures serve âMother,â who takes over dead bodies and uses them for her purpose: to bring more souls into The Null.â
âThat answered half of the question.â
âJacobs kills with electricity in his attempt to go to the afterlife.â You glance at the map showing Teague, Texas, and tilt your head. âIs the hotel the tallest building in the city?â
Penelopeâs fingernails click against the keyboard for several seconds before she replies, âTallest building, second tallest structure. Thereâs a decommissioned water tower that stands taller.â
âWhy was it decommissioned?â Spencer asks.
Hotch raises the phone to his ear and raises his finger for Penelope to wait. A moment later, Deputy Sheriff Nielson is connected to the call and brought into the conversation.
âWhy was the water tower decommissioned?â Spencer asks him.
âIt was struck by lightning one time too many,â Nielson answers. âTeague is the lightning capital of the world, if you didnât know, and over the years, weâve had to learn to adapt to that.â
âHotch,â you whisper.
He turns around, facing you with his back to the phone and the team.
âIn the book, Jacobs goes to the tallest place he knows of, whereâs thereâs a big metal flagpole, and thatâs where he makes his final kill.â
âYou think this guy will do the same?â
âWithout looking at his notes in the book, I canât be absolutely sure, but if he has enough of an infatuation with the book and electricity to stage the scene like he did⌠itâs likely.â
Hotch nods once, then turns back toward the table. âDeputy Sheriff Nielson, our team is inbound. Weâll be there in a few hours to assist your department with the case.â
Nielson exhales, sounding like it would make him physically lighter. âI canât thank you enough, SSA Hotchner. Weâll be waiting for you.â
Someone knocks on the open conference room door as you gather your things. You donât look up until JJ elbows you in the ribs.
âI couldnât help but overhear the last part,â Tim Bradford says, not even sparing a glance at you. âI can lead the tactical apprehension team.â
âIâll work on finalizing the assignment,â Hotch agrees.
âWe donât need a tactical team,â you interject. âHeâll get spooked too easily for that.â
Tim keeps his eyes on Hotch, but you can see his jaw working as he tenses his facial muscles.
âAll due respect,â Tim begins.
âNo, Tim,â you snap, turning toward him quickly. âThis is not a storm the castle operation. This guy isnât limited to electricity, and he will kill anyone who gets in his way.â
Hotch looks between you and Tim and surveys his tight fists and your short breaths. The final decision is his, but he respects your opinion. Then, he remembers that Tim saved you and Spencer on his first day with the FBI. You bring different skills to the BAU, and he doesnât know which he may need in the Lone Star State.
âYour team will accompany, Bradford,â Hotch agrees. âBut you are on standby until further notice. You donât say or do anything without my instruction, is that understood?â
âUnderstood, sir,â Tim agrees.
He leaves the conference room first, and you follow Hotch into his office and close the door.
âHotch, I trust Tim,â you explain. âBut if you want to solve this case without losing more lives, you need to tread lightly. If he gets to close, itâs over.â
Hotch nods once, and you step backward, preparing to leave.
âYou said the guy in the book had an unhealthy obsession with someone,â Hotch remembers. âThink that affects our investigation in any way?â
You consider the possibility of a Jacobs and Jamie-type conspiracy. It wouldnât shock you to learn that the killer wasnât working alone, but something about the efficiency of this particular kill makes you think it was just one man: one man who could somehow control all of the variables in that hotel room.
âNot yet,â you answer carefully. âIt took Jacobs a while to actually bring Jamie in as an adult. For this case, Iâd say heâs more likely to recruit a former cell-mate or small-time criminal from his past to assist him in the big kill.â
âVictim?â
âThereâs only one person in the world who knows that, and he wonât be in any mood to talk to us.â
âPenelope is looking into the townâs residents. If she finds anything, Iâll let you be the first to look.â
âThank you, sir. Oh, and one more thing. The book isnât just about faith and the nature of reality. Itâs about addiction and morality. Drug addiction, healing addiction, someone turning away from God to make a deal with something worse than the Devil. Whoever this is, thereâs more to him than meets the eye. We need to be careful.â
âWeâre all coming back from this,â Hotch assures you. âWeâre wheels up in twenty.â
Tim splashes water in his face, then grips the edges of the porcelain sink as it drips from his chin. He doesnât look up in the mirror and doesnât want to see anything except you. Since you walked into Mid-Wilshire nearly a decade after dropping out as a rookie, you have consumed Tim Bradfordâs thoughts, his time, attention, and â most terrifyingly â his heart.
âRegretting arguing with her, arenât you?â
Tim stands up at the sound of Derekâs voice. He snatches a paper towel from the dispenser and wipes his hands harshly, then wipes his face before he tosses it into the trash can.
âI didnât come here for her,â Tim defends.
Derek smiles. âNobody said you did. Nobody except you.â
âIâm not doing this with you.â
Tim begins to walk toward the door but stops when Derek says, âIf you didnât come for her, you need to tell her that.â Timâs head turns toward his shoulder, so Derek continues, âComing back into your life wasnât easy for her, and donât let her think thereâs a spot in it for her if there isnât.â
âIâd never lead her on.â
âMaybe not on purpose.â
Tim pushes the bathroom door open too hard and walks out.
âWhatâd the door do to you?â you question from the hallway, your go bag slung over your shoulder.
âIt was in the way,â he grumbles.
âYeah, they tend to do that.â
You look at each other silently for a moment, then speak simultaneously.
âNo, go ahead,â Tim insists.
âI just wanted to say Iâm sorry if I overstepped earlier. The situation, this killer, itâs all very volatile and I donât want to see anybody else get hurt.â
âI get it,â Tim responds. âAnd Iâm sorry I stopped reaching out after I went back to LA.â
âItâs okay.â You smile and say, âA taste of my own medicine wonât kill me.â
âIt was different.â
You nod, then lead Tim to the plane. Itâs a few hours to Texas, and you have over 400 pages of literary research to review on the way. Plus, whatever fun facts Spencer can tell you about lightning.
Hotchâs phone rings as you begin your descent into Texas. He answers it, his brows pinching as he listens to the caller. Extending his hand, he says, âItâs for you.â
Tim glances at you as he takes Hotchâs phone. He introduces himself, then shifts so that his gaze is directly on you for the duration of the call.
âWhere?â he asks after listening for several breaths. Then, he says, âThanks⌠Iâm not, but I can⌠Iâll let you know.â
He hangs up and returns Hotchâs phone, ignoring the intrigued looks from the rest of the BAU as he stands to speak to you.
âThat was Angela,â he says. âOscar filed a new residency and employment with his parole officer. Then, he got a new parole officer.â
âWhat are you saying? He moved counties?â you clarify.
âHe moved states.â
Tim steps his right leg back into the aisle of the jet to address your team. He concludes, âHe moved to Teague, Texas.â
âAnd you think this Oscar is our killer?â Hotch asks. He looks at you, but your eyes are on Tim.
âIf Oscar is the Reverend Jacobs in this scheme, then heâd have another contact in California either with him or coming right behind him,â you point out.
âOr he is the co-conspirator,â Spencer adds.
âIn either case, weâd have to comb through decades of Oscarâs criminal history," Hotch says. "Tim? Do you think heâs the mastermind or the recruit?â
âI think heâd used somebody long before he let himself be used,â Tim decides.
âI canât imagine him being this cold-blooded, though,â you say. âHeâs a narcissist, not a psychotic murderer trying to open the gates of Hell.â
âIf heâs a narcissist and he found someone to look up to, it could get dangerous very quickly,â Spencer offers. âHis narcissistic tendencies would return and likely be worsened. HeâdâŚâ
âHave a god complex?â Derek guesses.
âMore or less, yes.â
âThen we need to find Oscar and find out what is going on,â Hotch instructs.
âI can do it,â Tim offers. âHe knows me.â
Hotch looks at you, and you nod, which ends the discussion. Tim is running headfirst into danger for a case you didnât even want him to work. Itâs a very good thing he isnât your boyfriend, you tell yourself, even as your hands shake at the mere thought of losing him.
Teague, Texas
âDeputy Sheriff Nielson, this is my team. Special Agents Reid, Morgan, Jareau,â Hotch introduces before he gets to you.
You each shake the Deputy Sheriffâs hand before you enter an oversized office with a large wooden table centered inside. A cardboard box of evidence is on the table and two folders bearing the case number rest atop it. You expected as much - or as little - with such a pristine scene, but seeing how little you have to go on is disheartening.
âAre there any people in your jurisdiction that you think are capable of something like this?â Derek asks Nielson. âAny motive?â
Nielson taps the table in thought, then tips his head to the side. âKid named Nicholas just got back from a stint in Texas State Pen. He started in high school, little things like petty theft and peepinâ tom charges and worked his way up to manslaughter. Thinks heâs hot stuff around here.â
âWhatâs Nicholasâ full name?â JJ asks. âWe can run him through the federal database and work from there.â
âHutchinson.â
You look away from the nearly empty evidence box. âHutchinson? Do you know if heâs related to Oscar Hutchinson?â
âSure, he mentioned a cousin named Oscar once or twice. Seemed close, but Oscar doesnât live around here.â
âWait, Oscar?â Derek repeats. âOscar who-â
âTim is going to see?â you finish, unlocking your phone to warn Tim. âYeah, that Oscar.â
âI take it you have a profile, then?â Nielson asks Hotch.
âOne better,â Hotch answers. âWe have a suspect.â
You ignore their continued conversation as the phone rings.
âCâmon, Tim,â you mumble as the dial tone trills in your ear. The line finally connects, and you ask, âTim? Tim, you there?â
âI havenât seen your name in a while.â
You take in a sharp breath as you wave your hand toward JJ.
âI didnât know Bradford had gotten his little rookie back.â
âWhat do you want, Oscar?â you demand.
Your words catch your teammates' attention far quicker than your actions, and Derek rushes to your side. He wraps his arm around your shoulder and lays his head atop yours to listen to your phone call.
âOh, you misunderstand!â Oscar exclaims with a laugh. âThis is about what I can do for you.â
âYou know exactly what Iâd like you to do,â you reply darkly.
âThe BAU has jaded you, dear. Tim is perfectly safe. Arenât you, Sergeant?â
âEverything is fine,â Tim calls. âJust like the last time we split duties.â
âThatâs enough small talk,â Oscar interrupts. âI assume you know about my cousin, Nick.â
âNo, I donât.â
Oscar takes several breaths before he hums. âYouâre a good liar. But youâre a better cop, so Iâm sure you know exactly who Iâm talking about. He was released from Texas State Penitentiary last week and then poof! he disappeared. Heâs in Texas, youâre in Texas⌠you catching my drift?â
âHe went missing?â you clarify. âImmediately after being released from prison?â
âThere it is. You understand my concerns. Now, to give you a little incentive to release him unharmed, Iâll promise to keep Daddy Cop here unharmed.â
Tim makes a noise of protest, but thereâs a roaring in your ears that you canât ignore. You don't even notice Derek lift his head long enough to repeat Oscar's nickname for Tim.
âOscar, have you read Stephen King?â you ask.
âNo. Live enough horror and you donât want to read it,â Oscar answers.
âI think your cousin is in danger,â you tell him, looking up at Derek.
âWell, thatâs a new play.â
âOscar, Iâm not playing. Weâre not here for you or your cousin, weâre here because someone was murdered last night.â
âSure, because the LAPD cares about that.â
âIâm FBI now,â Tim corrects.
The line goes silent. Your heart races, pounding in your chest, and you prepare to run out of this station and look in every building in the county until you find Oscar and Tim.
âMy plan may need some slight adjustments,â Oscar muses.
âOscar, listen to me. Tell Tim what you know, let him come back to the station, and I promise you that we will find your cousin and get him home safely.â
âIâm not big on the first two points. Iâll tell your boy what I know, and then I leave him here. A baseless arrest is the last thing I need.â
âOscar do not try to find Nick alone!â you implore. âLet us do this; thereâs more at stake than you realize.â
âYou have no idea.â
The line clicks, and you clasp your phone between both hands to keep yourself from throwing it at the wall. Derek rubs his hand along your back as he looks at Hotch.
âWhat can we do to help?â Nielson asks.
âHe wonât hurt Tim,â you assure your team. âHeâs full of himself, not stupid. Give him a few minutes, and if we havenât heard back, I will hunt him down myself.â
âYou said Nick is in danger,â JJ says. âWhat does that mean?â
You lean into Derekâs touch and explain, âI was looking at it backward. Nick isnât Jamie, heâs Mary. Heâs the sacrificial lamb. Whoever our killer is, he plans to offer Nick up for whatever his purpose is.â
âPicked the wrong state to deal in religious symbolism and the deadly sins,â Neilson murmurs. âDallas SWAT, Texas Bureau of Investigations, and Fort Cavazos have teams on standby ready to assist you in any way you need.â
âExcellent,â Hotch responds. âConsidering our tactical leader is currently being held hostage.â
You blow out an amused breath and argue, âI told you not to let him come.â
âWhat can we do while we wait?â Derek asks.
âFind out when the next lightning storm is,â Spencer answers.
âYep, thatâs all you, Pretty Boy, get to work.â
Spencer rolls his eyes but opens a laptop regardless. On the plane, he found out that the estimated time of death aligned perfectly with a cloud-to-ground lightning strike within a few miles of the city. Considering the killerâs infatuation with the book, you support the opinion heâll time his next kill with another lightning storm.
âWe also need to look for places he might choose to commit the murder,â you say. âBetween the first mention of the ants and the ultimate sacrifice, Jacobs took more lives. Granted, some of them took a while. I⌠I donât think heâll take that route, actually.â
Your phone lights up, you answer it before the first ring ends, then place it on speaker.
âHello?â Penelope asks.
âOh, hey,â you greet, setting your phone on the table.
âWhoa, donât sound so disappointed that itâs me,â she replies.
âTim was abducted,â Spencer tells her. âWeâre waiting for a call with his whereabouts.â
âSpeaking of which,â JJ begins. âIs no one going to mention what Oscar called him?â
âItâs an inside joke,â you say. âWhatâs up, Garcia?â
âI got the property records for the land surrounding the old water tower,â she explains. âItâs on public land, but everything around it is private.â
âRight,â Nielson agrees. âYou canât get to it without going through someoneâs yard now.â
âBut, the lot east of the tower was just rented,â Penelope continues. âTo Nicholas Hutchinson.â
âNo way he can afford something like that fresh out of prison,â Derek argues.
You nod but then consider the idea of land plots. âHow many acres?â
âSeven,â Penelope reads.
âTim said that everything was fine, like the last time we split duties, right?â you ask.
âYes,â Spencer answers. âDoes that mean something to you?â
âMaybe,â you murmur. âHeâs either giving us a clue or talking about something I donât remember.â
âThe last time you worked together was in LA,â Hotch reminds you.
You stare at the table, thinking. You spent most of that trip trying to separate your life and work from the past. It didnât work, and you and Tim were held at gunpoint by a man trying to save you from everything except himself.
âWe didnât work together much,â you say. âI worked with Lucy, he went with Derek, and then we stayed together until we were in the townhouse with Riley.â
âNo, you werenât,â Hotch says.
You turn quickly, your brows raised.
âWhen we went to the last scene â the one where we found the novella about you â Tim was at the station. Pissed off enough that people stayed away from him, from what Iâve heard.â
âWhoa, watch your language Hotch,â Derek chides. âThis is a work trip.â
âIâm still your boss, Morgan.â
âBut a big teddy bear of a boss,â Penelope interjects.
âRegardless of who remembers what,â JJ says, âwhat does that mean to you?â
âI made him stay at the station,â you reply. âHe was mad, obviously, but⌠he was fine. We thought I was in danger because I jumped the gun.â
âAnd we found two bodies,â Spencer mumbles.
Your breath catches, and you lock eyes with Derek before you look at JJ, then Hotch.
âWhat?â Spencer asks, looking up from the looping radar on his laptop.
âHutchinson wouldnât kill people right in front of Tim, would he?â JJ asks slowly.
âDeputy Sheriff,â you call, âhave you had any double murders here recently?â
âNo murders, no, but there was a car accident that killed two young girls about a week ago,â he replies. âOut on County Road 650.â
âAny structures near it?â Hotch asks.
âA couple outbuildings a few hundred feet from the curve where it happened.â
âIs there any way our abducted agent would know something had occurred there?â
âThereâs a collection of flowers, stuffed animals, stuff like that. And⌠yeah, thereâs a large picture of the girls, the family put it up.â
âWe need to get out there, Hotch,â Derek urges.
âIâm going with you,â you say.
âHow far is that from the water tower?â Spencer asks.
âA few miles,â Nielson replies. âFaster if you cut through a field.â
You slide your phone into your pocket and follow Derek and Hotch out of the police station. For the first time since you met Tim Bradford, your roles have reversed, and you may be the only thing standing between him and something heâll never come back from. Heâs saved you more than once, and you plan on returning the favor.
âSlow down,â Penelope instructs, her voice clear through Hotchâs speakers. âYouâre approaching the curve where the accident happened.â
âGuys,â you say. âOscarâs calling.â
Hotch slows, steering the SUV onto the grassy shoulder beside the road. He keeps his eyes up, but Derek turns in the passenger seat to watch you as you answer the call.
âYou have one chance to save yourself, Oscar,â you remind him.
âHeâs unharmed,â Oscar grumbles. âBut Iâd like to offer a trade.â
âWe had a deal.â
âYes, but this one involves a better outcome for me.â
âWhat do you want?â
âIâll tell you where I am, and you can come get me and your boy. In exchange, I want to assist in the search for Nicholas.â
âAnd then youâre going to jail for abducting a federal agent,â Derek interjects.
âIâm not bartering with you,â Oscar replies.
You meet Hotchâs eyes in the rearview mirror, and when you exhale shakily, he nods.
âYouâve got a deal, Oscar. But youâre on thin ice,â you respond.
âExcellent, thatâs where I do my best skating. Weâre in some nasty barn off 650.â
Hotch pulls back onto the road, hitting his blinker to turn onto a dirt path that travels straight toward the outbuilding Nielson pointed them toward.
âWeâre here,â you tell Oscar. âWeâre coming in and you-â
âBetter not have a weapon, yes, I know.â
Derek pulls the large sliding door open, and you enter behind Hotch, who raises his gun. Oscar lifts his hands lazily, and Tim stares at you from the back corner of the barn. You walk around Hotch and straight toward Tim.
âIâm sorry,â you say, reaching up to release the knotted rope holding his hands above his head.
âYou can apologize later,â he replies. âOscarâs not our guy.â
âWe know. Thatâs what I was calling to tell you. I had it all wrong.â
âAnd now?â
You lift your brows quickly, silently acknowledging that you arenât sure what you have now. You push higher onto your tiptoes before you stumble and place your hand on Timâs chest to right yourself just as his hands fall from the pole above him. He catches you, his hands firm against your waist as you tip toward him. Looking into his eyes, you donât move back. At least not until Derek clears his throat.
âOscar has an idea of who might consider Nicholas as a perfect sacrifice,â Hotch says. âIf youâre ready.â
âYeah, letâs go,â you agree, stepping back.
As you exit the building, you notice the air is growing uncomfortably humid. With your hand against your forehead, you look up at the sky. Thick, dark clouds are gathering in the north, and the wind shifts to blow against your right side.
âThereâs a storm coming,â you point out. âA bad one.â
âYou think itâs time?â Derek inquires.
âTime for what?â Tim asks.
You drop your voice and say, âWhoever has Nic is going to kill him in some grand display.â
âWhere?â
Shrugging, you admit, âMaybe the water tower, maybe somewhere else.â
Tim lifts his brows, then says, âSounds like you need to do your job instead of worrying about me.â
âYouâre insufferable.â
âYet you suffer me,â Tim deadpans. âLetâs go.â
âWithout a solid lead, weâre going to have to split up,â Hotch explains back at the station. âThere are three potential targets for the killing site. The water tower, the top of the hotel - again, or a barn out towards the lakes.â
âBut thereâs only five of us,â Spencer points out.
âSix,â Hotch corrects. âBradfordâs team was called up to Salt Lake City for a counterterrorism case, but heâs still here.â
âSo, weâre sending two people out, so the lucky couple gets to fight a crazed psychopath who kills people with electricity,â Derek reiterates snappishly.
âDuring a lightning storm,â JJ adds.
âWe really canât narrow this down more?â you inquire. âWhat about the lead Oscar gave us? Lev Davids?â
âIâd recommend going that route,â Tim interrupts, entering the private office. âOscar finally told me why he suspects Lev.â
âA criminal he looked up to?â you guess.
Tim nods, and his eyes remain locked on yours as he says, âMonica Stevens.â
The rest of your team turns to look at you, and you stand.
âTim,â you begin. âI have no idea who that is.â
âRight, sorry, after your time. Sheâs a corrupt lawyer, she worked for Elijah Stone and Abril.â
âNow those names we know,â Derek announces, smiling again. âIâll get Penelope on their trails, see what she can find.â
âWe only have fifteen minutes before the storm is here,â Spencer says. âNot much time to find someone and get there. And if weâre wrong, weâll be too late.â
âThen we split up, as planned,â Hotch replies. âIf Garcia finds something or someone gets a better lead, we reconvene. For now, itâs our only choice.â
âWhy donât we ask Nielson for officers to help us?â JJ asks.
âWe can, but theyâre not trained in hostage negotiations and donât understand the psychology of someone who would do this. Thereâs too much risk leading them in all the way.â
âWeâll take the water tower,â you say, walking toward Tim.
âI was going to send you with Derek,â Hotch argues.
âSend him with Spencer,â you suggest. âYou know we can do this, Hotch. Besides, he may not even go to the water tower.â
Hotch sighs, shaking his head with a hand on his hip. He looks more like a father of five than someone leading a highly trained group of federal agents, but he trusts you. So, he lets you go.
âWhat are the chances weâre walking into the middle of a storm?â you ask, bracing yourself against the wind as you exit the station.
âYouâre talking metaphorically, right?â Tim checks, opening the door for you. âThis is going to be awful.â
âThatâs not comforting!â
Tim prepares to close the door as he says, âItâs true.â
Your phone buzzes as Tim steers the car around a large rock. The water tower looms above you, tall and imposing against the dark storm clouds. Thunder rumbles in the distance, growing closer as the car shakes with its intensity.
âGarcia hacked into Stevensâ computer; Lev is planning to use the water tower,â you communicate. âShe isnât sure what their connection is or what Stevensâ motivation is for encouraging him to do this, but sheâs still working.â
âWe canât wait,â Tim says, glancing at his watch. âThe stormâs about to intensify.â
You reach for the door handle and say, âThen letâs do this.â
The wind closes the car door harder than you intended, and you draw your shoulders up, hoping Lev didnât hear the noise. As you approach the water tower, you adjust your holster so your gun will be accessible even as you climb 150 feet into the air while the wind blows nearly 60 miles an hour.
âAny words of encouragement?â you ask Tim, looking up the metal ladder that seems to reach far past the clouds.
âThe chance of tornadoes is low,â he replies over the wind.
Looking over your shoulder, you exclaim, âThat is not encouraging! Or comforting!â
Tim lays his hand on your back, leans forward, and promises, âIâm right behind you.â
You nod, take a deep breath, and wrap your hands around the ladder rung. Tim boosts you slightly, and you can feel the metal shift in the wind. Climbing up, you remind yourself not to look down and keep moving as fast as possible without compromising your safety or Timâs.
âCavalry is here,â he says as you near the halfway point.
âI really hope they brought a sniper,â you grumble.
Lightning flashes brightly, striking nearly to the ground in the not-far distance, and you hold the ladder tighter as thunder follows it. Youâre nearly out of time, and if Lev is ahead of schedule or planning for more lightning, you may be too late to save Nic. Worse, you realize, is that you may be unable to save yourself. Climbing onto a giant metal lightning conductor during a severe thunderstorm was a job requirement today, but it may not have been your best idea ever. You and Tim are on your own, and you have to save a life, keep yourselves safe, and then find a way off this tower before the storm worsens.
Nearing the top, you slow, attempting to gauge where Nic and Lev are. Before you can guess, you hear footsteps. Tim sees the shadow of someone approaching the ladder and climbs several rungs. His chest presses against your back as he wraps his arms around the side of the ladder. You trust him to hold your weight as you let go of the ladder and pull your gun from its holster.
âYou need to go!â Lev yells.
âNot going to happen,â Tim replies. âPut your hands where we can see them, and this gets easier.â
âI have to finish! My mission is nearly complete!â
âYour mission?â you repeat. âOr Monicaâs mission?â
Lev doesnât reply, and his shadow remains in place.
âDonât do this for someone who doesnât care about you, Lev,â you implore. âThereâs more in this world. Thereâs better people. You can have a life. But not if you do this.â
âYou donât know what I can have,â Lev argues.
He walks toward the top of the ladder, and you aim up and ahead of you before you pull the trigger. Lev drops to the metal balcony as the bullet whizzes by. It cracks loudly when it impacts the tank.
âGo, go,â Tim instructs in your ear.
You slide your gun into the holster quickly and pull yourself up the last few rungs. When you grip the handrail and spin onto the balcony, Lev is gone. Tim joins you, pulling his rifle off his back and into his hands. You duck when another lightning strike flashes, but you canât focus on the storm now.
âThe storm is coming from the north,â Tim reminds you, whispering as he leans toward you. âThat means heâs probably on that side.â
You nod, looking over his shoulder quickly before you point toward the north, the opposite side of the tank. He gives you hand signals as the rumbling thunder softens. You will lead the way, and Tim will ensure Lev doesnât sneak up behind you. Itâs a dangerous game of cat and mouse youâre caught in. There is no choice but to play, however, and you distantly wonder if this is what Jamie felt like in the book. But Jamie didnât have his own gun, you remember. Or Tim Bradford watching his six.
 The first raindrop landing on your cheek is an omen, a reminder that even when you get to the other side of the balcony, this is just beginning. As the sporadic drops become a steady downpour, you fight the urge to lower your gun and wipe your face. Tim moves silently behind you, and you wish you were back in Quantico. You wonder what youâd be feeling right now if you had just told you care about him when you had the chance. Itâs gone now, and nothing you can do will change that. If you survive this storm, youâll face Tim Bradford, unafraid and determined. The rain may saturate your clothes as you hear someone screaming in pure fear, but Tim has the unrivaled power to transform your life like heavy rain, cleansing and shaping you just by being near you.
âSteady,â Tim murmurs behind you.
He taps your left shoulder, and you look in that direction. Your eyes widen when you see the large metal pole extending from the side of the tower. It wasnât in any of the pictures you reviewed of the city, so you know Lev is deviating from the book, no longer trusting nature to do the job for him unassisted.
âHeâs scared,â you whisper.
âThatâs not comforting,â Tim replies.
âLev,â you call, pressing yourself against the tank. âDo you like Revival?â
âThere has to be more,â he says, raising his voice over the rain. âThis is only the beginning.â
âDid Monica promise you that?â Tim asks.
âThis isnât about her!â Lev screams. âItâs about me and what I deserve!â
âLife in prison?â
âNo! Vindication!â
You glance at Tim, and his expression mirrors yours. Lev is having a mental breakdown, and you donât have the time to pull him back to reality.
âLast chance to surrender,â Tim tells him. âIf you donât, we will drop you.â
Lev barks a laugh. âYouâre too late!â
At the bottom of the water tower, Hotch looks up, covering his brow with his hand as he attempts to find you and Tim. Derek argues with Spencer about whether or not someone should go up after you, but JJ remains in the car.
âGarcia,â she greets when her phone rings.
âMonica was taken into custody,â Penelope says. âShe alluded to the fact that Lev didnât know the entire plan and that she intended for him to die on that tower too.â
âHeâs just a pawn?â JJ clarifies.
âSomething like that. The tower is a death trap.â
JJ ends the call and rushes out of the car. âHotch!â she yells over the thunder. âStevens expects Lev to die up there!â
âIâm going up,â Derek decides.
âNo, you arenât,â Hotch replies. He looks up again, rain falling on his face. âWeâre too late to change anything.â
âThen we should at least warn them!â
âAre you crazy?â Spencer inquires. âCell phone usage is inviting a lightning strike. At their altitude and the current barometric pressure, theyâd die before the line connected.â
âWe canât just stand here!â Derek exclaims.
âI understand you care about her,â Hotch says. âWe all do. But⌠Whatever happens now is in her hands.â
Derek steps toward Hotch with his hands fisted at his sides. âIf she doesnât come down, itâs on us.â
âAnd weâll all have to live with that. If- If she doesnât come down.â
Spencer ducks and Hotch turns toward him before something hits the ground. Derek glances toward the sky and then retrieves it. He holds up two cell phones before tapping the screens to wake them.
âEither theyâre alive and taking precautions or Lev is crazier than we thought,â he muses.
âCrazy is a generic term,â Spencer points out.
âWhich the FBI frowns upon,â Hotch continues. âBut this psycho has two FBI agents up there in a deadly storm, so letâs make an exception, Reid.â
You shake your hand after tossing your phone over the railing. Your gun has metal in it, and your back is against a giant steel plate, but limiting the dangers on your person seemed like a good idea when Tim whispered the suggestion. Lightning strikes in a nearby field, and Tim turns toward you, pushing his arm over your torso. It wonât make a difference when the storm is directly above you. Yet, the idea that heâs still protecting you after everything youâve done and said makes you wrap your hand around his forearm.
âTim,â you murmur. âIf we die up here, I need you to know that I never meant to hurt you. Leaving was one of the hardest things Iâve ever done, and I donât regret joining the FBI, but I do regret leaving you without an explanation.â
âI never blamed you,â Tim replies. âI- I still-â
âDonât,â you interrupt. âWe canât change it.â
âBut I can say it now.â
You look into Timâs eyes, rain running down both your faces. If you werenât in immediate peril and convinced today is the day youâll die, you might find it somewhat romantic.
âLetâs finish this,â Tim whispers.
You nod and step forward, raising your gun toward Lev.
âDrop it!â you demand as he pulls a long chain toward the rail.
âHelp!â someone calls, his voice muffled.
âNic?â you ask.
He hums, and you lower to your knee, giving Tim a clear shot of Lev. Moving forward, low against the tank, you round the valves on the northwest bend in the balcony. Nic comes into view, and your heart drops. He is wrapped in chains, and secured to a metal chair against the side of the tank. The metal rod you saw earlier extends into the sky, anchored between Nicâs feet.
âWhat are you doing?!â Lev screams.
He pulls the chain tighter before he lunges toward you. Another loud thunderclap nearly drowns out Timâs gunshot. You stand as the world seems to slow, reaching forward as Lev stumbles back. He topples over the balcony rail, and you are several inches short of catching him.
The chain stops unraveling, suspending Lev as he hangs from the tower. Tim pulls the strap on his rifle so itâs against his back once more before he pulls you away from the rail.
âWe have to get the rod down!â he reminds you.
You nod, letting the rain wash away the guilt of not catching Lev. He had every chance to surrender, and he was going to hurt you. Tim did what he was supposed to do, exactly what you would have done.
You pull the rod at the base, and it slides up through the grating of the balcony with a sharp screech sound. Tim takes it from your hands, tipping it over the edge just before a nearby tree cracks, struck by lightning.
âWe donât have time to get him freed and down,â Tim points out.
âGo,â you implore, holding Timâs wet vest. âI can free him, and weâll hunker down. You can get down.â
âIâm not leaving you up here!â
âTim, if one of us-â
Tim raises his hands to your face, holding you as his eyes bore into yours. âIâm not leaving you.â
You nod slowly, then step back and search for the end of the chain. The metal links are wet, your hands are wet, and the air turns eerily still and quiet as rolling thunder echoes against the metal.
âI canât find it!â you exclaim, your hands pushed into the metal.
Tim stands above you, his legs against your back while he begins pulling the chains up over Nicâs head. âThis is going to hurt,â he warns.
âI donât care,â Nic replies through chattering teeth. âJust get me out of here, please.â
You shift to reach the loops around Nicâs legs. You donât notice that the chains have been filed while you pull the tightened chains over his feet. Sharp points line the outermost links, and they dig into Nicâs skin and yours.
âGo, go,â Tim exclaims as he drops a heavy bundle of chains onto the balcony.
You stand as Nic does, and he limps past Tim as he moves toward the ladder. Rather than following, youâre distracted by a black shadow in the other direction.
âWhat are you doing?â Tim calls.
âThereâs a rubber mat,â you reply.
Timâs eyes widen as he calls Nic back, but you turn to look at the sky.
âTim,â you say.
âYeah, weâre coming.â
âNo, itâs too quiet.â
Tim moves to your side as Nic stands atop the rubber mat. He follows your gaze, but thereâs nothing to see besides fields, sparse houses over the land, and trees swaying in the wind.
âPlease donât be a tornado,â you say to the sky.
Tim grips your upper arms and steers you to the mat. On it, you have a better â though admittedly not great â chance of surviving a lightning strike. The insulation will help, but it may not be enough.
âItâs not big enough,â you realize as Tim stops.
He looks down at your feet and Nicâs. There isnât room for him to join you on the safer material, so you step back onto the metal.
âGet on it,â Tim demands.
Shaking your head, you make up your mind. Wherever Tim is, thatâs where youâll be. He puts his hands on your waist and attempts to push you back. Your tears mix with the rain, but when you lay your hands on his chest, he hears your breath catch as you cry.
âI canât do this,â you admit, gripping his shirt at his collar.
Tim hesitates, then turns so that youâre facing the mat. He steps back onto it, then pulls you forward. Against his chest, he directs your legs so that theyâre bracketing his. Your left foot is between Timâs, and your right is against the side of his boot. Nic shifts slightly to make room for you. Only then do you notice the blood.
âNic, are you okay?â you ask.
He nods, then raises his hand to his neck. âItâs just a scratch. The chains,â he explains.
You glance at your hands and notice that theyâre similarly marked. Holding tightly to Tim, you brace yourself as the tower sways gently in the strengthening wind. Tim glances at his watch and cradles your head against him.
âItâs here,â he murmurs.
Closing your eyes, you pretend that you and Tim are hugging for any other reason. Try to pretend that tomorrow is promised and that Tim will believe anything you confess.
âIn the car,â Spencer demands. âItâs not safe out here.â
âJJ, call the fire department,â Hotch requests as he climbs into the driverâs seat. âWe need them here as soon as the storm passes.â
âDo you think theyâre okay?â Derek asks, glancing out the window at the man hanging from the tower.
âThatâs not Tim,â Spencer reminds him. âDifferent build; it has to be Lev.â
âThat didnât answer my question.â
Derekâs phone rings, but he sends Penelope to voicemail. The car brightens with the next lightning strike, and the bright red flash at the water towerâs highest point isnât promising.
JJ covers her mouth while Derek drops his head into his hands. Hotch sighs, looking at the wheel rather than the tower beside them.
You groan before you open your eyes. Timâs hand moves slowly across your lower back as Nic mumbles.
âI feel like Iâm buzzing,â you murmur.
âStormâs moving,â Tim says. âDo we try to get down on our own or wait for the fire department?â
You look at Nic, the most injured member of your party.
âIâm ready to go,â he answers. âI donât ever want to see another water tower.â
You smile as you stand straighter. Tim holds you steady as he taps his boot against the metal platform. Nothing happens, so he drops his hands to your hips as you step off the rubber.
Nic walks beside you, but as you near the ladder, he stops walking.
âI- I canât feel my legs anymore,â he says.
His eyes roll back before he tips, losing consciousness. Tim catches him, lowering him gently to the balcony.
âI guess weâre waiting,â you mumble as you kneel beside him. âNo burns. Indirect strike, Iâd guess.â
âYou can head down if you want to,â Tim tells you. âIâll stay with him.â
âAnd Iâll stay with you.â
Tim nods. He offers his hand, and you squeeze it tightly as you move to sit. He sits beside you, and you lean against his shoulder.
âI want to tell you something,â you say. âBut not now. I donât want you to think that Iâm just saying it because we could have died.â
âWill you answer a question?â
âSure.â
âWas there ever a chance of starting something between us back in LA?â
You consider the question, rubbing your hands on your pants. âNo.â
âI didnât think so.â
âAsk me another question,â you request.
Tim notices your constant movement and lifts one of your hands. He brushes his finger along your wrist as he looks at the cuts and darkening bruises lining your skin.
âWhy did you kiss me at the BAU?â
As you breathe together, the thunder grows quiet even as the sky remains dark and rain falls in steady sheets.
âI acted too fast,â you answer finally. âI tried to seize a second chance that I donât think was there.â
âIs that why you stopped talking to me after?â
âIt scared me,â you admit. âI messed up before. It kept me up at night for years, Tim.â
âMe too. But⌠Never mind.â
Your hand is still in Timâs when you see first responder lights approaching. Some look like police, two or three firetrucks, and at least four ambulances.
âCare for a question?â you ask.
Tim smiles as he answers, âSure.â
âIs there a chance of starting something between us now?â
Leaning forward, Tim looks into your eyes and says, âThere never stopped being a chance after you came back.â
Smiling, you whisper, âI love you. Iâve loved you since I walked into Mid-Wilshire again.â
Before Tim can reply, a police cruiser siren sounds once. Derek speaks through the loudspeaker to threaten, âIf you survived, Iâm going to kill you.â
âWhatâs he going to do if we didnât survive?â Tim asks.
âKill Monica.â
Tim purses his lips and lifts one brow. âMight not be the worst thing.â
âDerek,â you groan. âThank you for caring about me, but my head is throbbing, so could we save the lecture for later?â
He stops talking, and when you think heâs about to stomp his foot and start again, he wraps you in a hug.
âDonât ever scare me like that again, gorgeous,â he implores.
âI wonât,â you reply. âAlthough, it wasnât on purpose this time.â
âShh.â He tightens his grip on you, then steps back and salutes with a smile.
âDo you have a minute?â Hotch asks. âItâs not a lecture.â
You nod, then stand from your seat and join him at the back of the jet. Tim is in Los Angeles for a few days to work on the Monica case, and when he returns to Quantico, you have a lot to discuss. He isnât aware of your new symptoms from being indirectly struck by lightning, but Spencer assured you theyâre temporary.
âAre you okay?â Hotch asks softly.
âIâm⌠almost fine,â you reply. âThat was terrifying, but Iâll be okay.â
âWell, you know the bureau offers counseling if you need anything, and Iâm here, too.â
âThank you, sir.â
âWhat did you tell Bradford on that tower?â
Your eyes widen, and you search for the right words. âJust some shared history stuff.â
âYou thought you were going to die. In that situation, people tend to say something they donât mean or speak the truest statements in their lives.â
âYeah,â you agree carefully. âLots of confessions, real and imagined.â
âSo,â Hotch continues, crossing his arms. âWhich was yours?â
âYouâre a profiler, you tell me.â
Hotch shakes his head at your smile but moves his arms to lay a hand on your shoulder.
âBe sure he meant what he said before you do anything you canât take back,â he advises.
âYou think he would speak emotionally?â
âIn the right circumstances, we all can. Even a stoic like Bradford.â
âAre you speaking from experience, sir?â
âThis is me giving you advice, not an interrogation, agent,â Hotch replies.
You nod, hiding your smile. âThank you, sir. I appreciate the advice.â
Hotch turns away, then looks over his shoulder. âOne more thing. Thereâs a bet in the unit about whether or not you kissed up there, so maybe keep the specifics to yourself.â
âWhat do you think happened?â you ask.
âI know everything.â
âEven the art of romance?â
âIâm leaving now.â
You smile as you trail Hotch until you reach your seat. Derek watches you, then leans back in his seat and closes his eyes. JJâs computer chimes before she tells you that Monicaâs court date has been moved up.
âBradford isnât listed as testifying,â she adds.
âIs Lopez? Grey? Chen?â
âYes, as well as Nolan and a few other officers from the division.â
âThen heâll be there,â you reply. âWhich means, Hotch, you may need someone to fill in for him and keep me safe.â
âYou were a lot less reckless before daddy cop showed up,â Derek muses.
âDid you tell everybody about that?!â you exclaim.
He shrugs, practically admitting his guilt before he closes his eyes again. Tim texts you that he is staying in LA for a few more days. The following text, which says heâll see you when he gets back, is the one that surprises you.
Itâs just past 2 a.m. when someone knocks on your door. You roll over, pulling a pillow over your head. Unfortunately, the knocking doesnât stop. You groan and retrieve your gun from your nightstand as you walk out of your room. At the door, you lean against it and press one eye to the peephole. Suddenly, as if you drank straight espresso, youâre wide awake and pulling the door open.
Timâs hand raises to knock again, but he stops when you open the door and wrap him in a warm hug.
âGood morning,â he grunts as you collide with his chest.
âMorning,â you reply, your voice carrying traces of sleep.
Tim moves his right arm around your waist and carefully maneuvers back into your living room. He kicks the door closed behind him, drops his bag, and then notices your gun on the table by the door.
âExpecting someone else?â he asks, smiling.
âNot expecting anyone,â you reply, stepping back. Your hands remain on Tim's shoulders as you continue, âItâs a good surprise.â
âSorry to wake you. I couldnât wait to see you.â
âItâs fine. This one time.â
âHow are you?â Tim asks, pushing your hair out of your face. He slides his fingers into your hair, pushing it up toward your roots gently. He watches your face as if heâs memorizing it, worshipping it. âHeadaches gone?â
âHow do you know about that?â you ask, tipping your head toward his hand. âDerek?â
âSpencer,â he corrects. âI got a lengthy message about letting you rest and not giving you a reason to be on your phone.â
âTheyâre good coworkers but theyâre nosy.â
âThey care about you.â
âJust them?â
Tim raises his other hand to your neck as he steps toward you. In the low light of your living room, only the streetlight outside illuminates your face and the space around you, and itâs as if you are the only people in the world. Tim looks at you like you alone matter. Like this moment is specially made for the two of you.
âThey care about you,â Tim repeats. âI think I do a bit more than that.â
âIâm sorry I didnât tell you how I felt sooner,â you say. âI⌠I know our relationship isnât typical, but you deserved the truth.â
âI didnât know, no, but I still would have fought for you. I didnât know what I had until I lost it, and the decade I spent without you taught me that some things- that some people are worth fighting for.â
âYou werenât this nice to me as my TO,â you murmur, brushing your thumb over a scar on Timâs neck.
He got it protecting you, although he yelled at you the entire time he was treated and bandaged. Tim shivers at your touch yet doesnât shy away or attempt to hide behind the persona he wears to protect himself.
âWhat you said on the tower,â Tim says. âAsk me.â
âDo you love me?â you whisper.
âI fell in love with the idea of you the day we met,â he admits.
You recoil from his touch briefly, but he holds you close. âAnd then I realized that everything I felt, all of the bitterness and disappointment I associated with you, was because I wanted you, desired you, more than anything. I didnât think I loved you because Iâd never been in love like this before.â
âDo you love me?â you repeat, softer. As you step toward him, pressing your chests together, soft rain begins to fall outside.
âYes,â Tim answers. âOf course I love you.â
His smile grows as you hug him. One arm wraps around your waist as the other remains in your hair, gently curling and uncurling his fingers. Using the hand in your hair, Tim tips your head so he can see your face. He leans forward and stops with a single breath between you.
âWho needs lightning when youâre here?â he jokes.
You roll your eyes and scoff. Before he says anything else, you move your arms over his shoulders and kiss Tim. Itâs different than the kiss in Penelopeâs office. This moment is slow, meaningful, and full of love, history, and new beginnings simultaneously. Tim lets his hand fall from your hair, trail over your side, and slip beneath your arm to hold your hip.
Tim takes slow steps to move you against the couch and then lifts you to sit on it. Once you settle, Tim breaks the kiss just long enough to take a breath, squeezing your hips as he breathes.
Diving back into you like you are oxygen at the bottom of the ocean or a safe haven in a lightning storm, Tim cradles your face in one hand as he splays his fingers across your back and holds you upright.
âTim,â you say, repeating it several times before he presses his forehead against yours and lets you speak. âI meant what I said in the storm. That wasnât my emotions. Iâve felt like this for a long time.â
Tim smiles. âStop profiling this,â he grumbles before he lowers you onto the couch and hovers above you.
âThereâs also a bet running about what we did on the tower.â
Tim lifts your head and moves your hair so it isnât pulled or trapped beneath you. âLet them wonder,â he whispers before trailing kisses along your jaw and hairline.
âWhat have we got?â you ask as you enter the conference room.
âWannabe Bonnie and Clyde,â Spencer answers.
You nod and sit beside Penelope, who narrows her eyes at you.
âWhat?â you whisper.
âYou kissed daddy cop,â she accuses. Your brows raise, and she speaks up to add, âHe came to see you as soon as he landed, didnât he?!â
You look at Derek and mouth, Youâre dead, but he smiles and blows you a kiss.
âIn line with the theme,â Hotch says, drawing attention back to the case, âthis couple is heavily armed.â
âWhich our tactical sergeant would know something about,â Derek muses, smiling as he looks at the door.
You turn and see Tim standing in the doorway, wearing an FBI t-shirt.
âThanks for coming, Bradford,â Hotch says. âWeâre going to need backup for this one.â
âOf course, sir,â Tim replies.
After Hotch dismisses you, you wait until youâre alone in the room with Tim.
âWould telling them make the teasing stop?â he asks.
You lean against the table and cross your arms. âYouâve met them, right?â
âWe could always pretend to hate each other.â
âEasier for you than me,â you argue.
Tim shakes his head as he takes your hand. He rubs his thumb over the nearly faded marks from the chains.
âWe donât have to tell them,â you say.
Timâs brows raise as he asks, âYou want to keep a secret from your team?â
âTheyâre outside the door.â
Tim glances toward the door as you stand from the table and pull it open, unsurprised when Derek stumbles inside as he tries to catch himself.
âSecretâs out,â you say flatly. âWe good?â
âWhat about the bet?â Derek asks.
âMorgan,â Hotch warns.
âI mean, what bet? Who said anything about a bet?â
âMy office is off limits,â Penelope says, pointing at you.
âCan we get back to work?â Tim asks.
âExcellent idea,â Hotch replies. Nobody moves, so he adds, âNow. Everybody.â
The room clears, and, this time, your team members return to their respective desks.
âNot you two,â Hotch says. âI had an idea to run past you.â
âSure,â you answer, closing the door.
âBonnie and Clyde.â
âYes?â Tim presses.
âTheyâd be threatened by another couple.â
âUs?â you clarify, pointing between yourself and Tim.
âOnly if itâs something youâd be comfortable with.â
You look at Tim, who tips his head toward you, giving you the final decision. It wouldnât be much different than what you did in Los Angeles a few months ago or some of the lies you played into during your short time as a rookie. Besides, when else will you have a chance and an excuse to be that close while working?
You smile, and Hotch nods. âPack your bags then,â he says. âYouâre going back to California.â
Angel Dust x FemReader Smut
â˝ââĽAngel Dust x MaleReader Smut version
You didnât think Angel liked you the way you did him, how could you? While sharing a profession, he was nothing like you. He was the star in every room he entered. After being booked on a shoot together, you find maybe Angel wasnât so ignorant to your existence.
Warning/Promises: Angel x Reader do not fuck but they do get banged, Val is going to ruin shit but I ainât writing that part, Foursome but no one cares, handjob, cum countdown đŚ, masturbation, making out, porno, vaguely threatening ending from Val
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When Angel Dust slipped into the dressing room of Valâs âsex dungeonâ, you struggled to keep your smile down. Youâd never actually worked together. The two of you had attended the same awards shows, frequented the same clubs, danced the same stages. But never graced the same screen. Every encounter left you more and more enthralled. Always the life of the party, but when the crowds would die down Angel would become so sweet, talking with an emotional intelligence many sinners seemed to have lacked or intentionally abandoned at death.
Angel threw himself at many people, sometimes jokingly, sometimes not. But youâd be lying to say it didnât sting heâd never propositioned you.
âMorninâ,â he plopped into the make-up chair beside you, hand lazily combing through his bedhead.
Angel hoped you hadnât seen him pause when he saw you. He didnât get butterflies often, but you always managed to make his stomach flutter. He felt so silly, a kid with a crush.
You knew Val wasnât going to let it be just the two of you. He enjoyed watching you both get fucked too much. âBesties get Bangedâ was written on the clapperboard. Angel gave you a wink, âOoh besties! Is this work or just another Friday night?â His elbow hit a soft spot in your ribs, making you laugh.
âStopâ st-stop that. Get on the bed.â Val used all four arms to separate you, âBitch number 1 on the left side, Bitch number 2 on the right.â He sat in his chair, arm angrily motioning for the large demons to enter the set already.
It was a standard enough shoot, until you and Angel found yourselves both on your knees, eye to eye from across the pink heart shaped bed. One yellow and one black eye looking back at you, hazy with pleasure as he was fucked dumb by some piece of muscle with a dick attached.
He looked so beautiful when he felt good. You reached out your hand to him, then the other. Fingers laced together, you both moaned into the space between yourselves. Angelâs eyebrows rose up, tongue coming out. His face was so flushed, cheeks pink. You werenât sure it was an invitation, but you pulled yourself to him and ran your tongue over his. The demon behind you followed your body, trying to maintain contact.
Angelâs eyes rolled closed, tongue pushing into your mouth. The kiss interrupted again and again as the repeated pounding into your holes pulled your lips apart, your entire bodies moving in rhythm.
âHey!,â Val yelled, âWhat the fuck are you doing?â
Angel smiled at you, âWhats the matter Val?â He strained forward, capturing your mouth again.
âStop kissing! Youâre ruining it!â
âYou never kissed a bestie? Awww,â Angel kept his lips near yours. âValâs never had a real good friend before.â
Valâs antennae bristled, âPull em apart, theyâre making googly eyes at each other. Killing my fucking hard on. Iâve got a reputation to maintain.â
Your bodies were slid away, fingertips still reaching out to each other. You were flipped onto your back, pacing brutal as if making up for lost time.
Angel watched you, mouth lonely. His cock leaking from just a kiss. Reaching down, he began to stroke himself while enjoying his own personal show. Your body bouncing with the thrusts, eyes watery. He arched his back, looking across to where your body connected with the other demon. You looked so wet, so inviting.
âAngel!â Val seethed.
Angelâs closed his eyes, imagining you around his cock and not his fingers. His eyes shot open when he felt hands on his face. His fear dissolved into relief as he saw you had scooted back towards him, pulling him down for an upside-down kiss. Breath hot, he moaned into your mouth.
âUh Boss, should we stop em again? Itâs kinda hot.â The shark demon behind Angel slowed.
Your fingers slipped through his hair, bringing him deeper into your kiss. There was nothing else in the room anymore but you and Angel. Tongue rolling over tongue, breathy moans exhaled and inhaled.
Val shook his head, âLet the little sluts kiss. If they wanna ruin my shoot so badly, be my guests.â His eyes aglow, Valentino exhaled his toxic smoke throughout the studio, sinister grin spreading across his face.
The demons continued as directed, you and Angel not having noticed the interruption you had caused. Angelâs mouth left yours, head resting on the mattress.
âValâs going to kill us,â you tried to remember the name of the wolf demon pounding into you, knowing you had some sort of lines.
Angelâs teeth nipped your ear lobe, âHeâs gonna do that anyway.â
You moaned, âFeels good when you do that.â
âYeah?â The wolf asked. You wanted to kick him in the neck.
âUuh, yeah. You⌠fuck me so good, Daniel.â
âDonny.â He corrected.
Angel got back on his elbows, âLiterally no one cares, David.â Whispering now, âRoll over and come âere.â
Douglas didnât seem bothered, you using your feet to stop him and twisting around his cock to get back on your knees. The demons whose names neither of you cared to learn followed you again. Angel was pressed into you, two arms holding you against his body, one arm on your cheek, a fourth finding its way to your clit.
You gasped, Angel licking up your neck and chin as his hand expertly rubbed you. Regaining some bit of your brain, you reached down a hand to his cock. It was slapping against this stomach in time with the thrusts. Your hand only need to grip him, the other actor basically fucking him into your grasp.
Angelâs head craned down, sucking bruises into your collar bone, âI wanna fuck you so bad, it hurts.â Another whisper into your skin.
âI thought you didnât like me,â your words faded in and out, volume jumping as your pussy took hit after hit. Angelâs hand electrifying every part of your body.
Angel pulled you as close as he could, bringing your hand from his cock to hold in his. Now him and his pre-cum were rubbing along your stomachs, pressed together tightly. âWrong. So wro-uh.â Eyes rolling back, Angelâs words fell apart.
âYou close?â
He nodded.
âWant me to count you down?â
A more frantic nod.
âFiveâ
You leaned in to kiss at his neck.
âFourâ
A long drag of your tongue up to his ear.
âThreeâ
A kiss to his cheek.
âTwoâ
You bit at his lip, pulling it with you before letting it go.
âOneâ
Angel clenched his eyes, grip on you tightening as he came across your stomach, thick and hot. You heard the other actor moan, Angelâs ass tightening with his release.
You took the chance to kiss Angel again, lips soft and swollen from the long shoot. His cum dripped down your stomach and found its way to his hand, adding more lubrication to your wet pussy. Angelâs fingers eagerly used his seed to slip and slide over your clit.
The feeling pushed you into your orgasm, legs shaking as you tried to stay up. âFor fuckâs sake,â Val could be heard shouting just past the studio lights.
Drawing him in for another kiss, less deeply now, lips sometimes on lips, and sometimes the chin and the cheek.
You stayed, holding each other, through the shoot. The other actors finishing their parts, cumming and making some puns about bosom buddies. When everyone else left the scene, and you two broke apart your hungry mouths to consider getting cleaned up and dressed, the air grew thick around you. Heads swimming now, a horny haze fell on set.
âBravo, bitches. You ruined my shoot, only fair I get to ruin something now.â You both turned to see the lights gleaming off Valâs glasses. âWhere should I start?â
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Summary: You and Tim go on your very first date. 0.3k+ words
A/N: Thanks for the love on this series so far! My friend and I are looking forward to hearing more of your thoughts and ideas!
Sitting in front of Tim at a really fancy restaurant was stressful, to say the least. Everything on the menu was hard to pronounce and you didn't know what any of it meant. Luckily, Google was your friend that night.
âSee anything on the menu you like?â Tim asked from behind his own menu.
âUm, everything looks so good. It's hard to choose,â you said while grimacing about the fact there are five items that include snails.
âTo be honest, this isnât really my thing. But I know a fantastic Chinese restaurant down the street. Their noodles are amazing,â you said while placing down your menu.
âThat sounds amazing. I wanted to impress you, so I tried taking you somewhere really nice,â Tim said while standing and offering his hand.Â
âSo tell me about yourself,â Tim said while drinking some water.
âWell, as you know Iâm a teacher. Graduated with my twin brother from Stanford. I was born and raised in Kansas with a heavy male influence,â you stated with a smile.
âWhat does your brother do?â Tim asked.
âWell, my older brother moved to Stanford with me and my twin so we can all stay together. He opened a mechanic shop. My twin is a lawyer, he has his own firm. We all are really close, so we get together at least once a week,â you said while smiling; you love getting to talk about your brothers.
âWow, I wish I was closer to my sister. She is actually moving closer to me, so I will get to spend more time with her and my nephews,â Tim said when the food arrived.
The night went on with telling stories and getting to know each other better. It was going so well that the both of you decided to go get ice cream because you werenât ready for it to end. But after walking along the pier and getting your frozen treat, the later it was getting. The time for the end of the date had come.
âI had fun tonight,â you told Tim at your front door.
âMe too. Can I take you out to lunch tomorrow? I want to see you again really soon,â Tim said with a cheesy smile.
âI would love that.â You kissed Tim on the cheek. âGoodnight, Tim.â