*wears Boyfie*

im SO TIRED. but couldnt sleep before drawing this post

free him

he angery

💛 Feel good posts 💛

oblivious

this looks like Simon was tryinng to film a vlog and Markus walked in front of the camera

i guess… it’s just only one date…

My favorite thing about Venom (2018) is Eddie’s reaction to crazy shit.

When Venom, this homicidal alien he has known for like 20 minutes and who has just used his body to slaughter some fools is like “we should rip all their heads off lol” he’s just like,,, “why?????????”

Then when Venom crashes the cars and he is like Woah I’m Not Dead™ he is just like “you know that was pretty cool” and gets so distracted he gets hit by a car

And then after learning Venom, who he got immediately attached to, was killing him, and getting kidnapped by Drake, Drake whips out a whole ass other fucking symbiote. Eddie both didn’t know he existed and knows what symbiotes are capable of. This is deadly and shocking. And he’s just like “HOLY FUCK THAT THINGS UGLY”

Then he’s back with Venom who just told him they have basically 0% chance of beating Drake&Riot. Eddie is convinced he’s going to die. And then his entire character motivation for being a hero is “fuck it”

What a relatable disaster of a human I love him he’s the most realistic protagonist I’ve seen in so long

*flug dreaming about getting praise from black hat

 villainous, pilot episode

Touch Repulsion

Some people can touch me

Some.

People I trust

People I know really well

If I iniciate it it’s okay

But—

No.

Strangers touching me make me want to scream

People I don’t know touching me makes me very uncomfortable

People I don’t like touching me make me want to snarl and hit them away

Trapped

Obligated

Angry

Scared

Not right.

Wrong.

I have a list of people who can touch what when I say it’s okay

If someone not on the list touches me wrong I feel violated

They violated my body, but more importantly,

They violated my trust.

I am not obligated to hug you

Ask to hug me first if you don’t know me really well,

Wait until I hug you first,

Or if I know you,

I can always turn down a hug.

Pressuring me into a hug makes me want to fight or run away,

Fight or Flight

Or like I’m trapped in the hug and in my body, obligated, numb

Freeze.

Sometimes I want to snarl:

“Don’t fucking touch me”

Sometimes I’ll put my hand up in front of me with 2 knuckles out so that if you try to hug me you’re stomach will run into them.

Sometimes I want to run

Lock myself away.

If I don’t want your touch I will either react with:

Anger, aggressive defense

Fear, flight

Disassociation, numb dissconected indifference. Hey, touching my body is fine if I’m not in it, right?

If anyone touches my ass I will come around immediately with a punch

Stomach

Face

Hands

I will break them in a second

No hesitation—

I will break you.

“Don’t fucking touch me”

What you should do:

1. Ask to touch me first

2. Don’t lunge for a hug like you’re entitled

3. Don’t get in my space if I don’t know you

4. Fucking listen when I say no, if you know what’s good for you and you like your bones where they are

All-in-all: I think I might be touch repulsed