does anyone else find it difficult to shift when depressed? today was rough and i just feel like nothing. i feel present in my body but in a bad way. i don’t feel human but i don’t feel like anything else either. at least when i dissociate i can ghost shift but this is just like… blank. grounded but empty. 0/10 would not recommended.
talking about fluttershy put me in a pony mood and now i’m doing a friendship is magic rewatch so i apologize in advance for anyone who didn’t sign up for this but there will likely be many pony posts incoming
i’m kinsidering so technically this is Formal Research for Science
can’t believe i am an incorporeal being and yet i am still being expected to learn linear algebra
i would love to hear abt myrha's world if you're comfortable with sharing !!!!!!
i also recently realized that i have reincarnated into multiple spirits before, but we didn't do anything really - we just like to watch the next incarnation of "me" live their lives. i have always haunted myself lol because curiosity is clearly a persisent trait (and it means i get to watch / observe people, which is a big part of what my ghost feelings are)
- kitty
awh thank you for asking about it, i appreciate it ^^ i think i’m gonna make a separate post this weekend going over everything because it’s just so much to write and i’m gonna need to actually sit down and use my brain for it. so more info to come soon once i am no longer drowning in school assignments (pray for me)
and i’m happy to hear i’m not alone in having multiple ghost lives, that’s so rad. i absolutely relate to the feeling of being an observer!! sometimes i get very stuck in that feeling and then someone will acknowledge that i exist and i have this moment of like “you can see me?? ew??”
i miss being able to float around without being perceived. it was much less stressful :’)