Hate Feeling Like Shit But Tumblr Is Like....a Place Where I Can Scream In The Void And Not Expect Anyone

I hate feeling so numb

i need to learn how to aplogize better. I don't mean "sorry i'm a little shit"

I mean deep from the heart, explaining what I did was wrong and hurtful to you, to them, and that it was horrible to do so

i wish i can apologize for everything i've done, because i never learned how to

family isn't always everything. The family that you were born into aren't going to be there, and they don't care about you, only what's good for them in their point of view

i can’t get anything done and it’s literally slapping my ass

What's autochrossisexual?

It’s an identity on the asexual spectrum.

Someone who identifies as autochorisexualfeels a disconnect between themselves and the object of arousal. So maybe they’d masturbate or watch porn or have sexual fantasies but those fantasies would not actually include themselves. It would be more like they were an outside observer rather than fantasizing about doing anything themselves. They probably wouldn’t want to actually have sex with anyone.

It’s also known as aegosexual.

 - Mod Fiona

We don't talk anymore, but sometimes I glace at you from afar. I wonder how you are doing, how you are holding up. Have you moved on better than I did?

I hope that you are doing fine, with friends and family holding you up, even though I'm not there anymore. But that's ok, because the small time we spent together, I enjoyed ever second if it.

And so, thank you, for being my friend, even though it ended much shorter than we both may have liked. But it's the memories that we mafe together is what counts.

Right?

Sex-repulsed aces are not to blame for other people misunderstanding asexuality, even if your asexuality is tied to your sex-repulsion. You all are great and deserve to have your boundaries respected. Society puts a lot of emphasis on certain actions to be considered “real” relationships, but these are not true. Your health, safety, and comfort should come first.

thank your for showing me kindness when i never deserved it

i've learned that the actions you take can be harmless to you, but harmful to others

i've learned that some mistakes you make, you can't, and won't, be able to fix

i've learned that the friends you have now, won't always be there later

and i've learned, that the actions i've taken, will always hurt someone, no matter how small

some of you have to learn what a real apology is