If I could summon mahoraga at any given moment, I'd do it too
You wanted request, what about megumi reacting to Jealous reader ? Or maybe jealous megumi?đ€Ș
WITH THIS TREASURE I SUMMON: MEGUMI FUSHIGURO
you and megumi are in situationship, nothing more, nothing less. but he knows how you used to have a crush on yuta okkotsu, but he doesn't know that you don't anymore. so when he sees you wearing yuta's sweater he almost summons mahoraga if you don't take off the sweater.
content warning: fluff! jealous! megumi
âi had a thought.â
âoh no.â
âi swear it's a good one this time,â he pleaded.
the short hair girl, nobara kugisaki, rolled her eyes and raised her hand to the pink-haired boy, âyou want me to hammer your head, yuji?â the boy only sighs in defeat as his shoulder slumps. âyou suck, kugisaki,â he howled. you let out a little laugh and shook your head slowly at the behaviour of your two classmates. the never-ending bickering of them never not amused you.
you walk to megumi, your other classmates with a plate of meat in your hands. he is standing there, grilling some meat alone. âhi,â you whisper to him and kiss his cheeks when you stand beside him. he quickly looks around afraid to find someone who's looking at what you've just done. ây/n,â he whispered in warning. you just giggle at him and give his lips a peckâ not caring about the way his cheeks turn crimson red and his eyes open wide. you also don't care if anyone sees you.
âwhat?â you ask, giving him a quick glance. he keeps silent and continues to look at you. you rolled your eyes and let out a sigh. âi can kiss you whenever i want, nobody's watching anyway,â you tell him. you and megumi are friends, you can say that, or maybe you can't. both of you are way too romantic to be called friends but less to be called a coupleâ a situationship, maybe that's the right word.
when he came back after the mission, megumi never came to his room first, always looking for you and spending the night in your dorm room. holding and kissing you like his life depends on it. when in public, megumi is a private person, he doesn't talk much, he's calm and collected. he doesn't show his feelings when it's unnecessary. but when he's with you, he's like an open book and talks too much, even more than you. you could spend a whole day only listening to him talking, telling you a story about when he was little, even when first he meets gojo and is adopted by the brush-look-alike man.
and you are always grateful for that. you feel special with the way he treated you, the way his green eyes always twitch with love whenever you come to vision, the way his lips tremble with how hard he tries to hide his smile when you walk your way to him and everyone's around. you hope that was enough but of course being a human who's hungry with desire, you want your relationship with megumi to have a nameâ boyfriend and girlfriend.
you want him to be yours, badly. you want to have the right to be jealous when some girl is hitting on him when you go outside. it makes you feel suffocated to the point you feel like you can explode any second. you feel like youâ
ây/n?â
you flutter your eyes before snapping your neck to the side to find megumi looking at you with narrowed eyes. âyou alright?â he asked, worried. you cleared your throat and nodded, âyeah, sorry,â you smiled at him. he looked at you for a few seconds before nodding his head. âno problem, baby,â he softly said.
that day, you spend your evening having fun with your friends and your teachers. talking about a lot of things and laughing. thanks to your rich teacher, you can sleep peacefully and happily with a stomach full of expensive meat and expensive food you cannot afford with just student expenses alone. blessing gojo satoru's soul for having this barbeque party and feeding you and your friends. he is indeed acts like a father rather than a teacher sometimes.
time moves fast and the air gets more chilling every hour. right now you're sitting with yuta okkotsu, your senior alone, having a drink. he's a special grade curse, handsome, soft-spoken as well as soft-hearted person, that's why you used to have a crush on him. the first time you saw him was the day he fought with suguru geto. and that was instantly love at first sight. seeing how strong and cool he was fighting with the long-haired guy makes your heart beat faster than usual. and since then, everyone knows you're having a crush on him, and you're not planning to not make it obvious.
you sometimes send the boy flying kisses and laughing after seeing him become flustered and blushing. flirting with him from time to time until it becomes a habitâ until you realize you're not having a crush on him anymore. you just love the way he's quickly looking away when he caught you already looking at him when he's become red like a steam crab when you hug him or playfully kiss his cheeks, you just love teasing him and making him stutter. it's adorable.
and megumi doesn't know that. he believes that your crush on the second-year special-grade sorcerer is unfaded. that's one of the reasons why he doesn't girlfriend you yetâ afraid that the feelings aren't mutual and he doesn't want to get hurt. but seeing you sitting there, touching yuta's shoulder from time to time as you share a laugh at whatever you both were talking about pissed him off. âwhat's a good thing about him any way other than being a special grade sorcerer? he's a womanizer,â he ranted under his breath. doesn't realize yuji looking at him with his eyebrows lifted. he follows where megumi eyes stare at where you were.
âyou know yourself that he's more than a special grade sorcerer, if you like y/n that much why don't you tell her?â
âyeah I know, butâ what?â
surprised, megumi snapped his neck so fast that yuji was afraid he was gonna break it. his green eyes widened as he looked at the pink-haired boy. âdid I say that out loud?â he asked, to which yuji responded with a nod. âwhy don't you tell her? I'm sure she likes you too, waitâ are you jealous, fushiguro?â megumi's face became red in embarrassment and became an understatement as he looked away from his best friend. yuji snickers and grabs the boy's face by the chinâ forcing him to look at you as he tightly closes his eyes. he rolls his eyes in annoyance when he finally opens his eyes and the sight of you getting too friendly with yuta meets his vision.
âno wayâ you're actually jealous,â he laughed.
and yuji spends the rest of the hour making fun of megumi but also giving him advice and moral support. forcing the spike-haired boy to confess his feelings to you and become girlfriend and boyfriend already. of course megumi try not to pay any mind to what sukuna's vessel rambling about, it's yuji after all. he's the worst anyone could get any advice from after gojo.
after the talk with yuji, megumi sits by himself in the garden in gojo's backyard. loss in his deep thought to realize you are already walking toward him, smiling. âfushiguro~â you sang happily and sat on his lap sideway with one arm wrapped around his neckâ lips forming the biggest smile the boy has ever seen. âwhat do you want? go back to your yuta,â again, megumi rolls his eyes. you jut your lips as you look at him. âso mean,â you jived.
âyou look upset, what's wrong?
âdo you have fun talking to him? you must be, you've been spending an awful lot of time with him and wearing his sweater,â his snarky remark makes you want to kiss him to death. but right now you try to enjoy the show and play innocent. âwhat are you trying to say megumi?â you ask him. he looks at you for a moment while holding your hand before looking away.
âjust go hang out with yuta, you've gotten good at that.â
âare you perhaps.. jealous, megumi?â
he scoffs and glances at you again before saying, âme? jealous of him? bless his delusional heart,â he sassed. you fit a giggle and cup his right cheek. his green narrowed eyes looking at you unpleasant and pouting his lips, without him realizing. âyou're so cute when you're jealous,â you mumble and give him a little peck on the lips. âyou know you're the only one I love,â you tell him, this time you're the one who's not realizing. and after that, for a few seconds both of you just looked at each other, too shocked to say something. âwhat did you just say?â megumi whispered, eyes open wide.
âwhat?â
you look away and get off of his lap. before you get a chance to run away megumi already grabs your hoodieâ giving you no chance to run. he pulled the hoodie up lightly, forcing you to get close to him. âyou love me?â he asked, this time you could see he was trying to keep his lip from smiling. you clear your throat and pull the hoodie from megumi's fist before facing him. âisn't that obvious? iâ i thought you knew,â you mumble. suddenly feeling the shyness hug your body as megumi pierces his eyes at you intensely.
âwhat about yuta?â
âwhat about him? ohâ I just realized I never liked him that much.â you shrugged your shoulder unbothered. âcool,â megumi whispered. he pulls you closer before locking his fingers behind your waist, hugging you. âlet's do thatââ you place both your hands on his chest while looking up at him. you lift your eyebrows and indicate that you don't understand what he is referring to. âthat thing, boyfriend and girlfriend thing.â he smiles, his cheeks turn red, body suddenly feels hot, waiting for your answer.
you nodded, âokay.â smiling back at him.
without waiting for another second he crashed his lips to yours, locking them gently and smiling between the kisses. he pulls you closer as you wrap your arm around his neck. after a minute he pulled away and took a full fist of the hoodie that you're wearing. âtake off this hoodie and use mine.â you stay silent for a moment before shaking your head and turning away. ânah,â you disagree. you heard gaps from behind you, âwhat do you mean nah?!â you turned around, âi'm cold, and yuta has the comfiest hoodie,â you told him.
âtake off the hoodie y/n.â
ânah, what are you gonna do about it?â you put both hands on the hips and stick your tongue out to him. megumi clenched his fist and poses like his about to summon mahoraga. âwith this treasure I summonââ
âthe fuckâ fine,â you run to him to hit his shoulder.
âyou're so annoying,â you grumble and pull him to go back inside. megumi just gives you his sheepish smile and lets you drag him.
CAPITAL B CAPITAL O CAPITAL A CAPITAL F ....
BOAF
....both?
BOAF
THERES SUM WH0RES IN THIS HOUSE
Like doja cat said ..dem nose ..dem nose gotta be my seat
Lying To Himself
Content: in which toji is left alone and how he deals with your temporary absence
You have to leave for two weeks, something about a mission in another city. Your boyfriend, Toji, swears it'll be okay, even insists that time will pass by in a blink of an eye.Â
ââm not a fucking child, ma. Iâll be fine. Just take care, yeah?â
And so, you peck him on his lips and wave goodbye before you get in the car. Then youâre disappearing in the distance. Toji shrugs, going back in feeling pretty excited to have the house to himself for two weeks â this has never happened before. As he sits on the couch, bottle of beer in one hand and tv remote on the other, he thinks about all the things he can do now.
The toilet seat can stay up, the bins will be full for longer, same goes for the dirty dishes in the sink, and he can watch whatever he wants; no more of those sappy romcoms with predictable plots and cheesy lines.Â
ââs gonna be fun,â he mutters, a growing grin on his face.Â
A couple days pass in relative silence, he stays out late, sleeps till noon and eats all the junk youâve banned from the house. Toji cooks all the steak he wants and leaves the beer bottles to collect dust on the coffee table. And he accepts every invitation from his buddies to go out for drinks, watch basketball at the bar, and plays a couple games too.
He stays up all night, on the evenings he's not getting stupid drunk, playing videogames -- the violent ones you cringe at. During the day, he walks around the place in just his boxers, sometimes not even that, and it's liberating. All a man needs is to be free to balls naked in their own kitchen.
"You're not missing her at all?" Shiu asks, smoke blowing in his face as they stand in the back alley, leaning against the wall of the bar.
Toji snorts. "What am I? Five years old? I can last a couple weeks without being sappy."
His friend gives him a look, half of amused, half disbelieving and a hundred percent smug. None of them miss the death grip he has on his phone, the way his knee is bouncing, and how he isn't even looking at the hot chicks that sway their asses as they walk by.
Itâs been great. Really fucking great.Â
You havenât been texting much. Sure, you check in here and there, letting him know youâre alright, youâre safe, and makings sure heâs watered your plants. However, there are rarely any opportunities for phone calls longer than five minutes, no FaceTime either, and sometimes he goes to sleep without a âgoodnightâ from you.Â
Itâs fine.Â
At least, he can sleep at whatever time he wants without you whining about needing cuddles.
More days pass just like that.Â
And now heâs rarely leaving the house, finding his drunk friends boring, obnoxious loud, and suddenly he's realised theyâre kinda fucking stupid. He starts to get sick of all the steak and fried chicken and takeaway, and instead heâll text you for the recipe of your lasagne or that smoothie you make him in the morning thatâs always greener than the last.Â
His feet tap on the floor when you donât reply straight away. And when his phone lights up, he practically dives for it and grips it tight in his palm, screen threatening to crack, when itâs not from you.Â
âGod fucking dammit, Shiu. Donât fucking talk to me if itâs not important.â
The movies heâs been dying to watch are pretty shit. Thereâs no depth, no proper pacing, and the dialogueâs cheesy as fuck. Usually, youâd throw popcorn at the screen and complain about all those things, but he finds that he has to mutter them to himself for white noise. Even smirks when he thinks he got it exactly right, guessing what youâd say.Â
âSheâd totally find that shit stupid. And that blood looks fake. Itâs like they didnât even try.â
Most of the phone calls on his history log are from him, more reds than greens. What the fuck have they got you doing over there anyways?Â
When you do reply to his âgânightâ and âhey, sleep well?â, heâll have a go at you for taking so damn long. Itâs just fucking ridiculous that youâre clearly sleeping well when he has to hit the gym and tire himself out to even get an hour of shut eye. Sometimes, he canât even get any and he just paces the length of the living room waiting for a notification from you to pop up.Â
âFucking come on! Y'r phone better be dead or something.â
Toji hates having dinner on the table; the seat opposite him is empty, the placemat bare and he feels a freaky fucking soreness in his chest. When that happens, he never finishes his dinner. Must be a symptom of early heart disease. Gotta talk to the doctors about that.Â
Eventually, you find time to speak to him for an hour, recounting all the crazy things youâve seen and had to do. He doesnât interrupt, he just grunts here and there, not even really listening but he urges you to keep talking when thereâs a pause, like youâre unsure if youâre talking too much. And when you try to turn the conversation on him, asking about his day, he gives one word answers and then throws you another question.Â
âYeah?â He grunts. âWhat else? Speak up, ma. Wanna hear ya. Dâya go to that shop? Yeah? Yâ buy anything? Send me a picture.â
The guys at work know better than to open their fat mouths around him when he turns up with an extra wrinkle and a ticking in his jaw. Toji is somehow even more sadistic and violent and eager for blood. Even finally accepts their invitation to go out for drinks and drowns himself in the extra strong shit. Assuming he just woke up on the wrong side of the bed, they donât question his sour mood.Â
But what they donât know is that you texted to let him know youâre staying another week.Â
Fucking texted.Â
Didnât even get to hear it from your own voice.Â
He buries himself in more work and stays at the gym for even longer, pushing his body so far, his mind quiets down and he donât gotta think about the fact that heâs started sleeping on your side of the bed, that the house is losing your scent, and that divot on the couch where you always sat has flattened out.Â
The day comes, though, when youâre finally returning home.Â
âYâ sure? Not gonna flake again? Be fucking sure, ma. Alright, get back safe.â
Toji throws all the rubbish out, washes the dishes and dries them, double checks that the toilet seat is down, and heâs followed your recipe for beef stew to the letter â itâs cooking in the oven, and it looks fucking great. Even exfoliated in the shower like youâve been asking him to, almost took off an entire layer of skin. He doesnât want to admit he feels pretty fucking fresh.Â
The door handle rattles.Â
He sits up. And then stands. Walks over to the front door, arms crossing and then uncrossing.Â
Youâre here.Â
âHey, Tojiââ
Your greeting is smothered in his chest as he threatens to suffocate you with the hardest bear hug in the whole world. And though heâd never hurt you, if you werenât a sorcerer, youâd have been in big trouble.Â
âYâ hungry? Or yâ wanna shower first?â
His hands are all over you, lifting your chin to search your face for any scratches, even squishes your cheeks to be sure, and heâs patting you down for bruises or just to make sure all your limbs are intact. Thereâs a frown on his lips and itâs pretty darn cute.Â
âAw, Toji, baby. Did you miss me?â
âNo.â
You roll your eyes. âYeah, yeah, I know. Youâre not a child, blah blah blah.â
Walking past him to take your shoes off, hang your coat and roll your suitcase to the side, youâre inhaling the air and moaning about the delicious food in the oven. Oh, God. Youâve been craving homemade food for so long now. You might actually die if you donât eat.Â
âCome here.â Your eyes dart to him, still standing by the doorway, fists clenching and unclenching. Toji looks furious. You look closer. No, he looksâŠembarrassed? âSaid come here, ma.â
âWhy?â You ask, head titling in curiosity and slight suspicion.Â
He grunts. âWhat? I gotta spell it out for ya?â
Laughing, you tap your foot on the ground and retort back, âYeah, you might because you need to have a good reason from keeping me from both a good shower and a warm meal.â
Toji rolls his eyes and stalks over to you, yanking you back to his chest so he can wrap his arms around you and keep you still. Itâs much softer than before, but you feel the same sense of passion, something that verges on desperation.
Itâs almost likeâŠ
No.Â
It canât be.Â
Oh, but when you feel his face bury itself in your neck and you hear that long inhale, followed by a deep groan vibrating through his chest, youâre absolutely sure.Â
Toji missed you.Â
An overwhelming feeling of love fills you, so does a sense of victory, and you just hug him back, inhaling deeply too. He smells like home, like reluctant cuddles, pats on the ass, and early morning sex. You thought youâd have the most trouble in the two weeks, which turned into three, but as it turns out, he didnât fare much better.Â
Though heâd never admit it with his own mouth, his body betrays him.
Toji doesnât let you get very far without a hand on you somehow, whether thatâs a hand on your thigh as you eat dinner side by side, instead of across from each other, or you sitting on his lap as you watch the movie you want to watch. He even waits on the toilet lid as you shower, though that only lasts a couple minutes before heâs stripping and joining you.Â
âYâr not washing yâr hair right,â he tuts.Â
Getting into bed is even worse because heâs practically lying on top of you the whole night, still sniffing your neck, and with his hands exploring your body. Not really in a sexual way, which is odd for him, but as if he just wants to feel you. He wants to feel your warmth, your softness, and reassure himself youâre home.Â
Soon, heâs out cold and you mumble a goodnight against his forehead.
He wakes up feeling completely refreshed, like a newborn, stretching and grinning about getting ready with the day, and frowns when youâre still fast asleep. Part of him wants to make sure youâre getting your rest, but that part doesnât win for very long and the much bigger part is shaking you awake.
âCome on, ma. Fucking bored here. Wake up, yeah? Letâs get some breakfast. Wanna talk to ya.âÂ
And when you do wake up, grumbling at how loud heâs being, he ignores the glares youâre giving and the swatting of his hands. Toji gives you a rare, wide, toothy smile and he says,Â
âThereâs my gorgeous girl. Good morning, baby.â
Yeah, this man totally missed you.Â
Lord he's so pretty
Just one thing to say..
BLONDE CONNOR
What a cutie pie. My fav moment was when bucky
Summary:Â Your secret relationship is nearly exposed when Natasha spots Bucky's neck covered in hickeys.
Pairing: Beefy!Bucky x reader
Warnings: 18+ only, smut, unprotected rough sex, lots of hickeys, swearing, pet names, fluffy feels, very minor angst, protective natasha, avengers tower au, beefy!bucky (he needs a warning).
Word Count: 1.3k
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âHey babe, Iâm really sorry,â Nat sat down beside you on the couch, looking at you with a sad smile.Â
You furrowed your brows, trying to process her words. What did she have to be sorry for?
âUm, why?âÂ
âBecause of you-know-who,â she subtly nodded her head towards Bucky chatting with Sam in the kitchen. He was laughing at something Sam had said, and despite the fact that he was wearing a hoodie, the hickeys on his neck were still visible. She knew you couldnât miss those prominent love bites.Â
Nat was well aware of the giant crush you had on the dark-haired supersoldier, and she also thought that those feelings were requited. Bucky had seemed entirely enamored by you ever since you joined the team. She couldnât believe he would do that, especially because everyone including him knew how you felt. You must have felt terrible about the whole situation.
âOh,â biting your lip, you willed yourself not to react. Nat could read you like a book and you didnât want her to know about the sordid details of this chapter. Not yet at least. âHeâs a grown up, and he can do whatever he wants,â you stood up in haste, giving her a nod before walking back to your room.Â
She missed the wink Bucky shot you, and the way you smiled at the ground as you left.Â
Bucky assured you that the marks would heal fast, giving you free rein to do whatever you wanted to him. Unfortunately, it wasnât fast enough.Â
âWhat the hell?â Nat muttered under her breath. She figured his actions must have hurt you so much that you couldnât even properly react to it. Deciding to confront the man himself, she stormed into the kitchen, pulling out a chair and sitting next to Sam.Â
She glared at Bucky as he finished up his story, catching the eyes of both men. Sam exchanged a look with Bucky, neither having any idea why she was staring like that.Â
Bucky grinned at Nat cautiously, âWhatâs up?âÂ
âShe was literally in the room, and you couldnât think to maybe pull your hood on, or wear a scarf?â
âNat,â he tried to think of an explanation, but the truth wasnât his to tell. You asked him not to. âItâs no big deal,â he lied.Â
His time with you was everything, and he couldnât fight the flashback his brain had of you in his lap the night before sucking and biting his neck as you rode him. If only Nat could see the state of your chest and the marks that you had thanks to him, sheâd know there were no hurt feelings.Â
Sam watched on, trying to keep his face neutral because he already knew about the two of you. Heâd seen Bucky slip out of your room a few mornings ago, however he respected your privacy and kept your secret. Although, he had no problem teasing Bucky about it when you werenât around.Â
âLive your life, but you could be more respectful of her feelings,â she said before standing up and leaving.Â
Bucky pursed his lips as he looked at Sam.Â
âShouldâve covered it up, man,â Sam smirked.Â
Nodding his head, âYeah, for her sake.â
âWhat are you guys waiting for?âÂ
He shrugged his shoulders, âIâm letting her set the pace, itâs up to her.âÂ
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âFuck, Bucky,â you cried out as his powerful hips snapped into you at a relentless pace. The sheer look of pleasure and determination on his face made you shudder as you watched him take you apart. Your legs wrapped around his waist, an impulse for more; to be closer, to be consumed.Â
Metal fingers began to circle your clit, making your body contract beneath him.Â
âOh baby,â you whimpered. He fucked you like a god, a self-assured divine being.Â
Bucky smirked, âDo you like that?â His fingers continued their sweet torture as he took what he needed. With each fierce thrust he brought you closer, to your end, to his soul.Â
Unable to speak, you watched your perfect man lose himself inside of you.Â
It hit like lightning striking your body, electrifying every nerve with blissful euphoria. You threw your head back as you heard your pulse ring in your ears, wet walls squeezing tight around his cock.Â
Unable to think, simply feeling the sensory overload.Â
He groaned out your name as his hips stuttered erratically. Pushing impossibly deeper, he came hard. Shuddering his release, pumping himself empty inside his favorite place.Â
Collapsing on top of you, he kissed you softly before turning you on your side as he stayed nestled inside of you.Â
Dark blue eyes connected with yours, his thumb dusting over your bottom lip.Â
Tangling your hands into his hair, you pulled him closer, pressing your lips to his. Tongue sliding between his parted lips, chest pressed against his, close.Â
This was where you were supposed to be.Â
Bucky pulled back and playfully started peppering your face with kisses. Down your jawline, all over your cheeks, on your nose, and you couldnât stop yourself from giggling.Â
âBucky!â you tried to grab his face. But he wouldnât relent, gripping the back of your neck, kissing you until you were squealing in laughter.Â
He loved that sound, he adored seeing you so happy. How Nat could ever think that heâd go for any other girl was not something he could comprehend. Bucky only had eyes for you.Â
âDoll,â he kissed your lips before letting you catch your breath. He couldnât wait any longer, he had to know. âWhat are we doing?âÂ
âWhat do you mean?â you whispered.Â
âWhy are we hiding this?âÂ
You sighed. âBecause I want this to be our thing for a while longer, weâre having fun arenât we?â you grinned, not understanding his concern.Â
âOf course we are, but⊠this is more than just fun for me,â his eyes searched yours.Â
Oh this sweet, soft man.Â
âThen weâll tell the team, we can tell anyone you want.âÂ
âReally?â he beamed.Â
âYes, really. Itâs more for me too, I donât want you to think for a moment that it isnât. I didnât want anyone casting doubts on us â but Iâm sure about you, so itâs okay.âÂ
âThank you, I can only take so much mad-dogging from Nat,â he breathed a sigh of relief. Although, his true solace came from the knowledge that the feeling in his heart was reciprocated â he was damn well certain about you too.Â
âRight, because thatâs your thing, isnât it tough guy?â you teased. His penchant for staring often intimidated others, but you knew the kind-hearted man under the hard exterior.Â
Bucky narrowed his eyes, rolling you on top of him in one swift movement. His hardened length still inside of you told you that the time for talking had ended. Your hands fell onto his strong, broad chest as you held yourself up, ready to take him for a ride.Â
His fiery gaze landed on your breasts, the heat from his stare capable of scorching the earth. He ran his warm fingers over the fading marks heâd left from the night before, admiring them.Â
Desire flooded your body and when your eyes locked, an idea came to your mind. âWhy donât you bite my neck?â you raised an eyebrow.Â
He sat up, the offer one he wasnât willing to pass. Bucky trailed his lips along your jaw, nibbling his way down until he whispered, âOnly if you promise to bite me back,â he licked up your neck.Â
With a racing heart, you circled your hips before grinding down on him. âDeal.âÂ
There was no point in concealing this connection that meant so much to the both of you. And as his teeth bit down on your skin, a rush of arousal ran through you. The sting of his possession, the way he felt so deep inside you; this was it.
The two of you would likely tell your friends the following day about your relationship â or they could just take a look at the matching marks on your necks that let them know exactly who you belonged to.Â
warnings: dub con ? (cursed speech), virgin inumaki and reader (inumaki is aged up to 19)
boyfriend!inumaki who accidentally groans âfuckâ as you guys makeout and before he can stop you, youâre already pulling his cock out of his boxers, slipping your loose shorts and panties to the side and sitting on it till the hilt before you snap out of your daze.
your eyes drop to examine your connection, and even though you seemed to have initiated it, youâre still taken aback by the sight. his cursed speech had never been used against you before and honestly it kind of scares you how powerful it is.
âyâyouâre inside meââ you gasp out, shock and terror in your expression and tone. his hands fly to dig his fingers into your hips to keep you from moving as he grunts.
your eyes widen in tandem with his and you stare at each other with embarrassment and surprise. he then comically pulls out his phone with shaky hands and shows you a note saying âiâm sorry, i didnât mean toâ
whether you like it or not, inumaki has now taken your virginity and youâve taken his. you had barely started getting comfortable enough to dry hump with him and now you can feel his leaking tip kissing your cervix. youâre quite lucky you had grown sufficiently wet making out before this because it doesnât hurt as much as you thought it would.
âiâitâs okay,â you mumble briefly, aware that itâs not really his fault. you try to pull away from his pulsing cock with a flushed face but it feels as if an invisible barrier is holding you in place. honestly, you should just be thankful your body isnât compelling you to bounce on him, despite his command of âfuck.â you assume itâs because youâre a virgin, and your inexperience is somehow working in your favor, even though you obviously know what fucking entails.
âi- i canât get off,â you whine in panic, gripping his shoulders like a vice as his lidded gaze flickers from your face, down at where heâs buried inside of your warm chasm with a wince.
panic rises to impossible heights as you hear someone walking in the hall past your room, likely another student. because you guys were only making out before, you had left the door to your room cracked open, your naive selves thinking it was quite risky and hot to do so. but now that his dick is inside of you, the hot risk has turned into a terrifying risk. yes, itâd be embarrassing and shameful if one of your peers walked in but god forbid a teacher did, youâd both probably be suspended or worse.
ât-toge, the door!â you whine at him, shakily and panicked. he seems just as scared because his wide gaze flickers at the door before gulping.
inumaki sets his phone down to the side and returns his shaky hands to grip your hips. he pulls desperately, attempting to help you get off but itâs like his strength has disappeared with his cock into your pussy because he canât summon any power to pull you off for the life of him.
âget off,â he commands shakily, trying to help but instead, it does the opposite. your body feels as though its a doll with strings tied to it because now it chooses to use two fingers to start swiping harshly against your clit in that familiar way you do all alone. it seems his command was perceived as making yourself cum rather than getting off of his lap.
you immediately gasp in forced pleasure, forcing him to let out a groan as your pussy flutters around him. to play with your clit in front of your boyfriend of only a few weeks is terribly embarrassing and quite awkward for you but to toge? this is just about the hottest thing heâs ever seen. he canât help but gawk and study the way youâre pleasuring your little bud, jumping at the opportunity to learn what you like. you know itâs not his fault but you canât help but use your other hand to slap against his chest with irritation as your other refuses to relent.
âq- quit it!â you plead with panic, eerily aware of his gaze on your vulnerable clit.
âs-stop touching yourself,â he hesitantly commands at your request, making you deeply sigh in relief as your hands fly to grip his shoulders instead, leaving your poor clit alone. you donât miss the way his cock twitches inside of you as he says those words, as if heâs aroused at the idea that he can force you to touch yourself or to stop whenever he likes.
honestly, his mind is reeling. heâs been desperately attempting to hold back filling your pussy with cum since you forced him in, he wouldnât be able to think of a command to get you off of him efficiently right now even if he tried.
he does feel bad knowing it likely hurt you to take his seven inches in all at once, he and yuta often talk about the importance of foreplay for women, both desperately not wanting to be one of those guys who seem to be incapable of pleasing a woman. he also knows youâre anxious about the door as well, but he canât help but feel giddy that heâs actually feeling your insides. after all, heâs the definition of a stereotypical nerdy virgin, desperate for any kind of stimulation from his sexy girlfriend. heâs never seen this expression on you before or any real woman, you look so shamefully aroused.
heâs fantasized about this moment for years, since you had become friends. though, he did imagine it to happen a bit differently, something with him eating you out until youâre nice and gushy and then easing his way inside before fucking you as long as he possibly couldâ but heâll take what he can get.
âthe door, the door,â you babble, redirecting his attention. youâre aware that heâs hesitant to give you another command, likely worried he might make things worse again like he did earlier when he accidentally made you touch yourself so the door takes priority over anything else. he nods at you with a gulp in preparation.
he then wraps his arms around your thighs and stands, making you both groan as the new position pushes his cock in even deeper. you take deep, shaky breaths in attempt to cope as he bites back the instinct to just start fucking you with hopeless abandon.
âg-go, toge, go.â you urge him, unintentionally moaning it out, making him clench his eyes shut briefly to focus before walking to the door and shutting it quickly. every step is like youâre being impaled, agonizingly euphorically.
you both breathe out in relief as he locks the door, but that relief is short lived because the next thing you know, heâs gently lying you on your back on the carpeted floor of your room as he places himself between your legs.
âo-kayâmhmâ out, toge,â you breathe out, reminding him to pull out.
a long few moments of an unmoving toge deep inside of you with his head tilted down, eyes glued to where youâre connected makes your brows twitch in confusion. you almost believe heâs not going to pull out because of his pause.
little do you know, toge is at war with himself. part of him wants so badly to just say fuck it and fuck the idea of stopping right out of you, itâd be so easy. but the other, more logical part wants to take your feelings into consideration, aware that this is probably not how you wanted your first time together to be.
ât-toge?â you ask, tilting your head to the side a bit in attempt to see his face.
he seems to choose your feelings over his own at the sound of your shaky voice because he begins to slowly pull out, making you both moan together as you grip his shirt harshly.
when he finally withdraws from your weeping chasm, you get your first clear view of his pretty, blushing dick while he takes in the beautiful sight of your pussy. neither of you can help but stare. his leaking, glistening seven inches bobs just above your pussy and makes you bite your lip with a slow exhale.
ât-that was inside me?â you mutter in disbelief, his cock is just huge. part of you assumed heâd be on the smaller side, mostly because he literally calls you his omega and jokes that he howls at the moon but you couldnât be more wrong.
he groans with clenched eyes, your praising words doing anything but assisting his self control. he pushes to lie on his back beside you, taking a large amount of effort to force himself off of you.
but before you can even sigh in relief at the feeling of no longer being stuffed to the brim, your body seems to act on its own once again. as he starts to slip his cock back into his pants, your body flies to straddle him and slip him fully inside again. itâs as if since the command hasnât been called off or combatted with another, your body isnt able to stop until it is.
you whimper in a pathetic broken whine as you try to cope. but thatâs nothing compared to what inumaki is feeling as your walls hug onto him, practically begging him to breed you.
he hisses and grips your hips again, unable to stop himself from bucking up into you in a singular harsh thrust, pulling a âah!â from your pretty lips.
âd-donât do that!â you plead, whining. your adorable tone is absolutely not helping in togeâs attempt at forcing away the impending doom of cumming with scarce amounts of stimulation.
if he could talk without potentially hurting you, heâd repeat that heâs sorry like a broken record.
âfuckâ we need to think of something,â you quickly breathe, attempting desperately to ignore the obvious as you rake your brain for ideas.
toge simply nods frantically, licking his lips as he eyes your pussy. he canât think of anything but the blissful sight of your cute little clit twitching in distress.
âtell me toâ nghââ and before you can even complete your messy thought, he abruptly hisses harshly and loudly as if in a panic.
âmove! move!â he groans at you in desperate warning of his imminent orgasm, nails digging into your hips as his begin to sporadically thrust up into you like he canât control it. it feels as though heâs the one under compulsion because his hips just wonât stop humping up into you. itâs really not his fault, he tried to hold it back for as long as he could.
and unfortunately, âmoveâ does make you moveâ but not in the way he intended. you begin to grind your hips down on his jolting ones, unintentionally milking his cock of all of the cum heâs offering your pussy.
âare youâ! cumming right now?â you gasp at the euphoric feeling of warmth shooting deep inside as his hard member bullies through your sensitive walls frantically.
you may as well be speaking to the wall because even though he hears you, the intensity of his high is just too euphoric to focus on your words. heâs not sure he would even choose to if he could because itâs just so embarrassing.
the sight of you fucking down on him as he desperately fucks up into you is anything but sexy, though inumaki would disagree. you both look like desperate, pathetic virgins who have no idea how to fuck, thrusts not lining up at all but still somehow working to help him ride his high.
âhahhâ fuck! so good, youâre so good,â he babbles in such a pathetic tone that makes you moan back loudly with hands fisting his shirt. you really wish you didnât have to, but you slap a hand over his mouth to silence him and prevent him from making things worse. while you canât blame him for struggling to control his words at a time like this, the rare sound of your boyfriends sexy voice speaking normal words only brings you crashing down to your own climax
finding a solution is no longer on your minds; the intensity of real life sex is overwhelming. you anticipated it would be intense, but this feels beyond anything you could have imagined.
he groans beneath your palm, his brows pinched as his high slowly subsides, yet his ruts up into you remain relentless.
âiâm! iâmâ i thinkâ itâsâ!â you stutter, hands flying to grip his hands on your hips, attempting to communicate that youâre right on the edge of your own orgasm. you donât even need to say it, inumaki understands what you mean just from the way your grinding turns into a harsh bounce.
desperate to make you cum after embarrassing himself so badly, he uses two fingers to rub against your clit with zero technique and strategy. heâs trying to copy your moves earlier but heâs failing terribly, maybe heâd be able to do this efficiently if you werenât bouncing frantically on his overstimulated cock.
it soon becomes clear that his inexperienced circles against your clit only work to rile you up more after a few minutes, seemingly making your orgasm stray away instead of pulling it closer.
you whine in frustration and he panics, eager to return the pleasure you gave him. despite the fact that youâre abusing his sensitive cock after he just came, his only concern is that heâs fortunately still hard enough for you to eventually find your release.
âp-pleaseâ wanna cum too!â you whimper, leaning down to lay a messy kiss against his lips, making his brows twitch in sympathy. the second an idea graces his mind, he halts his movements against your clit and instead tightens his hold on your hips to help you bounce. itâs impossible to hold back pathetic whines as he takes control of your moves.
âcum hard for me,â he coos, commanding you with urgency. and like clockwork, your vision blurs, your orgasm crashing down on you so hard that your back arches and you scream out his name for all of the dorms to hear just how good inumaki seems to be treating you.
ât-thank youâ thank youâ thank youââ you babble like an idiot, but he thinks you sound like a fucking angel.
he just about cums again at the sight of your twitching, jolting body mixed with the feeling of your pussy clenching on him harder than ever. though heâs a bit hurt he wasnât able to make you cum without his cursed speech, heâs mostly just glad he was able to make you cum at all considering the situation at hand. he thinks itâs the least he could do for you.
after a few moments of your pussy squeezing him like a vice, it begins to clench in a pattern of sorts, like itâs your bodies built in way of assuring his cum will penetrate your uterus. he wants so badly to ask why thatâs happening but heâll have to wait to look it up later because the idea of typing that out makes his cheeks burn.
then, you collapse onto his body, slowly softening cock still snug inside of you as you gasp for air. he rubs your back soothingly as you tuck your head in his shoulder, basking in the afterglow together.
his phone must have landed near you because you hear him typing, making you sit up lazily to check.
he presents his phone to you with a blush, âi know that wasnât ideal but that was really good for me. thank you and iâm sorry.â
and you canât help but laugh, though youâre just as embarrassed, face burning as harshly as his is.
âitâitâs okay, youâre lucky iâm on birth control,â you sigh, wrapping your arms around his torso with relaxed closed eyes, more than unbothered that his soft dick is still nestled inside. it feels like youâre hugging him down there and up here, only adding to the intimacy.
âand it was good for me too,â you whisper seductively before nibbling on his neck.
you giggle when you hear him sigh deeply in relief and wrap his arms around you.
âyou came awfully fast, toge,â you suddenly tease, making his face grimace in shame before he groans.
he wishes he could tease you back but he settles with pinching your waist playfully, causing you to squeak and jolt, making your hips jerk down on his sensitive cock. before you can even pray that he doesnât react with an another commandâ
âf-fuck!â
Oftentimes Choso doesnât realise just how big he is. He gets into the habit of over-exciting himself and rushing into things before youâre ready for him.
And heâd eat you out for hours if you asked him, make you cum on his fingers with so much enthusiasm heâs practically vibrating. Even then, he's so big that pushing into you is always a stretch. Sure, a stretch that has your back arching off the mattress and the most erotic of gasps leaving your lips, but a stretch nonetheless. You always need a minute to adjust and calm yourself before he starts moving.
And those few moments of acclimation to his cock have Choso nearly vibrating in impatience. He loves you, would never move before you're ready for him, but something you can't help but smile and drag out his need just a little longer than necessary. You're more than ready for him to fuck you into the next day, but you keep your hand on his hip to stop him from moving.
And he's doing everything possible to distract himself from the instinctual urge to pull out and slam his length fully inside of you. He's kissing you, forcing his tongue into your mouth for some sort of taste of you. He's doing math in his head and digging his fingers into the pillow your head rests on and he's on the verge of tears when you finally give him the nod.
"Oh thank god," the mental flip in his head switches and he's rutting into you like he's been denied for weeks despite having fucked you only hours prior. "Thank you thank you thank you."
Arrrr. I louvrrrr thissss
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đšđȘđąđąđđ§đź || Love and loyalty is tested after Bucky realises you arenât who you pretend to be.
đŹđđ§đŁđđŁđđš || unprotected sex, loss of virginity, oral sex, abduction. MINORS DNI
This is not proofread :/
I finally completed this story!! Yay! I hope you like it!
You stared at the wooden ceiling as you laid down in your bed. The ship was silently swaying from side to side due to the night breeze like a cradle. But sleep didnât come on such nights.
The bed wasnât bad, and your stomach was filled yet when you closed your eyes, only thoughts plagued your head. It had almost been two weeks since you had been taken, but you werenât so sure as it was difficult counting days on the sea.
You still vividly remembered each and every detail of how your life had taken a one eighty degree turn. Princess Wanda of your kingdom was betrothed to Prince Vision, whose kingdom was across the sea.
You being her best friend had decided to accompany her overseas and had therefore set sail in a grand ship. It was all going perfectly well until the pirates raided your ship. But more than the jewels and wealth, they were interested in the princess; they had something against the other kingdom.
You had known it at that moment that if you let them take Wanda, she would face situations worse than hell. So at that very instant, you both had changed clothes and you had let these pirates abduct you instead, though you didnât look anything like the princess.
You had expected these people to be brutish and ill mannered but instead they were jolly and accepting. You had imagined horrid scenarios but instead these people gave you respect, fed your food, and looked after you. And the only thing they forced you to do was to sing along with them after every dinner.
So in short, the problem wasnât that you were abducted by the pirates and neither was it homesickness. The problem was a certain metal armed pirate and leader who went by Bucky.
He was unlike any you had ever met; charming yet sharp, gentle yet commanding, alluring yet fearful. Since the moment you had come here, his eyes never left you and neither did yours left him.
And his eyes, oh god his eyes, they were deeper than the sea and lustrous like the sky. His lips were so plump and soft and that perfect nose of his. Every moment you saw him, your mind was filled with not so decent thoughts.
You wanted to hate these pirates; you wanted to hate Bucky. But somehow things werenât going how you wanted them to be. You were instead thinking of living here forever in the back of your head. You later did get angry at yourself, but the thought wasnât so bad.
You changed your sides and closed your eyes in a poor effort of mimicking sleep. The silence of the room was disturbed by a firm knock at your door. Grumbling to yourself, you got up to answer.
You werenât asleep, but that didnât mean you werenât comfortable in that small cot. It was nice and cozy being bundled up but then some ass had to disturb you. Sighing, you opened the door only to see Bucky.
âUmm, what are you doing here?â It was really too late for anyone to visit you, a supposed princess. âJust came to see you princess.â You pouted at the title but didnât reply.
The moon was casting beautiful shadows on his face making him look enigmatic. He entered without really waiting for your answer and locked the door behind him.
Sitting on your small bed, he motioned you to come forward. The room was dingy and didnât have much space to roam free, yet you walked two steps closer.
âNow that the princess is here, one might think the royal wedding would be stalled.â The room didnât have a proper lighting, but from what was visible, his stare was deadly.
âBut you see,â he got up and walked right in front of you. You gulped nervously as he gently placed his finger of your cheek and trailed it till your chin before he continued.
âThat is not the case.â A violent shudder passed through you as he gripped your chin tightly. You knew this day would come and yet you were unprepared for it.
âThe royal wedding took place yesterday. So that leaves us with two possibilities, either they married the false princess orâŠâ he jerked you closer to himself, âYou are the fake princess.â
So this is how I die, you thought to yourself. Maybe you shouldnât have been so brave and let Wanda get captured, at least the kingdom wouldâve searched for her. But for you, no one came.
âAnswer me!â He was so close to your face that your breaths were intermingling. âIâŠâ you didnât want to cry in front of him; you didnât want to be weak. But then you couldnât stop the tears that started spilling from your eyes.
You were all alone on this ship and no one would come to save you. You hadnât just warped Buckyâs plan but you had also lied to him all this time.
âI trusted you, and what you did was betray me.â He wasnât lying, he had been nothing but kind to you. When you didnât reply, he held you by your arms and shook you.
âIâm sorry.â You finally sobbed out. âYou couldâve told us. You couldâve told me!â Bucky wasnât really angry at the fact that you had lied about being the princess, he was mad as you hadnât told him the truth.
You were one of the most kind, hardworking and caring person he had ever met. He hadnât thought he would ever fall in love, but you had proved him wrong. You had become his lighthouse in the storm of life.
âI⊠I didnât mean to hurt you.. I mean I did lie to fool you, but that was before I met you. I couldnât let you capture WandaâŠ. Please⊠please donât kill me.â You ducked your head low with guilt and helplessness.
Your words shifted something in Bucky. His hard touch suddenly turned gentle and he now held you to stop you from falling. You were shaking in his hands and he hated it. He hated the way you thought heâd let anything in this world harm you.
âHey⊠hey look at me.â He placed his hand on your chin once again and titled your head up, just this time his hands were tender. âIâm not going to kill you.â
âYouâre not?â You were surprised with his confession. You stared up at him with wide eyes, waiting for him to say something more. âNo. I could never hurt you.â The next thing he did surprised you the most, he kissed your forehead.
âBucky..â your said breathily. âShhhâŠâ he shushed you before gently pecking your left cheek. âI am angry at you for lying to me.â He kissed your right cheek next and you felt tingles go down your spine.
âBut that doesnât mean Iâll hurt you.â Holding your face firmly with his palms, he kissed your nose. âI know you donât trust me yet. But I need you to know something; I trust you.â
Those three words were more important and real than anything else in the world. You knew Bucky didnât rely on many people, but the fact that he trusted you made you feel a different kind of warm.
âBucky, I trust you too. Youâve taken care of me more than anyone else in my life.â Placing your hands on his worn out shirt, you pulled him in for a proper kiss. You readily opened your mouth for him as you melted into each other.
You let out a squeak when he teasingly bit your lower lip. âDonât think Iâve forgiven you, princess.â You shook your head and corrected him. âIâm not the princess.â He just chuckled, âYou are. You are my princess.â
This man is going to be the death of me. You batted your eyelashes flattering manner and smiled. âYouâre so sweet.â You stared at him as he shook his head and laughed. âYou wonât be saying this in fifteen minutes.â
In the next instant, his flesh hand was gripping your hair as he pulled you in for a passionate kiss. You previously didnât get it when your friends gushed about kisses, but now you understood.
Your arms travelled up his chest and tried to bring him even closer to you. The way he was kissing you made you stupid and your toes tingle. The kiss was wet and lewd and you loved it just as much.
You both were panting and breathless as Bucky pulled his shirt off. You couldnât help but gasp as you eyed his muscles torso. His arms were decorated with veins and his scars were making him look even more rough.
With an unsteady pointer finger, you slowly traced the dips and curves of his hard abs. Licking your lips, you gulped nervously, âIâve⊠Iâve never done this before.â You didnât know why but you were somewhat ashamed of your lack of experience.
âThereâs nothing to worry about. Iâll go slow, I promise.â His eyes were sparkling with mischief but you didnât yet understand why. âOkay.â Your voice was small as you nodded.
With careful fingers, Bucky untied the knots of your dress. Once you were naked in front of him, true to his word, he gently laid you down on the bed. Biting your lower lip between your teeth you saw with interest as Bucky unbuttoned his pants.
Your eyes became wide as you saw his veiny length. You hadnât seen a naked man before, but you were sure he was very well endowed. âDonât get scared. Iâll make it good for you.â His voice was dripping with a sinful promise.
As soon as he climbed on the bed, he started peppering kisses from your breastbone to your belly. âWha⊠what are you doing?â You asked as he placed himself between your legs.
âNothing you wonât like.â His answer didnât really clear anything but you let him continue anyway. He pried your legs apart with his hands and licked his lips, âYouâre so beautiful.â He said looking into your eyes.
You were insecure for a moment as nobody had seen you like this before. But Bucky proclaiming how beautiful he found you put your worries to rest. âThank you.â You replied shyly.
âYou donât need to thank me for stating facts.â With that he placed a small kiss to your throbbing clit. âBucky!â You got up on your elbows to look at him. âDo you want me to stop?â He clearly had no intentions of stopping.
âUmm no.â Locking eyes with you, his tongue lapped up your juices. Your hand instinctively took hold of his long locks as you fell back into the bed with a moan. After that you were too lost in the sensations to form coherent thoughts.
With his talented tongue, he licked up your slick and flicked your sensitive pearl. You blindly guided him by his hair to where his tongue felt the most pleasurable. You squirmed under him at the barrage of sensations only for him to hold you tight.
The coil in your gut became tight and you knew you were close to a pleasurable release. But just then Bucky painstakingly slowed down himself from fucking you with his tongue.
He just slowly licked you as you whined under him. âBucky..â you complained as the feeling of an impending high dissipated. âWhat? You wanted me to go slow.â He was smirking and he knew exactly what he was doing.
You wanted to hit him and at the same time bury his face back between your thighs. âI⊠I donât want you to go slow.â You turned around to avoid looking into his eyes.
He crawled up to your face and made you look back up into his eyes. His metal arm was cold as he explored your body with it. You mewled as he nibbled your throat, âAs you wish.â
With that his entire demeanour changed. Little nibbles turned into bites which he later soothed with his tongue. His fingers pinched and rolled your nipples and the only thing you could do was hold tight onto him.
âAre you ready?â His breath tickled your hair as he whispered into your ear. You simply nodded and held his shoulders as he lined up his cock and slid into you.
A tear slipped out of your eye when he finally entered you. âFuck. Youâre so warm. Fuck!â The people you grew up with didnât really curse, so when Bucky did that you always found it hot.
With one arm holding himself up and the others resting on your hip, he started thrusting into you. Your girlfriends had told you how good sex felt, but you always thought they were exaggerating; turns out they werenât.
Your entire body felt electrified as Bucky snapped his hips into you. You didnât want him to stop and you wanted to forever get lost in this sea of pleasure. Your nails were probably marking up Buckyâs back, but neither you nor him cared about it.
You were once again close to that dangerous peak from where there was no return. And yet you dived head first into it. Your back arched and your eyes closed shut as you came, hard.
Bucky wasnât far behind as your walls convulsed around him. He buried his face into your neck as he emptied his warm seed deep into you. Your bodies entwined impossibly closer as you road the aftershocks.
You both just lay there, covered in sweat and slick, as you finally came down from the high. You lovingly stared in each otherâs eyes as Bucky caressed your face.
âDonât leave me.â He whispered as his thumb rubbed your cheek. His eyes were vulnerable and you knew he was scared. You had thought about this possibility and had already thought of the result. âI wonât.â
But just as him, you too had your questions. âAre you disappointed that Iâm not the princess?â Bucky pecked your cheek tenderly, âI donât care about the princess now that Iâve got my Queen.â
The power of vine
y/n: Croissants: dropped
natasha: BBQ sauce: on my tittiesÂ
wanda: Road: works aheadÂ
tony: Shavacado: fre
peter: Miss Keisha: fuckin dead
steve:
steve, grumpy: I didnât understand a single word of that and I hate every single one of you.
Part ?? of mermaid au đ
May this love find me
(minors / ageless / blank blogs dni) ok but do you know how quick sukuna would fold in an argument if he ever made you cry?
we know he can get there. we know he can be difficult to communicate. but picture this:
he barks another reply, his responses always so sharp. the frustration gets you riled up and you canât help but sniffle, canât help but let the welling tears finally fall. you turn your back to him, your shoulders slump and miss the moment where the realization strikes him, where all the irritation and anger inside him evaporates.
âyouâŠyou can be such an assâŠâ you murmur, choking out a sob as you wipe your tears.
you donât want him to see you.
two arms are around your waist then, âIâm sorry,â he huffs, âfuck, angel, Iâm sorry, please donât cryâŠâ
and you turn to his embrace, because you love him. because his apologies are incredibly sincere towards you, and you alone. his voice is suddenly so gentle, his words chosen ever carefully.
yes, he can be vicious and rabid - but not towards you. never towards you. the guilt eats him up alive.
âIâm sorry,â he repeats, keeping you firmly against him. his chin resting atop your head, one hand massaging the back of your neck.
people say heâs incapable of this, but his love towards you is immeasurable regardless of their opinion. they donât understand and they never will. but in a moment like this he will always hold himself accountable, reminding himself never to cross this particular line with you.
you should never taste his cruelty, no matter how natural it exists within him.
so, when he cups your cheek in his palm, his eyes drooping in regret, you know that he recognizes his mistake. his thumb wipes away the tears, his lips pressing to the apple of your cheek. âIâm sorry,â he whispers against your skin, âI lost my temperâ
you squeeze your hand around the fabric of his clothing, another shaky breath leaving you. but when you gaze up at him from underneath your lashes, you know youâve already forgiven him.
he rests his forehead against yours, another kiss follows but itâs a peck to your lips.
âyou need to work on that,â you pout, your hands reaching for his jaw and he melts between your fingers like butter.
âIâm trying,â he exhales, mostly disappointed in himself. âIâm tryingâŠâ