I Yearn For The Hetfield

no warning no second chance day

gname zeepfield

The only I feel pretty is when I take photos of my body or I starve my body for some hours, sometimes a day. Today I looked at myself in the mirror and I cried bc I'm definitely not pretty. That's ok bc I already knew it but something it sucks. Now I'm sweating in the bathtub while I'm listening to the black album aka my comfort album. Hope tomorrow is a better day bc I can't stand this shit anymore 🥰

AND YES ITS MORE THAN OKKK DO IT DO IT 🗣️🗣️🗣️

So... This is my bedroom wall. Ik it looks messy as fuck but I have no sense of organization. I feel so stupid and silly posting this, I think I'm older enough to not doing this kind of stuff, but when I think about it I remember my younger self and she would love this and post it everywhere so why wouldn't i? Every time I come back home from work I got so happy lol. I definitely do not play about James. He's ruining my life and I'm happy for it 😓✋🫣

I need those arms around my neck. It's a silly thought I have every time I see photos like these but it's a real and feral need. I love him in every single era but there's something special about this one that doesn't make me a fan of early James... Here, he's BIG, intense, inmense, powerful. I'm so in love with this era and this James. He and his big hands would hold my face and I would die right there. Imagine if he puts his arm around your shoulder and you feel that weight in ur back. I would melt. Ah, a hug from him would heal me and break me and bring me back to life again. imagine his weight on top of you, or maybe he would randomly put one of his big legs in ur lap... I don't even know what's going on in my mind but I'm a sucker for this. He's just TOO MUCH.

Those damn fucking arms I love him so much it makes sicckkk

I know I've said it before, but. Jason being added to Metallica is like when you have one dog that you think is lonely, so you get a puppy for it to play with. But the puppy has way too much energy and is constantly annoying the dog.

Crying

Texas 1986 Part 2

She and her anger and her sadness were absolutely right