Systems Being Able To Shapeshift Wld Be SO FUCKING COOL

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

Steven: We should get a pet spider.

Marc: You get a spider and I’ll fucking burn the apartment down.

Steven: That’s a little excessive, don’t you think?

Marc: You’re right. I wouldn’t. Jake would. He hates anything that crawls.

in all of my like six moves this past year this is the first one im actually packing by myself and man why did everyone pack my shit so terribly the last few times

ive eliminated so many boxes already

i can fit so much more in my boxes that what people were putting in like damn

my not boyfriend and i share a hyperfixation on cult and secret society related medias and talk about it and watch shows and movies related to it

without fail that means the jokes about our cult related trauma happens and then of course we keep wondering which cult it was

and without fail as soon as we start looking into it we blackout and this is the funniest cycle were in rn caus damn i just want to know so i can make even more jokes

ramcoa is very different than the satanic panic and all the examples that were listed are examples of ramcoa experiences. ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse exist and accepting that youre a victim of parts of it and have specific aspects and triggers because of it is valid.

literally stfu and educate yourself before blabbering all over the internet

how are you an adult and still think RAMCOA is a conspiracy theory? how sheltered are you? have you really next heard of sex trafficking, Mormons, jehova's witnesses, child csem groups... like genuinely. how sheltered can you be

i don't know how to tell you this, but none of these are examples of RAMCOA. as a theory, RAMCOA piggybacks off SRA (satanic ritual abuse) and the satanic panic of the 1980s, as well as things like project monarch with their at best pseudoscientific view of dissociative disorders. everything you mentioned is real (i have actually experienced one of these, so thanks for calling me sheltered BTW), i am specifically referring to RAMCOA as a concept.

if you are old enough to have either lived through the satanic panic, or experience its after effects firsthand, you should be able to tell that RAMCOA as a theory is no different than the satanic panic, Qanon, or any other conspiracy theory.

YALL YALL YALL

so im scrolling through my fyp right? just chilling, just scrolling and then wrabel’s tiktok pops up and i go oh yo? hell yea? and follow.

AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS?? WRABEL FOLLOWS ME BACK

I AM TIKTOK MUTUALS WITH WRABEL NOW. I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING AND CRYING.

man when i see all those posts about how to manipulate and hurt narcissists and such all i can think of is:

damn

yall need to stop abusing your narcissists, if theyre actual narcs they just want attention, go give them a kiss instead duh

Hito, just chilling, working our barista shift in his wig on Halloween: 🕺

Our Manager, dressed as Aizawa: What are you doing, problem child?

Hito: 🧍🏃🥲

i had a dream where you were here

i had a dream where you got to see me do what i love

i had a dream where i handed you a flower and you remembered why we were together

i had a dream where you realized that you didnt need to let this get between us

i had a dream where you forgave yourself and came back to me

then i woke up

and remembered

that you wouldnt care to do any of that