nymphofthesmallestseaonearth

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枝垂桜 // Weeping cherry blossoms

cant stop thinking about this this was sooo crazyyyyy

overindulgence isn't pleasurable, living a life guided by pleasure and sensuous experience isn't about Little Treats and excess because pleasure cannot be advertised or predicted pleasure is rooted in presence of mind so that every ray of sunlight or drop of rain becomes its own distinct and infinite sensory world every bite every touch every color is held in the highest regard even when it's unpleasant ugly uncomfortable painful sorrowful because all of these are pleasurable when you let them melt in your mouth. hedonism as excess of experience, as the ability to experience one thing at a time so that each is its own larger than life moment of sensation and that's what kills monotony and anxiety and fear.

omg i get another chance tomorrow!! and after tomorrow i get another chance!!! and after that another!!?!

cant stop thinking about this this was sooo crazyyyyy

i have gained the boss level skill of being incredibly difficult to shame or embarrass. more women should try it. it drives everyone crazy when you’re a woman who doesn’t self-flagellate over any mistake or quirk or prostrate yourself when you aren’t perfect in (insert social role) or hedge your words with a thousand sorries to accommodate the feelings of adults who just expect you to affirm them bc you’re a woman which means validation machine. when you’re nonchalant about your mistakes instead of monologuing about them. when people realize you aren’t bully-able because you don’t give enough of a shit to give them reactions. it’s like watching infinity war in 5d to them. they can’t fucking believe it.

Nature held me close and seemed to find no fault with me. (Stone Butch Blues, Leslie Feinberg)

(by my_tiny_jungalow)

Lake Mackenzie, New Zealand, 1979.

embarrassment has good bones

STOP DOING SHIT THAT MAKES YOU UNHAPPY OUT OF A SENSE OF OBLIGATION

I'm 23 years old and I have no idea what I'm going to do with the rest of my life……… and I'm fine with that

Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.

cant stop thinking about this this was sooo crazyyyyy

i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. "Hedonism" is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radial rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.

-Anaïs Nin, 1939