hungry? stop and think about the number on the scale going down... now imagine it going up and up and up, its not worth the momentary pleasure.
i wish i never gave up in the first place. i would’ve been so skinny by now.
Lost 3lbs in one week omg!! Im so happy!!
Obviously its easier now because i just relapsed after a year of not caring, so it will inevitably plateau, buttttt im happy for now!!!
i want ice cream. and I want a chipotle burrito. and chicken nuggets. and a salad with fucking ranch dressing on it. and apple pie. and flying star Mac and cheese. and a grilled cheese with tomato soup. but I won't go looking. I'll sit here and I'll eat my fucking banana and wait to drop this last pound.
I'm so tired.
something about it getting colder outside triggers me so hard. i'm just sitting outside listening to music and sipping plain tea and it's sooo...<3
i love romanticizing dysfunction. 🥰
I <3 hunger x
i always feel like the fattest in the room, doesn’t matter what size i am
“be nice to yourself”
yeah i tried that and now i’m 10lbs heavier than i was a month ago
Mfs named Mia and ana looking up their name on tumblr
- My ana buddy :)
TW: eating disorder (Ana) / she-her / SW: 81kg GW: 50KG CW: _ H: 155CM / vent and rant stuff / expect rblgs of my interests
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