I Can’t Believe I Haven’t Seen ONE Hanahaki Deisease Jeckole Fic. I Don’t Even Like Hanahaki Fics

You did cook 🙏 you served and im fed cus im actually embedding these into my flesh thank you very much 😽😼

EMILY CHILDHOOD HEADCANONS OHNMY GOODDDDDD 😭🙏🙏🙏 how did I forget to askthissss (I probably have already asked I can’t remember tho💔)

You did but it was on your old account so I’m glad you’re asking again bc I cooked

Emily used to have a really good relationship with her parents but after she began displaying clear signs of mental illness things started to change for the worst. They got her help and yeah she’s on meds but she can tell they don’t like her very much and they wish they could have a “normal” daughter. Hence why she seeks out dangerous and unhealthy people to give her attention

She’s super super smart like straight As honor roll smart she just refuses to talk about it. I imagine school is too easy for her so it makes slipping into unhealthy habits easier bc she’s unfulfilled. Definitely on her gifted kid burnout shit. She would’ve been one of the preppy kids if she didn’t get into drugs so young

Another thing on her parents. They put a lot of pressure on her to be the best student that the gifted kid burnout set in very early, around 8th grade (13 or 14 years old) and she began to hang out with some bad influences to escape that pressure but it spiraled very quickly due to her mental illness

She strikes me as a daddy’s girl. Super spoiled, every good grade was another toy or trip somewhere. She still loves her dad but she can tell he’s so disappointed in her and when the good attention got more sparse as her grades slipped, she noticed that he would pay less attention to her. Then comes the developing anger issues and I think he really did try to help her but he fell into that category of parents that “just wants their little girl back” and can’t acknowledge that she’s growing and changing into an actual person

I don’t wanna go into that “soft dad and bitch mom” archetype but I do think some of her mental issues come from her mom. She pushed into a lot of unhealthy ways of thinking. Making sure her grades were the most important thing and not prioritizing her mental health.

Emily is the smallest baby girl i love her deeply and she should be the happiest ever

I was losing my shit in that last ask but do you think Jecka listens to Ayesha Ericota... cuz her and Jecka serve cunt😼

Maybe in the future cus ayesha wasn’t that popular in 2009 🙏😼

Chat we love Emily 😼😼 lwk these eat tho

Heyyy

I like ur co09 HCS >.<

Can I ask Abt ur Emily Headcanons (or fav co09 girl idrm) 🩷🩷

Hiii and thank you ^^

Youre in luck because im an Emily fanboy all the way!! 🩵

Co09 Emily headcanons 👻

(putting the ones from the other post here too bc why not lol)

Her hair is FUCKED. She dyed it every color on the visible light spectrum at some point in middle school. Got tired of the maintenance and bleached it the summer before freshman year. She likes the blonde enough to keep re-bleaching her roots but still dyes her ends occasionally

Told people she was a unicorn-wolf-vampire-human hybrid from outer space in elementary school

She realized she was bi after falling for Nicole and never had eyes for any other girl since. She took Ari to their first pride event in college

She is very short. Like almost didn't hit 5'0 short

Embraced the early 2010s internet and scene aesthetic

Has bipolar and BPD with psychotic symptoms. Hospitalized multiple times for svicide attempts and violent behavior (never actually k1lled anyone but got wayy too close once)

Only stays in relationships for the drvgs and s3x

Possessive/jealous lover in denial

Moved out of her parents' house during a fight to live with her boyfriend at the time. Dumped him a week later during a split and ended up couch-surfing until she found someone new

Does not get better as an adult. In fact she gets so so much worse

Uhh yeah hope these didn't suck loll 💀

Something about Nicole’s suicide ending fills me with such indescribable sadness that I don’t know how to describe. The fact she’s just hanging there, the room was dark, the computer was on, the bed was not made, the whole house was dead silent. Don’t even get me SYARTED on the suicide note either:

“People are books, puzzles and pawns. In that order. First theyre read, then they’re figured out, then they’re persuaded”

People are read, figured out and persuaded as Nicole says herself, but theyre also open, confusing or difficult and gullible. In that order can be a reference to Nicole before the game, listing to her mom’s advice and being a “nice” child, but ending up being gullible and vulnerable in the end. Being confusing/difficult can be Nicole struggling to “fit in” in society, with the mindset and attitude she has.

“Some would call that wrongly manipulative but whats the alternative? Basically any advice my mom’s ever given me. “Dont be mean, don’t judge, be open,”,”

Nicole doesnt see another option besides manipulating people or being stupidly nice, with no in between. It shows the difference between how both of them think you should supposed ply act in society. Nicole thinks you should figure out how to change people to have control and ‘not get hurt’, whilst her mum thinks that you should be respectful, and - in Nicole’s eyes - vulnerable. An open target, really.

“And yeah sure but, that only works when men don’t wanna have sex with you. Be tolerant of guys who get off by choking you, no way that goes south.”

Nicole recognises that she CAN act like her mum says, she knows it’s an option, except she’s also aware that men do see woman as objects and things to stick their dicks in, and in a place where she is mostly interacting with men, it crosses it off as something she can do, because she knows if she does, she WILL get hurt. She’s aware that she’s supposed to ignore the warnings and calls it out but she’s also aware that she won’t be heard, by a majority of people.

“Whats wrong with a pizza delivery-boy with no career goals? Whens the last time you asked a pizza delivery-boy if he’s a rapist?”

I feel you can interpret this im different ways. I personally see it in two different lights - sarcastic (people like crispin are seen as people with no career goals, or realistic ones, and he’s most likely (obviously in Nicole’s eyes) a rapist, yet no one ever checks because they’re seen as less educated) and Nicole seeing no problem with ‘settling down’ with someone who doesn’t have a bright future ahead of him (idk I feel like this is a reach and doesnt make sense but this is the best I can describe what im thinking 😭)

“Theyre called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a nice person. And one day, if you’re a nice enough girl you’ll end up just like me”

If you call out people on shit behaviour, you’re seen as ‘disrespectful’ or something along those lines. If you ignore them, you might have a good life, but in the end you will be caught up in vulnerability. Nicole frequently called out and accused men of inappropriate behaviour, and she was both hated for it and liked for it, however in the end, she called out someone who didn’t have a line to cross and in the end she couldn’t ’handle?’ It, the pressure and most likefesr of what would happen to her, as again, the men in this game dont have a line they can cross.

“And just like my dad”

This is such a line. Nicole’s dad killed himself, yeah, and Nicole could just be referencing the fact they both died the same way, but were not told why he kills himself, we just know it’s apparently Nicole’s fault. This could open up so many different reasons on why he did it (Nicole’s mum giving him less visitation rights, the divorce, etc etc or just being under pressure). I think my favourite thoughts in this line is that potentially, Nicole knew why her dad killed himself, and only she alone had the actual reason, which is why she says it - knowing people will just think it’s because they’re both dead/died the same way

If you’re reading this, im dead.

Very obvious, shes dead.

Sorry if this is out of reach Icl as I was writing this I lwk confused myself 💔 but uhhhhhhhhh lmk how you felt abt it?? CUS I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO WNTS TO ACTUALLY START CRYING WHEN THEY SEE THE IMSGE RIGHT???

Fuck you bitch i CAN make a Minecraft house Ive been playing since i was eight u wanker i hope you fucking die

UR WELCOME BBY

Jecka x Emily British hcs?? 👉🏽👈🏽 (holy fuck I need a creative ship name for them)

I mean, I just call them jeckily but il he’ll think of a more creative one 😋

- Theyre very “popular cus theyre pretty/nice but disruptive/misbehaving x popular cus she starts on everyone, has been suspended three times consistently, disruptive but funny “

Does that make sense idk

- They dgaf abt year 7’s, they SHOVE in the lunch lines, in the hallway, on the stairs. They don’t care 😭

- Emily is always copying off of Jecka’s work, when they’re not in English, science or maths (because of sets), Emily’s in b1, b2 and b3 for them, and Jecka’s in a1 or a2. But during things like history or geography Emily copies.

- Emily is mooching off of Jecka’s fancy stationary (when she’s on her own shes using floor loot 💔 but lwk same)

- Getting detentions/iso together (jecka was doing her makeup and Emily shoved a year 7 down the stairs)

- Jecka turns up presentable, pretty and such, maybe half an hour late (cant b too late or she’ll get beat), or not coming in at all. Emily rolls up at lunch or later, trainers, missing blazer, tie, untucked shirt, buttons missing from said shirt, no bag, no equipment, smudged makeup, messy hair and a tenner in her bra running off of red bull.

- Redbull winter edition x Watermelon monster (mainly redbull x monster)

- They skip things like PSHE to run around the building.

- The opinions on teachers: “I hope that fat bitch fucking kills herself,” “aww, no, shes actually sweet you just don’t like to listen cus you have odd or some shit”

- Emily actually does struggle with school a lot, which is why her attendance is like 50% and below. Whenever something happens she goes straight to jecka for emotional support ( when they’re separated in the seating plan it’s normally: “im not allowed to move because she had separation anxiety” “yeah, I have separation anxiety, im not allowed to move,” which is somewhat the truth)

- the amount of times they’ve been put on report.

- Jecka brought vodka in her water bottle and Emily brought cigarettes and they got drunk on the field. Until they got caught by SLT and got a 17 day suspension, with internal exclusion for a week.

THATS all I can think of rlly 💔💔

HEY HOE 😭 no cus im actually PISSED my account got FUCKING TEMRINDSVKIENFLAEIFHLAIE LIKE

I didint even DO ANUTHJINGIGSIH 💔💔😭😭😭😭💔💔💔🚬🚬⛓️⛓️⛓️⛓️

justice for rhea guys……..

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