[cw Blood]

Me going to tell my fandom (my Tumblr followers) lore about my oc that will shatter their hearts (I will get 2 notes)

"Well would you look at that! You caught me wearing the smile you gave me."

And with that ladies and gentlemen, all the kitsune boys are finished! Doesn't mean I'll stop drawing them tho. I did end up forgetting a few details here and there (like the little rope Aki has around his waist with the little pompom thingies attached, but we ball) 

OK, now I disappear again to go work on some more art and do some studies >:D

I can't fathom the fact that some people watch a movie, show or read a book they like and they just go: "I liked it :)" and that's it....girl how?? Whenever I like a movie, tv show, book or musical I need to inhale that piece of media like it's air, I need to self insert myself in it and create an elaborate plot line for my character in it, then I listen to music that reminds me of the piece of media and think of it 24/7, while obsessively rewatching scenes and analyzing every bit of it till I notice details nobody has seen, finally, I try to convince people to watch it with me so that I can experience it for the first time through them. Then my obsession dies and I feel empty until the next one comes along..... and you're telling me people can enjoy something and just...go to sleep and not think of it again????

Blush Blush Fanart but the Wheel Decided Who to Draw! :) (Part 3)

Guess my favourite character by the way I drew them-

9. Eli

10. Poe

11. Volks

12. Scale

it was all too much, and now I have nothing left

So I kinda went a little stir crazy and...

I did a few more drawings of two other boys from the game. They were mainly suppose to be pose studies/color studies, so they are heavily referenced from in game art work!

I decided to draw Fuyu's Dinner date art and Seth's pin-up in my style:

Here's Fuyu, which is just a sketch so far. I honestly don't know what I'm gonna end up doing for the finished product. I only drew the pose and just straight up went with it, throwing caution to the wind.

I am not immune to pretty boy propaganda, he's just too pretty... The other kitsune boys, as well as fuyu, have done something to me-

Here is Seth's as well. His piece is almost fully done. I might scrap it and redo his, cause I'm unhappy with it since. Since to me, it doesn't look to much like him (maybe cause I stared at it for so long). But anyways might as well show the wip before I eventually go crazy and redo it (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

Also since I drew Seth based on his pin-up, he is shirtless, so a it'll be under the cut (cw: slight nudity ig?)

Here he is, Hell's Hottest Boy nine hundred years running. Still a work in progress (I need to touch up things and add his scars but yeah, him!)

Edit: My self control is nonexistent but I'm trying so hard to force myself to finish these two art works before moving on to work on other projects like my OCs/sonas- or well, MORE ART OF THE BB BOYS. Its not working- send help

When I have nothing to do, I just draw the guys as cookies for fun. This time it's serious

Transparent ver (ignore the eyeless honey rabbit)

"We'll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part"

"Oh you don't know it but baby Ive already got your heart."

I've fallen. I've fallen into hyper fixation hell and it's all because of this mf right here. If you're unaware, this is Cole from the game Blush Blush. I came across a video featuring him on TikTok, and he then proceeded to ruin me to the point I had to draw him. (I believe the TikTok video was made by Ren-054, who's also here on tumblr btw ^^)

Cole lured me into the blush blush fandom and I haven't been able to recover ever since. Literally… I decided to try and play the game mainly for Cole a few weeks back, and then was jumped by all the other boys - THE HYPER FIXATION ON THIS GAME IS EATING ME ALIVE. It's criminal that there's not a large fanbase here on tumblr, I keep looking at the tags for the game hoping for new content like once everyday. This is not normal of me...

So in the end, I decided to ultimately start posting art again all because of this guy. I told myself that my first art related post should be something about my OCs, but oh boy- I just HAD to get him out of my system... Might as well feed myself and others here on tumblr with my contribution to the fanbase featuring my mental illness. Eat up I guess?

Okay so theres way more people than I thought seeing my art and I just wanna say... Hewwo? ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! Where did you all come from?!?

Im glad theres people who like my art, and decide to stick around to see what other silly things I make. I've been off social media (posting wise) for a while, cause I was never happy with how my art looked enough to show it to other people soo... Im glad I decided to start doing that again, I'm still unhappy with where my art is at this point, but I don't hate it as much and I strive to improve to the point where I'll eventually be happy with it mainly by drawing my fav characters, who are rotting my brain. (we are almost there :D)

Also side note, tumblr makes me feel soooo old. Like I feel as if I'm an old person trying to navigate this site and talk to people, and I don't know what I'm doing in general. I'm only 20 man, I should not be struggling this much??? T^T

Ever since I woke up today I got pranked a bunch of times because, surprise surprise, its April fools and Im gullible, so very gullible...

So because it was April fools, I was gonna draw a quick silly doodle for fun as a joke but I got distracted and instead somehow got myself drawing THREE different ref sheets for my BB OCs, because I'm insane and I tricked myself into believing I can multitask three of them help