Suffer Being Hungry Or Suffer Being Fat…

│꒰⇢ fem spo

.⋆｡⋆ dont give up. think of how pretty you’ll look in photos; when your friends take photos of all of you hanging out at a café or in the mall— everyone will see how beautiful you are. when your family members ask for photos of you for the holidays, they will see how pretty you are. ༶⋆˙⊹

With each breath, the air hangs heavy and still,

Emotions freeze, yet warmth lingers at will.

I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

join me, make sure to

kiss the mezuzah on

your way in !⠀⠀

✡︎ ───〃𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆. . . Ofri !

18, he/him, transsexual & queer ⏜⏜ ⏜⏜ ⏜⏜

i’m Ofri, and this is my personal €d blog. unfortunately my old blog got deleted but i’m back better than ever.

i mostly curate an aesthetically pleasing page here with bi-weekly or weekly inspo posts, recipes, wl tips and occasionally jewish stuff.

slowly working back to my LW after deciding to try and “recover” for a year.

ABOUT ₊ ˚⟡

◜ likes: HaShem, queer literature, poetry, thrifting, ExtraHistory YT videos, Sabrina Carpenter, pinterest.

⋮ dislikes: weight gain.

⋮ hobbies: public service, reading, writing, crafting jewelry, collecting vintage books, cooking, religious journaling.

◟ LW: 110 LBS / 49 KG , CW: 150 LBS / 68 KG

EXTRA ₊ ˚⟡

◜ send anon messages in my inbox if you want, preferably use tone tags, nicknames are okay

◟ DNI ⸝⸝ antisemites, xenosatanists, radqueers, pro-shippers/anti-antis, misanthropists, antitheists, terfs, rcta/ecta ｡

I made a paper star (red, of course) for every kg I have left to my ugw, so when I lose one, I'll put it in the jar. I want to get a very small one, so the stars fit perfectly, but in the meantime, I'll stay with this big boi.

I need to make the stars for the kgs I already lost, so it doesn't look that empty, lmao

i love art dont get me wrong but i just went to a modern contemporary art museum and genuinely it was one of the most unmoving things ever.

i only enjoyed the nature walk and very few pieces of artwork, other than that i genuinely felt nothing.

too many big canvases with basically meaningless paint splatters and toilet imagery for me personally.

i know the whole point of contemplate art is the thought behind it and how it makes you feel as the viewer—the art itself is within our thoughts and emotions but most of the art felt soulless and made me feel nothing.

the most i felt during the entire experience was being annoyed that i didn’t get some big revelation—some enlightening eye opening experience how seemingly everyone around me does for modern contemporary art.

i understand there is soul and effort behind some of these pieces but i just can’t get myself to feel anything.

literally most of the art gave me the same emptiness i get when I see ai art.

i want to like it, i want to like it in an era where stealing others art and calling it “ai art” is a thing!

but i just don’t.

perhaps im just not deep enough to understand the appeal behind it or something.

perhaps it’s surface level of me to only like art that has clear narrative themes to it, that has an aesthetic appeal that anyone can see it had more than 20 minutes of effort put in.

at least the walking in nature was fun, plus it was like 5 miles of walking so i got my steps in.

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅. literally my soul ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅