Twisting the knife đȘ
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High Bucky x readerÂ
Remember Spicy Plants ? Hereâs spicy brownies. Welcome to another crack fic.Â
Imagine the first time Bucky tries edibles. He knew they would hit differently than smoking but he didnât think much would happen so he had another. Then another. He was a super solider so heâd be fine. So he had one more.Â
He was fine.
He was totally and completely fine.Â
âY/N!â
âY/N Y/N Y/N!!â
âOh my GOD!â
You and Steve sat in the living room, giving each other panicked looks hearing Bucky yelling from your shared bedroom. You both sprinted to the elevator and ran down the hall, bursting through the door, unsure of what was going on.Â
âWhat is it Buck- oh my godâÂ
âWhat the hellâŠâ Steve blinked, slowly backing away while you cocked your head to the side, observing a very naked Bucky looking at the mirror.Â
âHe nakeyyyyâ Bucky whispered, staring at himself in the mirror wide eyed, cupping his own cheeks in utter shock. âY/n, thereâs a naked man in our roomâÂ
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Well..
I need to be his controversialy young girlfriend đđ»
babydoll â.đ Ì
cw: age gap
He feels like a creep. Plain and simple. Bucky knows that any woman would be considered âyoungerâ, but you just take the cake. He momentarily feels how hot hell is when you delicately push his hair to the side, clipping in into place with pastel beret. The rest of it gathered into a cutesy scrunchie. âOkay, this one is for wrinkles.â You say, clambering onto his lap. His girl isnât the most graceful.
The bottle makes him grimace, but the feel of your cute butt in his lap makes it tolerable. He has wrinkles older than youâyikes. âIt smells.â He grumbles as he feels you rub skincare product into his skin. âItâs supposed to be lilies!â You say lightly patting his cheek. âThis is stupid.â He deadpans, he wraps his arms around your middle when you loop your arms around his shoulders. âItâs not stupid, youâll thank me someday mister.â You chide very seriously, yelping when he smacks your side. Itâs not fair, when you pout like that he wants to kiss you senseless. âDonât call me mister, âm not some stranger you little brat.â He grumbles, being particularly gentle as he slides his cool metal arm under your shirt, just over your tummy. âSorry baby.â You croon, taking the moment to steal a kiss.
His mental crisis is not helped by the pet name. Baby? If anything youâre the baby here, he gives you a look, it makes you laugh. He finds you to be soothing. Youâre a modern woman sure, but those little pjâs you have on with your hair all done up in rollers make him remember a simpler time. Heâll deal with the weird glances whenever you two walk down the street together. Heâs not embarrassed anymore to pad over and ask you whatever slang word heâs picked up while people watching. Best of all, heâs finally stopped being stubborn about using his reading glasses to read your texts and see all the cute little selfies you send him.
You pat lotion into his skin, and smile at him. He kisses you, scratching you with stubble. Itâs a welcomed itch. When you pull away and kiss the tip of his nose he canât help but squeeze you. You make him want to smother you. Itâs the same when you hear a kitten mew or a baby coo. He likes the feeling. He likes you.
a/n: its almost been an entire month LOL anyways⊠i think dating a woman under the age of 35 would send bucky into crisis mode and make him feel like a total scumbag (àčá”â€á”àč)
credit to @aquazero for dividers
#Welcome back The Winter Soldier (insp)
Loving how they used the comic design for the new red star â
Summary: Domestic scenes with Bucky Barnes, because Bucky Barnes deserves to be HAPPY.
A/N: I have returned to pray at the altar of James Buchanan Barnes. Thunderbolts dropped and flooded my insta feed. Oh, how past me would have rejoiced in all of this Bucky content.
Word count: 3.1k
Warnings: fluff, implications of smut, language, possible misinformation about various contraceptive devices (please inform yourselves lol)
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Bucky Barnes was the fist of Hydra.Â
Heâd spent decades being shaped into the perfect assetâruthless, detached, the ultimate killing machine. He was cruel. He was dangerous. He was violent.
Heâd been tortured. Heâd been torn apart and stitched back together, and only when barely an inkling of the man he used to be remained, theyâd set him loose on the world.
It was almost funny, Bucky thought now as he looked down at his working hands. To think what this armâthis near indestructible artificial limbâhad been created for. It had squeezed the life from many a target, had pulled the triggers of guns and survived explosions. It had brought unspeakable pain upon his victims.
And yet âŠ
âNot too tight, Bucky.â
Her voice had come quietly, softly, and from where he sat on the edge of the bed, Bucky could tell that her eyes had slipped closed a while ago. She sat on the floor between his legs, with her own legs crossed and her back straight.
Bucky loosened his grip at once, the strands of her hair now looser in his palms.
âLike this?â he asked, only taking his eyes off her face once an approving hum resonated through her chest.
âPerfect.â
A smile tugged on the corners of his lips as he went back to work. Right strand over, pull the middle to the right, then repeat with the left. It was tough to keep each of the three strands separatedânimble work, delicate. This was his second attempt after the first had ended in a merging of the left and the middle strand. It had been chaos.
âI canât believe you manage to do this behind your head,â he spoke quietly, fingers moving a little faster with every inch he managed to braid successfully.
âYears of practice.â There was a smile in her voice. It warmed Buckyâs chest. âHey, Buck?â
He hummed to signal that he was listening, concentrating on getting the bottom of the braid right. Sheâd warned him that it could get tricky to avoid shorter strands of hair from sticking out at the side.
âWould you mind running to the store later?â
ââCourse not, doll,â he mumbled, sucking his bottom lip between his teeth as he pinched the end of her braid between his fingers to carefully slip on the hair tie he kept on his wrist. It was one of his, but ever since heâd cut his hair, he didnât need them anymore, and so theyâd long been adopted by Y/N, merging with her own hair accessories in the small bathroom they shared.
When he finished, he carefully draped the braid over her shoulder, succumbing to the urge to touch her with a single finger brushing along her neck.
âWhat do you think?â
Delicate fingers found the braid, and Y/N turned her head far enough to peek down at his work. Bucky found himself holding his breath in anticipation of her verdict.
When she looked up at him, she offered a smile. It was the wide kindâthe beaming kind. It was the kind to touch the corners of her eyes and have Buckyâs heart stutter in a way that would be worrying if it wasnât for the serum in his veins that pretty much prevented cardiac arrest.
âPerfect job, baby,â she said, craning her neck towards him. Bucky smiled when he leaned forward to meet her in a kiss.
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Left hand clutching the handle of the shopping basket, Bucky stuck to an empty aisle to study the yellow post-it note sheâd written him.
Granola
Eggs (2 dozen)
Apples
Tomatoes
Grated cheese (Gouda or Cheddar)
Toothpaste (2x)
Tampons
Ice cream (!!!)
He smirked at the three exclamation marks behind ice cream, carved deep enough into the paper to leave grooves on the other side. There was exactly one type of ice cream she loved, and ever since heâd bought the wrong one once, sheâd taken to reminding him on every note she wrote.
By now, he knew the layout of the supermarket well enough that he could find his way in the dark. They were good for him, these mundane tasks. He needed routine, needed something to do. It gave him peace to do something that was important but did not include guns, or bombs, or mission reports. It gave him peace to function in this little bubble he inhabited with Y/N.
He stood before the shelf with the period products now, two cartons with a dozen eggs each already secured in his basket. They were mainly for him. He ate four each morning.
Bucky could not recall a time when he didnât know everything there was to know about the absorbency of Tampons. He knew the brands, knew the sizes, knew that Y/N preferred the ones without the applicator because she thought the extra piece of plastic was an unnecessary waste.
Two purple boxes fell into his basket before he moved on to the ice box.
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The headboard pressed into Buckyâs back as he held out the tub of ice cream for Y/N to dig her spoon in. Theyâd agreed it was best he hold it, as his was the only hand that would not eventually freeze.
He loved these moments with her. He lived for them.
She lay next to him, one leg stretched before her, the other bend at the knee. She was wearing one of his shirts and a thick pair of socks, leaning most of her weight against his shoulder. Bucky found it soothing.
âItâs one of the only options without hormones,â she explained before her spoon vanished into her mouth, then adding with her mouth full, âBut itâs supposed to hurt like a bitch when they put it in.â
Bucky gave a grunt, scraping some off the top of the ice cream with his own spoon. âI read that it increases bleeding. Makes your cramps worse, too.â
âWell, that only leaves hormonal birth control then.â
Bucky frowned.
It had taken some explaining for Bucky to fully understand the intricacies of new age contraception, but he found that he didnât like the idea of something messing with her hormonesâwith her health.
âThereâs nothing I could take?â
She thought about it for a moment, lips clasped tightly around her spoon. The sight almost took Buckyâs mind off the topic at hand. Almost.
âAfraid not,â she finally said with a small sigh through her nose. âUnless you want to get snipped,â she added with a pained smile.
Bucky offered her the tub and watched as she dug a large spoonful from the centre.
âI might be sterile anyway, darlinâ,â he finally said quietly.
Theyâd spoken about itâthe possibility that the serum had done some irreversible damage to Buckyâs system. Heâd already gotten tested before heâd met her, but it had been hard for the doctors to tell. No one was accustomed to a super soldier organism. The best theyâd been able to tell him was that it was likely either one extreme or the other.
âSterile or super-soldier-fertile,â Y/N repeated what heâd told her. âAnd your body would likely just heal you if you got a vasectomy.â
Bucky tilted his head as he looked at her. âI donât actually mind us using condoms.â
It had been Y/N whoâd brought up the possibility for her to start taking birth control, but Bucky could not quite shake the feeling that sheâd mentioned it mainly for his sake.
Y/N hummed in thought, lifting her free hand to push her fingers through his hair, tugging gently at the ends. Buckyâs eyes slipped close for just a second.
âForever?â she asked pensively, pursing her lips. âIt seems easier for me to just get something permanent. An implant, or an IUD.â A thought crossed her mind then, and she narrowed her eyes at him with interest. âWhat did you do in the 40s?â
Bucky pulled a face. âAh, couldnât tell ya. Pulled out and hoped for the best.â
Truth be told, Bucky had never really bothered with it back in his youth. Heâd known that they were experimenting with jellies and creamsâheâd heard it from a girl heâd been going out with. Thereâd been condoms of course, but they werenât nearly as common as they were nowadays, and frankly Bucky wouldnât have been able to afford them even if they had been.
Y/N snorted. It was a delightful sound.
âSo what youâre telling me is you might have some unknown descendants scattered around the world?â
Bucky smirked down at the ice cream, a cold drop of water trickling in between the vibranium tiles of his hand.
âI wouldâve heard,â he said. âWasnât like I was sleeping with the whole neighbourhood.â
She hummed, grinning when she pressed her nose into his cheek. âI donât believe you for one second. Not with that charm of yours.â
âI donât want you taking hormones,â Bucky said suddenly, turning to meet Y/Nâs gaze. âNot for me. I read some horror stories online, doll. About blood clots, embolisms, heart attacks. I know theyâre rare, but I would never forgive myself if something happened.â
She considered him for a moment, smiling when she lifted a hand to squeeze his chin between her thumb and index finger.
âOkay,â she breathed. âCondoms it is then.â
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âI canât believe this!â
There was anger in her voice, a deep crease between her brows when she turned to look at Bucky, throwing her arms up in exasperation.
âYou are one hundred years old,â she snapped. âHow are you this fucking good at Mario Kart?!â
Bucky felt his lip twist at the corners, smirking as he flicked through the different racetracks on screen. Theyâd been playing for a little over an hour, and so far, Bucky had managed to beat her in every single round, scoring first place with a substantial lead each time.
âHow about this snowy one next?â
At her silence, he turned to find a deadpan expression adorning her features.
âYes, Bucky,â she said, words dripping with sarcasm. âLetâs do the fucking snow track.â
Bucky couldnât stop his grin from widening, reaching out his human hand to pinch her cheek. âYouâre adorable when youâre competitive.â
Swatting after his hand, Y/N harrumphed and turned back towards the TV. She sat straight-backed as a soldier with her legs crossed beneath her, while Bucky lay back against the couch with his legs stretched out on the plush ottoman before him.
âIâm just saying it doesnât make sense,â she muttered to herself. âYou pause Netflix movies by clicking the pause button with your cursor. You shouldnât be this good at a video game.â
Bucky snorted, pushing at her shoulder with the back of his wrist, to which her cheeks lifted, betraying her grin despite her attempts to hide it.
âTodayâs youth is rude,â Bucky muttered.
He thought he heard her giggle, which had warmth seep through his chest. But of course, it felt nothing as good as the rush of triumph he experienced at the large golden 1 appearing on his side of the screen after a few minutes spent racing in concentrated silence.
âUnbelievable,â Y/N half-yelled at the TV, waving her hands so much, Bucky feared for a moment that her controller would go flying into the screen. âUn. Fucking. Believable.â
While Buckyâs little green dinosaur celebrated by waving from his motorcycle, Bucky lifted a shoulder. âIâm a good driver.â
âThis game in no way reflects real life driving skills.â
âSure, it does.â
Y/N opened her mouth, and Bucky could tell that she was readying herself to argue. Before she could, however, he discarded his controller and wrapped his arm around her waist to pull her down towards him.
At once, she began to laugh, struggling against his grip as he attempted to wrestle the controller from her hands.
âYou need a time out,â Bucky announced, dodging her elbows as she attempted to keep the controller out of his reach.
âOne more!â she gasped, twisting and turning in Buckyâs hold, giggling as she did so. âI need to beat you at least once.â
âYouâre gonna have a heart attack with that road rage of yours.â
She scoffed in mock outrage, but Bucky lowered his lips to hers before she could continue. She was laughing against him, wiggling when he finally got hold of her controller without looking, pushing at his shoulder when he began to scatter small kisses across her face.
But with every second, her resistance lessened, her body melting into his hold, her laughter softening into amused hums, until finally, her fingers curled into the hair on the back of Buckyâs head, and she met his lips with enthusiasm. Her controllerâfinally acquired, but already long forgottenâslipped from Buckyâs grip to clatter to the ground.
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Buckyâs fingers pressed into the flesh of her hips, jaw tight and head tilted back into a pillow as the tension in his body slowly ebbed away to make room for a comfortable, cushy daze that warmed his body from head to toe.
She shook in his hands, the last of her breath rushing from her lungs in a hitched gasp. She tensed, thighs pressing firmly on the sides of his hips, and then it seemed her bones turned into something soft, pliable, as her body sank to his for her lips to rest in the crook of his neck.
For a moment, there was just their shared breathing to be heardâfast, choppy, warm. Bucky lifted his head only far enough to peer over her shoulder, watching the black metal of his hand detach itself from her skin without a mark left behind. Ever since those first times, those first bruises when he hadnât yet gotten used to the strength of his arm in a context such as this, he paid extra attention.
With a soft groan, she pushed to her hands to look down at him with a glint in her eye. Bucky pushed the hair from her face, running his thumb along a swollen bottom lip, along the bridge of her nose, and the arch of her cheekbone.
Y/N pushed her face deeper into his palm, eyes slipping shut.
âI wonât ever get tired of this,â she breathed, to which Bucky smirked.
âI sure hope you wonât, dollface.â
Her nose scrunched at the drawled pet name. Sheâd always found it corny, but the corners of her lips curled higher nonetheless.
âIâmââ
âHungry,â Bucky finished, sitting up with a groan of his own, one arm curled behind her back. âCominâ right up.â
Y/N gasped in mock offence. âThatâs not what I was going to say!â
Bucky rose a single brow, one arm pushing into the mattress behind him to keep him upright. She was always hungry after. Sometimes more, sometimes less. But most times ended in a late night snack shared on the couch, in the kitchen, in their bed.
âWhat were you going to say, then?â
She pursed her lips, letting a few seconds tick by silently, and Bucky knew then and there that she had nothing.
âI wanted to say,â she declared importantly, lifting her hands to hold his face between her palms. âThat Iâm in love with you.â
âIâm in love with you too, darlinâ.â Bucky couldnât help his rising cheeks. âIâm just gonna lay back down thenââ
âAnd also,â she interrupted, pausing by kissing him deep enough for his mind to buzz when she pulled back with a satisfied smirk. âThat I might just be a teensy bit hungry.â
A husky laugh slipped from Buckyâs throat, and with his arms wrapping around her tightly, he stood in a swift move, taking her with him as he went.
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âSo what Iâm saying is,â Y/N said, swinging her legs as she lifted another piece of orange to her lips, chewing as she continued. âWhile I do agree that a beach vacation would be nice, I think going to Scotland would be a lot more interesting.â
Bucky kept his attention on the board before him, chopping tomatoes into somewhat uniform little cubes as he listened. She sat not far to his left on the countertop. The smell of citrus crawled up his nose.
âIt rains a lot in Scotland.â
âYes, but think of the castles. The highlands. The cows.â
âIf we go to Portugal, we could lay in the sun all day. Swim. Fool around.â
An amused sound left her throat, her thumb pushing into the orange to break off another piece. She held it out to him, and Bucky leaned over to take it with his teeth.
âFool around?â she giggled. âWhat are we, teenagers? Besides, we can do that anywhere. And it would be a lot cozier in a little hut in the highlands when itâs raining.â
Bucky weighed his head from side to side, considering her words.
âThink about it,â she added. âOne is sweaty, sticky, and hot; the other is cozy and cuddly.â
âI honestly canât tell which of those you think is the less desirable option.â
She laughed at that, chewing while Bucky scattered the tomatoes into the pan already holding a still liquid layer of egg, followed by shredded cheese, salt and pepper.
âI thought you didnât like heat.â
âWhat made you think that?â
There was a moment of silence.
âWell, you always kick away the blankets, and you never notice when itâs too cold in a room. I thought it was part of the whole supersoldier shebang.â
Bucky rose a shoulder. âI donât mind heat. Especially not when a pretty dame is involved.â
She burst out laughing at that, and Bucky smiled as he watched from the corner of his eye.
âFine, fine. You win, Barnes,â she chuckled, offering him another piece of orange that he took with a quick kiss to the back of her hand. âI will fool around with you at the beach. But if we get kicked out of Portugal for public indecency, weâre going to the highlands.â
âDeal.â
After flipping the omelette with a skilled flick of the pan, Bucky folded it in half and placed it carefully on a nearby plate. Y/N beamed as he handed it to her.
âYouâre the bestest,â she said, craning her neck for a kiss. âThank you.â
Bucky stepped between her legs, opening his mouth when she offered him a forkful of omelette, already chewing herself. His palms found her thighs, her skin covered by a plush bathrobe to match his own in both colour and pattern.
The fist of Hydra, standing in a dimly lit kitchen with his love and an omelette. He could get used to thisâhe already had gotten used to thisâand as he looked down at the black metal thumb he ran along the smooth skin of a thigh, he wondered how this limb had ever been used for something other than making omelettes for his love.
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A/N: Can you believe it's been three whole years since I wrote a Bucky fic????? TF
Wyatt being the new extrovert to Sebastian while Anthony is awayđ
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Lee Bodecker x Female Reader
When your plans for the town's Easter egg hunt go awry, you find help from an unlikely source...
This is for the lovely's @buck-star 's Easter Special ! Felt very inspired so started this earlier this afternoon and it just flowed! Way longer than planned lol sorry.
Character: Lee Bodecker
Trope: đ· Enemies to lovers
Prompt: đ° Easter egg hunt
Wordcount: Approx. 3.9k
No major warnings. I have also been deliberate vague about when this is set - so it's up to you! Hope you enjoy - as always I love hearing your thoughts â€ïž
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A satisfied grin spread across your face as you arranged the model chicks and bunnies, a sea of pastels brightening up the tired storefronts amongst the floral arrangements youâd already hung. Perfect. You smoothed down your polka dot sundress as you took in the scene. Just beyond the storefronts were the stalls for the fair later, selling everything from lemonade to chocolate, handmade crafts and freshly baked goods. A few of the vendors had started to set up, but there was still a nice amount of time before people would start to arrive. Youâd given yourself a wide margin to prepare everything, hopefully youâll have a little downtime to relax before the festivities began.
Your vision was finally all coming together. It was touch and go there for a while, especially with the well-meaning-but-pretty-useless Jake as your helper, but it was actually starting to pay off. It actually lookedâŠgood! Especially for a smalltown fair. You couldnât wait to see the kidsâ faces when they arrived later.
âLooks like the Easter bunny threw up out here,â someone chuckled from behind you.
Your smile dropped as you turned to face the culprit. But you already knew who that smooth voice belonged to.
Ugh. There he was. Again.
His uniform looked surprisingly crisp for him, stretched over his broad shoulders. He mustâve finally given the iron a try. Or maybe heâd convinced old Mrs OâMalley to help out a busy bachelor. You could still spy the curve of his stomach peeking out over his waistband from under the starchy white shirt. Not that it mattered, you normally liked a hefty man.
Just not this hefty man.
He stood there confidently surveying your handiwork, like a judge at a dog show. His sheriff badge caught a flicker of morning sunlight as his mouth pulled into a pensive sneer. He was normally quite handsome, not that youâd ever admit that. He had a gorgeous smile on the rare occasions you saw it, almost boyish in contrast to the severity of his short hair and tense jaw.
âVery funny, Sheriff Bodecker,â you replied in a deadpan tone. âCome up with that one all by yourself?â
He leaned on the roadblock barrier and chuckled. âYeah. Spent all morning workinâ on it,â he grinned devilishly as he manoeuvred the toothpick in his mouth from one side to the other, his eyes alight with mischief. Lee Bodecker had the most beautiful blue eyes, youâd noticedâŠ
âŠShame the man they belonged to was utterly insufferable.
âGlad my tax dollars are going to good useâŠâ you sighed as you moved to collect the baskets for the egg hunt.
âHey, youâre gettinâ free labour from my men and a whole street closed off for your little Easter party here, maybe save me the sass,â he scoffed. You didnât like the patronising hand gesture he used to emphasis âlittleâ.
You sighed incredulously, continuing to arrange the baskets, âitâs not my Easter party. And itâs a fair by the way. And itâs for the whole town. Itâs about community, being together â whether you celebrate Easter or not. A little morale goes a long wayâŠâ
He rolled his eyes âMm. Well the residents who lost their parking spaces to the roadblock this morning certainly didnât have much morale when they came to bitch at the station about itâŠâ
Now it was your turn to roll your eyes. You turned to him again, one hand on your hip and the other clasping one of the little yellow baskets which you pointed at him accusatorily. You knew exactly who he was referring to. That same vocal minority had also come to PTA meetings, written angry letters to the school â and once even ambushed you at the market. They seemed unmoved that it was a joint effort from the school and the church to do something nice for the town. The way they reacted, anyone might think you were responsible for evicting them from their houses, not using their preferred parking spaces for a few hours. Youâd already repeated the same arguments so many times that you could probably recite them in your sleep. You were simply sick of talking about it, which you quickly made clear to Lee.
âListen here, Sheriff. Iâm going to tell you what I told all of them. Itâs one day. One. We gave them plenty of notice about it, explaining it was so the kids could do the Easter egg hunt without the fear of getting mowed down, and folks can set up their market stalls with plenty of space. God forbid they park in that lot a few streets over and walk the short distance to main street â they can all fit in there, weâre not exactly New York City levels of population here in MeadeâŠAnd most of them walk to town anyway!! Besides, the district owns those spaces, not them â just because they park in them most days when they come to shoot the shit at the barbers doesnât mean theyâre theirs.â
A little sharper than you had anticipated, but it did the job. You exhaled, trying to calm yourself down as you felt yourself get riled up.
Lee smirked, cocking his head to the side as he studied you. âWow. Is that how you talk to your students when they act up? Or is it just me that the local schoolteacher likes to put in his place?â his voice was low, almost a purr.
You didnât like the strange flush that he somehow brought to your cheeks. You briefly felt off balance. You needed to shake that off.
âMy students know how to behave,â you quipped. And just like that, the flush had gone. The familiar irritation had taken its place.
The two of you stared at each other for a moment, a strange buzz between you that you couldnât quite identify. You felt that with him sometimes. You didnât know why. Maybe it was just anger.
His eyes were on you so intensely it seemed like they could tear a hole in your skin.
Then he just laughed. The irritation burned through you, down to your bones.
âWhy are you even here? The roadblock is up, nothing starts officially for another couple of hoursâŠâ you shrugged. âSurely the Sheriff has better things to be doing than supervising me putting up toy bunniesâŠâ you muttered.
âWowâŠso much for community and morale,â he replied in a mock-outraged tone.
You didnât know why you let him get to you so much. You didnât know why he did get to you so much. It had always been this way with him, nothing but a sliding scale from feisty jibes to outright loathing.
You werenât like this with anyone else. You were a schoolteacher, priding yourself on being approachable and kind â a figure in the community who was happy to be a listening ear, who took her responsibility for the townâs children and their education very seriously. You were heavily involved in the church, in the PTA, volunteered at the old folksâ home when you had time. This strange feud with the Sheriff was the one misshapen puzzle piece that didnât fit with the rest of the picture. A fault by the manufacturer.
And it had been like this since day one, since you moved to town just over a year ago. You had been keen to meet the local Sheriff, hoping to ingratiate yourself with him and work together to benefit the community â but heâd shut you down almost immediately when youâd introduced yourself at a town meeting. Heâd lazily looked you up and down in a way that could only be described as with contempt. Your smiled had faded as he introduced himself with disinterest, moving back to talk to his deputies like you were some chore he couldnât wait to finish. You had no idea what youâd done wrong.
Since then, you had just never met eye to eye. Never been on the same wavelength. He just had a way of getting under your skin, of draining your patience in a way that even a rowdy group of six-year-olds couldnât pull off. Although you generally aimed to always be the bigger person in life and rise above petty things, Sheriff Bodecker seemed to be the exception to that philosophy. Maybe his dismissal of you before heâd even properly spoken to you was what provoked such strong feeling, but you couldnât explain the inevitable descent every time you met him.
You bickered every time you crossed paths. Arguing in line at the market, squabbling in the street, once there had even been (hushed) strong words at the back of church during a service.
Youâd turned up to the station one afternoon to meet with Deputy Carter about arranging a school safety talk and the officers on the front desk had audibly sighed knowing what was going to happen. The whole town was aware of this rivalry, and just sort of took for granted that this was just how things were with the Sheriff and that schoolteacher.
âŠand yes. The officers were right. You and the Sheriff had managed to get each otherâs backs up after a mere few minutes because you had laughed a little too loudly when his hat briefly slipped off his head. Business as usual.
You couldnât really admit it to yourself. But maybe you also kinda enjoyed it. Just a tiny bit. Sometimes.
âOh whateverâŠâ you hissed, trying to focus on the task at hand. You didnât have time for this, you canât let Lee distract you when you have so much still to do. âGo. Stay. I donât care either way. I need to hide the eggs and-â
You froze as you tugged at the trash bag containing the coloured eggs that you were going to hide for the hunt. It didnât feelâŠright. The weight was off. It didnât sit like a bag of small toy eggs.
You untied the bag and gasped when the contents were revealed.
Not eggs.
Not even close.
âŠa bag of trash.
You let out a pained moan as you fell to your knees, rifling through the bag in the weak hope that the eggs were at the bottom, and someone had put trash in the wrong bag by mistake. But no. Not a one there.
How could this-
And then it all fell into place at once. Jake, the enthusiastic but somewhat hapless school coach who had offered to help with the planning. Yesterday, after school youâd given him the eggs as you bagged up the classroom waste binâŠhe then offered to take it out for you as he was parked near the dumpsterâŠso he mustâve mixed upâŠ
Oh.
Oh God.
âŠAnd trash pick-up had been early this morning.
Those eggs were long gone.
Even if by some miracle you managed to somehow track them down, theyâd most likely be crushed by the truck anyway â or all mixed in with the townâs other garbage. Covered in God knows what.
You stomach churned. You thought about the kids in your class, how excited they were about the hunt. Theyâd all been talking about it for weeks, all claiming they were going to win and find the most eggs â win the âmystery prizeâ that the flyer tantalisingly offered (a brand-new bike, sponsored by one of the richer families in Brewer Heights. You had been so proud to source that).
How could you let them all down? See the disappointment on their little faces when they realised?
You couldnât.
So, you switched into problem solving mode. As satisfying as it would be to tear Jake a new one for his mistake, that wouldnât help the kids. Where could you get more eggs? You had already bought out almost the entire supply locally to ensure as many kids as possible could participate. You could drive to another town, but would you make it back in time? What if they were sold out too? This close to EasterâŠhow many eggs were going to be left in stores exactly? Would they even be open? A lot of places had already closed up to spend time with their families. It was that way around these parts, these were mom and pop operations - not national chain stores. You could call ahead but-
âWell. Thatâs gonna be a weird egg hunt,â Lee interrupted your internal monologue as he toed at the now ripped open bag of trash. âI know the school budget has been cut, but damnâŠâ
You closed your eyes. Youâd been so caught up that youâd almost forgotten he was still here. âJustâŠnot now, please,â you snap without looking up.
âDidnât need to close the street just for you to hide garbage. Ainât that just litteringâŠ?â he chuckles.
You look up at him, tears of frustration swimming in your eyes. âCoach Jensen mustâve switched the bags by accident,â you say softly.
Lee furrows his brows, his ever-present smirk shrinking as he takes you in. Maybe for the first time ever. His features soften as he starts to absorb that look on your face. The look that tells him this is serious. âThat guyâs an assâŠâ he replies, his voice low.
âYeah, I know,â you whispered. âGodâŠThe kids are so excitedâŠâ
âYou canât just call it off?â
âNo!â you said incredulously. âThis is all theyâve been talking about in class, all through school! I canât just cancel it. I just need to figure out how to find more eggs before the hunt. Thereâs none left in our store but maybe I could drive to the next town overâŠâ
He put his hands on his hips, his stance authoritative like he was doing a traffic stop, or talking to a perp. He checks his watch. âAt this hour? You wonât make it back in timeâŠâ
âThanks for your help Sheriff, as always,â you snarl.
He sighed defeatedly. âCould you justâŠhide something else for them to hunt? Matchsticks or something? I dunnoâŠâ
âItâs Easter! They were promised eggs!â you huff, âwhat kind of easter egg hunt would that be?â
You are unable to stop the few tears that break through the barrier and onto your cheek. Youâre just so frustrated, so tired after staying up late to prepare all of this. And all your hard work is coming unravelled because of a few lousy eggs and a feckless man who doesnât check garbage bags.
God, what a mess. Why do you even care so much? This is silly. Mistakes happen. The town will understand.
Right?
âHey, hey,â Lee coos gently and takes a step closer to you, âdonât get upsetâŠitâs just eggsâŠâ His voice is softer than youâve ever heard it, it barely sounds like him at all.
You feel a wave of shame, mortification that he is bearing witness to this. The unfamiliarity of his tone is so unexpected, so jarring, that it adds to your embarrassment rather than soothes it. Why did he have to be here? Why him of all people? And what, he pities you now? More ammunition for his side in your little war â the silly, emotional teacher who cries over easter eggs. A chink in your armour, vulnerability for him to mock and dine out on for years to comeâŠas if he didnât already think you were a foolâŠ
âItâs not just eggs,â you reply dully. Your eyes lock onto his. He simply doesnât understand how important this is. How many children are counting on you. He doesnât understand anything about you.
You turn away from him, taking a deep breath as you quickly wipe away your tears with your knuckles. You wonât let him have any more of you than youâve already given. You shakily get to your feet.
âIâm gonna go around to a few parentsâ houses and see what I can find,â you say out loud, more for you than for him. To anchor you, make you feel like you have a plan â however weak. âI should be able to rustle up some from their Easter decorations at least. Iâll be back to finish setting upâ.
Lee stares at you. It seems like he has more to say, but he remains quiet. He clears his throat, nods. âUh. Alright. Well, Iâm going to go back to the station. Check on a few things. Good luckâŠwith the eggsâŠitâll work out.â
You nod, but donât turn around as you leave him behind. You donât believe him.
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A little while later you make your way back to the fair. You feel so downtrodden that there could almost be rocks in your pockets, every movement takes effort and energy you no longer possess. You dread every step closer as you trudge heavily across town.
Despite a committed campaign, working your way across several neighbourhoods, you were only able to source a pathetic few eggs. Nowhere near enough to sustain a full-on egg hunt for all of the townâs children. Maybe even neighbouring towns if word got out. You check your watch; and youâre running late, too. You were going to have to explain to dozens of disappointed kids (and their angry parents) why their most anticipated Easter activity wasnât happening. You practiced your speech in your head as you walked.
As you rounded the corner to the roadblock, you took a deep breath and prepared yourself for the worst. Your stomach swam with nausea, your heartbeat echoing in your ears. You shouldâve called Jake and made him do this. It was his fault after all.
You brace yourself for the crowd of confused children, whenâŠ
You canât quite believe your eyes.
The kids are here, yes. But theyâre running around, yellow baskets in their little hands as they shriek and holler, darting underneath doorsteps and plant pots to hunt. A small pile of coloured eggs sits in each of their baskets. Every single one of them is having a blast. Their parents watch on proudly, sharing their joy.
Are you going insane?
Some of them notice you and wave excitedly, calling your name and shouting over to you about how much fun it is. Their parents echo similar sentiments, and you just wave back gormlessly, trying to figure out what the hell is happening.
Is this some sort of hallucination?
âPhew. Told ya it would work out.â
You turn to the figure who has sidled up next to you, your eyes wide with surprise as Lee watches the joyful chaos unfold in front of you both.
âHowâŠwhatâŠâ you splutter.
âI remembered we did a similar thing a few years back,â he says casually without taking his eyes off the fun. âIt was a police fundraiser around Easter time. One of my dim-witted deputies thought he ordered 100 eggsâŠturns out he ordered 100 casesâŠâ
Your mouth falls agape as realisation slowly dawns.
âShoved âem in the old outbuilding and forgot we had âem if Iâm honest, âtil this morning. Never thought weâd use them all, but here we areâ. He laughs and rests his hands on his belt buckle.
âYouâŠyou did this?â you whisper, your throat tight with shock.
He shrugs, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. âSure. Rounded up a bunch of the boys and we got âem all out. Not the most creative hiding places, you probably woulda done better â but the kiddos donât seem to mind. Some of them are a bit dusty from storage â but again, kids are paying that no mind. Donât worry, I didnât tell no one. So, youâll still get all the credit, you deserve it anyway â you put all the work inâ.
Your eyes round as you stare at him. He stands there nonchalantly, like he didnât just save the day. Didnât just save you.
âYou did thatâŠfor me?â you ask, bewildered.
âSure. You needed help. That prick Jensen wasnât gonna fix it, was he?â
âB..but. You donât even like me?â you stammer weakly. Your brain simply canât absorb any of this.
He finally turns, an eyebrow cocked in confusion. His blue eyes squint as his lip curls. âWhat? âCourse I like yaâ.
You feel like youâre going insane. âWhat?? We fight, all the time! You are always jabbing at me, making fun of me, riling me upâŠâ
His face mirrors your own puzzlement but for a different reason, âyeah, but itâs just fun, isnât it? Banter. I love fighting with you. Itâs always a highlight of my day. Youâre soâŠfun. Feisty. I love it. I never actually meant any harmâŠâ
If youâd been sitting on a chair at that moment, you wouldâve fallen out of it.
âWHAT?â you roar so loudly that some people turn around. You hush yourself immediately, trying to avoid a scene. âYou were SO RUDE, the first time we metâŠitâs been hell ever sinceâŠâ
He finally has the decency to look embarrassed as his eyes drop to the ground. âOh, right. That. Yeah. That was shitty. I shouldâve apologisedâŠyou just caught me off guardâŠâ
âWhat do you mean?! All I did was say hello?â you sneer through gritted teeth.
âYeahâŠand be gorgeous. Nobody told me the new teacher was a goddamn beauty. I panicked, couldnât form words. You made me feel like a damn teenager with how nervous you made meâ.
You just stare at him as you try and process what heâd just said, your mother would say you could catch flies with your mouth hanging open like that.
âWaitâŠYou were rude becauseâŠyou thought I was pretty?â
âDamn beautiful, actually. And I didnât mean to be rude. Really. My brain just damn near stopped workingâ, he says bashfully.
âSo, wait, this whole time youâŠâ
You trail off as you suddenly reframe every interaction with him in your memory in a matter of seconds. The strange, unidentifiable buzz you felt with him sometimes. The way he got to you like nobody else. His smile widening every time he saw you, which youâd always assumed was just him getting ready to rile you up. How he would always gravitate to you if you were in the same place. The way he seemed to take so much pleasure in making fun of you, of talking with youâŠ
âŠbeing with you?
âI shouldâve just not been a coward and spoken to you properly, Iâm sorry,â he sighs as he looks down at his feet. His voice more passive than youâd ever heard it. âAsk you on a date. Treat you nice, court you a little. I guess I never thought a pretty girl like you would go for a schlub like me, and I always had your attention when we argued â so why risk it?â
You look over at the giggling kids, the proud parents, the townspeople enjoying the stalls, sipping lemonade and laughing. You look back at him. You think of him hauling those old boxes from the station, getting his staff to help. Trying to find good hiding places for the eggs, wiping the dust from them. Greeting the kids and their parents as they arrived, giving them the little baskets. Doing it all for you without being asked, doing it for you because he wanted to.
Maybe he understood more about you than you realised.
He cautiously stands in front of you, you look deep into his cerulean eyes and before you know it, youâre kissing him. He wobbles slightly in surprise but corrects himself and finds his feet, kissing you back, his arms around your waist like theyâd always been there. The rest of the world melts away and suddenly everything feels right. You donât care that they can all see. You donât care about anything else.
You break away and rest your forehead on his. You both laugh at the hooting and hollering from behind you, the cries of âabout time!â from his deputies. Apparently everyone could see it but you.
âDonât I get a thank you? For fixing it?â he grins.
âWhy? Itâs just eggs,â you beam.
ââŠitâs not just eggs,â he chuckled as he moves to kiss you again.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!reader
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Y/N sat on the rooftop, knees drawn up to her chest, a thick hoodie wrapped around her. The stars were faint, blurred by the city lights in the distance, but still visible if you looked hard enough. She liked it hereâabove everything, where the air was just a little colder and a little clearer. Where she could breathe.
She didnât expect to hear footsteps. But she knew whose they were and her heart began to beat faster, her cheeks turning a slight shade of pink.Â
âI figured Iâd find you up here,â Bucky said, his voice low, carrying just enough to reach her without shattering the quiet.
She didnât turn around right away. âCanât sleep either?â
He chuckled, sitting beside her. âDo I ever?â
She glanced at him. He was in a black Henley, sleeves pushed up, metal arm glinting faintly under the moonlight. He looked tiredâbut softer. Like maybe he found a kind of peace in the stillness too.
âI like the quiet,â she said after a while. âWhen everything slows down.â
âYeah.â His gaze followed hers, out toward the faint skyline. âMe too. It's easier to think.â
âTo feel?â she asked, careful with the question.
Bucky looked at her then. Really looked. âYeah,â he said, quieter. âThat too.â
Silence settled again, but it wasnât empty. It was warm. Safe.
âYou donât have to talk,â Y/N said, resting her head on her knees. âNot if it hurts. But if you ever do... Iâll be here.â
A breath left himâsoft, like it took weight with it. Then, after a beat, he reached out and wrapped his metal hand gently around hers.
It was cool, careful, but steady.
âI know,â he said. âThatâs why Iâm here.â
âThe news?â Y/N questioned.Â
âYeaâŠI just canât believe that Sam would give up Steveâs shield like that.â
Y/N was quiet for a moment. âDo you think maybe heâs just not ready?â
Bucky didnât say anything, just continued to stare ahead. âI just- it makes me think that if Steve was wrong about Sam then maybe he was wrong about me.âÂ
Y/N turned her body towards Bucky. She reached out and grabbed ahold of his hand-the flesh one- and squeezed it. âPlease donât say that. I didnât know Steve and donât know Sam but Iâm sure Steve knew what he was doing when he gave Sam that shield. He also was not wrong about you, Bucky. Iâve known you for a few months and youâve been nothing but kind to me. I mean sure maybe you can be a little grumpy but youâve never made me feel threatened or uncomfortable.âÂ
Bucky looked at Y/N. âGrumpy?â
Y/N chuckled and gave him a playful smack on his arm. âOnly a little and only sometimes.âÂ
Buckyâs hand brushed gently against Y/Nâs, the faintest touch sparking something quiet and familiar between them. Neither moved away. Instead, their hands lingered, fingertips grazing in a silent understandingâan unspoken comfort that had settled between them like second nature.
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The last of the customers trickled out of the bar, their laughter fading into the night as the door clicked shut behind them. Y/N made her way to the front, fingers brushing against the slightly smudged glass as she flipped the sign to Closed, the quiet of the empty room settling around her like a soft exhale. It had been a long shiftâsteady, a little chaotic at timesâbut now all that remained was the comforting rhythm of cleanup before she could head home, curl up on the couch, lose herself in a feel-good movie, and dig into some well-earned takeout.
But just as she turned to grab a rag from behind the bar, the front door creaked open again. The bell gave a soft chime as it swung closed, and Y/N instinctively pivoted, ready to let the late straggler know they were done for the night.
The words caught in her throat.
A slow, surprised smile bloomed across her face when she saw who stood in the doorway.
Bucky stood just inside the doorway, his frame slightly hunched like he wasnât sure he should be there, hands buried deep in the pockets of his hoodie. There was something uncertain in his eyes, the kind of vulnerability that made Y/Nâs heart squeeze just a little.
âHey,â she greeted softly, drying her hands on a towel. âHow did you know where I worked?â
He gave a small shrug, the corners of his mouth twitching into something that almost resembled a smirk. âI have my ways.â
That earned a quiet laugh from her, but the silence that followed wasnât awkwardâit was weighted, familiar. He made his way over to the bar, pulled out a stool, and sat down with a quiet sigh, resting his arms on the counter. His fingers traced absent patterns on the worn wood, eyes downcast.
Y/N turned back to her cleaning, though her movements had slowed. She kept stealing glances at him, watching the way he sat so still, like he was trying to sort through a storm in his head. She wanted to ask if he was okay, the words right on the edge of her lips. But instead, she waitedâgiving him space, hoping heâd let her in on his own terms.
âI know that look,â Y/N said gently, glancing over at him as she wiped down the last bit of the counter. âSomethingâs bothering you. I can tell.â
Bucky shook his head almost too quickly, eyes darting away. âNope. Nothingâs wrong.â
She didnât push, just gave him a quiet, knowing look. âAlright. Iâm almost done here, then we can head out.â
He gave a small nod, the kind that said he was grateful she wasnât pressing him. Y/N tucked the last few bottles back into place, the clinking of glass the only sound between them. Then she bent to grab her bag from beneath the bar, slinging it over her shoulder with a tired but content sigh.
As they stepped outside, the night air wrapped around themâcool, crisp, and a little biting. She grinned, nudging him playfully. âSo⊠did you really come all the way down here just to walk me home from work?â
Buckyâs lips twitched with a trace of a smile. âMaybe.â
A chill danced up her spine, and she shivered without meaning to. Bucky noticed immediately. Without a word, he tugged off his hoodie and held it out to her. She blinked in surprise, hesitated for a second, then took it. As she pulled it on, the sleeves hanging long over her hands, she caught the scent of himâclean soap, leather, and something warm that was just him. It made her chest ache in the sweetest way.
âI was thinking we could grab something to eat,â he said casually, running a hand through his hair like he was trying to play it cool. âOr⊠whatever you want.â
She looked up at him, eyes soft. âI was planning on takeout and a movie.â
He tilted his head. âUnless that sounds boring to you,â she added quickly.
His smile came easy this timeâgentle, genuine, the kind that lit up his whole face. âThat sounds perfect.â
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Y/N led the way down the quiet street to her favorite little pizza place, the one she always ended up craving after a long shift. The familiar scent of garlic and melted cheese hit her the second they stepped inside, instantly lifting her mood. She placed an order for her go-to pizza, the one she could eat a thousand times and never get tired of.
âAre you sure you donât want your own?â she asked, glancing up at Bucky with a raised brow.
He just shook his head with a faint smile. âIâm good. Iâll have whatever youâre having.â
When the total popped up on the register, Y/N instinctively reached for her walletâbut Bucky was quicker. He slid his card across the counter without missing a beat.
âHeyâcome on, Iâve got this,â she protested, nudging his arm.
He just gave her a look. Steady. âNext time.â
With the warm box of pizza in hand, Bucky carried it like it was something precious as they walked the short distance to their apartment building. Inside the elevator, the hum of machinery filled the space as he hit the button for her floor. The moment was quiet, but not awkwardâjust a soft kind of stillness that felt easy between them.
Once inside her apartment, Y/N headed to the kitchen, pulling out two mismatched plates from the cabinet and handing one to Bucky.
âIâll be right back,â she said with a smile, before slipping down the hallway to her bedroom.
She changed quickly, trading her work clothes for a pair of well-worn leggings and her favorite oversized t-shirt. After a momentâs pause, she grabbed Buckyâs hoodie from where sheâd left it earlier and slipped it back onâit still smelled like him, and the extra weight of it around her shoulders was oddly comforting.
When she padded back into the living room, Bucky was already seated on the couch, the pizza box resting on the coffee table in front of him. He sat back with his arms crossed, muscles stretching beneath the tight fabric of his t-shirt in a way that made Y/N pause in the doorway a second longer than she meant to.
She shook herself out of it and moved to the couch, settling a safe-but-not-too-far distance from him.
Grabbing the remote, she pulled up her favorite comfort showâone sheâd seen a hundred times but never got tired ofâand hit play. She reached for a slice, the warmth of the food matching the growing ease between them.
Bucky grabbed a piece too, and for a while, they sat side by side, the glow of the TV flickering across their faces, saying nothing at all.
But the silence was anything but emptyâit was filled with the kind of quiet comfort that only comes from being with someone who feels like home.
As the night wore on and a few more episodes passed, Y/N realizedâsomehow, without even noticing when it happenedâthat she was sitting much closer to Bucky than she had been at the start. The gap between them had gradually disappeared, replaced by the easy lean of shared warmth. She knew he usually shied away from touchâbut he hadnât moved. He hadnât flinched or pulled back. If anything, he seemed⊠settled.
The credits of the latest episode began to roll, the soft background music filling the quiet room.
âThank you,â Bucky said, his voice low and almost hesitant.
Y/N turned her head to look at him, her brows drawn together gently. âFor what?â
He gave a small shrug, blue eyes fixed on the screen like he couldnât quite meet her gaze. âFor letting me crash your night. I didnât mean to interrupt anything.â
âYou didnât,â she said softly, her lips lifting into a smile. âI like hanging out with you, Bucky.â
And before she could overthink it, she reached down and slid her hand into hisâhis flesh oneâher fingers curling gently around his. She gave a soft squeeze, grounding and sincere.
âYouâre always welcome here,â she said. âEven if you donât want to talk. We can just sit. Be. Iâm okay with that.â
For a beat, he didnât say anything. Then she felt his hand tighten around hers, not possessively, just⊠steady. Reassuring. And he didnât let go.
The next episode began to play, the familiar theme music rising again, but neither of them really paid attention. They stayed just like that, fingers laced together, hearts quietly aligned in the shared silenceâtrying, and failing, to focus on the screen when all they could really feel was the presence of the other.
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Y/N stirred slowly, her eyes fluttering open as the early morning light filtered softly through the curtains. For a moment, she blinked against the haze of sleep, her brain sluggishly trying to piece together where she was. The couch. Her living room. The remnants of the night before flickered back into focus like a warm dream.
What she hadnât expected was the weight wrapped around herâthe steady rise and fall of a chest beneath her cheek, the warmth of two strong arms encircling her.
Bucky.
Her head rested against his chest, where his heartbeat thudded in a calm, even rhythm. His breath was slow and steady, lips slightly parted in sleep, completely at peace in a way she rarely got to see. And somehow, over the course of the night, theyâd both melted into one another, tangled up on her small couch like it was the most natural thing in the world.
She shouldâve been surprised. But she wasnât. Not really.
Y/N shifted slightly, her body stiff from sleeping in one position for too long. Carefully, she reached out, fingers brushing against his arm as she tried to slip out of his hold without waking him.
But before she could move more than an inch, Buckyâs arm tightened around her waistâgentle but firm. His other hand came up sleepily to rest at the small of her back, and without opening his eyes, he pulled her right back against him with a quiet, content sigh.
Y/N froze for a heartbeat, caught between amusement and something far softer, deeper. Her lips curled into a sleepy smile as she relaxed into him again, letting her eyes drift closed once more.
If this was how mornings with Bucky feltâquiet, safe, wrapped in warmthâshe wouldnât mind waking up like this a lot more often.
âDonât move. Iâm comfortable,â he murmured, his voice low and gravelly.Â
Y/N let herself relax against him again, her cheek resting against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. The world outside didnât existânot the mission reports, not the news, not the ghosts that sometimes lingered in both their silences.
Just the two of them.
She felt Bucky shift slightly, just enough to rest his chin lightly on the top of her head. His handâflesh and warmâbrushed slow, absentminded strokes along her arm. It sent a tingle down her spine that had nothing to do with the cold.
âYouâre warm,â he murmured sleepily.
She smiled against his shirt. âThatâs because Iâm wearing your hoodie.â
âKeep it,â he said, without hesitation.
Y/N tilted her head back slightly so she could look up at him. âYou sure?â
His eyes met hers, blue and unguarded, still heavy with sleep but clear in a way that made her breath catch. âYeah,â he said, softer. âLooks better on you anyway.â
That made her cheeks flush, and she quickly looked down to hide the smile pulling at her lips. His fingers brushed her jaw gently, coaxing her gaze back to his.
âYou always do that,â he said, voice quiet.
âDo what?â
âLook away when Iâm staring at you.â
âThatâs because you stare,â she teased, her voice a little too breathless for her liking.
âI do,â he admitted. âAnd you never seem to notice how much I like it.â
She blinked. The teasing vanished from his voiceâreplaced by something quieter, deeper.
Her heartbeat stumbled.
âBuckyâŠâ she started, unsure of what to say. But he was already leaning in, his hand moving up to cup her face with infinite careâlike he was afraid she might flinch or vanish if he wasnât gentle enough.
âIâm gonna kiss you now,â he murmured, eyes flicking from hers to her lips and back. âUnless you tell me not to.â
She didnât say a word.
She couldnât.
Instead, she nodded, just onceâbarely a breath of movementâand then he was kissing her.
Soft. Slow. Deliberate.
It wasnât the kind of kiss that demanded or rushed. It was the kind that lingered, like he had all the time in the world. His lips moved against hers with a careful sort of reverence, like he couldnât quite believe she was real. Her fingers curled into the front of his shirt, and she kissed him back just as softly, pouring into it every quiet moment theyâd sharedâevery time heâd sat beside her in silence, every word he hadnât needed to say.
When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads rested together, breath mingling.
âWell,â she whispered, her lips still tingling, âthat was... worth staying up for.â
Bucky gave a small huff of laughter. âYeah?â he said, brushing his thumb over her cheek. âBecause Iâve been thinking about doing that for a long time.â
âYou shouldâve said something.â
âI think I just did,â he said, and this time, the smile that curved his lips was realâand a little smug.
Y/N shook her head, grinning as she nudged his chest playfully. âYouâre lucky I like you, Barnes.â
âYeah,â he said, pressing another feather-light kiss to the corner of her mouth. âIâm starting to figure that out.â
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