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truthfully I find it relieving having my account to post on for kpop stuff — itll always be able to listen and understand!
Yeah, at first I didn't want to open a blog here, but this social is like heaven for me. I agree with you, having a little space where we can share what we like, what we feel, sometimes can help.
[OFFICIAL] NCT DREAM ‘Reload’ Crew Video
SEE? I'M GOING TO DIE
Futhermore, a crew video will be released today at 6pm KST
Source: Naver
So they're going to have a trap based title track??????? SERIOUSLY?????!??????
SKDKDKDKD I'M GOING TO CRYYYYYYYYYYY
I feel like I'm bothering, disturbing everyone, some times I feel like a burden.
I can't even have a life as a fan cuz I don't have friends that listens to kpop,that likes what I like. I have only one friend that likes kpop but we don't speak about it a lot cuz I dunno, I'm uncomfortable and I'm sorry about it, even though he's a really important friend... We're a lot different so maybe it's because our personalities being different.
I don't want to complain with my friends cuz they can't even know this feeling, I'm the "different one".
So I do it here. Knowing that you're going to being annoyed.
But at least I can tell what I feel, so yeah. Thank you if you read this, hope you're having a good day/night/evening, please be healthy, happy and safe.🖤
LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS.
I'm dying skskkdkdkdhd HELP
NCT DREAM ‘Reload - The 4th Mini Album’ Group Teaser
I think I'm crazy or something
Uh... Is it ok if whenever I listen to determined songs I think about Jaemin and feel like butterflies in my stomach?????
I'm crazy help
Like THIS SONG GIVES ME THAT TYPE OF FEELING AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT JAEMIN IF I LISTEN TO IT.
They make me like safe (?), It makes me think that I want to explore the world, risk it all with someone special (jaemin lol) even though I'm like the worst with this things.
(and because I know jaemin is only a famous idol, I'm a normal human that can't be with him and I hate to think those things because I'm just deluding myself)
I'm not the type of person that wants to have big adventures, mostly because I've social anxiety and hate to be somewhere big...
The beat hits me hard, it's a beautiful song, both of them are good songs.
I found a playlist on Spotify with "J A E M I N" as title, I started to play songs cuz I was like "oh ok I need to listen to some new things" AND THE MOST OF THE SONGS WERE BEAUTIFUL, now I have my own playlist... Lol
I think that the playlist was created by someone for like a story or something (yk for the character used there, obv Jaemin)
But I can't remember the person and the actual story, I'm sad.
Anyway, sorry for this... I don't even know what is this, I just wanted to share this thing with someone.
Ok bye.
Be healthy, stay safe and remember that YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL ❤️❤️❤️❤️
(still, I'm waiting for more x male reader on wattpad with a mafia au with a happy ending, I'm sad again)
Just one of my thoughts:
Seeing only female reader makes me mad, uncomfortable and like sad (?)
Here on Tumblr there are really talented writers that makes beautiful scenarios/stories ecc...
But in general there's really poor consideration in fanboys.
When are all the humans in the world realize that fanboys exists???
Anyway bless (me achoo) every blog here that writes x male readers.
I luv u with all my heart and soul.
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If his intentions are to kill me, well, he did it in the right way.
Skskdjsjsj please I love him so much🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️
So actually I was thinking about how Dreamies would be if they were my group of friends, sooo here we are, this is gender neutral 🤗hope you enjoy:
Mark
The oldest
Probably the one being bullied
Leader of this group full of dorks
The one that can keep them calm
At least- he tries to keep them calm
"our group it's like- it's like- I mean, yeah, we all friend hehe"
Probably rapping while one of the guys is choking lol
Done with them
"LET'S GET IT"
Looks at you saying "please help me"
Renjun
Sassy
Roast all of his friends
But he loves them
Checks secretly on all of them
But not because he wants to know if you're ok or not, he just doesn't want to be involved in any illegal stuff
Done with all of them pt.2
The smallest one
But can beat your ass
The one that doesn't let the others copy his homeworks
Treats you well
But roast you as well
Jeno
He vibing
The """normal one"""
Watch each of you being crackheads
Actually he's starting to think if you're actually high or not
He's the one who keeps Jaemin out of problems
Can be serious
Or insane
There's no middle ground
Like to be alone but he loves more being with all of his group
Help him
Probably you're with him questioning why you're their friends
Haechan
Probably high half of the time
Being sassy is his religion
Fights with Renjun
Actually he fights with everyone
The childish one
Probably the one that bullies Mark
But he loves him
A pudu
Drama 24/7
Skinship all the time
"I'M THE QUEEN"
The one that copies homeworks
"hey wanna do something crazy?" Then looks at you with puppy eyes
Jaemin
High 24/7
Dad of the group
Loves to think jisung as his baby
A lot of skinship
Cuddles 💝💕💝💗💝💖💓❤️💗
Talks in 3rd person
Loves Jeno
I mean- a lot
Professional complainer
Probably going bald because he keeps bleaching his hair to have it pink
The annoying one
Uses 🥺 a lot
He's actually the living 🥺 emoji
He's your emotional support
Chenle
The rich one
Loud as fuck
But really cute
Has a big heart
Spoils his friends with gifts
Loyal and affectionate
Seems a baby
He actually is a baby
Argues in chines with Renjun all the time
He's the third one high
You're the only one he listens
Jisung
He's probably vibing
Actually doesn't seem the youngest
TALL
Has a soft spot fo Chenle
The "normal one" pt.2
Protect him
Roast his friends
Very very very loyal
Loves his friends a lot
His friends are his treasure
Sensible and emotional
Loves to remember you that you're tiny
SKSKKSKSKS GUYS I'M CRYING LIKE AN IDIOT I CAN'TSJSJSJDK NCT DREAM OT7 AGAIN AND A NEW ALBUM ON APRIL 29TH AM I DREAMING PLEAS
I WANTO TO JUMP BECAUSE I'M HAPPY I CAAAN'T.
So I just wanted to be the fanboy that I am and share my uwus with you, if someone will ever read what I'll post lmao.
I'm here just to escape a little bit from real life, yk... So sometimes I'll just say what I feel, for now I'll just complain about how I deserved at least to have a jaemin in my life, I don't ask much, but life said "let's note give him any type of joy hehe". I miss him :(
Look at him, he's the cutest baby ever, I just want to cuddle him all day and night, tell him he did a good job and that he deserves the whole world (and the world doesn't deserve him), I just want to see him smile ad protect him from all the bad things. :( I just hope he's healthy and happy :((
Anyway, you, yes you, you're the one who's reading this, I hope you're having a good day/night/evening, pls stay healthy and take care of yourself. <3