Why Should I Get Better? It's Not Me That's The Problem, It's This Absolute Hellscape Of A Society That's

“be nice to yourself”

yeah i tried that and now i’m 10lbs heavier than i was a month ago

✨💗D r a c u l a u r a inspired th!nspo 💗✨

I want to start doing these type of posts because i love making moodboards and they distract me from eating (also romanticizing my ed is the only way i can live lol)

If u have requests please send them!!

* please block if triggered*

Me when someone decides to be stupid around me but im restricting/fasting and my blood sugar is low

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me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"

me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"

My brain is so dumb

I need to be underweight by Christmas or I will have a mental breakdown and nothing would bring me back at this point.