Let Me Continue: I Find A Song That Really Describes What I'm Feeling, I Find God. I Eat The Flavour

I miss those times. When childhood made everything brighter, when I used to feel safe with you. I miss all of it, I miss that version of you. But now you left childhood behind, or maybe, just left me behind. And all I want is to rip your throat with my teeth because I don't understand how could you just leave after all we shared. And because of that:

You owe me.

I'm not proud this, but I hope that the memories that haunt me haunts you too.

I bet you'd figured, I'd pass with the winter, be something easy to forget.

—Olivia Rodrigo.

You were my first best friend and my first love. I suppose that's why it hurted more when you left without a word.

Were you afraid of me loving you? You were my friend. Of course I loved you. Was it so difficult? To tell me you didn't feel the same and to make peace? I would have acepted it.

I created a word that, in my eyes, it is legitimy, and in my heart, I hope it to be used and remembered: Verakensi'naísh:

That word would be the one that describes the inability of stop feeling; it would be the name of the deepest form of empathy.

Use it, if you wish to. Write poems with it, let your tongue became familiar with it, be identified, too. I am going to do all of it, and more, but I thought that it would be so selfish of mine to not share this new word with all the ones that needs it.

So here it is. Use it wisely.

—The Solivagant.

Dear Locknation:

I did a madness. I talked with Netflix Customer Service of Latinoamérica about Lockwood's cancelation.

Was I nervious? Trembling as a leaf in autumn.

Was my heart racing? Like a purasangre.

Was it worth it? Kinda.

Why? I'll tell yah.

Here, the agent told me that Netflix has got licenses of a lot of studios around the world. Sometimes, due to licenses agrees, some series got cancelled. According to what the agent told me, according to what I investigated, and according to my own thinking process, here is an important thing : the series got cancelled because there had been a disagree between the producers. Or something alike. Something truly nasty had seem to happen, to lead to this decision.

So, Locknation, i ask from you to help me find a way to comunicare directly with any producer of the serie, if its possible. If its not, well, i don't care. We'll make it possible. Is there an instagram account, or a Facebook, or a e-mail? Preferly e-mail, thats more direct. Something that will be as direct as Katniss' arrows.

Lets go people! NOTHING WE CANT HANDLE TOGETHER.

—Zia.

Yesterday I had the brilliant idea of going to a park and feed the pigeons.

I was hoping for a raven or a woman with curls that talks about Mary Poppins to approach, but there just children running the birds and pigeons that were particulary interested in coming and stand next to me and to look at me with their red eyes.

I quite understand now why Morpheus did that. It's kind of relaxing to have this little entusiastic birds surrounding you while you see them eat. The sound of their wings is quite lovely too.

This is my coping mechanism now.

People, I watched Elemental.

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✨👄✨

Don't touch me, I'm soft.

*starts playing Steal The Show by Lauv and cries*

People:

I sended a message to Ruby Stokes' Instagram, proposing her a plan to convince Netflix to get Lockwood and Co back.

Start praying for her to answers me. This cannot go to waste.

Good Night.

My mother thinks that Nami is in love with Zoro.

What do I tell to her?

My heart did weird stuff while watching this scene.

The Little Mermaid (2023) Directed by Rob Marshall

“is it posible to be so dissapointed on something you already know would be like how It went? Were you really so naive at the point that you hoped it to be... different?. ”

*cries uglily while wraps herself in her blanket, cries more and plays "Sandman" by Ed Sheeran*

hadestown (2019) // the sandman (2022-)