Telling Everyone Im Just Eating « healthy » While Im Hiding An Ed Is The Life I Decided To Lead

Drinking water until you’re nauseous instead of eating >>>>> 💛

"That's too small for me I can't wear it" never uttering these words again after today. Fucking humiliating.

its so hard to face the fact that i dont look 10 pounds thinner after i didnt eat for one day

me in my own head trying to convince myself im not literally starving ravenous: like it’s there. it’s fine i guess. i dont know im kind of hungry but like i can deal with it.

St*rve when you are alone

Eat when you are with people

✨ No one will suspect a thing ✨

I calculated my bmi and dream weight online and if i want to reach it for december i have to eat NOTHING. It literally said "your daily intake to achieve your goal should be 0cal"

LMAO

“if you really had an ed, you’d be skinny.”

ok time to ⭐️ve

I hope in another universe I’m happy. I’m normal. I fit in. I’m talented. I have friends. I wasn’t born in the wrong body. I’m attractive. I get everything I want instead of nothing. I’m not in a constant state of anxiety, dissatisfaction, exhaustion, and desperate yearning for things to be different. I have an amazing relationship that lasts forever instead of a string of abusive ex lovers. Instead of a pervasive loneliness, I seldom feel lonely. I’m talented and successful and I can do things like everyone else. Other universe you I hope you’re out there. At least one of us will be happy then.