Three weeks since my op, finally back at work.
The Doctor who operated saw me a week after, he apologised so many times I started to worry, the infection was rubbish, but the blood clots were more worrying.
Every day it’s getting a bit better (and the lumps a bit smaller)
We had a conversation today where she told me she wants to lock me back up, but won’t until she is happy I have healed.
I ordered a smaller cage and ring so we have it ready. Will probably look to ease back into it, but feel much happier.
I decided to be brave this week and have asked my wife if she would do something sexual for me.
It is something we have done before, but not for a long while.
I asked if she would blindfold me and then give me a slow blowjob with a cumkiss.
She told me yes, and that she would do it this weekend. I think she has started to enjoy teasing me, knowing that I like the anticipation.
I can’t wait.
Have been fine, nearly a full month locked. I have been extra attentive and have not asked for anything kinky or to be unlocked. She says she has been happy, that it has been better this time than previously. But this morning I have just been filled with self doubt and wondering what I’m doing and why.