I’m Both Way Fatter And Way Skinnier Than I Think I Am And It’s Killing Me

If I really had an eating disorder, not eating wouldn't be so damn hard 🚬

you know what i’ve found… pretty privilege definitely exists. Guess who doesn’t get pretty privilege? you, cus you’re so f*cking fat. did you really stuff your face??? you’re disgusting, i wouldn’t even wanna be near you rn, go starve.

me in my own head trying to convince myself im not literally starving ravenous: like it’s there. it’s fine i guess. i dont know im kind of hungry but like i can deal with it.

"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"

Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

✨Ana girlies when fall motivation finally hits ✨

Lost 3lbs in one week omg!! Im so happy!!

Obviously its easier now because i just relapsed after a year of not caring, so it will inevitably plateau, buttttt im happy for now!!!

new years resolutions:

get skinny

get hot

get rich

me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"

me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"