i’ve said it before, and by god i’ll say it again, thank you to the animators and the subtitling team on make some noise
i can’t wait for the transition between the insanely violent & violently insane antler queen shauna shipman into the shauna “so long as nobody does anything crazy” sadecki in the s1 adult timeline.
and i also can’t wait for adult shauna’s psychological devolution back into an antler queen.
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i was finally financially able to contribute and i am so so sorry it took me so long. i hope you and your family are safe, as safe as you can be.
i am so sorry for your losses. i wish i could have done more and i wish i could have done it faster.
Ola new account.
Ola Ferwana @ola-family3 is a mother of three children in northern Gaza, withouth her husband. The winter is arriving and they need medicine, food and drinks.
Natalie is the only one who never allowed herself even the illusion of normalcy or happiness after the rescue. The others made some attempt—however fragile—to rebuild their lives or blend into the world. Shauna and Melissa retreated into the façade of stability, marrying and raising children in the quiet rhythms of suburban life. Taissa found a family of her own and pursued a successful career as a lawyer and then a politician. Van poured herself into her pop culture passion by creating her video store and allowing herself to live through the past. Misty satisfied her need to be needed through her career as a geriatric nurse. Lottie created her cult (intentional community). Even Travis tried to build a life with someone (before Nat came back in).
But Nat never created anything for herself. She didn’t even let herself have a home, she lived out of motel rooms across the country for her whole life. She remained completely alone apart from toxic stints with Travis that ended disastrously and brief flings that she sabotaged before they could get anywhere.
Even though she’s colder, harsher, and less openly compassionate in the adult timeline, her moral compass is still strong. It's that very sense of right and wrong that condemns her. She can’t accept joy, can’t allow herself peace, because deep down, she believes she forfeited her right to those things in the wilderness. Every chance at connection, every moment of possible happiness, she sabotages—because she’s still carrying the weight of what they did, and she doesn't believe she deserves to ever put it down. While others try to bury the guilt of what they did out there, Nat wears it on her sleeve.
She’s the closest thing to a “savior” or “saint” in this story, but that’s exactly why she suffers the most.
I fucking adore Jayce okay.
He's kind and caring. He doesn't use his size to intimidate folks even tho he's massive. He's quick to encourage, quick to seek and give comfort. He's so soft and sweet. Genuinely being loved by him would be a blessing.
He's also a big fucking nerd. He's terrified of letting those he loves down. He's earnest, sincere, and a bit naive. He has a bit of an ego and hero complex. He takes his responsibility seriously. He's smart, loyal, and hard working. Personally I find it hot as fuck he got those muscles from manual labor lol.
He's all those things, he's also fucking insane.
He's obsessive.
The reaction he had to Viktor coming out of the hexgoop was not in any way normal.
He was completely uncomfortablely chill with a fucking rock being embedded in his arm.
Pulled a 'babe this isn't you' with a literal god and it worked.
Insane
I fucking love him so much what a dork.
told my roommate dracula was an epistolary novel because it’s made up of letters and she was like. of course it’s made of letters it’s a book
i stg “are you sure you remember how to do that? because you used to force me to do it for you.” is how nat DEFINITELY wanted to finish that sentence to shauna when they were cutting up adam’s body
they/them. free palestine. pfp is my ferret. not a bot, just lazy because i’m locked out of my old account :(
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