46 with Kimi?
“Dance with me,” Nikki said, and Kimi smiled.
Nikki was dressed in a long white evening gown, the very picture of angelic beauty, with her pink tresses cascading over her shoulder and her warm brown eyes glittering in the low light of the ballroom.
Kimi took her hand and allowed herself to be led out onto the floor, the murmurings of the crowd fading away as nothing but music and Nikki’s shining face filled her mind.
A moment later however, she frowned. “This isn’t what happens, though,” Kimi remembered as she realized where they were. The auction. Shade. The dress. Reid. “I don’t dance with you. Not tonight, anyway…”
Nikki tilted her head as they twirled around, looking puzzled, yet bemused. “What are you talking about? We’re dancing right now!”
Kimi halted her steps and looked around them. Everything about the venue matched her memory of being on the dance floor that night, with the exception of Nikki standing beside her instead of Reid. Her former friend was up on the stage instead, watching her and Nikki with the same casual interest the rest of the crowd was showing.
Why on Miraland was she back here? If this were some sort of dream world fantasy, she sure had picked a strange night to revisit. “To be very clear, I’m not saying that I don’t want this to have happened, but objectively, it didn’t,” she explained. “I danced with Reid, and he used the distraction to swipe the White Blossom. This was the night that helped me uncover everything, so as sad as it makes me, you’re not the one I need to be dancing with right now.”
Nikki’s smile finally started to fade, and Kimi’s mouth suddenly filled with a metallic tang as a robotic voice sounded out inside of her head:
Warning: Program will be terminated if any violation of computing logic is detected.
Ah—so this was a trick of the Illusion Zone. Kimi dropped Nikki’s hands and took a step back, feeling a bitter lump rise in her throat. No good would come from dwelling here. In fact, she’d question how she ended up within Ruin’s high tech alternate reality simulator, and more importantly, who might be collecting information from her while it dabbled with her daydreams. It would be best to end it now, before the hurt got worse.
“We tried so hard to fix things, you and I,” she whispered as she reached out one hand and gently brushed her fingers over Nikki’s cheek. It felt so warm, so solid—this technology was genius, really, with its ability to conjure up her Nikki from her head, and let her experience it again. In reality, there had been no Nikki for months now, leaving Kimi with nothing but the coldness of empty hands and an empty bed… “But once the curse was lifted, it got so, so bad, so, so quickly. I know you made the only decision you felt like you had, and I don’t blame you for it, but gods, Nikki… I don’t even know if you’re ok where you went, and that’s just—”
Kimi’s voice broke with a sob, and Nikki closed the space between them and put her hands on Kimi’s shoulders. “Where did I go, Kimi? Why can’t you get to me?”
Kimi squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head. “I can’t say. If you don’t already know, then I can’t say.”
“Am I dead?”
That was their question, wasn’t it?
Warning: Violation of computing logic is detected. Unable to maintain simulation. Terminating in five… four… three… two…
Kimi looked over to where Reid still stood on the stage, watching her with a look of fury on his face. “Wouldn’t you like to know,” she hissed out, just before the world went black.
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I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY I SAID THAT LMFAO it was like 2am but still…. am i wrong….
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i have a moral obligation to draw heeled boots
i was supposed to make a fake propaganda poster to get people to enlist for war for my history class
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honestly i would really die for some domestic and/or fluffy nidvette pre-rebellion. i read a fic where they briefly had a stay at a hotel with a pool. DAMN it was so perfect i wish someone would write a fic where it’s just nidvette going on a business holiday or something. THE FIC NAME IS “Dark Verdict” by Anonperegrine btw holy shit it’s fucking gold RRRRAAAAGSFSTHFHGS
i think about it every day and whenever i draw nidhogg i use THAT fic as my reference for his expressions. peregrine i love you and your writing has changed my life for the better AND worse godbless.
ive NEVER been good at creative writing but i think at some point ill finally be forced to write for myself…. if this happens i wanna try to write royce x neva (royva?) as well AHHH anonperegrine also has an amazing royva fic sigh i feel like such a loser but at least i recognise peak fuck yes!!!!!
Perverts is officially out. Thank you so much to Matthew Tomasi for his drums on Vacillator (and the boom on Amber Waves), Angel Diaz for the lapsteel and baritone guitar on Punish that makes my world go round, the upright bass on Onanist, and that lapsteel and e-piano also on Amber Waves, Madeline Johnston for her heavenly metal on Amber Waves (a track she served as an intense inspiration for), and Bryan De Leon for his acoustic stylings on Etienne. Y’all make my world go round.
I’d also like to think the natural drone music that exists everywhere in this world, in transformer boxes and powerlines on the side of the highway, in the radio static of an empty AM frequency, in the fan of my computer as my Ableton project files overloaded the CPU, and in the distant roar of the interstate on the other side of my favorite field. I love you, sound, you have always been there for me.
Thank you for listening, I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I lo
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