Nicoledavisss - Wistful Thinking

you have no idea

you have no idea how happy I am that you still have me come over every weekend. Or maybe you do, Idk. But, that's one of the things I adored about our relationship. And I'm happy that you loved it too. I love knowing that you love spending time with me. It makes me feel really special. I just wish I was your girlfriend again. I miss you calling me baby, and I miss you telling me that you loved me in that cute little voice you used to do it in. I love coming over here on the weekends and spending time with you like we used to do. It makes me feel like we're still together even though we aren't anymore. At least I can dream, right? I love that when I come over, we still sleep in the same bed and cuddle like we used to. I've never been happier then I am right now being with you. Even if we're not together. You said you wouldn't be surprised if you asked me back out, and I'll be waiting for that day. Cause I know, one day you're gonna realize what you had when you were with me and want it all back. No matter how long it takes, I'll be here.

This is it

today is the day. the day I move away from the shit hole I live in. No more getting disrespected and treated like a pile of shit. No more being everyone’s mule and driving everyone around like I’m their taxi. I’m so happy that I’m leaving, so happy to be rid of the negativity in my life. I don’t even care if they get mad. I’m gone. I can’t wait to get home after my shift tonight and pack my things and be gone. I can already feel the weight being lifted off my shoulders. Things can only get better from here <3

Sometimes

I just wish things would go back to the way they used to be with us. I wanna be your baby girl again. I miss you saying that to me so much. I miss hearing you telling me that you loved me and kissing me on the forehead. I miss holding your hand and kissing you in public and letting people know that you were mine and I was yours. If I could go back and relive it all, I would relive it for the rest of eternity. You are my entire world and I'm so glad that you're still in my life and that you're still there for me even after all we've been through. You're my rock and I hope that never changes. I pray that one day things change between us and you learn to love me all over again. But only time will tell what's gonna happen.

<3

I miss you

I just want this to be some awful nightmare and I'll wake up in your arms to your smiling face telling me that it was all just a bad dream and that everything is okay. I miss you so much, it hurts. It feels like we're drifting apart sometimes and it's slowly killing me. And what kills me worse is that someone else gets to hold my whole world. What I would give to make you mine again. You tell me to move on, but I guess you just don't understand the way I feel. I just can't get you off my mind no matter how angry you get with me and no matter what mean things you say. Please come back. I miss you dearly.

You just can’t make me different and then leave.

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