The Day I Get Rid Of My Crazy Fear Of Failure And My Procrastination, It Will Be Over For You All.

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the masculine urge

the feminine urge

the human urge to yearn for the existence of dragons

mitochondria really is the powerhouse of the cell huh

The fourth little pig built his house out of wolf skulls. It wasn’t very sturdy, but it sent a message.

the entire point of life is to be silly, kind, and really weird btw.

I hope you're haunted by the ghosts of what could be

because god knows they wont leave my tired young heart

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

Learn to love reading and research I promise you’ll never be bored again

don’t invite me unless these are the plans