I Really Hope This Reblog Doesn't Come Back To Bite Me In The Ass, But I Get So Sensitive With Those

just finished leigh bardugo's hell bent and idk what to do. how am i gonna survive the wait for the next book and the long darlingstern content draught that's about to come. 🫠

I’m such a lover girl (girl who’s yet to experience the love she’s yearned for her whole life)

horrible news guys…. i want to be in love

Crying rn

It's midnight and I'm thinking about Alex sleeping peacefully in darlington's arms on his narrow bed. She no longer has to worry about her boyfriend coming home home high on drugs and a fight breaking out because she knows that by the time he returns from a ritual it's going to be late and she will be half asleep but that's okay because she will still feel him sliding into the bed with his hair still damp and he will turn off the lamp she left on before giving her a little kiss on the forehead. She will always turn around and find him reaching for her in his sleep and then he will kiss her shoulder before relaxing again. If she wakes up when he arrives at home, there will always be midnight kisses as he tells her about all the things he had to do and how insufferable all the people were. She can always count on him coming home early on date nights. She will always wake up to fresh flowers by her side on Sundays and Darlington will be on the phone with her mom so she can tell him to how to cook Alex's breakfast exactly how she likes it.

therapy isn't enough i need to be someone else

This is me in therapy lol

*covered in blood & in visible distress* i just need to write a list

Okay listen. The first glowstick mention was indeed like a slap to the face (loved it tho), but was anybody really taken ABACK when fucking VAMPIRES came uppp?????

It’s gonna be blonde

it’s gonna be pink

this year will be wonderful. you will meet new people who will feel like sunlight. someone out there will be lucky enough to meet you. you will see breathtaking views. you will learn so much knowledge from your studies and gain so much wisdom. there will be bad days but you will heal and start again in the morning. you will discover what makes you happy. you will fill up journals with scribbles and messy drawings. you will feel low and make mistakes but they will help you become a stronger person. you will pick up new things that give your life meaning and you will pour your heart into it. you will find songs that speak to you more than anything else in the world. you will grow. this year is waiting for you and it’s beautiful.