Seriously Done With Life..

Seriously done with life..

Once again, I got rejected from a job the moment i came into an in person interview which is strange since the person was desperate to see me only to cut the inteview short upon noticing I am not what she thought i was (I’m brown skinned.) 

This has been happening to me for almost 2 years and despite my 10+ years graphic design experience, I guess it’s not enough, i get the fake smile, the awkqard atmosphere and then “Well…we were really looking for someone who is self motivated and creative….” Even though they already saw my portfolio and resume and just had to see me as I would always be the first one to be interviewed. Afterwards I would get the “Well…we’re still interviewing and …we’ll be in touch” Nonsense. ::sigh::

I guess i’m giving up all together…i’ve applied to over 2000+ job applicaitons and I either get job rejections automatically or situations like this when I actually get my foot in the door for an in person inteview. 

Perhaps I wasn’t meant to work for anyone and maybe this is God telling me to focus on Cosmic Funnies as my job.

Whichever it is, I am tired and wanting to give up on life. I work so hard and I feel like i’m getting nowhere. 

If you wish for me to make Cosmic Funnies my job, please support me on my Ko-fi so I can actually have food to eat: 

https://ko-fi.com/cosmicfunnies

I have a patreon as well: https://www.patreon.com/cosmicfunnies

I have two sales going on my cosmic funnies site 

https://www.cosmicfunnies.com/starry-shop

Use code STARRYSCHOOL30 (sale ends september 20th)

Check out my latest planner: 

They’re on the book shop in both soft and hard cover, 6x9 and 8x10 and it will come with starry emojis deluxe 2 sticker set so you’re getting a nice bundle for one price.

https://www.cosmicfunnies.com/book-shop/cosmic-funnies-17-month-planner-2019-2020

http://cosmicstickies.bigcartel.com

This is my sticker shop where you can purchase foil stickers, planner stickers and more..

And if you’re looking to hire a designer, check out my portfolio: https://jackiemoliner.myportfolio.com

And contact me at cosmicfunnies@gmail.com

I don’t emjoy asking for help but sadly I have no choice but to humble myself and ask for help since this world is so cruel that sometimes I just want to off myself. I’m seriously tired of living. 

Thanks for your support….and have a great day.